Une sombre planification de ses nouvelles orientations dans la vie ...
A somber planning of one's new directions in life...
La gloire ascendante de l'amour et de la passion sombre qui brûle dans les nuits sombres
Is the ascended glory of dark love and passion that burns through the dark nights
It's not easy to say goodbye, or even so long for now and I hope to love you again but better than I did before in the future, but that is the heavy burden my heart carries and will for the rest of my life as my twin flame and I continue to consciously uncouple and separate into a more solitary existence in this life.
This isn't what either of us wanted, and still seeing each other with such love and reverence one moment but then with such heartache the next is truly harder than any spiritual journey I could ever have possibly imagined. But I'm learning more profound depths to the possibilities of love in all facets of it's brilliant expression with this single remarkable being than I have collectively over countless lifetimes with countless soul mates but not my one and only Twin Flame.
The hearth in my home will still burn for you, and the light in my soul that remains that is being rekindled to transmute sorrow and sadness is here burning brighter each and every day we are together in communal sacred space or apart to focus on our individual paths, you are home, you always have been and will be, from the cosmic star dust that flows through your flesh and the iron in my blood that was kissed by the stars, you and I are something far greater than this world or the mere concept of love could every contextualize and even as we somberly walk alone, I hope that someday we find our way back to each other, transformed, healed and ready at long last to take that leap that we did all those beautiful years ago, that I'll take with you in the future again, any time, any where, any dimension.
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As a visceral wave of empathetic overload was all consuming from mercury retrograde to stumbling blocks in post-traumatic stress disorder containment, the month was a fallout shelter of chaos and the struggle for order and routine.
But the moment these energies died down we all felt the visceral overload of a former democracy falling to the ground and engulfing this already war torn country on the brink of economic disaster into an ocean of goddesses and mother's seeking to ensure that this new wave of darkness in American politics doesn't take away the very essential, life saving and equality demanding needs that women worldwide are required to have not for the moral or ethical value even though this should be the central focus for government, to better it's people by providing health care to those in need.
As we saw the largest international protest in human history arise just a few weeks ago along with the dreadful landscape of a gay, Muslim and protester free America we witnessed the power of women who band together in peaceful protest to ensure that the rights for not just us but for all are equal.
In this chaotic climate we've all banded together with those we might've not seen ourselves joining forces together with in the past but for once the greater good prevails, From the thousands of people wearing safety pins to protect those who are being attacked, to the endless women and feminist men who marched along side to ensure that we are One, the golden age of humanity is fully expressing itself to the highest calling of enlightenment.
For months now I have not dreamed, just the darkness that permeates the fearful minds of each and every man and woman in our world as the wheel turns and the god's laugh sometimes directly in our faces while showing us the door, we need to realize that dreams are over, it's time to manifest the light on the physical plane. So be apart of your communities, join forces with those making a difference and making change in this world from social justice programs, walks, marches and protests, to feeding, clothing and sheltering the homeless, elderly, disabled and those in need. It's time to band together and to be the light and the fire that drives forth change and progress while the petty little political demons try to run a muck.
With us around the darkness will always fail, so shine bright and be a benevolent and prevalent force in your local community!
This isn't what either of us wanted, and still seeing each other with such love and reverence one moment but then with such heartache the next is truly harder than any spiritual journey I could ever have possibly imagined. But I'm learning more profound depths to the possibilities of love in all facets of it's brilliant expression with this single remarkable being than I have collectively over countless lifetimes with countless soul mates but not my one and only Twin Flame.
The hearth in my home will still burn for you, and the light in my soul that remains that is being rekindled to transmute sorrow and sadness is here burning brighter each and every day we are together in communal sacred space or apart to focus on our individual paths, you are home, you always have been and will be, from the cosmic star dust that flows through your flesh and the iron in my blood that was kissed by the stars, you and I are something far greater than this world or the mere concept of love could every contextualize and even as we somberly walk alone, I hope that someday we find our way back to each other, transformed, healed and ready at long last to take that leap that we did all those beautiful years ago, that I'll take with you in the future again, any time, any where, any dimension.
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As a visceral wave of empathetic overload was all consuming from mercury retrograde to stumbling blocks in post-traumatic stress disorder containment, the month was a fallout shelter of chaos and the struggle for order and routine.
But the moment these energies died down we all felt the visceral overload of a former democracy falling to the ground and engulfing this already war torn country on the brink of economic disaster into an ocean of goddesses and mother's seeking to ensure that this new wave of darkness in American politics doesn't take away the very essential, life saving and equality demanding needs that women worldwide are required to have not for the moral or ethical value even though this should be the central focus for government, to better it's people by providing health care to those in need.
As we saw the largest international protest in human history arise just a few weeks ago along with the dreadful landscape of a gay, Muslim and protester free America we witnessed the power of women who band together in peaceful protest to ensure that the rights for not just us but for all are equal.
In this chaotic climate we've all banded together with those we might've not seen ourselves joining forces together with in the past but for once the greater good prevails, From the thousands of people wearing safety pins to protect those who are being attacked, to the endless women and feminist men who marched along side to ensure that we are One, the golden age of humanity is fully expressing itself to the highest calling of enlightenment.
For months now I have not dreamed, just the darkness that permeates the fearful minds of each and every man and woman in our world as the wheel turns and the god's laugh sometimes directly in our faces while showing us the door, we need to realize that dreams are over, it's time to manifest the light on the physical plane. So be apart of your communities, join forces with those making a difference and making change in this world from social justice programs, walks, marches and protests, to feeding, clothing and sheltering the homeless, elderly, disabled and those in need. It's time to band together and to be the light and the fire that drives forth change and progress while the petty little political demons try to run a muck.
With us around the darkness will always fail, so shine bright and be a benevolent and prevalent force in your local community!
Last Autumn I gave birth to;
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen.
A book that's taken me nearly a decade to complete with the brilliant help and collaboration of real life monsters and madmen. Monsters and madmen who I fell head over heels in love with, who captured me and who released me long before their dark urgers buried me in the garden to grow among the wild flowers.
As the eighth great bastard grandniece of Mary Shelley; and Lord Byron. I am more than in awe of reading the linked article to see that she published her book Frankenstein exactly 200 years before I finished this very novel of erotic tales of horror. It's as if her blood still flows through these eccentric veins breathing new life into me, fueling a frenzy to follow the course that I have always envisioned since I was in my youth.
From editing to arranging, preparing for publication to contacting creative genius friends for book trailers. To book tours and horror conventions, I desire to bring this old world of horrors back into this new golden era la bohemia. For the love of Gothic romance and vicious homicidal erotica will always go well paired with a warm glass of sensual, blood.
To the love of my life, to those dear friends near and far who have flown to my hearts aid in my deepest time of need and to my gypsy tribe family. Thank you for being here to support me along the way.
A Tribute to the Monsters and Madmen:
For those who helped me create this book, if you are reading this, thank you for sharing your madness. I cannot wait to share what we have created together over a decade of carnage and carnality.
Coming to The World Stage October 31st, 2017:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen
by Bella BloodLust
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen.
A book that's taken me nearly a decade to complete with the brilliant help and collaboration of real life monsters and madmen. Monsters and madmen who I fell head over heels in love with, who captured me and who released me long before their dark urgers buried me in the garden to grow among the wild flowers.
As the eighth great bastard grandniece of Mary Shelley; and Lord Byron. I am more than in awe of reading the linked article to see that she published her book Frankenstein exactly 200 years before I finished this very novel of erotic tales of horror. It's as if her blood still flows through these eccentric veins breathing new life into me, fueling a frenzy to follow the course that I have always envisioned since I was in my youth.
From editing to arranging, preparing for publication to contacting creative genius friends for book trailers. To book tours and horror conventions, I desire to bring this old world of horrors back into this new golden era la bohemia. For the love of Gothic romance and vicious homicidal erotica will always go well paired with a warm glass of sensual, blood.
To the love of my life, to those dear friends near and far who have flown to my hearts aid in my deepest time of need and to my gypsy tribe family. Thank you for being here to support me along the way.
A Tribute to the Monsters and Madmen:
For those who helped me create this book, if you are reading this, thank you for sharing your madness. I cannot wait to share what we have created together over a decade of carnage and carnality.
Coming to The World Stage October 31st, 2017:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen
by Bella BloodLust
Bella BloodLust News
From two international publications in renowned magazines to debuting my comic book superhero role as Bella BloodLust of The BloodSlayers at Zapp Con 3; October 15th! There's plenty of reasons why many new and old adventurers were ready to board this airship for a decadent and exciting ride of thrills and chills that has been the year 2016! But as they say out with the old and in with the new as 2017 has more excitement than any of you adventurers are ready for, so lets see what's in store shall we?
Many have asked and I do promise that more Cosplay Shoots in the realms of Steampunk are long overdue and presently in the works as well as secret routines that will be debuted as I continue to pursue a life long dream of Live Siren Burlesque. It's been an insanely unpredictably busy year so I appreciate my adoring fans being more than patient as I prepare the pièce de résistance. As you can see there's a lot of coals in the fires at the home and hearth of BellaBloodLust Headquarters and I'm more than elated to give you a few peeks at what's waiting for you in the Old World Shoppe.
Long Live The Rubenesque Revolution!
Many have asked and I do promise that more Cosplay Shoots in the realms of Steampunk are long overdue and presently in the works as well as secret routines that will be debuted as I continue to pursue a life long dream of Live Siren Burlesque. It's been an insanely unpredictably busy year so I appreciate my adoring fans being more than patient as I prepare the pièce de résistance. As you can see there's a lot of coals in the fires at the home and hearth of BellaBloodLust Headquarters and I'm more than elated to give you a few peeks at what's waiting for you in the Old World Shoppe.
Long Live The Rubenesque Revolution!
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For those who have yet to find themselves formally introduced to Madame De Pompadour, Milonia Caesconia Empress Consort of Rome, Strawberry Coquette & The Iconic Mama Cass Elliot, perhaps your naughty and curious fingers will wander over each image to find yourself in a world unlike any other?
If you just can't leave without a memento of your time spent with moi, I'm more than elated to share this wonderfully sumptuous collection that will continue to expand with more decadent goddesses for you to worship, that will be arriving over the coming weeks of this glorious new year. Enjoy celebrating the dawn of 2017 with something decadent from La Maison BloodLust and The Scarlet Gardens:
Other Collectible Gift Items:
Madame De Pompadour's Ornament Collection
Madame De Pompadour Luggage of Bookbag Tag
Madame De Pompadour Magnet Collection
Madame De Pompadour Diary
Madame De Pompadour Cosmetics Bag
Madame De Pompadours Wristlet Purse
Rubenesque Revolution Jewelry Box
Feline Disposition Jewelry Box
Gentleman's Playing Cards
Luscious Hindquarters Cigar Humidor
French Girl Cigar Humidor
For Decadent Decor Might I Suggest:
Milonia Caesconia Pillow Collection
The Scarlet Gardens Poster Collection
If you just can't leave without a memento of your time spent with moi, I'm more than elated to share this wonderfully sumptuous collection that will continue to expand with more decadent goddesses for you to worship, that will be arriving over the coming weeks of this glorious new year. Enjoy celebrating the dawn of 2017 with something decadent from La Maison BloodLust and The Scarlet Gardens:
Other Collectible Gift Items:
Madame De Pompadour's Ornament Collection
Madame De Pompadour Luggage of Bookbag Tag
Madame De Pompadour Magnet Collection
Madame De Pompadour Diary
Madame De Pompadour Cosmetics Bag
Madame De Pompadours Wristlet Purse
Rubenesque Revolution Jewelry Box
Feline Disposition Jewelry Box
Gentleman's Playing Cards
Luscious Hindquarters Cigar Humidor
French Girl Cigar Humidor
For Decadent Decor Might I Suggest:
Milonia Caesconia Pillow Collection
The Scarlet Gardens Poster Collection
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Noble Aspirations Inspired by Little Reinette
Charity & Art Hop Auction In The Works...
As soon as possible it's been a dream and desire of mine, to have an art show which will also initiate a worldwide Rubenesque Revolution Charity & Worldwide Network to promote true health and Body Beautiful living.
In a world where anorexia, bulimia, depression, self-mutilation and more plague the beautiful psyche's of the divine feminine that walks in each of us on this beautiful earth, I desire to help, and inspire those to ascend such Western Ideological limitations to truly embrace Self-Love & Acceptance.
This will take place after I've added a few more shoots into my repertoire first and after a few more lusciously curved ladies join forces with me to debut their work and pursuits that coin the ambiance of The Rubenesque Revolution.
As all great and grand things take time to unfold stay tuned my darlings this show has truly just begun. If you're ready to be apart of this incredible opportunity, and are ready to join forces email me at: MistressBellaBloodLust@yahoo.com. If you're still working up the nerve and courage to be apart of such a revealing and progressive opportunity, stay tuned as I look forward to preparing The Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series and opening doors for women worldwide to embrace the curvaceous goddess that they truly are.
Charity & Art Hop Auction In The Works...
As soon as possible it's been a dream and desire of mine, to have an art show which will also initiate a worldwide Rubenesque Revolution Charity & Worldwide Network to promote true health and Body Beautiful living.
In a world where anorexia, bulimia, depression, self-mutilation and more plague the beautiful psyche's of the divine feminine that walks in each of us on this beautiful earth, I desire to help, and inspire those to ascend such Western Ideological limitations to truly embrace Self-Love & Acceptance.
This will take place after I've added a few more shoots into my repertoire first and after a few more lusciously curved ladies join forces with me to debut their work and pursuits that coin the ambiance of The Rubenesque Revolution.
As all great and grand things take time to unfold stay tuned my darlings this show has truly just begun. If you're ready to be apart of this incredible opportunity, and are ready to join forces email me at: MistressBellaBloodLust@yahoo.com. If you're still working up the nerve and courage to be apart of such a revealing and progressive opportunity, stay tuned as I look forward to preparing The Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series and opening doors for women worldwide to embrace the curvaceous goddess that they truly are.
Red Skye World's Comic Book Vixen Bella BloodLust
The Origins of The BloodSlayers:
"After centuries wandering the Old World thirsting for blood and taming my inner demons, I've channeled my psychic forces and abilities to cross paths with those like me, who seek to transform the darkness they were left with into a productive career. When the descendant of Professor Van Helsing appeared in the form of Lydia St. Clair we stumbled into one another by predestined fate. She knew me as a brothel madame, former concubine and vampire dominatrix, in the frost covered hills of the Carpathian Mountains, seeking a bloodthirsty femme fatale to work alongside her against the allies of Vlad Dracul himself known only as "The B.L.O.O.D.
In my spare time when I'm not assisting my lady in the good fight against darkness and evil, I travel the world by twilight in the guise of a horror-erotica writer, burlesque star, silk siren who whispers haunting ideas into my minions ears across the globe to entice men and women into falling victim in my seductive grasp. From inspiring the world with the Rubenesque Revolution to modeling in the realms of Fetish, Cosplay and Alternate History, there is only one velvet lined chair and three ring circus that could find itself embodied in the luscious curves of the one and only Bella BlooodLust."
The BloodSlayer's Comic Book - Trading Cards - Buttons - Posters
Send Bella BloodLust to Comic-Con by Purchasing Red Skye World Comics Merchandise!
Bella BloodLust Comic Lovers Gift Guide
The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection
The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection ***Collectors Edition***
The Origins of The BloodSlayers:
"After centuries wandering the Old World thirsting for blood and taming my inner demons, I've channeled my psychic forces and abilities to cross paths with those like me, who seek to transform the darkness they were left with into a productive career. When the descendant of Professor Van Helsing appeared in the form of Lydia St. Clair we stumbled into one another by predestined fate. She knew me as a brothel madame, former concubine and vampire dominatrix, in the frost covered hills of the Carpathian Mountains, seeking a bloodthirsty femme fatale to work alongside her against the allies of Vlad Dracul himself known only as "The B.L.O.O.D.
In my spare time when I'm not assisting my lady in the good fight against darkness and evil, I travel the world by twilight in the guise of a horror-erotica writer, burlesque star, silk siren who whispers haunting ideas into my minions ears across the globe to entice men and women into falling victim in my seductive grasp. From inspiring the world with the Rubenesque Revolution to modeling in the realms of Fetish, Cosplay and Alternate History, there is only one velvet lined chair and three ring circus that could find itself embodied in the luscious curves of the one and only Bella BlooodLust."
The BloodSlayer's Comic Book - Trading Cards - Buttons - Posters
Send Bella BloodLust to Comic-Con by Purchasing Red Skye World Comics Merchandise!
Bella BloodLust Comic Lovers Gift Guide
The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection
The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection ***Collectors Edition***
Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services
Temple & Archive
with Psychic Bella
Winter Hours:
In Person Appointments:
Weekends Only Saturdays & Sundays 12pm-Midnight
Skype, Email & Phone Appointments:
Monday-Friday 12pm-8pm
**In Person Appointments & Emergencies Available upon Request**
It's been a pleasure to have my temple doors open worldwide twenty four hours a day, seven days a week for the previous few years, In 2012 I returned to school and had to reduce hours due to deadlines, projects in the works and life's demands in general, this hasn't changed since and I'll continue to provide the above hours for new and returning clients worldwide all season long, while also pursuing many of my personal projects and life's work. This also provides an opportunity for clients to be decisive with their self care and spiritual holistic health, as much as I do enjoy having the temple buzzing with new energies, I also prefer to not have cancelled appointments and precious time wasted when life is too short and I have so many dedicated clients that are more than ready to transform their life for the better, one page in their life book at at time.
Thank you truly for the love and support and I do sincerely look forward to assisting you on this profound journey that is life. It's my spiritual honor to safely and compassionately provide compasses, maps and a guiding star towards your wildest dreams and practical future.
Other Classes Debut & Workshops in Progress:
I've had numerous requests for Introduction to Psychic Protection, Introduction to Psychic Abilities, & Child Development for Sapphire, Indigo, Rainbow & Crystal Children for quite some time now, for those looking for Tai Chi with Animal Friends, visit the Featured Products section in The Old World Shoppe.
As more materials were required for thorough research purposes before I can complete the following workshops and classes until I can afford to do so these are currently on hold until further notice, but I'm positive that prosperity will change along with the winds and those materials needed will be easily required.
The Rubenesque Revolution
Workshop Series
In addition to these wonderful classes I'm also in the process of developing a four class Self Esteem, Body & Sexuality Positive & Female Empowerment Workshop Series, that expands The Rubenesque Revolution to women locally and worldwide. The purpose is to gain invaluable insight, life changing exercises, assignments and group exercises to develop positive female relationships inside and outside the fourth generation wave of feminism. We must embrace the female goddess within and in turn embrace it in each and every single woman that is a walking goddess incarnate, whether she knows it or not. By engaging in a female gathering group workshop series that will expand your mind, body and soul to make room for self love, sacred femininity and sacred sexuality allows each and every one of us to bring about the next phase in human and female interpersonal ascension and global consciousness. By removing the stigmas, skewed viewpoints, and oppressive views of women worldwide we create the world we truly want to live in, the one that celebrates the beauty of woman in all her divine glory. This will be available as soon as additional materials are gathered for this incredibly special workshop series.
Spiritual Retreat Workshops Coming this Spring & Summer!
With so many requests from spiritualists in the Central & Northern California asking me if I host wilderness retreats, I've been called to create classes for Meditation & Gemstones & Crystals for those who desire to spend a day and night out in nature detoxing from the city and learning all that they can to apply these healing traditions into their every day life. As the weather is far too cold for outdoor retreats just yet, my co-creators and logistical assistance are working hard with me to ensure that we can have retreats at Sequoia National Forest and other Wilderness locations in Northern California where we can all meet, carpool and trek to our location, settle in and learn what is needed to rejuvenate the mind, body and spirit to fuel ourselves as healing participants in the present world. Stay tuned and thank you for reaching out, I'll be glad to create these for you and to host them this year.
Shadows Into Light Gift Guide
Psychic Bella Custom Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $25 Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $50 Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $75.00 Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $100.00 Gift Certificate
In Person Appointments:
Weekends Only Saturdays & Sundays 12pm-Midnight
Skype, Email & Phone Appointments:
Monday-Friday 12pm-8pm
**In Person Appointments & Emergencies Available upon Request**
It's been a pleasure to have my temple doors open worldwide twenty four hours a day, seven days a week for the previous few years, In 2012 I returned to school and had to reduce hours due to deadlines, projects in the works and life's demands in general, this hasn't changed since and I'll continue to provide the above hours for new and returning clients worldwide all season long, while also pursuing many of my personal projects and life's work. This also provides an opportunity for clients to be decisive with their self care and spiritual holistic health, as much as I do enjoy having the temple buzzing with new energies, I also prefer to not have cancelled appointments and precious time wasted when life is too short and I have so many dedicated clients that are more than ready to transform their life for the better, one page in their life book at at time.
Thank you truly for the love and support and I do sincerely look forward to assisting you on this profound journey that is life. It's my spiritual honor to safely and compassionately provide compasses, maps and a guiding star towards your wildest dreams and practical future.
Other Classes Debut & Workshops in Progress:
I've had numerous requests for Introduction to Psychic Protection, Introduction to Psychic Abilities, & Child Development for Sapphire, Indigo, Rainbow & Crystal Children for quite some time now, for those looking for Tai Chi with Animal Friends, visit the Featured Products section in The Old World Shoppe.
As more materials were required for thorough research purposes before I can complete the following workshops and classes until I can afford to do so these are currently on hold until further notice, but I'm positive that prosperity will change along with the winds and those materials needed will be easily required.
The Rubenesque Revolution
Workshop Series
In addition to these wonderful classes I'm also in the process of developing a four class Self Esteem, Body & Sexuality Positive & Female Empowerment Workshop Series, that expands The Rubenesque Revolution to women locally and worldwide. The purpose is to gain invaluable insight, life changing exercises, assignments and group exercises to develop positive female relationships inside and outside the fourth generation wave of feminism. We must embrace the female goddess within and in turn embrace it in each and every single woman that is a walking goddess incarnate, whether she knows it or not. By engaging in a female gathering group workshop series that will expand your mind, body and soul to make room for self love, sacred femininity and sacred sexuality allows each and every one of us to bring about the next phase in human and female interpersonal ascension and global consciousness. By removing the stigmas, skewed viewpoints, and oppressive views of women worldwide we create the world we truly want to live in, the one that celebrates the beauty of woman in all her divine glory. This will be available as soon as additional materials are gathered for this incredibly special workshop series.
Spiritual Retreat Workshops Coming this Spring & Summer!
With so many requests from spiritualists in the Central & Northern California asking me if I host wilderness retreats, I've been called to create classes for Meditation & Gemstones & Crystals for those who desire to spend a day and night out in nature detoxing from the city and learning all that they can to apply these healing traditions into their every day life. As the weather is far too cold for outdoor retreats just yet, my co-creators and logistical assistance are working hard with me to ensure that we can have retreats at Sequoia National Forest and other Wilderness locations in Northern California where we can all meet, carpool and trek to our location, settle in and learn what is needed to rejuvenate the mind, body and spirit to fuel ourselves as healing participants in the present world. Stay tuned and thank you for reaching out, I'll be glad to create these for you and to host them this year.
Shadows Into Light Gift Guide
Psychic Bella Custom Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $25 Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $50 Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $75.00 Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $100.00 Gift Certificate
Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook
This magnificent cookbook was collaborated by the Fresno Pagan Pride Community as well as those kitchen witch pagans worldwide that desired to be a part of this profoundly special cookbook. It was originally created as my personal contribution to fundraising efforts for the local chapter of the national pagan movement, and as many locals and worldwide pagans have enjoyed the diverse, unique and endlessly ancient recipes found between the pages along with personal stories, tips for cooking and a rich history of pagan ways from the old world to the new, it's easy to see why it was Amazon.com's 2 year running title holder of Most Unique Cookbook on their entire site of delicious feast inspired books. For those of you that desire to learn more about pagan ways of life, or are looking for a special and new recipe that you want to surprise your friends and family with, can easily find and purchase this cookbook by following the link below.
Please Note: that all proceeds now go directly to Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Temple & Archive to ensure clients receive the most updated and accurate forms of spiritual services available with the most accurate and updated equipment needed to ensure this takes places now and in the future.
Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook can be found, and purchased Here.
What Two Thousand Seventeen Has Waiting for You!
The Archive:
For the daily spiritualist that desires to expand the richness of their life with spiritual diversity I welcome you to The Shadows Into Light Temple Archive
Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella Monthly Special 50% Off!
Don't forget to check out This Month's Special from Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella, each month a service or product is chosen at random and offered at half-price for those spiritualists in need on a very strict budget.
Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella
Winter Hours:
Mondays-Fridays: 12pm-8pm Phone, Email & Skype Appointments & Inquiries Only
Weekends: 12pm-Midnight Booked Appointments Only
By Appointment Only
***Walk In Appointments Unavailable; Unless you're an Actual "Walk-In"***
Available In Person, Skype, Email or Phone
Review Services, Classes & Workshops and Book Psychic Bella for an Individual or Group/Party Event Today!
This magnificent cookbook was collaborated by the Fresno Pagan Pride Community as well as those kitchen witch pagans worldwide that desired to be a part of this profoundly special cookbook. It was originally created as my personal contribution to fundraising efforts for the local chapter of the national pagan movement, and as many locals and worldwide pagans have enjoyed the diverse, unique and endlessly ancient recipes found between the pages along with personal stories, tips for cooking and a rich history of pagan ways from the old world to the new, it's easy to see why it was Amazon.com's 2 year running title holder of Most Unique Cookbook on their entire site of delicious feast inspired books. For those of you that desire to learn more about pagan ways of life, or are looking for a special and new recipe that you want to surprise your friends and family with, can easily find and purchase this cookbook by following the link below.
Please Note: that all proceeds now go directly to Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Temple & Archive to ensure clients receive the most updated and accurate forms of spiritual services available with the most accurate and updated equipment needed to ensure this takes places now and in the future.
Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook can be found, and purchased Here.
What Two Thousand Seventeen Has Waiting for You!
The Archive:
For the daily spiritualist that desires to expand the richness of their life with spiritual diversity I welcome you to The Shadows Into Light Temple Archive
Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella Monthly Special 50% Off!
Don't forget to check out This Month's Special from Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella, each month a service or product is chosen at random and offered at half-price for those spiritualists in need on a very strict budget.
Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella
Winter Hours:
Mondays-Fridays: 12pm-8pm Phone, Email & Skype Appointments & Inquiries Only
Weekends: 12pm-Midnight Booked Appointments Only
By Appointment Only
***Walk In Appointments Unavailable; Unless you're an Actual "Walk-In"***
Available In Person, Skype, Email or Phone
Review Services, Classes & Workshops and Book Psychic Bella for an Individual or Group/Party Event Today!
The Scarlet Gardens
These gardens are filled with endless roses each bloody one covered in thorns but somehow managing to smell ever so sweet. Once plucked from the garden of life, each lesson, each experience that I have been honored and privileged to be apart of is shared endlessly within these pages...
The Scarlet Gardens invites your curiosity;
The Scarlet Gardens invites your curiosity;
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The Decadent World Of The Scarlet Gardens
Extended Galleries, Including the Infamous Madame De Pompadour series, as well as these two lovely editions filled with imagery, history and personal reflection about courtesan and concubine living.
New Expanded Galleries
Historical Recreation: Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire
Historical Recreation: The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot
Strawberry Coquette's Pin-Up Picnic
Each gallery includes historical references, insight from the artist herself as well as passionate tributes to the Old World and The New.
Extended Galleries, Including the Infamous Madame De Pompadour series, as well as these two lovely editions filled with imagery, history and personal reflection about courtesan and concubine living.
New Expanded Galleries
Historical Recreation: Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire
Historical Recreation: The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot
Strawberry Coquette's Pin-Up Picnic
Each gallery includes historical references, insight from the artist herself as well as passionate tributes to the Old World and The New.
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Behind The Iron Gates of The Scarlet Gardens
The iron gates are waiting for you to turn the key, all you need is one secret password and entry into my world of dark decadence and sensual delight is yours for eternity.
The Scarlet Gardens is Expanding
I've recently dedicated a large portion of this section of my website to the most profound dream come true that I've found from stories 2,000 years old and now live, breathe and experience it every single day of my life, previous educational articles and fetish entries are now being collaborated and expressed in my book pursuit below, feel free to keep up with my updates as the book progresses.
As I presently focus and make time for educating those that desire to know more about this decadent world of debaucherous living while writing multiple novels to express what it truly means to be a living, breathing and loving concubine. I choose to share through my legacy my life's work my novel which is presently still in the brainstorming realm. After the book is published Mistress Bella and His Bella Luna will build an entire curriculum for fetishists world wide to climb the thorny branches of Twin Flame Divine Reunion.
Presently due to our third separation along the path to seven before divine reunion can fully transmutate, I'll be focused on preparing the novel and all that goes into it after time for healing, absorption of spiritual lessons and time to decompress after my horror book creation is complete along with a year long promotional tour that's presently in the works.
This means that much more of my time will be focused towards content creation in various categories listed below coming January 2017.
The iron gates are waiting for you to turn the key, all you need is one secret password and entry into my world of dark decadence and sensual delight is yours for eternity.
The Scarlet Gardens is Expanding
I've recently dedicated a large portion of this section of my website to the most profound dream come true that I've found from stories 2,000 years old and now live, breathe and experience it every single day of my life, previous educational articles and fetish entries are now being collaborated and expressed in my book pursuit below, feel free to keep up with my updates as the book progresses.
As I presently focus and make time for educating those that desire to know more about this decadent world of debaucherous living while writing multiple novels to express what it truly means to be a living, breathing and loving concubine. I choose to share through my legacy my life's work my novel which is presently still in the brainstorming realm. After the book is published Mistress Bella and His Bella Luna will build an entire curriculum for fetishists world wide to climb the thorny branches of Twin Flame Divine Reunion.
Presently due to our third separation along the path to seven before divine reunion can fully transmutate, I'll be focused on preparing the novel and all that goes into it after time for healing, absorption of spiritual lessons and time to decompress after my horror book creation is complete along with a year long promotional tour that's presently in the works.
This means that much more of my time will be focused towards content creation in various categories listed below coming January 2017.
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Present Novels In The Works:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen
Preparing Formatting for Publication
How The Sun King Captured The Moon:
A Tale of Twin Flames
by His Bella Luna
The Expanded Unveiling of the year Two Thousand and Sixteen:
Exclusive Access Into My World:
As the previous year has been primarily focused upon creating a world all my own, building from the ivy clad earth a beautiful palace of decadence and old world charm, I've seen so many places to expand upon my creations in the form of erotic expression that is as old as time and passion itself, over the coming months you will have access too erotic literature, including a book of short stories that have never been read before, expanded cosplay and fetish galleries, the more exposure I've received worldwide has opened up a floodgate of creative extraordinaire s to work with and collaborate with for your pleasure and mostly mine.
As I've found a desire, a thirst and hunger to translate what the dark velvet world has meant to me for so many years now into workshops, classes, video tutorials and a world filled with lifestyle, fashion and a personal diary from the boudoir of Mistress Belladonna herself, those that seek dark ascension will truly find their sinful salvation behind the iron gates of The Scarlet Gardens.
La Maison BloodLust is expanding headquarters the private connoisseur will be pleased to enjoy access to more regularly published Videos, Personal Interviews, Published Literature, Music and So Much More, arrive over the coming days and
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen
Preparing Formatting for Publication
How The Sun King Captured The Moon:
A Tale of Twin Flames
by His Bella Luna
The Expanded Unveiling of the year Two Thousand and Sixteen:
Exclusive Access Into My World:
As the previous year has been primarily focused upon creating a world all my own, building from the ivy clad earth a beautiful palace of decadence and old world charm, I've seen so many places to expand upon my creations in the form of erotic expression that is as old as time and passion itself, over the coming months you will have access too erotic literature, including a book of short stories that have never been read before, expanded cosplay and fetish galleries, the more exposure I've received worldwide has opened up a floodgate of creative extraordinaire s to work with and collaborate with for your pleasure and mostly mine.
As I've found a desire, a thirst and hunger to translate what the dark velvet world has meant to me for so many years now into workshops, classes, video tutorials and a world filled with lifestyle, fashion and a personal diary from the boudoir of Mistress Belladonna herself, those that seek dark ascension will truly find their sinful salvation behind the iron gates of The Scarlet Gardens.
La Maison BloodLust is expanding headquarters the private connoisseur will be pleased to enjoy access to more regularly published Videos, Personal Interviews, Published Literature, Music and So Much More, arrive over the coming days and
As you follow your curiosity find the Iron gate, take the Key and unlock the ivy-clad wooden door, immerse yourself in my sacred world of dark decadent ecstasy and lose yourself in passion, pleasure, and old world charm from the one and only Bella BloodLust.
Those that desire to expand will easily open the gates to The Scarlet Gardens, To those adventurous spirits I say,
Welcome.
Toujour's Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust
Welcome.
Toujour's Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust
News & Events
What enticing and at times scantily clad findings you can expect to see over the coming months at BellaBloodLustHQ. From the metaphysical and spiritually educational, to the more profoundly deep experiences offered from behind the veil of the velvet underground of pleasure and pain, there's something here for everyone,
including exclusive behind the scenes access to local events, and community organized soirees that truly help those surviving to thrive in the Old World and the New Modern Era.
Archive:
Esbats
Feminism The Next Generation
Homesteading
Metaphysical Terminology
Rubenesque Revolution
Rogue Festival Rundown
Steampunk Lifestyle
Twin Flames
Vegan Organic Lifestyle
Strawberry Coquette:
A History of Courtesans, Concubines, Queens and Parisian Pastries
The Scarlet Gardens:
How The Sun King Captured The Moon: A Tale of Twin Flames
Compilation Co-Written Published Book of Horror Erotica {Presently In The Works}
Dark Steam Ascension: Steampunk Lifestyle
Origins of Dark Ascension: BDSM
Underworld Club Scene Politics
News & Events:
Shadows Into Light Workshops & Classes Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Self Esteem Movement
Psychic Bella & The Scarlet Gardens Merchandise Debut
RM Gillmore & Psychic Bella
including exclusive behind the scenes access to local events, and community organized soirees that truly help those surviving to thrive in the Old World and the New Modern Era.
Archive:
Esbats
Feminism The Next Generation
Homesteading
Metaphysical Terminology
Rubenesque Revolution
Rogue Festival Rundown
Steampunk Lifestyle
Twin Flames
Vegan Organic Lifestyle
Strawberry Coquette:
A History of Courtesans, Concubines, Queens and Parisian Pastries
The Scarlet Gardens:
How The Sun King Captured The Moon: A Tale of Twin Flames
Compilation Co-Written Published Book of Horror Erotica {Presently In The Works}
Dark Steam Ascension: Steampunk Lifestyle
Origins of Dark Ascension: BDSM
Underworld Club Scene Politics
News & Events:
Shadows Into Light Workshops & Classes Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Self Esteem Movement
Psychic Bella & The Scarlet Gardens Merchandise Debut
RM Gillmore & Psychic Bella
The Illusive Bella BloodLust
Old World Goddess in The Modern Era
From endless projects, a nomadic disposition in life and the constant change of addresses and having little to no transportation beyond Lyft and Public Transportation many might consider me a hermit but truly, I'm just busy.
Life's swift pace is often much faster than the resources I have available to me in this ever fluctuating economy and being disabled has it's own set of challenges and financial limitations. It's not that I don't want to be out more, socializing, attending shows, events and seeing friends at festivals, it's just difficult to afford it.
I assumed by now I'd have my degree and a decent income to rely on as well as a full time job in victimology while doubling my major and pursuing more psychic detective work, but sadly the current chaotic climate of higher education has prevented me and so many others from ever obtaining a degree. Without family, friends or even strangers donating money to ensure that the additional expenses of just going to school are provided I truly even as a former Dean's List Student can no longer afford to pursue higher education in my country so as of now that additional income is also gone.
From bio-film documentaries, expanding workshops and classes to regional retreats and finishing a collection of short horror stories along with parting ways once more with the love of my life to preserve the love we have for hopefully a future time it seems once again life has handed me a heavy hand, yet I know each day I pursue my path with confidence and strength that I have the resources available if only I choose to use and apply them each and every day.
Roadtrips, preferably by dear friends and loved ones who desire to abduct me are always on my radar, as well as many other countless and creative ways to have fun on the fly and cheap. So please reach out, know that I'm busy but always willing to make time for those who desire to share adventures of any kind with so long as it's in the old world bohemia that we all share and love.
Life's swift pace is often much faster than the resources I have available to me in this ever fluctuating economy and being disabled has it's own set of challenges and financial limitations. It's not that I don't want to be out more, socializing, attending shows, events and seeing friends at festivals, it's just difficult to afford it.
I assumed by now I'd have my degree and a decent income to rely on as well as a full time job in victimology while doubling my major and pursuing more psychic detective work, but sadly the current chaotic climate of higher education has prevented me and so many others from ever obtaining a degree. Without family, friends or even strangers donating money to ensure that the additional expenses of just going to school are provided I truly even as a former Dean's List Student can no longer afford to pursue higher education in my country so as of now that additional income is also gone.
From bio-film documentaries, expanding workshops and classes to regional retreats and finishing a collection of short horror stories along with parting ways once more with the love of my life to preserve the love we have for hopefully a future time it seems once again life has handed me a heavy hand, yet I know each day I pursue my path with confidence and strength that I have the resources available if only I choose to use and apply them each and every day.
Roadtrips, preferably by dear friends and loved ones who desire to abduct me are always on my radar, as well as many other countless and creative ways to have fun on the fly and cheap. So please reach out, know that I'm busy but always willing to make time for those who desire to share adventures of any kind with so long as it's in the old world bohemia that we all share and love.
Adventures in Steampunk
&
Other Time Period Historical Recreation Soirees
From The Gaslamp Society to enjoying time & space with friends, family & special occasions I do my best to participate and arrive in style to as many events and social outings as I can manage with finances, lack of transportation and mostly lack of energy at the time. Fresno City College travel is fun but also very exhausting on the body, so I do look forward to seeing you when I do, and appreciate those that can understand how slow paced life can be without all the modern accommodations. P.E.R.C Fresno & JASNA Central California are other wonderful old world cosplay societies esteemed on costume recreations and customs of time periods past, you may remember seeing many of these wonderful chaps and ladies at our co-hosted Time Travel Tea Party for those of you that can't get enough time period recreation fun, join both societies and prepare the sewing machines, we've got costumes to make!
Art Hop @ Ideaworks Fresno - February 2nd
Nate Butler's Silent Movies "City Lights" - February 4th
Moulin Rouge Spectacular Spectacular The Bohemian Ball - February 9th
Vaudeville Valentines - February 11th
The 2017 Edwardian Ball Los Angeles - February 12th
Juggers of The Wasteland Winter Games III - February 18-19th
Monterey Steampunk Convention - February 18th
FBMC's 2nd Facial Hair Competition - February 18th
Wastelanders Ball - February 25th
Valentine's Fetish Burlesque - February 25th
* Those marked events include Gaslamp Society Members excursions to traditional and maker movement pastimes. Contact individual members for more details as these events are attended but not organized by The Gaslamp Society.
** Those marked events are hosted by Gaslamp Society Members and are Private Parties, Friends, & Guest of Friends Welcome; NOT a Public Event.
For more information about these upcoming events stay informed and Like Our Public Facebook Page, are you a community participant that's inspired to help us organize and stock the Zeppelin before each event? Then find our Group on Facebook through The Gaslamp Society Page.
Art Hop @ Ideaworks Fresno - February 2nd
Nate Butler's Silent Movies "City Lights" - February 4th
Moulin Rouge Spectacular Spectacular The Bohemian Ball - February 9th
Vaudeville Valentines - February 11th
The 2017 Edwardian Ball Los Angeles - February 12th
Juggers of The Wasteland Winter Games III - February 18-19th
Monterey Steampunk Convention - February 18th
FBMC's 2nd Facial Hair Competition - February 18th
Wastelanders Ball - February 25th
Valentine's Fetish Burlesque - February 25th
* Those marked events include Gaslamp Society Members excursions to traditional and maker movement pastimes. Contact individual members for more details as these events are attended but not organized by The Gaslamp Society.
** Those marked events are hosted by Gaslamp Society Members and are Private Parties, Friends, & Guest of Friends Welcome; NOT a Public Event.
For more information about these upcoming events stay informed and Like Our Public Facebook Page, are you a community participant that's inspired to help us organize and stock the Zeppelin before each event? Then find our Group on Facebook through The Gaslamp Society Page.
Transforming Dreams Into Dreams Come True
Lets start with Goals & Dreams, Since 2008, I've been known as Psychic Bella, founding Shadows into Light Spiritual Services has truly been the real life experience needed to continue honing my psychic abilities, helping those in the valley and all over the world seek a higher quality of living and truly transforming from the inside out has given me a taste of my future. Since Spring of 2013, I've been pursuing my AS in Anthropology a field I've been very much immersed in in this role in the universe, however being able to observe from an outside perspective has also given me a profound sense of balance, wisdom and insight, and is allowing me to pursue my BS in Criminology & Forensics, which hopefully will ensure that I'm able to transfer my Psychic Abilities into a Psychic Detective work for those who are trying to start over after finding themselves clear across the world after escaping the world of sex trafficking and forced prostitution.
Higher Education On-Hold Until Further Notice:
Unfortunately we all knew the road was more likely to end before it was ever truly possible to finish. From day one I was informed that financial aid, scholarships and dean's list merits providing more financial income for my higher education pursuits would eventually come to an end. Sadly this August I found this out first hand, being left with 4 classes required to graduate and transfer but 10 I'd like to take to prevent higher educational costs at a state college from accruing by taking them here first. After the Republican party decided to not slash but slaughter all forms of higher education funding for those of us without trust funds or parents who live up to their word when they promised to pay out of pocket when the time comes is the current landscape to my ever depressing situation. I worked insanely hard and still am fighting with their paperwork processing to try to override city colleges lack of educational funding to those of us who are not only contractually entitled but have lived up to our end of the bargain and still got sent packing without the degree sought after provided.
Unless I can get sponsors or have friends and strangers donate to a Kickstartr or GoFundMe Account to finish my dual degrees I really can't grasp how this will ever truly be possible without first relocating out of this city and eventually out of the state or even country. After January arrives and the new world order takes it's place in the center of the world stage, I won't hold my breath that any of us below the poverty line will ever truly stand a chance at gaining even a basic quality of living in this life. Instead of waiting around and fighting for a lost cause that will also eventually burn out and leave students broke, riddled with debt and degreeless, I've decided to throw caution to the wind, hunker down and save, focus on my improving health and to hopefully relocate or get readmitted with full funding before it's too late. As of now I have 18 months to receive funding from a divine source or lottery and to reapply, be accepted and to start classes again without losing everythign I've already worked so hard for. As much as I'll stay hopeful it's truly hard not to feel as if I've wasted over 4 years of my life for absolutely no apparent reason. These credentials sought really only provide the advantage of being able to work in the offices of law enforcement and to have jurisdictional rights over being able to take cold case files home, however this doesn't prevent me from doing my job as Psychic Detective Bella it allows me to work around the system and to again reach out to officers who are open to paranormal teams and who have in the past hired me, and who I've personally solved cases for. In other words; where there's a will, there's a way.
Tiny House Movement? Or Commune Dreams Come True?!
Since the Tiny Home Revolution and Tiny Boat Revolution has arisen, I've been full tour de force for jumping on board and beingg apart of the change we all need to see in this world. With little income and savings, it'll be mostly scrap parts and salvaging to eventually in the future work with others in the community to make this dream a reality, but as for now my focus in on a dream I never thought could manifest, until the arrival of guaranteed and fully funded HUD housing and land loans provided to those of us with Native American registration.
For years owning land and transforming it into an organic garden with food and medicine, along with constructed buildings to provide shelter and creative workshops and offices to those of us who still desire to live somewhat with the rest of society on our own terms to be a pipe dream, but now with a couple years of hard work, processing paperwork and pursuing this dream until completion, owning and operating a commune with open minded, spiritually minded and holistically oriented tribe to be the ultimate reality.
The focus for me is to continue this process from start to finish and hopefully find the perfect location in The Emerald Triangle so that growing my own recreational, legal and medically approved medicine can and will be the future. Sadly as my twin flame and I depart paths as of now to see where the winds and our dreams take us, I'm heartbroken to not be planning this adventure with him, hand in hand, but I have a feeling that once my world is firmly established, and the energies between us flow freely after years of healing and self love that a profound and remarkable reunion of thee most unorthodox kind (my favorite) will take place in a mystical divine reunion that will solidify us both as individuals on our solitary paths as well as providing a solid foundation for us to reunite fully and respectively in the future without losing ourselves to the distraction of pleasures and comfort further detouring us both from living our individual lives to the fullest.
Higher Education On-Hold Until Further Notice:
Unfortunately we all knew the road was more likely to end before it was ever truly possible to finish. From day one I was informed that financial aid, scholarships and dean's list merits providing more financial income for my higher education pursuits would eventually come to an end. Sadly this August I found this out first hand, being left with 4 classes required to graduate and transfer but 10 I'd like to take to prevent higher educational costs at a state college from accruing by taking them here first. After the Republican party decided to not slash but slaughter all forms of higher education funding for those of us without trust funds or parents who live up to their word when they promised to pay out of pocket when the time comes is the current landscape to my ever depressing situation. I worked insanely hard and still am fighting with their paperwork processing to try to override city colleges lack of educational funding to those of us who are not only contractually entitled but have lived up to our end of the bargain and still got sent packing without the degree sought after provided.
Unless I can get sponsors or have friends and strangers donate to a Kickstartr or GoFundMe Account to finish my dual degrees I really can't grasp how this will ever truly be possible without first relocating out of this city and eventually out of the state or even country. After January arrives and the new world order takes it's place in the center of the world stage, I won't hold my breath that any of us below the poverty line will ever truly stand a chance at gaining even a basic quality of living in this life. Instead of waiting around and fighting for a lost cause that will also eventually burn out and leave students broke, riddled with debt and degreeless, I've decided to throw caution to the wind, hunker down and save, focus on my improving health and to hopefully relocate or get readmitted with full funding before it's too late. As of now I have 18 months to receive funding from a divine source or lottery and to reapply, be accepted and to start classes again without losing everythign I've already worked so hard for. As much as I'll stay hopeful it's truly hard not to feel as if I've wasted over 4 years of my life for absolutely no apparent reason. These credentials sought really only provide the advantage of being able to work in the offices of law enforcement and to have jurisdictional rights over being able to take cold case files home, however this doesn't prevent me from doing my job as Psychic Detective Bella it allows me to work around the system and to again reach out to officers who are open to paranormal teams and who have in the past hired me, and who I've personally solved cases for. In other words; where there's a will, there's a way.
Tiny House Movement? Or Commune Dreams Come True?!
Since the Tiny Home Revolution and Tiny Boat Revolution has arisen, I've been full tour de force for jumping on board and beingg apart of the change we all need to see in this world. With little income and savings, it'll be mostly scrap parts and salvaging to eventually in the future work with others in the community to make this dream a reality, but as for now my focus in on a dream I never thought could manifest, until the arrival of guaranteed and fully funded HUD housing and land loans provided to those of us with Native American registration.
For years owning land and transforming it into an organic garden with food and medicine, along with constructed buildings to provide shelter and creative workshops and offices to those of us who still desire to live somewhat with the rest of society on our own terms to be a pipe dream, but now with a couple years of hard work, processing paperwork and pursuing this dream until completion, owning and operating a commune with open minded, spiritually minded and holistically oriented tribe to be the ultimate reality.
The focus for me is to continue this process from start to finish and hopefully find the perfect location in The Emerald Triangle so that growing my own recreational, legal and medically approved medicine can and will be the future. Sadly as my twin flame and I depart paths as of now to see where the winds and our dreams take us, I'm heartbroken to not be planning this adventure with him, hand in hand, but I have a feeling that once my world is firmly established, and the energies between us flow freely after years of healing and self love that a profound and remarkable reunion of thee most unorthodox kind (my favorite) will take place in a mystical divine reunion that will solidify us both as individuals on our solitary paths as well as providing a solid foundation for us to reunite fully and respectively in the future without losing ourselves to the distraction of pleasures and comfort further detouring us both from living our individual lives to the fullest.
Evolution of The Red Queen's Empire:
Businesses:
Currently as Psychic Bella & also Head Marketer for Imij Medicine, I'm truly busy 7 days a week, I currently accept appointments on Weekends only, for in-person spiritual bookings and online ones for international clients. I intend on keeping my Phone/Email inquiries open from Mondays through Fridays to ensure that weekend bookings are solidified and that clients are able to make decisive actions towards the betterment of their lives, as they say Carpe Diem, this is the theme of 2016.
The rest of the time my energy is shared between writing multiple books, maintaining my empire, planning soirees with and for the Gaslamp Society and assisting my love in our mutual dreams and business pursuits. This is why advanced planning is needed for social outings and even Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Bookings, as the months and seasons change so does my traveling gypsy soul, and I'm truly needed out there in the big world so please join us and enjoy the ever changing and prosperous scenery. Besides these pursuits I have my enjoyable times as Writer, Model, Artist, Siren, & Performance Artist, these times are few and far in between but as time goes by and opportunity knocks I'm grateful when good health is along with me to pursue these dreams. I'll be most focused this Autumn in building my repertoire for Burlesque, it's long overdue and my soul longs to be in the spotlight once more.
As many find ways to earn additional incomes in this difficult economy, I've recently looked into professional house, pet and car sitting opening up opportunities for both a more stable life financially speaking, while also having the chance to travel the world without having to save funds for a hotel or other additional costs that come with it. So on top of all of the endless projects and jobs I already have this too is now a huge focus in life, if you want to build a savings, one must push forward in all directions.
New Business - The Grand Opening Of:
Strawberry Coquette's Wild Bohemian Patisserie
As I approached my 3 year Vegan Anniversary I found myself elated to expand my personal baking business into a legitimate side-business; for over two years now I've been perfecting and concocting the most profoundly delicious vegan desserts and have even now expanded to Gluten Free, Raw, Paleo-Vegan Friendly Desserts! After receiving serve-safe certification in food courses to ensure that I know how to conduct a healthy and food safe kitchen I found that having all of these incredible, healthy and dietary restriction friendly recipes to be too good not to share! After many compliments and encouraging words from friends, family and even complete strangers that are 1000% against desserts without dairy, eggs or animal products tell me that my baked goods are the best thing they've ever tried, I've decided to turn my top recipes list into a menu for an at-home place to order bakery prepared and shared by your's truly; Strawberry Vixen. As much as I intended to have this venture up and off the ground before Winter, unfortunately a few business related investments are needed to ensure that my decadent vegan treats are served fresh to you at the highest quality possible. So hopefully by Summers arrival a cute little pastry cart pushed by Strawberry Coquette herself will be wandering around Tower District to tease and tantalize those who crave a taste of Paris. New Spring Menu Items have just been added, why not stop by my cafe and indulge in a bit of France.
Health:
As of April 7th a day after my 29th Birthday, I received a full report and cancer remission status for Cushing's Syndrome. A brain tumor that tried to kill me but lost it's battle to the wonderful world of holistic medicine known as medical marijuana. If it wasn't for stumbling upon my twin flame and trusting that his dedication to medicine was true I honestly wouldn't be here writing this right now, I was given a 6 month prognosis for living and was preparing my funeral at the tender age of 23. I'm astounded to say not only has my tumor gone completely into remission, but my immune system is better than it was before cancer and so is the rest of my health that was just finalized and cleared by every single one of my follow-up cancer specialists. So basically I'm like a bombshell version of deadpool, watch out world it's going to get crazy fun from here. I'm back!
Currently as Psychic Bella & also Head Marketer for Imij Medicine, I'm truly busy 7 days a week, I currently accept appointments on Weekends only, for in-person spiritual bookings and online ones for international clients. I intend on keeping my Phone/Email inquiries open from Mondays through Fridays to ensure that weekend bookings are solidified and that clients are able to make decisive actions towards the betterment of their lives, as they say Carpe Diem, this is the theme of 2016.
The rest of the time my energy is shared between writing multiple books, maintaining my empire, planning soirees with and for the Gaslamp Society and assisting my love in our mutual dreams and business pursuits. This is why advanced planning is needed for social outings and even Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Bookings, as the months and seasons change so does my traveling gypsy soul, and I'm truly needed out there in the big world so please join us and enjoy the ever changing and prosperous scenery. Besides these pursuits I have my enjoyable times as Writer, Model, Artist, Siren, & Performance Artist, these times are few and far in between but as time goes by and opportunity knocks I'm grateful when good health is along with me to pursue these dreams. I'll be most focused this Autumn in building my repertoire for Burlesque, it's long overdue and my soul longs to be in the spotlight once more.
As many find ways to earn additional incomes in this difficult economy, I've recently looked into professional house, pet and car sitting opening up opportunities for both a more stable life financially speaking, while also having the chance to travel the world without having to save funds for a hotel or other additional costs that come with it. So on top of all of the endless projects and jobs I already have this too is now a huge focus in life, if you want to build a savings, one must push forward in all directions.
New Business - The Grand Opening Of:
Strawberry Coquette's Wild Bohemian Patisserie
As I approached my 3 year Vegan Anniversary I found myself elated to expand my personal baking business into a legitimate side-business; for over two years now I've been perfecting and concocting the most profoundly delicious vegan desserts and have even now expanded to Gluten Free, Raw, Paleo-Vegan Friendly Desserts! After receiving serve-safe certification in food courses to ensure that I know how to conduct a healthy and food safe kitchen I found that having all of these incredible, healthy and dietary restriction friendly recipes to be too good not to share! After many compliments and encouraging words from friends, family and even complete strangers that are 1000% against desserts without dairy, eggs or animal products tell me that my baked goods are the best thing they've ever tried, I've decided to turn my top recipes list into a menu for an at-home place to order bakery prepared and shared by your's truly; Strawberry Vixen. As much as I intended to have this venture up and off the ground before Winter, unfortunately a few business related investments are needed to ensure that my decadent vegan treats are served fresh to you at the highest quality possible. So hopefully by Summers arrival a cute little pastry cart pushed by Strawberry Coquette herself will be wandering around Tower District to tease and tantalize those who crave a taste of Paris. New Spring Menu Items have just been added, why not stop by my cafe and indulge in a bit of France.
Health:
As of April 7th a day after my 29th Birthday, I received a full report and cancer remission status for Cushing's Syndrome. A brain tumor that tried to kill me but lost it's battle to the wonderful world of holistic medicine known as medical marijuana. If it wasn't for stumbling upon my twin flame and trusting that his dedication to medicine was true I honestly wouldn't be here writing this right now, I was given a 6 month prognosis for living and was preparing my funeral at the tender age of 23. I'm astounded to say not only has my tumor gone completely into remission, but my immune system is better than it was before cancer and so is the rest of my health that was just finalized and cleared by every single one of my follow-up cancer specialists. So basically I'm like a bombshell version of deadpool, watch out world it's going to get crazy fun from here. I'm back!
Our Twin Flame Tale is Everywhere...
An Eternal Reminder of Finding Home Again...Soon my Love.
When The Sun King Captured The Moon nearly five years ago; I never honestly thought I could give myself over fully to a single human being in my entire life, but I did. I never thought I could relinquish the power I previously had in this world of latex and domination by giving my crown to a sadist man; but I did.
It's remarkable how healing art can be when it imitates life, for the very blood that flows through these veins are the same cells that inspired the foundations of one of my new favorite shows known deliciously, darkly as Penny Dreadful. As each dark episode played and I heard my heart pour forth sweet opium in abundance from all the pain that's been left inside this broken heart, I found myself weeping at the accurate details of the dynamics of sadists and sadomasochists. Of dark lovers who pine for more feeling in another when they cannot feel themselves.
As a psychic it's been a remarkably solitary life as most are far too fearful of ever getting too close to somebody who can read your darkness like a book that I wrote with my own ink stained hands, but He tried more intimately than anybody has ever tried before and probably ever will be capable of in this world and when we parted ways last Autumn as a couple to wash ashore towards other opportunities to thrive beyond the survival of our present darkness and heartache, I lost my inability to no longer cry as the tears poured down my cheeks watching the season 2 finale, I realized in those moments just how vividly connected we are my love and for now and forever there will always be you, just you who takes up the vast space within the chambers of my healing heart.
Ethan's Letter to Vanessa in Season 2 Finale:
Dear Vanessa your many kindnesses I will always carry with me.Such generosity has not been a part of my life and I thank you for your affection and understanding.
In my most frightened and lonely moments, you were there. And such light you brought to me. But I am made for the dark. This we both know.
I am fit for only one place, and should have been there long ago deep in the cold clay on a forgotten hill. Your road may be difficult but mine is doomed. So, we walk alone.
Written with love,
Ethan.
Her final words:
So, we walk alone...
The Sherlock to my Irene Adler
The below is an excerpt from Sherlock: "The Lying Detective" It's remarkable how vividly something that's created for art can hit so penetratingly close to home. As we live separate lives yet still live within the same dwelling until my new place is ready, I still resonate in a mourning of tears and a somber realization that nobody will ever truly know, love and understand how to love me quite as much as you do. From near when we're both filled with enough light in our souls to vanquish the darkness to far away from one another when we're far too dark engulfing each other in an eclipse of despair.
I hear, feel and sense you with me always, and there isn't a second that goes by that I know someday, some inconceivable way in the midst of our broken hearts that we'll be together again, when you are ready my love, I will be here ready to be One with you fully from the moment we meet again to the moment we part.
You eternally resonate as Home.
***Woman groans***
Mary:
That noise, that's a text alert noise?
John:
What was that? Hmm? What was what?
Mary:
That's the text alert of Irene Adler.
She's the scary mad one, right?
John:
That noise?
Sherlock:
What noise?
Mary
But she's dead.
*She gasps*
Ooh, I bet she isn't dead!
I bet he saved her.
Oh, my God! Oh, the posh boy loves the dominatrix.
He's never knowingly under-cliched, is he? John?
John:
I'm going to make a deduction.
Sherlock:
Oh, OK, that's good.
John:
And if my deduction is right, you're going to be honest and tell me, OK?
Sherlock:
OK.
Though I should mention that it is possible for any given text alert to become randomly attached to...
John:
Happy birthday.
Sherlock:
Thank you, John, that's...very kind of you.
John:
Never knew when your birthday was.
Sherlock:
Well, now you do.
John:
Seriously, we're not going to talk about this?
Sherlock:
Talk about what?
John:
I mean, how does it work? How does what work?
You and The Woman.
Do you go to a discreet Harvester sometimes?
Is there nights of passion in High Wycombe?
Sherlock:
Oh, for God's sakes, I don't text her back!
John:
***Laughs***
Why not? You bloody moron!
She's out there, she likes you and she's alive!
And do you have the first idea how lucky you are?!
Yes, she's a lunatic, she's a criminal, she's insanely dangerous. Trust you to fall for a sociopath!
Mary:
Oh, married an assassin!
John:
But she's, you know...
Sherlock:
What?
John:
Just text her back.
Sherlock:
Why?
John:
Because High Wycombe is better than you are currently equipped to understand!
Sherlock:
I once caught a triple poisoner in High Wycombe. That's only the beginning, mate. As I think I have explained to you many times before, romantic entanglement, while fulfilling for other people...
John:
Would complete you as a human being.
Sherlock:
That doesn't even mean anything.
John:
Just text her, phone her, do something while there's still a chance, because that chance doesn't last forever.
Trust me, Sherlock, it's gone before you know it. Before you know it!
She was wrong about me.
Sherlock:
Mary? How so?
John:
She thought that if you put yourself in harm's way, I'd...I'd rescue you, or something. But I didn't, not till she told me to. And that's how this works, that's what you're missing. She taught me to be the man she already thought I was. Get yourself a piece of that.
Sherlock:
Forgive me, but you are doing yourself a disservice. I have known many people in this world, but made few friends, and I can safely say...
John:
I cheated on her. No clever comeback? I cheated on you, Mary.
There was a woman on the bus, and I had a plastic daisy in my hair, I'd been playing with Rosie. And this girl just smiled at me. That's all it was, it was a smile. We texted, constantly.
You want to know when? Every time you left the room - that's when. When you were feeding our daughter. When you were stopping her from crying - that's when. And that's all it was. Just texting. But I wanted more.
And do you know something? I still do.
I'm not the man you thought I was, I'm not that guy. I never could be. But that's the point. (Voice breaks): That's the whole point. Who you thought I was... is the man who I want to be.
Mary's Ghost:
Well, then... John Watson... get the hell on with it.
***John sobs***
Sherlock:
It's OK.
John:
It's not OK.
Sherlock:
No... but it is what it is.
I hear, feel and sense you with me always, and there isn't a second that goes by that I know someday, some inconceivable way in the midst of our broken hearts that we'll be together again, when you are ready my love, I will be here ready to be One with you fully from the moment we meet again to the moment we part.
You eternally resonate as Home.
***Woman groans***
Mary:
That noise, that's a text alert noise?
John:
What was that? Hmm? What was what?
Mary:
That's the text alert of Irene Adler.
She's the scary mad one, right?
John:
That noise?
Sherlock:
What noise?
Mary
But she's dead.
*She gasps*
Ooh, I bet she isn't dead!
I bet he saved her.
Oh, my God! Oh, the posh boy loves the dominatrix.
He's never knowingly under-cliched, is he? John?
John:
I'm going to make a deduction.
Sherlock:
Oh, OK, that's good.
John:
And if my deduction is right, you're going to be honest and tell me, OK?
Sherlock:
OK.
Though I should mention that it is possible for any given text alert to become randomly attached to...
John:
Happy birthday.
Sherlock:
Thank you, John, that's...very kind of you.
John:
Never knew when your birthday was.
Sherlock:
Well, now you do.
John:
Seriously, we're not going to talk about this?
Sherlock:
Talk about what?
John:
I mean, how does it work? How does what work?
You and The Woman.
Do you go to a discreet Harvester sometimes?
Is there nights of passion in High Wycombe?
Sherlock:
Oh, for God's sakes, I don't text her back!
John:
***Laughs***
Why not? You bloody moron!
She's out there, she likes you and she's alive!
And do you have the first idea how lucky you are?!
Yes, she's a lunatic, she's a criminal, she's insanely dangerous. Trust you to fall for a sociopath!
Mary:
Oh, married an assassin!
John:
But she's, you know...
Sherlock:
What?
John:
Just text her back.
Sherlock:
Why?
John:
Because High Wycombe is better than you are currently equipped to understand!
Sherlock:
I once caught a triple poisoner in High Wycombe. That's only the beginning, mate. As I think I have explained to you many times before, romantic entanglement, while fulfilling for other people...
John:
Would complete you as a human being.
Sherlock:
That doesn't even mean anything.
John:
Just text her, phone her, do something while there's still a chance, because that chance doesn't last forever.
Trust me, Sherlock, it's gone before you know it. Before you know it!
She was wrong about me.
Sherlock:
Mary? How so?
John:
She thought that if you put yourself in harm's way, I'd...I'd rescue you, or something. But I didn't, not till she told me to. And that's how this works, that's what you're missing. She taught me to be the man she already thought I was. Get yourself a piece of that.
Sherlock:
Forgive me, but you are doing yourself a disservice. I have known many people in this world, but made few friends, and I can safely say...
John:
I cheated on her. No clever comeback? I cheated on you, Mary.
There was a woman on the bus, and I had a plastic daisy in my hair, I'd been playing with Rosie. And this girl just smiled at me. That's all it was, it was a smile. We texted, constantly.
You want to know when? Every time you left the room - that's when. When you were feeding our daughter. When you were stopping her from crying - that's when. And that's all it was. Just texting. But I wanted more.
And do you know something? I still do.
I'm not the man you thought I was, I'm not that guy. I never could be. But that's the point. (Voice breaks): That's the whole point. Who you thought I was... is the man who I want to be.
Mary's Ghost:
Well, then... John Watson... get the hell on with it.
***John sobs***
Sherlock:
It's OK.
John:
It's not OK.
Sherlock:
No... but it is what it is.
Until We Meet Again...
From transforming journals and sketch pads into the foundations of my novel, while editing and constructing another that's soon to be released for erotic horror readers to enjoy, to finishing the final touches on BellaBloodLust HQ to ensuring a place to work, create, brainstorm and vision board can take place to turn dreams into legacy and living breathing reality.
I celebrate The Rubenesque Revolution, and relish in the progress, projects and creative pursuits that have taken place successfully thus far while further fires burn in the hearth of my sensual and spiritual home to brew and simmer over the golden months of late spring, carnal scarlet summer and dark and sumptuous autumn. In the midst of creative stirrings as the dawning of a new age and new year arrive here in this world and my very own home I frolic and feast to the fullest embracing life in all its horror and divinity.
There's so much more to get your fill in the menagerie of places I've created for one and all to enjoy. I look forward to your inquiries, your contributions and suggestions and for those who are already well entertained, buckle up for a very wild ride; adorned in wild roses and thorns what else my darling?
For this world and those we create are filled with both pleasure and pain in equal measure and as for me I relish in this silver spoon and feast on the oysters that have been left out freshly harvested for this adventurous feline.
Thank you eternally for your support and for those that desire to tear it apart, I look forward to watching the Old World burn down with you inside as The New Golden Age of Humanity is finally here.
Long Live The Scarlet Queen
Toujours Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust
I celebrate The Rubenesque Revolution, and relish in the progress, projects and creative pursuits that have taken place successfully thus far while further fires burn in the hearth of my sensual and spiritual home to brew and simmer over the golden months of late spring, carnal scarlet summer and dark and sumptuous autumn. In the midst of creative stirrings as the dawning of a new age and new year arrive here in this world and my very own home I frolic and feast to the fullest embracing life in all its horror and divinity.
There's so much more to get your fill in the menagerie of places I've created for one and all to enjoy. I look forward to your inquiries, your contributions and suggestions and for those who are already well entertained, buckle up for a very wild ride; adorned in wild roses and thorns what else my darling?
For this world and those we create are filled with both pleasure and pain in equal measure and as for me I relish in this silver spoon and feast on the oysters that have been left out freshly harvested for this adventurous feline.
Thank you eternally for your support and for those that desire to tear it apart, I look forward to watching the Old World burn down with you inside as The New Golden Age of Humanity is finally here.
Long Live The Scarlet Queen
Toujours Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust
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