As Spring Arrives...
Comme arrive Printemps...
Love and Light expands
amour et la lumière se dilate
As the endless accolades truly capture the international excitement of my first calendar installment Madame De Pompadour I've been inspired to not only pursue the limelight realms of alternative modeling but also now being coined as the Goddess of The Rubenesque Revolution I truly seek to inspire so many woman to pursue and achieve what it truly means to be Body Beautiful and to relish and embrace it from this year on and the rest of their lives as truly beyond being a beautiful woman and a intellectual spiritualist, to inspire through my vision to change the world for the better, nothing means more to me in life than this.
Charity & Art Hop Auction In The Works...
Very soon I desire to have an art show which will also initiate a worldwide Rubenesque Revolution Charity & Worldwide Network to promote true health and Body Beautiful living, in a world where anorexia, bulimia, depression, self-mutilation and more plague the beautiful psyche's of the divine feminine that walks in each of us on this beautiful earth, I desire to help, and inspire those to ascend such Western Ideological limitations to truly embrace Self-Love & Acceptance.
I'm waiting for the weather to warm up just a bit before I disrobe and prepare myself to recreate the iconic and infamous photo shoot of Mama Cass and the elegant and beloved depiction of The Roman Harem Girl, stay tuned as last year was all about clearing the rubble, this year is about building beautiful temples, and this Goddess is just getting started.
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Madame De Pompadour Merchandise
As the endless requests for portraits, home items, decadent kitchen accessories, travel bags, purses and jewelry, including poker cards, cigar humidors and jewelry boxes keep filling my inbox, La Maison BloodLust is taking over and ensuring that each and every request is fulfilled as soon as orders are placed, a decadent treat for you or your sweetie kissed and caressed by the infamous French Concubine herself Madame De Pompadour.
Madame De Pompadour's Portraits
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Projects In The Works, Calendar Series
"I Dream in Concubines" Historical Recreation Calendar featuring Bella BloodLust
Red Skye World's Comic Book Vixen Bella BloodLust
Independent modeling does have it's time constraints, I've modeled for Red Skye World for over two years now and during this process of being featured in their Comic Book "Lydia St. Clair & Bella BloodLust in The BloodSlayers" as well as having a featured page, Poster & Trading Cards available with my Comic, I've realized that if I'm ever to debut my Psychic Vampire persona at Comic-Con that I must start my journey locally! I've found some great conventions for Comic Book Heroines like myself from Ani-Jam to other Venues keep your eyes peeled as I do hope to have enough merchandise available as well as product booth availability, but on an artists budget it takes support from fans to get me out there, so purchase a comic, trading cards set or poster today, there's exclusive autographed and limited collector's editions for true Bella BloodLust fanatics, so what are you waiting for?
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& Coming This Spring! New Classes & Workshops
I've had numerous requests for Introduction to Psychic Protection, Introduction to Psychic Abilities, & Child Development for Sapphire, Indigo, Rainbow & Crystal Children for quite some time now, due to a busy school schedule I haven't had any time until now to complete them, so stay tuned as your classes will be ready by Spring Equinox 2014! Also in the works classes and workshops on a donation basis will be located at Fresno City College for struggling and stressed out students in need, I'm in contact with Student Services and fulfilling all the obligations to ensure these are offered by Fall of 2014.
What Two Thousand Fourteen Has Waiting for You!
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Old World Transportation
As many of you realize I've been without reliable transportation since February of 2013, as much as bicycling and walking are guaranteed forms of travel, unfortunately in our rather large but not quite Metropolis city, the bus itself is quite atrocious, from hours just to reach the other side of Fresno, to the probably swifter comparison of an Amish with Horse and Wagon it's truly not a convenient form of transportation, that usually leaves one late, super early or profoundly confused as to why no bus has arrived. Another common mid-city factor is due to the middle-ground our current city population is in, they don't offer bus transportation once all the parties are ready to commence! In larger cities like LA or San Francisco the buses work 24 hours a day, very convenient for those that work evenings and night owls that enjoy a bit of fun in the night after a long hard day. This usually keeps me limited to Tower District area as well as carpooling with friends and family on special occasions as it's the only affordable way to travel in this city after hours, with Taxi's costing as much as a half a weeks worth of vegan groceries for a 20 minute ride it's easy to see on a student's budget and artist's budget at that why Psychic Bella, Bella BloodLust are truly home bound for the time being, unless special preparations are made in advanced. I am appreciative of the simplistic and old world way my life is lead currently but that doesn't mean it doesn't have it's common struggles, as time consuming as mundane and regular tasks usually are, they're quadrupled in time amounts when the city bus is the only method of travel presently, so do forgive me for my inability to see each and every one of you as much as I desire, as much as I plan, but as we all say in Tower, I live a block away from Babylon, why are you not visiting me now? Orgy is playing I can hear them from my backyard!
From Goals & Dreams to Business & Social Circles
Lets start with Goals & Dreams, Since 2008, I've been known as Psychic Bella, founding Shadows into Light Spiritual Services has truly been the real life experience needed to continue honing my psychic abilities, helping those in the valley and all over the world seek a higher quality of living and truly transforming from the inside out has given me a taste of my future. Since Spring of 2013, I've been pursuing my AS in Anthropology a field I've been very much immersed in in this role in the universe, however being able to observe from an outside perspective has also given me a profound sense of balance, wisdom and insight, and is allowing me to pursue my BS in Criminology & Forensics, which eventually will lead to a Masters in Psychology and allowing me to end my collegiate pursuits with three degrees that also cater to Diadetic Aide & English Majoring, let's break this all down as I'm more than aware what college talk sounds like.
AS Degree in Anthropology
Anthropology is the study of human beings, it bridges the gap between societal, religious, cultural and linguistic gapsthat have long been needed to be bridged to assure we all transcend to a more Unitarian existence, allowing the psychic to also become the scientist to not only broaden the world and understanding for clients in a more scientific as well as merging their already understood natural sciences to allow each field to finally accept and embrace each other regardless of terminology. This will eventually allow me to be able to help clients even with medical insurance instead of just having to pay out of pocket which is a big problem with Western Society, that Holistic Medicine is seen secondary to Traditional, in Eastern Societies it's reversed and we wonder why everybody in India & Japan live to be 120 years old without cancer, diabetes or obesity. This also allows me to pursue and help my spiritual clients in all aspects not just the spiritual and religious sector, as much as I very much enjoy this, as a Shaman I've innately felt until all religions and philosophical concepts are understood and shared completely we all have missing puzzle pieces and bridges that need to be connected, this is where Psychic Bella comes in.
BS in Criminology & Forensics
This avenue of educational pursuits will allow me to transfer my abilities to assisting in more cold cases and other cases involving dead or alive circumstances in the field of victomology, by having a dual degree in forensics I'll be able to transfer helping people and various cultures, and religious background to be seen correctly by the criminal justice department and also bridge the gaps by solving cases as a Psychic Detective, after already assisting off-record with previous officers and actually being the key person that helped solve the cases, it's been told to me by more than a few officers that they'd legally use and pay me as an independent investigator that will allow me to work from home, be called to crime scenes or domestic disputes and finally allow families to rest once they've had their case or common issue solved, with the best criminology lab and brand new facility here only in Fresno and West Virginia, I consider myself lucky to have the opportunity to receive such quality training and education that allows me to help but not become one of those typical cops, Sorry I quite literally refuse to participate I'm here to solve cases and help people, keep the pride to badges to yourself I'm just not interested.
Masters in Psychology with Concentration in English, Religion & Nutrition
After receiving my Master's Degree I'll be able to pursue a doctorate or Ph.D that will allow my writing to be taken seriously, as well as earning the title Doctor, once received I've been more than informed that you truly can change the world with just your title, I'll be focusing on getting more of my work published, concentrating on religious victomology as I truly help to free those that were bound to such rigid and forced views as I was given and worse to be able to help transcend life in the most healthy way. Nutrition is essential as a vegan and holistic medicine practitioner, I'm quite excited to announce that in the next decade my love and I will be able to open a Holistic Medicine Clinic, that specializes in healthy living, from gardening, to raw food clinics, to spirituality and holistic medicine we're rooted in our goals and dreams for the future, to not only continue to be healthy but to help those that never thought they could gain a second chance at life and vitality. Becoming a Diadedic Aide will assure my partner that when He's out away from the clinic saving the world, I'll be there ensuring our staff, patients and temple is running efficiently as this level of degree is required to assist a brilliant Doctor and eventual Masters in Chemistrymy one and only Twin Flame. I can already see him accepting his Nobel Prize for curing so many diseases and ailments of humanities modern era, and with his brilliance ensuring your body is well, and my desire to help your soul and mind, we're both truly anticipating this dream coming to fruition more than you can even imagine.
Currently as Psychic Bella & also Head Marketer for Imij Medicine, I'm truly busy 7 days a week, I currently accept appointments on weekends only for in-person spiritual bookings and the rest of the time my energy is shared between collegiate pursuits, and assisting my love in his dreams and business pursuits. This is why advanced planning is needed for social outings and even Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Bookings, as the months and seasons change so does my traveling gypsy soul, and I'm truly needed out there in the big world so please join us and enjoy the ever changing and prosperous scenery. Besides these pursuits I have my enjoyable times as Model, Artist, Siren, & Performance Artist, these times are few and far in between but as time goes by and opportunity knocks I'm grateful when good health is along with me to pursue these dreams.
Preparing for Surgery
I was diagnosed with Polycistic Ovarian Syndrome at age 12, knowing that children were not in my intended future by choice and by nature's disposition, I realized that Tubal Ligation Surgery would be best to solve these endless ER admitting issues, last year I was also diagnosed with Endometriosis, as my approaching surgery comes and my health is either very good, or staying home from school just to breathe bad, I'm taking the time needed to ensure I'm staying healthy while I wait. Also after being recently diagnosed with Aspberger's and also pursuing continuous health with Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder it takes time for me to come out and timing is everything my friends, so I appreciate it when the stars align. As I learn to identify more of who I truly am, and where I've come from the days are easier than they were this time last year, but that doesn't mean my journey is over, in fact it's just begun.
Updates on Surgery & Other Health Related Matters
As of Thursday February 20th I was unfortunately told that my surgery would be pushed to March or April, unfortunately when you have government health care and clinics are your only outlet for healthcare, taking over seven months to see a new doctor has caused debilitating health issues of a private nature, so as I now prepare for multiple surgeries over the next month I do so hope you understand if I'm not quite present in the real or social worlds until these matters are sorted out, I'm more than hopeful and rest-assured these issues listed above and vaguely here are certain to result in not only true solutions but a chance at long last to pursue life with a fully functioning and healthy mind, body and soul, however until these matters are sorted out entirely I'm only available for Psychic Bella related work, and brief social interactions as my health can turn at any moment which usually leads to severe exhaustion and being ridiculously sick, like one has the worst flue or plague of their life on a dime!
From The Gaslamp Society to Enjoying Time & Space with Friends, Family & Special Occasions I do my best to participate and arrive in style to as many events and social outings as I can manage with finances, lack of transportation and mostly lack of energy at the time, Fresno City College travel is fun but also very exhausting on the body, so I do look forward to seeing you when I do, and appreciate those that can understand how slow paced life can be without all the modern accommodations.
From Writing the Epic Novel of Twin Flames, To pursuing so many creative adventures that beckon me to celebrate the coming age with a Rubenesque Revolution, I do hope you enjoyed this month's newsletter, there's so many things coming this year, on BellaBloodLust.com and the wondrous world stage as well, As the months continue I do look forward to seeing you.