Il y a du plaisir dans les bois sans chemin. -Lord Byron
There is pleasure in the pathless woods. - Lord Byron
"Je ne suis pas mal, je suis juste dessiné comme ça "... - Jessica Rabbit
"I'm not bad, I'm just drawn that way." - Jessica Rabbit
(Yes.. my real name is Jessica after Miss Rabbit herself)
I would've probably laughed out loud and smiled in absolute disbelief. Yet here we are, it's been on thrilling year thus far performing in art house and dystopian bar venues and warming up these pipes to sing croons to one and all in true Burlesque Siren disposition.
It's been quite the thrilling year thus far and I don't see that stopping anytime soon now that the doors of opportunity are wide open in my soon to be home known infamously as the mile high city.
From pursuing my dreams at a historic jazz lounge near you to private night life events that will be orchestrated with some owners of some pretty world famous bars in the middle of downtown I have to say that life is unfolding sensually in directions that I never knew were possible but always dreamed would arise by this fully blossomed time in my thirties.
In the midst of this remarkable turn of events in my creative performance art ventures has arisen a very old dream that even after surviving cancer ever thought would culminate into completion but as I sit here holding in my hands the very book that I intended to publish at the tender age of eighteen, nearly fourteen years later...
I can assure you this All Hallow's Eve will be quite the milestone in my life and hopefully legacy as I do intend to stay immortal forever and what better way is there than through the written word that lasts forever in the library of congress and on bookshelves worldwide for horrorotic readers in every country to indulge their dark side and succumb to carnage and carnality for decades and eon's to come?
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen
Cover Reveal & Pre-Party Sale October 1st, 2018
The Scarlet Empire Expands
Long Live The Queen
Beyond modeling as that is still one of my deepest passions in the realms of creating visual art, I have found myself more behind the scenes this year working with singing practice, dance and burlesque practice as well as publisher's as this book has been a constant labor of blood, sweat, tears and corpses long after the final words and manuscript were submitted to the publishers before full distribution was cleared worldwide.
(This just happened. Nothing like researching your title to find it in Sweden already tempting readers for Halloween.)
What was just a pipe dream is now an absolute certainty and well that rarely arrives in life at all let alone my life personally. But very soon at Barnes's and Noble or ANY bookstore independent or chain name recognized; you'll have the opportunity to buy my book and have it signed from me first hand and maybe if we're lucky a few of the monsters and madmen will make an appearance... here's hoping the one's who are still alive, on good terms with me and not in prison are able to make it out.
Except for that one that has an active restraining order, if you're reading this, continue to pretend you're a good man and keep that new wife of yours nice and busy while you leach her dry of all her income and sanity. *laughs wickedly* Oh karma you're so cruel yet sweet. You taste so fucking delicious, like the fresh blood from a corpse that was created after a long passionate night in the dungeon.
As far as media goes my focus for the rest of this year and next year as well is continued focus on burlesque siren and putting all my blood and extra life force into A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen. On top of such excitement and a busy creative schedule. I've been messaged incessantly for classes, intensive workshops, and one-on-one sessions from serious applicants ever since I started as a guest-domme at the world famous Pandora's Box NYC this February.
After I left the profession years ago I honestly never thought I'd ever return but after some serious time away from the underworld I realized how much of my heart and soul truly exist there within and now returning as an educator, intoxicating old world lifestyle mistress and devoted subject of the old guard and owk I found a new rebirth and revival for the love I've always had for this place now that I've far beyond the painful experiences of my past in regards to uncontrolled sadists without remorse. I feel in this era of 50 shades of Abuse that it's imperative for those of us who came before the newer and younger generations to ensure that they have the best and most high minded and conscious entrance into this often times perilous place for play and existential transformation.
After embracing my truest role in the comic and cosplay community as the one and only Bella BloodLust. The phone started to ring, the emails continued to pour in and I was offered my first interview for erotic dark creatures of the night who indulge in modeling while they're not busy saving the world from evil and darkness. Nocturnal Girls Magazine. For those who ache to learn more about my world and all the salacious past, present and glorious future it beholds, Join The Scarlet Gardens for full interview.
That infamous photo that broke the kinky internet and set the world on fire with talks of Rubenesque Revolutions opened the doors to a floodgate of artistic opportunities. After shooting "Strawberry Coquette" salaciously indulging in a 1940's Pin-Up Picnic for two, I was published internationally for the first time in my life and the ripe and tender age of 28, and as I walk the same path as Bettie Page herself towards alternative icon status, I plan to make Old World History by painting the town red of course with every sumptuous curve my rubenesque form has to offer.
For those who pine for me you can find these sexy images in The Scarlet Gardens as well as within the pages of these exclusive issues of The September Issue of Femme Rebelle Magazine & The October Issue of Delicious Dolls Magazine, both issues are from Autumn & Winter of 2015.
Another wonderful opportunity that arose after years of devotedly reading in the nude, was to be added to wait list to bring naked reading to a salon near you very, very soon. A midst Steampunk documentaries featuring Bella BloodLust as Airship Captain, to endless opportunities that arrived on my door that were unable to be committed too, this second year has been massively inspiring to fuel the cogs and wheels of future dreams into reality.
To top it all off, I was more than elated to open and debut my international vegan and gluten free Patisserie! Never again will you have to sacrifice taste for indulgent sweets, after working incessantly hard for over two and a half years formulating each and every recipe by hand, I'm more than proud to introduce you to:
Strawberry Coquette's Wild Bohemian Patisserie.
It was truly an amazing time and I had an absolute blast meeting so many people, new fans and most of all inspiring young girls everywhere to embrace their curves as the vampire huntress Bella BloodLust is known for being the curvy female Blade for this very reason!
Shortly after this comic book celebration I reached a lifelong milestone for any writer and a writer of horror and erotica (horrortica) after 12 long years of blood, sweat, tears and corpses I finally gave monsterous birth to my child of the night in the form of a profound and provocative journey into those who have captured me, bound me to their will and nearly snuffed the light out. For those who desire to satiate their dark desires, why not explore what's waiting for you All Hallow's Eve of 2018 in A Scarlet Collection of Monsters & Madmen.
The adventures definitely didn't end there, from revisiting old career aspirations in shooting bio-film documentaries for comedian friends on the road and rise to fame, to delving back into my live modeling expertise for Fresno's Drink & Draw! Not only was it a sheer thrill (pun intended, did you see what I was wearing? Or NOT wearing Yowza!) to inspire artists with The Rubenesque Revolution but meeting more than a few wonderful and gorgeous fans who have thus become lifelong artistic friends has been the most profound side bonus that I never imagined would transpire from just posing on stage in my lingerie like Marie Antoinette in her boudoir.
From future modeling positions with Fresno Drink & Draw to just this week being hired as staff for Vonfarmer Media as a social media public relations assistant, blogger, writer and of course stock model on many future excursions from wildlife cinematography, and creating artistic media for the public to promote their lives and businesses with a visionary touch I could not be more proud and elated to have been hired to join forces with such an amazing and lethal creative team. As most know modeling and acting are near and dear to my heart, but as a woman who desired to work behind the curtain in the world of media in my teen years I have to admit being able to have this opportunity at the exact same time that my modeling and acting career is truly taking off to be by far the pinnacle of purrfection in this desire to rule the world with a scarlet empire.
After all that's transpired in such a brief year so it seems; all one can do is sit back in awe of what a single woman can do with the world when the world desires to create wonderous vision's with you.
The Evolution of The Scarlet Gardens:
La Maison BloodLust Expands Worldwide
The Scarlet Gardens has been expanding with titillating tales of decadence and debauchery now that this Intoxicating Old World Lifestyle Mistress was once again freed by a mere mortal posing in demi-god form to fiercely explore and sensuously seduce one and all into my delicious underworld.
From casting off mental collars and emotional restraints that were left unattended without aftercare for four, very long years to finding myself all over again in the sweetest torment from ravaging beautiful boys and worshiping glorious men to finding those who seek me out for solace, education and very soon once more formal lifestyle training. I have my hands quite full but it's more than a pleasure that this Mistress and Queen can barely measure to help those that are curious to find their carnal entrance into The Scarlet Gardens.
Are you aching to know what awaits you behind the iron gates adorned in ivy? Here's a taste to get you started, and I know you'll crave a key to enter into my scarlet wonderland.
~ Expanded Galleries from Madame De Pompador, Milonia Caesconia, Mama Cass Elliot, Strawberry Coquette, and all future projects that are currently in the works as your curious eyes trail across these very words. Did somebody mention Steamgirl.com? I have two shoots in the works to create very soon, stay tuned darlings.
~Personal Diaries from BDSM Past, Present & Future in both slave & Mistress headspaces
~Educational Articles & Videos
~Personal Video Interviews, Q&A, Erotic Live Cam Show's *Member's Only*
~Auctions: For the most devoted of fetishists my personally worn items are waiting for your private bid.
~Private Access to Workshops, Classes, Private Sessions and Scenes with Mistress Bella
~Exclusive Advanced Notice on Modeling & Writing Projects currently in the Works.
Special Notice to Other Women in the BDSM Underworld. If you seek to serve, perform or participate in anything above that you find enticing, email me directly at MistressBellaBloodLust@yahoo.com.
I look forward to finding a special place for you here and to help ensure that we are elevated in this world to the superior status that we rightfully deserve.
The Scarlet Gardens Awaits Your Arrival...
Mistress Bella BloodLust
Closing Doors and Opening New Ones...
This doesn't mean that I won't be available for those who are in the know of my abilities and need my assistance. However I won't be making it a focus to provide my services to the endless droves of those seeking out Miss Cleo low level readings and endless psi-vamps who are hitting me up just to drain me of sanity, time and to test my abilities as if I'm some gypsy machine at a carnival. On top of that being able to work within the outer networks of some pretty high up organizations and occult orders I have found that it's best to be a bit more illusive and less public with my assistance to spiritual clients as drawing the all seeing eye from those I'd rather not associate has been an issue and well after having some pretty eerie contacts from those within orders that apparently don't exist...yea I get the message and I'll gladly bow out for a while to preserve my safety and sanity.
This is more than common within the shaman community. I was told I already went 2-4 years longer than what would be suggested when it comes to working with the community as burnout and a blatant resentment usually surfaces for assisting others purely without wanting to either throw yourself off a bridge or pay them to do it to themselves. I have to admit from healing people's demonic attachments, to breaking curses and multigenerational hexes, past life healing's and reconnecting with those I served in Egypt in previous lives in this lifetime now who desire assistance once more on top of solving cold cases and freeing innocent men from prison before they receive the death penalty you can imagine how mind numbing it would be to get Tarot Reading clients requesting information on the fidelity of their marriage or relationship one after another for nearly a year?! It was more than time to take a deep spiritual break and well I as well as my relationships both platonic and romantic are flourishing for the better because of it.
Creatively and performance artist wise as well as literary focuses...well as you have read thus far, I'm already fixated on the next phases of where those aspects of life will take me, as far as professional domination again. Well we'll see what happens as of now my clientele base is expanding and the mile high city has been quite wonderful at embracing a Queen the way a queen desires to be embraced; utterly and in full submission to my will and ever titillating desire. *smiles*
As for cosplay and my youtube channel, stay tuned. I have many surprises for you and now that I've found a costumer who works with PVC and is a fan of Tim Burton, well you can bet your sexy latex loving ass that Catwoman will find her claws real soon darling, this I assure you.
Until then, keep your eyes on everything here at BBHQ.
If you don't, you'll miss it.