Comme baiser sombre de l'hiver se fond dans les sentiments d'abandon de rosée...
As Winter's dark kiss melts into dew drop sentiments...
Le Vieux Monde se pâme comme l'arrivée du printemps est enfin là
The Old World swoons as the arrival of Spring is finally here
Because in the core nature of our beings beyond personality and recompense to social structures we are living, breathing, animals. From making love like bunnies in the bounding meadows during sunrise to endlessly passionate afternoons spent with the one's we love, this time of year offers more hope, prosperity, abundance and virility to forge, fabricate and create entire worlds in just a mere season's span of time.
As many of you know this year marks a profoundly special time in my life, after being diagnosed with Cancer in the form of Cushing's syndrome in 2010 I never imagined that I'd be celebrating a truly magnificent milestone that arrives soon on the eve of my twenty ninth birthday. To know that remission is not only near but guaranteed after years of transforming my life for the better to ensure that the reign of The Scarlet Queen lives on for centuries to come is worth more than it's weight in literal gold. No longer planning my funeral, I've taken this time to not only heal but to follow every single one of my wildest dreams with passion and fervor to find that this world will let you capture anything you truly wish to obtain, from true love to good health, I truly hope if you find yourself at the crossroads between life and death, on the path to holistic methods versus corporate approaches to curing cancer that first you read this, apply and never hesitate to reach out for support, advice or help. That's what I'm here for to live my purpose each and every day I'm alive. For me it's never been about weight loss, that was just a side effect of maintaining a well balanced and healthy temple every single day I have the chance to be here on this glorious planet, to follow my progress and to read about my journey thus far, click here.
As many of my dearest friends, my valued clients and to the worldwide audience know that I've always been a revolutionary, a visionary, an old world entertainer and body and sex positive starlet of erotic living but now it's time to take that to an entirely otherworldly level, with the one and only art form known passionately as Burlesque. As classes continue and the opportunities for travel to perform and to also act in independent films has reared it's presence in my creative life, the world is my oyster and for once even this vegan is digging in with a golden spoon to see what treasures await for me as I walk down the path of the artist, the star, the silk siren and mistress of ceremonies that only I could ever conceive of myself to be, to transform and translate into the most captivating exploits this world has ever yet to see, won't you stick around for the show darling, I warned you I'm just getting started.
Throw caution to the wind, eat the strawberries, drink the wine and pray to the God of all, for the world will always be the world, and the stage will always open with a velvet curtain, take a chance, travel and follow your heart to the meadow of creation in early spring's sunrise, you have but one life to live, don't fret or fear, make it count, and keep your eyes peeled this one woman show will be coming to a city, country and stage near you, very very soon.
The Expansion of BellaBloodLust HQ Continues:
There's truly so much to celebrate at HQ, We've had quite the successful year that for any artist, model, writer and creative type can't be measured in ways that the neurotypical mind can grasp, we truly visualize and see the world and time in a circular way, not linear. For this profound spiritual understanding the universe rewards and plays in kind, knowing that we've glimpsed beyond the veil and realize fully that this is all but a dream within a dream, so why not pursue it fully knowing that in the end, more magick than you can possibly fathom is awaiting you, if only you'll believe that this roller coaster ride of uncertainty will eventually release one's blindfold to leave them in awe of what was created by their very own mind that's now solidified in the tangible physical world.
From celebrating 2 glorious years here at BellaBloodLustHQ to find that my passion for Comics and Cosplay has turned into a full blown creative outlet has been beyond my wildest dreams. From preparing multiple costumes for Cosplay Events to debuting my Comic, Trading Cards and Collectible Posters at Zapp Con 3 later this year, to opening a worldwide Parisian Patisserie that's been a long life dream of mine since early culinary youth, there's so many projects continuing and finding traction and foundation as the year begins. I've always wanted to open a bakery with Paris in mind, after exploring years of history and courtesans that inspired the Old World to live lavishly, I found myself creating my dream right before my very eyes to debut with you to enjoy whenever your sweet tooth needs a taste of Royalty.
In the midst of my modeling pursuits and continuing to expand my portfolio for professional purposes, I found myself published in not one but two magazines these year, one of which added to the international infamy of The Scarlet Queen and providing an entirely new level to my work and creative outlet that's now turned into an additional dream and career pursuit. For those inspired to adore me up close and personal Purchase The September Issue of Femme Rebelle Magazine UK & The October Issue of Delicious Dolls Magazine USA, Today. While lingering in the Autumn Sunlight with dearest friends and kinship family, the love of my life and I both found ourselves featured in the award winning Canne's Film Festival debut of "Steamdream" featuring The Gaslamp Society as we indulged in our traditional Victorian Cemetery Picnic, more on that wonderful success is found below along with an upcoming event you can't afford to pass up.
For over three years now I've been a devout naked reader, and as a writer and bibliophile it was more than exciting to hear news from The Read Naked Salon Waitlist Crew, that a dear friend of mine, the gorgeous Joie de Vivre, from The Valley Burlesque Society and those of us here at BellaBloodlustHQ, have been officially added to the waitlist and will be opening our very own chapter and naked reading salon very soon as well as Burlesque performances to adorn this liberating literary movement. By far the pinnacle of success for me as a writer came from the one and only A.N Roquelaure, however many of you may know her best as Anne Rice, after reviewing her stunning series of BDSM erotica known lovingly as "The Sleeping Beauty Quartet" she not only shared and debuted my insightful review to those of her fans and audience, but she also sent it as invaluable real life research to Television and Motion Picture Corporations to ensure that the world was well versed in both erotic fiction and real life accounts of The BDSM Lifestyle. As an Anthropologist this was an amazing credit to my work in the BDSM community for over the past decade and a half of apprenticeship, servitude as a slave, submissive, Switch and ultimately as a Professional Mistress and Dominatrix. As you can see The Scarlet Queen has many shades.
As the year dawns at 2016, I find myself overjoyed with so many projects that I've recommitted to to ensure their survival, and to hope that my work, visionary experiences and pursuits in art, performance, modeling and writing expands in ways still unseen to those of you still watching, with velvet adorned front row seats. From new content added to The Scarlet Gardens, more writing for not one but two novels in the process as of now, expansions in my Youtube Channel and so much more that I have cooking up in my sensual cauldron, there's only four little words that will be uttered in 2016...
Long Live The Queen!
Bella BloodLust HQ
The Scarlet Gardens
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Concubines, Courtesans & Queens 2016 Calendar Featuring Bella BloodLust
After worshiping my beloved Sun King by taking Him into a world of time travel, passion and love, I found myself transported to the 1940's to a seductive picnic scene to enjoy by myself as I waited for the arrival of The Sun King. A mist Pagan Rome, Versailles France, Sunny California in the Swinging 60's and now the 1940's Pin Up Picnic of your wildest dreams, I've commissioned by staff at La Maison BloodLust and The Scarlet Gardens to prepare a one-of-a-kind calendar for my Master and you. For those that swoon for Historical Recreations and Iconic Cosplay this calendar makes the purrfect gift for the approaching Valentine's Day Season.
Other Collectible Gift Items:
Madame De Pompadour's Ornament Collection
Madame De Pompadour Luggage of Bookbag Tag
Madame De Pompadour Magnet Collection
Madame De Pompadour Diary
Madame De Pompadour Cosmetics Bag
Madame De Pompadours Wristlet Purse
Rubenesque Revolution Jewelry Box
Feline Disposition Jewelry Box
Gentleman's Playing Cards
Luscious Hindquarters Cigar Humidor
French Girl Cigar Humidor
For Decadent Decor Might I Suggest:
Milonia Caesconia Pillow Collection
The Scarlet Gardens Poster Collection
Welcome to my 17th Century Velvet Bed Chambers...
As the endless accolades truly capture the international excitement of my first and second calendar installment Madame De Pompadour I've been inspired to not only continue pursuing the limelight realms of alternative modeling but also now being coined as the Goddess of The Rubenesque Revolution I truly seek to inspire so many woman to pursue and achieve what it truly means to be Body Beautiful and to relish and embrace it from this year on and the rest of their lives. As truly beyond being a beautiful woman and a intellectual spiritualist, to inspire through my vision and to change the world for the better, nothing means more to me in life than this. To see a world painted in confident women of every size and shape is my hallmark for living in the Old World and reviving it in The Golden Age of Humanity.
La Maison BloodLust Presents:
Madame De Pompadour Merchandise
As the endless requests for portraits, home items, decadent kitchen accessories, travel bags, purses and jewelry, including poker cards, cigar humidors and jewelry boxes keep filling my inbox, La Maison BloodLust is taking over and ensuring that each and every request is fulfilled as soon as orders are placed, a decadent treat for you or your sweetie kissed and caressed by the infamous French Concubine herself Madame De Pompadour. For those who've enjoyed what items have arrived stay tuned as many more items will be added over the coming year including clothing to celebrate the curvaceous courtesan in all her royal glory.
Madame De Pompadour's Portraits
From the professional fetishist that desires to adorn his or her study with these timeless images, to the private old world collector that adorns his or her home with decadent and awe inspiring art, from individual portraits, assorted and custom collections, to collector's editions each beautiful portrait is produced on high quality satin photo print and delivered to you from The Scarlet Gardens. And for those rare collector's for an additional charge you can receive this item autographed with personalization upon request.
Noble Aspirations Inspired by Little Reinette
Charity & Art Hop Auction In The Works...
Very soon I desire to have an art show which will also initiate a worldwide Rubenesque Revolution Charity & Worldwide Network to promote true health and Body Beautiful living, in a world where anorexia, bulimia, depression, self-mutilation and more plague the beautiful psyche's of the divine feminine that walks in each of us on this beautiful earth, I desire to help, and inspire those to ascend such Western Ideological limitations to truly embrace Self-Love & Acceptance. This will take place after I've added a few more shoots into my repertoire first and after a few more lusciously curved ladies join forces with me to debut their work and pursuits that coin the ambiance of The Rubenesque Revolution. As all great and grand things take time to unfold stay tuned my darlings this show has truly just begun.
Early Winter Reveal
Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire Portraits
For the individual collector to the one that desires the entire collection in this gallery, from original, signed, personalized and sealed with a kiss these lovely photo souvenirs are arriving throughout December!
Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire Merchandise
From the most decadent old world home decor to the ornate trinkets fit for a queen, La Maison BloodLust expands the Old World into the new with unique one-of-a-kind merchandise arriving throughout December and January.
The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot Portraits
For the individual collector to the one that desires the entire collection in this gallery, from original, signed, personalized and sealed with a kiss these lovely photo souvenirs are arriving throughout December!
The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot Merchandise
From the grooviest and most free loving items any cool cat would love to have, can you dig? These one of a kind pieces of eternally curvy and Classic California hippie love arrive throughout the month of December and January.
Strawberry Coquette's Pin Up Picnic Portraits
For those aching to watch a gorgeous red head indulge in the heat of Summer in her very own Pin Up Picnic, you'll be elated to find a very retro, classic and modern pin-up series that was published twice this autumn in magazines from the US and UK. You can also capture the published prints from this series in these exclusive issues autographed and personalized by the one and only Bella BloodLust
The September Issue of Femme Rebelle Magazine UK
The October Issue of Delicious Dolls Magazine USA
Further Gifts from The Scarlet Gardens
From compiling a very compelling book of erotic short stories by hunting, capturing and receiving legal permission to archive such dark and sensuous tales into a compilation of my written work, to preparing for not one, not two but three highly erotic and historical cosplay recreations in Alternate History, there's a lot to enjoy over the coming calendar year, as much as I intended to have it all ready to enjoy before Winter's seasonal kiss has swiftly arrive, due to the monumental feat that these adventures in modeling and writing provide, it takes time like a fine wine to better in quality with age and further preparation. Until then enjoy the endless resources and erotic escapades awaiting for you behind the ivy clad iron gate in The Scarlet Gardens. If you'd like a souvenir personalized by yours truly until then to keep your hunger at bay, visit The Old World Shoppe.
Independent modeling does have it's time constraints, I've modeled for Red Skye World for over two years now and during this process of being featured in their Comic Book Lydia St. Clair & Bella BloodLust in The BloodSlayers as well as having a featured page, Poster & Trading Cards available with my Comic, I've realized that if I'm ever to debut my Psychic Vampire persona at Comic-Con that I must start my journey locally! I've found some great conventions for Comic Book Heroines like myself from Ani-Jam to other Venues keep your eyes peeled as I do hope to have enough merchandise available as well as product booth availability, but on an artists budget it takes support from fans to get me out there, so purchase a comic, trading cards set or poster today, there's exclusive autographed and limited collector's editions for true Bella BloodLust fanatics, so what are you waiting for?
Special Event Zapp Con 3!
100% of Bella BloodLust Merchandise purchased from today mid October next year will fund my booth for Zapp Con! Along with merchandise and cosplay collectibles to share comes my comic book, trading cards, posters and so SO much more! So keep your eyes peeled for Psychic Vampire Bella BloodLust, Professional Vampire Hunter with Lydia St. Clair of Red Skye World Comics! For more details as to which costumes I might be cosplaying next year visit my 2nd Anniversary at BellaBloodLust HQ Article for what I have in store for you next Autumn.
Send Bella BloodLust to Comic-Con by Purchasing Red Skye World Comics Merchandise!
Bella BloodLust Comic Lovers Gift Guide
The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection
The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection ***Collectors Edition***
As January arrives much swifter than I could've imagined, I find myself prepared for Winter at Fresno City College, and by ensuring that all preparations for returning to school are finalized, I must once more align my clients with my current schedule changes. Even as Spring approaches, to ensure many tasks are completed for clients in need I'll be changing these hours until April of 2016. I'll be CLOSED Monday-Fridays for appointments but will still be taking appointments, answering phone calls and booking new and returning clients from the hours of 12pm-8pm Monday-Friday and seeing clients who've booked appointments during the week on Weekends from 12pm-Midnight. As much as I dislike reducing my hours I realize this provides a chance for pondering clients to be more decisive with their choices as the year of 2016 provides chances for us all to be more courageous with our choices instead of allowing our lives to pass us by with indecision and uncertainty. Thank you to the wonderful clients I have that make it so easy to help you while also pursuing major life goals that will in turn allow Psychic Bella to become Psychic Detective Bella!
Summer Classes Debut & Workshops in Progress:
I've had numerous requests for Introduction to Psychic Protection, Introduction to Psychic Abilities, & Child Development for Sapphire, Indigo, Rainbow & Crystal Children for quite some time now, for those looking for Tai Chi with Animal Friends, visit the Featured Products section in The Old World Shoppe. As more materials were required for thorough research purposes before I can complete the following workshops and classes so until I can afford to do so these are currently on hold until further notice, but I'm positive that prosperity will change along with the winds and those materials needed will be easily required. I'll be focusing time to ensuring these workshops are completed hopefully by Summers arrival, keep your eyes peeled for announcements, until then this is still a work in progress.
The Rubenesque Revolution
Workshop Late Winter 2016
In addition to these wonderful classes I'm also in the process of developing a four class Self Esteem, Body & Sexuality Positive & Female Empowerment Workshop Series, that expands The Rubenesque Revolution to women locally and worldwide to gain invaluable insight, life changing exercises, assignments and group exercises to develop positive female relationships inside and outside the fourth generation wave of feminism. We must embrace the female goddess within and in turn embrace it in each and every single woman that is a walking goddess incarnate, whether she knows it or not. By engaging in a female gathering group workshop series that will expand your mind, body and soul to make room for self love, sacred femininity and sacred sexuality allows each and every one of us to bring about the next phase in human and female interpersonal ascension and global consciousness. By removing the stigmas, skewed viewpoints, and oppressive views of women worldwide we create the world we truly want to live in, the one that celebrates the beauty of woman in all her divine glory. This will be available as soon as additional materials are gathered for this incredibly special workshop series.
Shadows Into Light Gift Guide
Psychic Bella Custom Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $25 Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $50 Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $75.00 Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $100.00 Gift Certificate
This magnificent cookbook was collaborated by the Fresno Pagan Pride Community as well as those kitchen witch pagans worldwide that desired to be a part of this profoundly special cookbook. It was originally created as my personal contribution to fundraising efforts for the local chapter of the national pagan movement, and as many locals and worldwide pagans have enjoyed the diverse, unique and endlessly ancient recipes found between the pages along with personal stories, tips for cooking and a rich history of pagan ways from the old world to the new, it's easy to see why it was Amazon.com's 2 year running title holder of "Most Unique Cookbook" on their entire site of delicious feast inspired books. For those of you that desire to learn more about pagan ways of life, or are looking for a special and new recipe that you want to surprise your friends and family with, can easily find and purchase this cookbook by following the link below.
Please Note: that all proceeds now go directly to Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Temple & Archive to ensure clients receive the most updated and accurate forms of spiritual services available with the most accurate and updated equipment needed to ensure this takes places now and in the future. For those purchasing a copy of this book to help support the local pagan pride day organization please note that 50% of the sale's only go to the local chapter when purchased at the festival's live event. If schedule's permit you might see me there next year, here's hoping until then that you enjoy the special stories and love filled recipes found in this incredible and one-of-a-kind book.
Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook can be found, and purchased Here.
What Two Thousand Sixteen Has Waiting for You!
For the daily spiritualist that desires to expand the richness of their life with spiritual diversity I welcome you to The Shadows Into Light Temple Archive
Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella Monthly Special 50% Off!
Don't forget to check out This Month's Special from Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella, each month a service or product is chosen at random and offered at half-price for those spiritualists in need on a very strict budget.
Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella
Mondays-Fridays: 12pm-8pm Phone & Email Bookings Only
Weekends: 12pm-Midnight Booked Appointments Only
CLOSED M-F for Appointments
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Available In Person, Skype, Email or Phone
Review Services, Classes & Workshops and Book Psychic Bella for an Individual or Group/Party Event Today!
The Scarlet Gardens invites your curiosity
Extended Galleries, Including the Infamous Madame De Pompadour series, as well as these two lovely editions filled with imagery, history and personal reflection about courtesan and concubine living.
New Extended Galleries
Historical Recreation: Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire
Historical Recreation: The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot
Strawberry Coquette's Pin-Up Picnic
Each gallery includes historical references, insight from the artist herself as well as passionate tributes to the Old World and The New.
The Scarlet Gardens Proudly Presents:
Concubines, Courtesans & Queens 2016 Calendar Featuring Bella BloodLust
With most humble and gracious of royal disposition I present to you
Concubines, Courtesans & Queens 2016 Calendar Featuring Bella BloodLust
Visit The Old World Shoppe to Order Yours Tonight!
The iron gates are waiting for you to turn the key, all you need is one secret password and entry into my world of dark decadence and sensual delight is yours for eternity.
The Scarlet Gardens is Expanding
I've recently dedicated this section of my website to the most profound dream come true that I've found from stories 2,000 years old and now live, breathe and experience it every single day of my life, previous educational articles and fetish entries are now being collaborated and expressed in my book pursuit below, feel free to keep up with my updates as the book progresses. As I presently focus and make time for educating those that desire to know more about this decadent world of debaucherous living while writing multiple novels to express what it truly means to be a living, breathing and loving concubine, I choose to share through my legacy my life's work my novel which is presently still in the brainstorming realm. After the book is published Mistress Bella and His Bella Luna will build an entire curriculum for fetishists world wide to climb the thorny branches of Twin Flame Divine Reunion.
How The Sun King Captured The Moon:
A Tale of Twin Flames
by His Bella Luna
The Expanded Unveiling of the year Two Thousand and Sixteen:
Exclusive Access Into My World:
As the previous year has been primarily focused upon creating a world all my own, building from the ivy clad earth a beautiful palace of decadence and old world charm, I've seen so many places to expand upon my creations in the form of erotic expression that is as old as time and passion itself, over the coming months you will have access too erotic literature, including a book of short stories that have never been read before, expanded cosplay and fetish galleries, the more exposure I've received worldwide has opened up a floodgate of creative extraordinaire s to work with and collaborate with for your pleasure and mostly mine. As I've found a desire, a thirst and hunger to translate what the dark velvet world has meant to me for so many years now into workshops, classes, video tutorials and a world filled with lifestyle, fashion and a personal diary from the boudoir of Mistress Belladonna herself, those that seek dark ascension will truly find their sinful salvation behind the iron gates of The Scarlet Gardens. As La Maison BloodLust is expanding headquarters the private connoisseur will be pleased to enjoy access to more regularly published Videos, Personal Interviews, Published Literature, Music and So Much More, arrive over the coming days and
Join The Scarlet Gardens Today
Those that desire to expand will easily open the gates to The Scarlet Gardens, To those adventurous spirits I say,
including exclusive behind the scenes access to local events, and community organized soirees that truly help those surviving to thrive in the Old World and the New Modern Era.
Feminism The Next Generation
Rogue Festival Rundown
St. Patrick's Day
Vegan Organic Lifestyle
A History of Courtesans, Concubines, Queens and Parisian Pastries
The Scarlet Gardens:
How The Sun King Captured The Moon: A Tale of Twin Flames
Compilation Co-Written Published Book of Horror Erotica
Dark Steam Ascension: Steampunk Lifestyle
Origins of Dark Ascension: BDSM
Underworld Club Scene Politics
News & Events:
Shadows Into Light Workshops & Classes Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Self Esteem Movement
Psychic Bella & The Scarlet Gardens Merchandise Debut
RM Gillmore & Psychic Bella
The Illusive Bella BloodLust
Old World Goddess in The Modern Era
This usually keeps me limited to Tower District area as well as carpooling with friends and family on special occasions as it's the only affordable way to travel in this city after hours, with Taxi's costing as much as a half a weeks worth of vegan groceries for a 20 minute ride it's easy to see on a student's, psychic's and artist's budget as to why Psychic Bella & Bella BloodLust are truly home bound for the time being. Fortunately Uber and Lyft are making things a bit easier, however we do intend on having a more than functional mode of transportation by the end of the Gregorian calendar year. Unless special preparations are made in advanced it's usually not possible for me to venture out after dark unless it's nearby. I am appreciative of the simplistic and old world way my life is lead currently but that doesn't mean it doesn't have it's common struggles, as time consuming as mundane and regular tasks usually are, they're quadrupled in time amounts when the city bus is the only method of travel presently, so do forgive me for my inability to see each and every one of you as much as I desire, as much as I plan, but as most of us that live and thrive in this part of the city already realize, once you live in Bohemia it's hard to leave just like the alluring draw of Moulin Rouge, we thrive in the twinkling lights, and creative expressions of art, music, dancing and performance art, so do forgive me if I find it hard to ever leave this place I truly call home.
Adventures in Steampunk
Other Time Period Historical Recreation Soirees
The Gaslamp Societies
* The Roaring 20's Street Jam, Los Angeles - April 1-3rd
* International Steampunk Symposium's "Adventures in Wonderland", Cincinnati - April 7th-10th
* Grand Victorian Banquet & Ball, New York City - April 16th
* Cory Zamora at The Med, Fresno - April 16th
* Spring Victorian Ball, Pasadena - April 16th
* Fresno Mini Maker Faire, Fresno - April 17th
* Tulare County Ren Faire, Tulare - April 23rd
* Rumpus in The Park, Denver - April 24th
* Those marked events include Gaslamp Society Members excursions to traditional and maker movement pastimes. Contact individual members for more details as these events are attended but not organized by The Gaslamp Society.
** Those marked events are hosted by Gaslamp Society Members and are Private Parties, Friends, & Guest of Friends Welcome; NOT a Public Event.
For more information about these upcoming events stay informed and Like Our Public Facebook Page, are you a community participant that's inspired to help us organize and stock the Zeppelin before each event? Then find our Group on Facebook through The Gaslamp Society Page.
Goals & Dreams for The Future
AA Degree in Criminal Anthropology
Anthropology is the study of human beings, it bridges the gap between societal, religious, cultural and linguistic gaps that have long been needed to be bridged to assure we all transcend to a more Unitarian existence, allowing the psychic to also become the scientist to not only broaden the world and understanding for clients in a more scientific as well as merging their already understood natural sciences to allow each field to finally accept and embrace each other regardless of terminology. This will eventually allow me to be able to help clients even with medical insurance instead of just having to pay out of pocket which is a big problem with Western Society, that Holistic Medicine is seen secondary to Traditional, in Eastern Societies it's revered and we wonder why everybody in India & Japan live to be 120 years old without cancer, diabetes or obesity. This also allows me to pursue and help my spiritual clients in all aspects not just the spiritual and religious sector, as much as I very much enjoy this, as a Shaman I've innately felt until all religions and philosophical concepts are understood and shared completely we all have missing puzzle pieces and bridges that need to be connected, this is where Psychic Bella comes in.
BS in Criminology & Victimology with a Minor in Psychology
This avenue of educational pursuits will allow me to transfer my abilities to assisting in more cold cases and other cases involving dead or alive circumstances in the field of victomology, by having a dual degree in forensics I'll be able to transfer helping people and various cultures, and religious backgrounds to be seen correctly by the criminal justice department and also bridge the gaps by solving cases as a Psychic Detective, after already assisting off-record with previous officers and actually being the key person that helped solve the cases, it's been told to me by more than a few officers that they'd legally use and pay me as an independent detective and investigator that will allow me to work from home, be called to crime scenes or domestic disputes and finally allow families to rest once they've had their case or common issue solved. With the best criminology lab and brand new facility here only in Fresno and West Virginia, I consider myself lucky to have the opportunity to receive such quality training and education that allows me to help but not become one of those typical cops, Sorry I quite literally refuse to participate I'm here to solve cases and help people, keep the pride to badges to yourself I'm just not interested. If undergraduate funding hopefully prevails above the congressional and bureaucratic red tape that most of us students find ourselves in, I'll consider pursuing a Master's Degree in my chosen fields, however as of now I highly doubt in this country at least that that will be possible without massive life long student loan debt, which I can't qualify for due to a family members desire to steal my identity before I was even allowed to use it at while being introduced to American adulthood.
Modern Gypsy Revolution! The Tiny House Movement
As much as I planned on staying in Sunny California after obtaining my Master's Degree, I realize now unless I plan on teaching or becoming a Doctor, the wasted money, time and effort isn't truly necessary especially in my unique carved path line of work. As many continue to see the devastating effect on water, lack of resources such as food, energy and even healthcare that is now a daily focus for most during the California Drought, the costs of resources continues to rise, and the value of career security or even the worker as more than property is completely lost in today's society. We're working much harder for far less than we've ever had ever before in human history and to be honest when jobs, healthcare, housing, education and even good weather and health dry up, it really starts inspiring one to think outside the societal box and embrace a movement that's been sweeping this country as swiftly as the Homesteading Act did in the early 19th century. There is a sense of hope, possibilities and endless opportunities when you're not enslaved to Water & Power, A Mortgage and Bills that continue to rise regardless of how much you personally sacrifice. I've always loved traveling and so has my Twin Flame, and for us the idea of packing up and taking off to better places when the economy tanks is much better than worrying about paying off a mortgage, car loans and student loans in the future if we're even able to get that far in our education with the current congress dilemma of their utter hatred for funding social programs of any kind. This is a long term goal, 5 or 10 at least, but it's a very real dream that we're ready to research, embrace and join, it just makes sense in a world that's always changing to thrive by adapting instead of dying for damaging views on the way things have to be thanks to the standards of The Eisenhower Era, no longer are we stuck in the kitchen while men work 9 to 5 and women serve them dinner, so why stay stuck in the same house if we're used to going out for dinner now? Many Updates coming, for now this dream sits in the crock pot of my imagination to simmer.
Currently as Psychic Bella & also Head Marketer for Imij Medicine, I'm truly busy 7 days a week, I currently accept appointments on Weekends only, for in-person spiritual bookings and online ones for international clients. I intend on keeping my Phone/Email inquiries open from Mondays through Fridays to ensure that weekend bookings are solidified and that clients are able to make decisive actions towards the betterment of their lives, as they say Carpe Diem, this is the theme of 2016. The rest of the time my energy is shared between collegiate pursuits, and assisting my love in our mutual dreams and business pursuits. This is why advanced planning is needed for social outings and even Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Bookings, as the months and seasons change so does my traveling gypsy soul, and I'm truly needed out there in the big world so please join us and enjoy the ever changing and prosperous scenery. Besides these pursuits I have my enjoyable times as Writer, Model, Artist, Siren, & Performance Artist, these times are few and far in between but as time goes by and opportunity knocks I'm grateful when good health is along with me to pursue these dreams.
New Business - The Grand Opening Of:
Strawberry Coquette's Wild Bohemian Patisserie
As I approached my 3 year Vegan Anniversary I found myself elated to expand my personal baking business into a legitimate side-business; for over two years now I've been perfecting and concocting the most profoundly delicious vegan desserts and have even now expanded to Gluten Free, Raw, Paleo-Vegan Friendly Desserts! After receiving serve-safe certification in food courses to ensure that I know how to conduct a healthy and food safe kitchen I found that having all of these incredible, healthy and dietary restriction friendly recipes to be too good not to share! After many compliments and encouraging words from friends, family and even complete strangers that are 1000% against desserts without dairy, eggs or animal products tell me that my baked goods are the best thing they've ever tried, I've decided to turn my top recipes list into a menu for an at-home place to order bakery prepared and shared by your's truly; Strawberry Vixen. As much as I intended to have this venture up and off the ground before Winter, unfortunately a few business related investments are needed to ensure that my decadent vegan treats are served fresh to you at the highest quality possible. So hopefully by Summers arrival a cute little pastry cart pushed by Strawberry Coquette herself will be wandering around Tower District to tease and tantalize those who crave a taste of Paris.
I have to admit it's been quite the roller coaster ride, for most of my life P.C.O.S has ruled my life, after a tubal ligation last year I had to then endure recalibrating these hormones that went from nearly depleted to insanely voracious all on a moment's notice, and usually between menstrual cycles and the joys that come along with PMS. Fortunately with only 1 instead of 3 Emergency Room visits this year due to a cyst burst and severe pain, I have to admit things are getting better, slowly but surely, and as I await to see if my former Cushing's Syndrome a rare form of pituitary cancer is officially in remission, I find myself focused on balance, of mind, body, soul and most importantly diet. With the wayward hormones of last year causing my energy and vitamins to tank once a month I found myself craving meat again, so transitioning to ovo-lacto-pescatarianism, once a month during my rabid cycle was what I relied on for the last eight months of 2015. As pain and exercise don't go well together I also had to relax a lot more on my health regimens that desired, allowing me to relax, and retrain myself to be patient and kind to my body even more so than I already am. As my energy has tanked a bit due to this change I've chosen to go back to veganism, as vitamins are no longer an issue nor is health or weight. If anything I've gained a bit back and as much as I'm truly fine with that, I'd prefer to stay at the weight I initially hit, it's what helped me to feel more mobile, agile and ready to pursue athletic dreams once more such as Burlesque. So as I just received stellar reports back from both urine and blood tests showing that the pain endured each month isn't a side effect of a cancer coming back to ravage my body but just what happens when cycles and hormones are still balancing, I embrace the days where health is optimal and when times aren't as fluid and effortless, I've formed regimens of pure, unadulterated relaxation that have allowed my creative self to express in many old and new facets while also giving me more time to let ideas simmer before instantaneously jumping at the first second of innovation to pursue yet another project that hasn't quite yet been finished. Slow and Steady wins the Race, this is the lesson of the Turtle, my Totem Animal this year. I embrace this time in life more completely than I ever have conceivably before.
Opposing Forces flourishing as One...
The Divine Dual-Nature of Twin Flame Love
From Flora and Fauna to Erecting Empires and Expanding HQ into a merged state of giving exchange, we navigate the world, and prepare ourselves for our own shifting and wandering spirits that beckon us to search, reach and flourish outside of this city we've grown to call home. It's never easy to first find out who you are, to learn which parts to hide from the world to ensure your heart and minds safety and protection. But to then give another being full power, reign and control of being of your heart where they're able to use those beautiful yet vulnerable sides against you is profoundly cathartic, especially when the one you've entrusted will move oceans, climb mountains and burn the world down to ensure that nothing will ever bring harm or sadness to you ever again.
It's a surreal and sublime existence as of present times, as we see so many of our long term goals arriving in glimpses and glimmers of the future the universe listens in kind to those of us dreamers who never stop talking, singing, painting and sharing the greatest ideas this world has ever seen. I've ached for travel and now the talents I have are beckoned for in the exact cities and countries I've always dreamed of not only visiting but relocating too for the next chapter in my life. Instead of worrying about roots reaching deep and placing myself exactly where I've always belonged, my soul like the gypsies pines for adventure, wanderlust and to travel the world with my one and only Twin Flame.
Each day that goes by our union becomes more and more inseparable, our dreams manifest into reality and every moment of pain in the past constantly dims with the bright light that shines between two beings together as One, in love, in full authentic presence of being, never judging, persecuting, blaming or maiming each other's minds, bodies or souls, but just loving, purely loving, relishing and enjoying this glorious ride that is constructed with love and motivated by dreams, passions and adventure. This deep union spanning space and time might not be suited for everybody, but for me it's all I ever reincarnated for, ever dreamed of having and knew the moment W/we met nearly four years ago today that my life would never be the same, a glorious April Fool's Day to say the least arrives in the laughter, joy and endless passion of spring bunnies who just can't get enough of each other tomorrow in Twin Flame Love and forever. An equal match that will rival the seven kingdoms and leave the world weeping at such glory shared between two as One.
This is what's waiting for you, for us all since the dawn of time, never settle, never give up hope, it's time you started dreaming of wishing and finally returning home.
Until We Meet Again...
I celebrate The Rubenesque Revolution, and relish in the progress, projects and creative pursuits that have taken place successfully thus far while further fires burn in the hearth of my sensual and spiritual home to brew and simmer over the long winter months and the time of darkness and peace as the dawning of a new age and new year arrive here in this world and my very own home I frolic and feast to the fullest embracing life in all its horror and divinity.
There's so much more to get your fill in the menagerie of places I've created for one and all to enjoy. I look forward to your inquiries, your contributions and suggestions and for those who are already well entertained, buckle up for a very wild ride; adorned in wild roses and thorns what else my darling? *smiles* for this world and those we create are filled with both pleasure and pain in equal measure and as for me I relish in this silver spoon and feast on the oysters that have been left out freshly harvested for this adventurous feline.
Thank you eternally for your support and for those that desire to tear it apart, I look forward to watching the Old World burn down with you inside as The New Golden Age of Humanity is finally here.