Mon Dieu , l'année 2015 est déjà là ...
My God, the year two thousand fifteen is already here...
Alors que Bella Siège Bloodlust continue de se propager sensuelle joie Vieux Monde .
While Bella BloodLust Headquarters continues to spread sensual Old World cheer.
It's been such a nourishing experience for the soul to see just how one truly manifests their dreams into this surreal reality, by deciding with all passion and fervor that such dreams are not only desired to be pursued but also inspired deep within the soul to blossom and bloom into the real world from the metaphysical.
As the vivid colors of Autumns petrichor kissed leaves fall and change to the barren and cold winter wasteland that inspires each of us to venture out in bundled layers seeking the resources, and random ingredients needed to not only survive in this world, but to also add that extra spice, savory taste and true sparkle to every facet of our creative selves that are constantly making or adding new and interesting ways to expand upon untouchable dreams by turning them into tangible pieces to later mold and shape into the creation we've always wanted but never have before seen in this world until now.
From the mystical channeling's of those that desire to speak from the great beyond the whispers in the universe for ages now has been about the return of those in the art, music and creation sector of the cosmos to reincarnate and re-imagine the world as we've always dreamed it to be, instead of just accepting the free samples given as prescription pills that the general public seems to gobble up in nonchalance. We see the glimmers of hope, expansion, love and unity in the continued nomadic groupings of common interest groups from Burning Man to Steampunk Culture and those that are still in the Renaissance and have never lost it's romantic interlude in those that are famous for their parts in Faire's and frolic in other eras of time and space. As we shave away the parts of those times that failed without recompense, we're left with the dawning of the emerging new world that's slowly shimmering and now sparkling into existence right now in this very moment, with or without your help. As we persevere through incredibly challenging and at times extremely difficult astrological years we find those raw and fiery pieces of our soul that were tossed in the fire last year to return as Phoenixes reborn, are now being tempered and forged by the influences of 2015 in the form of Jupiter and Saturn. These planets are known for their strength and fortitude and the true message behind expansion and slow grinding pace is to temper, to balance and to toss aside into the fire those pieces of us, our routine, and our soul that no longer serve us, a way for the universe to prune those of us vines that need to grow, with slightly painful maintenance throughout the year we inspire the same healthy way to grow throughout our lifetime as well as those we encounter now and over the rest of the eons. Slow steady growth, tempered and forged in the fires of oppression and expansion are always the roots, foundations and primary source for all beings and forms of consciousness to grow. So as we slash and burn this final harvest's field to make way for the buddings of new growth over the coming months of the light parts of the year.
This is the time, in these dark cold months of solitude, to embrace those quiet moments with your higher self and prepare yourself for what's in store for you in the year two thousand and fifteen. If for some reason you find yourself swimming in fast waters, or even drowning at times, remember slow down, recuperate your resources and never stop going, and if all else fails, Psychic Bella is only a phone call, email or booked appointment away. Wishing you and yours a wonderful 2015, and as we cut away the dead to make way for the new living growth, be kind to yourself and love your soul completely, you never know who might arrive to lend you a hand in your time of need, Twin Flames are guaranteed for everybody now if you have the courage to love yourself completely, so go where the love goes, it's your bridge to everything in this universe, grand and sentimentally and magnificently small.
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I've just been interviewed by Europe's sexiest alternative magazine, Nocturnal Girls Magazine! Based in London and Oslo it's quite an honor to be admired by fans of my work worldwide. The interview has just arrived hot of the Nocturnal Girls Press, click the link to read the interview for yourself. Not a member of NocturnalGirls.com but desire to read my interview? Stay Tuned! I'll have my own article posted about the interview later this month!
I Dream In Concubine Historical Recreation Calendar featuring Bella BloodLust
2015 Calendar Now Available for Purchase!
After an entire year of searching, and over a lifetime of being inspired by these incredible goddesses in flesh form, I sought out on a journey of spirit, art, history and most of all passion to find the most captivating courtesans and concubines from ancient to modern era to transform myself into the immortal and historically recognized female goddesses as the one and only libertine of the Rubenesque Revolution, Bella BloodLust, could set out to captivate the world with. It's with my most greatest honor and privilege for the next year of our world's age together to share with you the rich and decadent history and images of those beautiful and timeless creatures known still to the world today as Concubines, Courtesans and Queens. With most humble and gracious of royal disposition I present to you I Dream in Concubine -Historical Recreation Calendar featuring Bella BloodLust.
Welcome to my 17th Century Velvet Bed Chambers...
As the endless accolades truly capture the international excitement of my first calendar installment Madame De Pompadour I've been inspired to not only pursue the limelight realms of alternative modeling but also now being coined as the Goddess of The Rubenesque Revolution I truly seek to inspire so many woman to pursue and achieve what it truly means to be Body Beautiful and to relish and embrace it from this year on and the rest of their lives as truly beyond being a beautiful woman and a intellectual spiritualist, to inspire through my vision to change the world for the better, nothing means more to me in life than this.
La Maison BloodLust Presents:
Madame De Pompadour Merchandise
As the endless requests for portraits, home items, decadent kitchen accessories, travel bags, purses and jewelry, including poker cards, cigar humidors and jewelry boxes keep filling my inbox, La Maison BloodLust is taking over and ensuring that each and every request is fulfilled as soon as orders are placed, a decadent treat for you or your sweetie kissed and caressed by the infamous French Concubine herself Madame De Pompadour.
Madame De Pompadour's Portraits
From the professional fetishist that desires to adorn his or her study with these timeless images, to the private old world collector that adorns his or her home with decadent and awe inspiring art, from individual portraits, assorted and custom collections, to collector's editions each beautiful portrait is produced on high quality satin photo print and delivered to you from The Scarlet Gardens.
Noble Aspirations Inspired by Little Reinette
Charity & Art Hop Auction In The Works...
Very soon I desire to have an art show which will also initiate a worldwide Rubenesque Revolution Charity & Worldwide Network to promote true health and Body Beautiful living, in a world where anorexia, bulimia, depression, self-mutilation and more plague the beautiful psyche's of the divine feminine that walks in each of us on this beautiful earth, I desire to help, and inspire those to ascend such Western Ideological limitations to truly embrace Self-Love & Acceptance.
Autumn & Winter Reveal
Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire Portraits
For the individual collector to the one that desires the entire collection in this gallery, from original, signed, personalized and sealed with a kiss these lovely photo souvenirs are arriving throughout December!
Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire Merchandise
From the most decadent old world home decor to the ornate trinkets fit for a queen, La Maison BloodLust expands the Old World into the new with unique one-of-a-kind merchandise arriving throughout December and January.
The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot Portraits
For the individual collector to the one that desires the entire collection in this gallery, from original, signed, personalized and sealed with a kiss these lovely photo souvenirs are arriving throughout December!
The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot Merchandise
From the grooviest and most free loving items any cool cat would love to have, can you dig? These one of a kind pieces of eternally curvy and Classic California hippie love arrive throughout the month of December and January.
Independent modeling does have it's time constraints, I've modeled for Red Skye World for over two years now and during this process of being featured in their Comic Book Lydia St. Clair & Bella BloodLust in The BloodSlayers as well as having a featured page, Poster & Trading Cards available with my Comic, I've realized that if I'm ever to debut my Psychic Vampire persona at Comic-Con that I must start my journey locally! I've found some great conventions for Comic Book Heroines like myself from Ani-Jam to other Venues keep your eyes peeled as I do hope to have enough merchandise available as well as product booth availability, but on an artists budget it takes support from fans to get me out there, so purchase a comic, trading cards set or poster today, there's exclusive autographed and limited collector's editions for true Bella BloodLust fanatics, so what are you waiting for?
Send Bella BloodLust to Comic-Con by Purchasing Red Skye World Comics Merchandise!
Happy New Year and welcome to the year two thousand and fifteen. Each year my clients are well aware that due to an ever changing schedule and economy that my hours and rates are prone to changing, most of my spiritual services and products have maintained their previous rates, however many products that require shipping and specialty items and services have been increased slightly to accommodate for shipping as well as inflation for the desired products that clients have requested. When things are harder to find, rarer to obtain and more difficult to ship, things have to be adjusted so that business runs as usual and that I am not going in the hole or breaking even, but actually making a small profit to in turn provide more community workshops and events locally and worldwide to ensure that ever client of Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services receives the highest quality of service with the most well equipped psychic shaman. I appreciate each and every one of you for your loyal patronage and look forward to serving and assisting you in your growth and enriching your life and spiritual path as the years continue. Truly thank you for allowing me to help you help yourself make all your dreams come true.
New Hours for Winter & Spring 2015
From January to June I'll be closed Tuesday's through Thursdays Weekly. I'm sure I'll be open again on Wednesdays for clients during the summer but due to a very hectic schedule it would be nearly impossible to provide quality service when I'm too busy on campus with a full schedule during my Spring semester at Fresno City College. However I'm still open Mondays & Fridays from Noon-8pm and Weekends from Noon-Midnight, by appointment only. For email, phone and skype I'm still available daily by appointment only and between Tuesdays through Thursdays will only accept appointments if they work around my schedule, so Late Evening appointments on Tuesday and Thursday's are open, as well as Early Afternoon appointments on Wednesdays. As my schedule opens up I'll be more available and as for emergencies and crisis of any sorts I'm still on call and will accept them as quickly as I can incorporate them into both of our schedules. If you have any questions about my new hours please contact me, and I'll return your email within 24 hours.
Coming Summer 2015!
I've had numerous requests for Introduction to Psychic Protection, Introduction to Psychic Abilities, & Child Development for Sapphire, Indigo, Rainbow & Crystal Children for quite some time now, due to a busy school schedule I haven't had any time to complete them, so stay tuned as your classes will be ready by Summer Solstice 2015! Also in the works classes and workshops on a donation basis will be located at Fresno City College for struggling and stressed out students in need, I'm in contact with Student Services and fulfilling all the obligations to ensure these are offered by Spring 2015.
The Rubenesque Revolution
Workshop Series Summer 2015
In addition to these wonderful classes I'm also in the process of developing a four class Self Esteem, Body & Sexuality Positive & Female Empowerment Workshop Series, that expands The Rubenesque Revolution to women locally and worldwide to gain invaluable insight, life changing exercises, assignments and group exercises to develop positive female relationships inside and outside the fourth generation wave of feminism. We must embrace the female goddess within and in turn embrace it in each and every single woman that is a walking goddess incarnate, whether she knows it or not. By engaging in a female gathering group workshop series that will expand your mind, body and soul to make room for self love, sacred femininity and sacred sexuality allows each and every one of us to bring about the next phase in human and female interpersonal ascension and global consciousness. By removing the stigmas, skewed viewpoints, and oppressive views of women worldwide we create the world we truly want to live in, the one that celebrates the beauty of woman in all her divine glory.
This magnificent cookbook was collaborated by the Fresno Pagan Pride Community as well as those kitchen witch pagans worldwide that desired to be a part of this profoundly special cookbook. It was originally created as my personal contribution to fundraising efforts for the local chapter of the national pagan movement, and as many locals and worldwide pagans have enjoyed the diverse, unique and endlessly ancient recipes found between the pages along with personal stories, tips for cooking and a rich history of pagan ways from the old world to the new, it's easy to see why it was Amazon.com's 2 year running title holder of "Most Unique Cookbook" on their entire site of delicious feast inspired books. For those of you that desire to learn more about pagan ways of life, or are looking for a special and new recipe that you want to surprise your friends and family with, can easily find and purchase this cookbook by following the link below.
Please Note: that all proceeds now go directly to Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Temple & Archive to ensure clients receive the most updated and accurate forms of spiritual services available with the most accurate and updated equipment needed to ensure this takes places now and in the future. For those purchasing a copy of this book to help support the local pagan pride day organization please note that 50% of the sale's only go to the local chapter when purchased at the festival's live event. If schedule's permit you might see me there next year, here's hoping until then that you enjoy the special stories and love filled recipes found in this incredible and one-of-a-kind book.
Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook can be found, and purchased Here.
For the daily spiritualist that desires to expand the richness of their life with spiritual diversity I welcome you to The Shadows Into Light Temple Archive
Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella Monthly Special 50% Off!
Don't forget to check out This Month's Special from Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella, each month a service or product is chosen at random and offered at half-price for those spiritualists in need on a very strict budget.
Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella
New & Extended Temple Hours!
Mondays & Fridays: Noon-8pm
By Appointment Only
Available In Person, Skype, Email or Phone
Review Services, Classes & Workshops and Book Psychic Bella for an Individual or Group/Party Event Today!
Extended Galleries, Including the Infamous Madame De Pompadour series, as well as these two lovely editions filled with imagery, history and personal reflection about courtesan and concubine living.
New Extended Galleries
Historical Recreation: Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire
Historical Recreation: The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot
Each gallery includes historical references, insight from the artist herself as well as passionate tributes to the Old World and The New.
I Dream In Concubine Historical Recreation Calendar featuring Bella BloodLust
2015 Calendar Now Available for Purchase!
Visit The Old World Shoppe to Order Yours Tonight!
The iron gates are waiting for you to turn the key, all you need is one secret password and entry into my world of dark decadence and sensual delight is yours for eternity.
The Scarlet Gardens is Under Reconstruction
I've recently dedicated this section of my website to the most profound dream come true that I've found from stories 2,000 years old and now live, breathe and experience it every single day of my life, previous educational articles and fetish entries are now being collaborated and expressed in my book pursuit below, feel free to keep up with my updates as the book progresses. As I presently focus and make time for educating those that desire to know more about this decadent world of debaucherous living while writing multiple novels to express what it truly means to be a living, breathing and loving concubine, I choose to share through my legacy my life's work my novel which is presently still in the brainstorming realm. After the book is published Mistress Bella and His Bella Luna will build an entire curriculum for fetishists world wide to climb the thorny branches of Twin Flame Divine Reunion.
How The Sun King Captured The Moon:
A Tale of Twin Flames
by His Bella Luna
The Unveiling of the year Two Thousand and Fifteen:
Exclusive Access Into My World:
As the previous year has been primarily focused upon creating a world all my own, building from the ivy clad earth a beautiful palace of decadence and old world charm, I've seen so many places to expand upon my creations in the form of erotic expression that is as old as time and passion itself, over the coming months you will have access too erotic literature, including a book of short stories that have never been read before, expanded cosplay and fetish galleries, the more exposure I've received worldwide has opened up a floodgate of creative extraordinaire s to work with and collaborate with for your pleasure and mostly mine. As I've found a desire, a thirst and hunger to translate what the dark velvet world has meant to me for so many years now into workshops, classes, video tutorials and a world filled with lifestyle, fashion and a personal diary from the boudoir of Mistress Belladonna herself, those that seek dark ascension will truly find their sinful salvation behind the iron gates of The Scarlet Gardens. As La Maison BloodLust is expanding headquarters the private connoisseur will be pleased to enjoy access to more regularly published Videos, Personal Interviews, Published Literature, Music and So Much More, arrive over the coming days and
So find the Iron gate, take the Key and unlock the ivy-clad wooden door, immerse yourself in my sacred world of dark decadent ecstasy and lose yourself in passion, pleasure, and old world charm from the one and only Bella BloodLust.
Join The Scarlet Gardens Today
including exclusive behind the scenes access to local events, and community organized soirees that truly help those surviving to thrive in the Old World and the New Modern Era.
Feminism The Next Generation
Rogue Festival Rundown
Strawberry Vixen's Wild Vegan Delights
Vegan Organic Lifestyle
Winter has Arrived!
The Scarlet Gardens:
How The Sun King Captured The Moon: A Tale of Twin Flames
Compilation Co-Written Published Book of Horror Erotica
Dark Steam Ascension: Steampunk Lifestyle
Origins of Dark Ascension: BDSM
Underworld Club Scene Politics
News & Events:
Shadows Into Light Workshops & Classes Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Self Esteem Movement
The 3rd Annual Victorian Cemetery Picnic
Psychic Bella & The Scarlet Gardens Merchandise Debut
RM Gillmore & Psychic Bella
The Illusive Bella BloodLust
Old World Goddess in The Modern Era
As many of you realize I've been without reliable transportation since February of 2013, as much as bicycling and walking are guaranteed forms of travel, unfortunately in our rather large but not quite Metropolis city, the bus itself is quite atrocious, from hours just to reach the other side of Fresno, to the probably swifter comparison of an Amish with Horse and Wagon it's truly not a convenient form of transportation, that usually leaves one late, super early or profoundly confused as to why no bus has arrived at all. Another common mid-city factor is due to the middle-ground our current city population is in, they don't offer bus transportation once all the parties are ready to commence! In larger cities like LA or San Francisco the buses run 24 hours a day, very convenient for those that work evenings and night owls that enjoy a bit of fun in the night after a long hard day. This usually keeps me limited to Tower District area as well as carpooling with friends and family on special occasions as it's the only affordable way to travel in this city after hours, with Taxi's costing as much as a half a weeks worth of vegan groceries for a 20 minute ride it's easy to see on a student's, psychic's and artist's budget as to why Psychic Bella & Bella BloodLust are truly home bound for the time being. Unless special preparations are made in advanced it's usually not possible for me to venture out after dark unless it's nearby. I am appreciative of the simplistic and old world way my life is lead currently but that doesn't mean it doesn't have it's common struggles, as time consuming as mundane and regular tasks usually are, they're quadrupled in time amounts when the city bus is the only method of travel presently, so do forgive me for my inability to see each and every one of you as much as I desire, as much as I plan, but as most of us that live and thrive in this part of the city already realize, once you live in Bohemia it's hard to leave just like the alluring draw of Moulin Rouge, we thrive in the twinkling lights, and creative expressions of art, music, dancing and performance art, so do forgive me if I find it hard to ever leave this place I truly call home.
Adventures in Steampunk
Other Time Period Cosplay Soirees
The Gaslamp Societies
Winter Event Schedule
Gaslamp Society Winter Holiday Party "Steampunk Masquerade" ~ December 27th
*12th Night Celebration Potluck ~ January 3rd
*4th Annual Royal Steampunk Symposium on the Queen Mary ~January 16th-19th
The Gaslamp Society "Quarterly Gathering": A Steampunk Safari at The Chaffee Zoo ~ January 31st
The Gaslamp Society at The Mardi Gras Parade! ~ February 15th
* Those marked events include Gaslamp Society Members excursions to traditional and maker movement pastimes. Contact individual members for more details as these events are attended but not organized by The Gaslamp Society.
For more information about these upcoming events stay informed and Like Our Public Facebook Page, are you a community participant that's inspired to help us organize and stock the Zeppelin before each event? Then find our Group on Facebook through The Gaslamp Society Page.
Goals & Dreams for The Future
AA Degree in Anthropology
Anthropology is the study of human beings, it bridges the gap between societal, religious, cultural and linguistic gaps that have long been needed to be bridged to assure we all transcend to a more Unitarian existence, allowing the psychic to also become the scientist to not only broaden the world and understanding for clients in a more scientific as well as merging their already understood natural sciences to allow each field to finally accept and embrace each other regardless of terminology. This will eventually allow me to be able to help clients even with medical insurance instead of just having to pay out of pocket which is a big problem with Western Society, that Holistic Medicine is seen secondary to Traditional, in Eastern Societies it's revered and we wonder why everybody in India & Japan live to be 120 years old without cancer, diabetes or obesity. This also allows me to pursue and help my spiritual clients in all aspects not just the spiritual and religious sector, as much as I very much enjoy this, as a Shaman I've innately felt until all religions and philosophical concepts are understood and shared completely we all have missing puzzle pieces and bridges that need to be connected, this is where Psychic Bella comes in.
BS in Criminology & Forensics with a Minor in Psychology
This avenue of educational pursuits will allow me to transfer my abilities to assisting in more cold cases and other cases involving dead or alive circumstances in the field of victomology, by having a dual degree in forensics I'll be able to transfer helping people and various cultures, and religious backgrounds to be seen correctly by the criminal justice department and also bridge the gaps by solving cases as a Psychic Detective, after already assisting off-record with previous officers and actually being the key person that helped solve the cases, it's been told to me by more than a few officers that they'd legally use and pay me as an independent detective and investigator that will allow me to work from home, be called to crime scenes or domestic disputes and finally allow families to rest once they've had their case or common issue solved. With the best criminology lab and brand new facility here only in Fresno and West Virginia, I consider myself lucky to have the opportunity to receive such quality training and education that allows me to help but not become one of those typical cops, Sorry I quite literally refuse to participate I'm here to solve cases and help people, keep the pride to badges to yourself I'm just not interested.
Masters in Psychology with Concentration in English, Religion & Nutrition
After receiving my Master's Degree I'll be able to pursue a doctorate or Ph.D that will allow my writing to be taken seriously, as well as earning the title Doctor, once received I've been more than informed that you truly can change the world with just your title, I'll be focusing on getting more of my work published, concentrating on religious victomology as I truly help to free those that were bound to such rigid and forced views as I was given and worse to be able to help transcend life in the most healthy way. Nutrition is essential as a vegan and holistic medicine practitioner, I'm quite excited to announce that in the next decade my love and I will be able to open a Holistic Medicine Clinic, that specializes in healthy living, from gardening, to raw food clinics, to spirituality and holistic medicine we're rooted in our goals and dreams for the future, to not only continue to be healthy but to help those that never thought they could gain a second chance at life and vitality. Becoming a Diadedic Aide will assure my partner that when He's out away from the clinic saving the world, I'll be there ensuring our staff, patients and temple is running efficiently as this level of degree is required to assist a brilliant Doctor and eventual Masters in Chemistry my one and only Twin Flame. I can already see him accepting his Nobel Prize for curing so many diseases and ailments of humanities modern era, and with his brilliance ensuring your body is well, and my desire to help your soul and mind, we're both truly anticipating and ensuring this dream comies to fruition more than you can even imagine.
Successful in Business & Health
Currently as Psychic Bella & also Head Marketer for Imij Medicine, I'm truly busy 7 days a week, I currently accept appointments Mondays, Fridays and on Weekends for in-person spiritual bookings as well as online ones for international clients. The rest of the time my energy is shared between collegiate pursuits, and assisting my love in our mutual dreams and business pursuits. This is why advanced planning is needed for social outings and even Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Bookings, as the months and seasons change so does my traveling gypsy soul, and I'm truly needed out there in the big world so please join us and enjoy the ever changing and prosperous scenery. Besides these pursuits I have my enjoyable times as Model, Artist, Siren, & Performance Artist, these times are few and far in between but as time goes by and opportunity knocks I'm grateful when good health is along with me to pursue these dreams.
After a very tumultuous year in two thousand fourteen and many months of dealing with endless health issues, (that was after fifteen years trying to get this tubal ligation surgery) I'm proud to say with the last bit of the slow post surgery muscular healing right now that I'm doing fantastic! I feel amazing, energy is restored no more insane ovaries trying to kill me with cyst bursts each month, and the extensive cleaning procedure done for my endometriosis scar tissue has left my body feeling wonderful! I never realized how many ailments stemmed from these awful disorders and now that I'm a fixed kitten I'm happy to say I feel like a true Goddess now that my mind, body and soul are working together in tandem instead of being mentally exhausted and spiritually depressed that once again this month I'm down for two weeks just existing until the problems went away after my menstrual cycles each month. I'm finally 1000% percent healthy and because of that life long issue finally being solved be prepared to see a lot more of me over the coming weeks, months and years! I'm happy to be alive and have the energy to boot!
When Two Become One...
A Tale of Twin Flames Continues to Kindle Eternal Fires
Leaving this individual spirit and soul speechless as each day our minds and soul meld even more than words can truly express, as soon as that hesitation in knowing the truth beyond all reason and doubt that this is the love I've always been made for and what I truly desire more than all else even though at times it still feels so incredibly surreal. As soon as the egoic mind of the individual spirit raises its ugly fear riddled head from the midst of the quiet chilled and ghostly landscape of winter's embrace, His hands are already lifting to my lips "Shhh, quiet that troubled mind, you are mind now and forever, I will always keep you safe, and you will always keep me alive." the fear of what will never arrive fades away into the unified glowing smile of two lovers embraced in arms and pressed lip to lip in fair lovers kiss of true undying devotion.
As the chaos of the holidays season provided many opportunities for each of us to allow the darkside of our past to take over and to illuminate not the truth or knowledge but fear of what could happen if one of us is lost, lead us both to realizing just how truly essential and important it is to say the things we desire to share, to love each other fully and completely and to never miss a moment of exchanging such feelings with one another, even in the midst of the exhaustion induced stupor that the madness of the modern world invokes in every city or pagan dweller it's easy to lose sight of what truly matters and for most of us to forget to tell those we love most, just how deeply their presence enriches our lives and very soul.
To hear such happiness from His lips in the words of never being far from my side and desiring even after a lifetime of never knowing,wanting and literally running from such formerly religious pre-arrangements, that the thrill and excitement of marrying His beloved, to be betrothed together as One, and eventually handfasted each and every year to celebrate the love we still have and forge together as Twin Flames, that this is what the world truly needs, more loving couples that are the mirrored halves of each other's souls finding the courage and strength to remove every bit of armor and masks that lie in layers on top of the truest parts of their being, and as each day, week, month and year passes by the intimacy gained by being loved completely for one's self is exactly what the world needs to be enriched just as much as He and I are in Twin Flame Paradise.
So as we plan for our quite distant future, we make way for things presently that we desire in life more than anything, and save energy for these special ever-present moments that are as ever fleeting as the faint darkness during Twilight before the sun rises. For without truly seeing our present in all it's beautiful and at times painful glory, we cannot truly make way for the eternal future together as One filled with unconditional love. Take the ride my dear hearts, you bought the ticket already years ago so why are you afraid of getting everything in life that you've truly ever wanted?
Until We Meet Again...