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The April Newsletter

4/1/2018

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La passion vorace du printemps arrive...
The voracious passion of springtime arrives...

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Avec la célébration des trente premières festivités de la Reine Rouge
Along with The Red Queens thirty first nameday celebration 

As Spring continues to make her glorious appearance on the blessed day of April Fool's for those who enjoy practical jokes and shenanigans this time of year; it's most assuredly a wonderful way to kick off my 31st nameday this Friday with the spirit of the trickster in mind. 

It's been a glorious year thus far meeting childhood hero's on road trips to Hollywood right after celebrating the big debut of my Burlesque Career! I never imagined that the namesake Jessica Rabbit would honestly capture who I look like as an adult but it was swoon worthy according to those who were there for my big show!

On top of that seeing Ruffio at The Comedy Store laughing hysterically at my friend's dark jokes while he annihilated the stage and left other comics questioning their sanity was icing on the 4th wall cake that my life has immersed itself within lately. Wandering outside to see comedian Marc Maron just after listening to his podcasts a few weeks before during my sick days was profound to say the least. I'm sure they still get a kick out of how my inner child truly runs the place when I see people that I greatly admire in the celebrity world. 

As for birthday celebrations I'm enjoying the process of publishing my book(s) this Halloween and look forward to sending both the original copy and the extended Master's Edition of this book to the publisher's around the same time I'm celebrating both my 31st birthday and my 2nd year in full cancer remission all in the same glorious weekend. As many of you know my Dirty 30 went off with quite the naughty bang! Form stand-up, diners to strippers and booze it was one hell of a show! But this year I'm looking forward to hunkering down. Appreciating the huge milestones that life has granted me after over a decade's hard work in the realms of horror, writing, erotica and mostly fiction. 

But I do confess if someone special decides to invite me to their palace in one of my favorite California cities this Spring to put the sexy spring in my red headed step. Rest assured I'll be road tripping and exhausting myself utterly the way only true libertines can appreciate in this day and golden age. *smiles* 

As the world continues to wrestle with the darkest energies it has ever seen since it's dawn of time I find that moments of solitude and enjoying the peaceful life is all one could truly ever ask for. Love and lust arrive eternally when time and chemistry provide the unequivocal mix of success. Until then I enjoy being Queen of this castle and further enjoy allowing every gorgeously tall, well built and often tattooed and bearded suitor into my world to see if their truly worthy of my time, affections and most of all love. Who knew being flirtatious and confident could truly evoke desire in such a lengthy list of suitors. The fun part now is enjoying what entertainment arises alongside such travels and wanderlust explorations in life. For it's far too short not to indulge in as much as physically and energetically as possible. 

But perhaps that's the part of my Gothic Blood that still belongs to Uncle George Byron. *smiles* At least that's what he says. *laughs* 

In this time of rebirth, renewal and newly discovered purpose I advise one and all to throw caution to the wind now and then and to drink the wine, kiss the pretty men  and women who venture into your world and smile for life is far too short to ever be dissatisfied in a world filled with pleasure of infinitum. As I continue on down this road of the great work that was initiated long before this life cycle ever got started I will always remember to celebrate what life has to offer between the storms and chaos and at this age it's finally a wonderful feeling to embrace both joy and chaos in equal measures without batting an eyelash but returning the universe's cosmic sass back with a smug and satisfying smile. Knowing that no matter what hell is unearthed in this lifetime that I will always win and I will eternally survive immortal far beyond spans of time, space or understanding for those who have yet to cross the abyss and wander back long before it consumes thee. 

Toujours Sanglante
Bella BloodLust 
The Red Queen of The Scarlet Gardens
 

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​In the Autumn of the year two thousand and sixteen after twelve arduous years of blood, sweat and corpses; I gave birth to:

A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen

 
A book that's taken me nearly a decade to complete with the brilliant help and collaboration of real life monsters and madmen. Monsters and madmen who I fell head over heels in love with, who captured me and who released me long before their dark urges buried me in the garden to grow among the wild flowers. 

As the eighth great bastard grandniece of Mary Shelley; and Lord Byron; I am more than in awe of reading the linked article to see that she published her book Frankenstein exactly 200 years before I finished this very novel of erotic tales of horror. It's as if her blood still flows through these eccentric veins breathing new life into me, fueling a frenzy to follow the course that I have always envisioned since I was in my youth. 

From formatting and finding artists submit dark creations into this project a midst preparing for publication to contacting creative genius friends for book trailers; and hopefully in the end to manifest book tours and horror conventions, I desire to bring this old world of horrors back into this new golden era la bohemia. For the love of Gothic romance and vicious homicidal erotica will always go well paired with a warm glass of sensual... blood. 

To those who I have loved and lost and to those dear friends near and far who have flown to my hearts aid in my deepest time of need and to my gypsy tribe family. Thank you for being here to support me along the way; or teaching me profound lessons in life before making your otherwise morbidly cruel exit out of my existence.

A Tribute to the Monsters and Madmen:
For those who helped me create this book, if you are reading this, thank you for sharing your madness. I cannot wait to share what we have created together over a decade of carnage and carnality. 

As it's taking me quite longer than expected to transform words into formatted books for kindle, hardback and audio book publication I do appreciate your eternal and undying support to writers and authors everywhere as this is truly the back breaking and spine tingling moments that we live for in this world, to have the honor and privilege of sharing our dark creations with you curious reader. 

Coming to The World Stage October 31st, 2018:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
by Bella BloodLust 
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 Bella BloodLust's Author Page 
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​​​​​​Bella BloodLust News

​​In previous years you've seen Bella BloodLust at conventions and in the buff for fine art rubenesque model lovers to indulge in near and far. In addition to adding a new set to my modeling portfolio I do admit I have a lot of sensual surprises coming to the world stage this year. 

From Burlesque Debuts this Spring to traveling the country to attend to those who prefer the dark arts of whips and chains at NYC's infamous Pandora's Box, I have to admit I might not be modeling in historical iconography until sometime next year unless the god's grant me some serious cash flow but I will have plenty of sensual things to keep you enthralled until further notice. 

But that isn't to say that I don't have many sets in mind just waiting to be captured by a lethal crew and talented photographers that I'm grateful to be working with and alongside since September of last year. As my sights are set on publishing my book of horrorotica this Halloween I do hope you stick around for the 3 ring circus and one woman show. I assure you my pets, I'm just getting started. 

​Long Live The Rubenesque Revolution!
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​​​For those who have yet to find themselves formally introduced to Madame De Pompadour, Milonia Caesconia Empress Consort of Rome, Strawberry Coquette & The Iconic Mama Cass Elliot, perhaps your naughty and curious fingers will wander over each image to find yourself in a world unlike any other? 

For those who have missed the intoxicating allure of old world mistress Bella BloodLust, I'm elated to share my new series with you entitled "A Gothic Study in Scarlet" or "La Maison BloodLust". It was a sheer pleasure to collaborate and work with such an incredible visionary, friend and one hell of a boss. I'm not only proud to work for him but honored to work with and for him. If you'd like to book him for photography or cinematic film production, click here. 


If you just can't leave without a memento of your time spent with moi, I'm more than elated to share this wonderfully sumptuous collection that will continue to expand with more decadent goddesses for you to worship, that will be arriving over the coming weeks of this glorious new year. Enjoy celebrating the dawn of 2017 with something decadent from La Maison BloodLust and The Scarlet Gardens: 
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Other Collectible Gift Items: 

Madame De Pompadour's Ornament Collection
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Madame De Pompadour Luggage of Bookbag Tag 
Madame De Pompadour Magnet Collection 
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Madame De Pompadour Diary 
​Madame De Pompadour Cosmetics Bag
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Madame De Pompadours Wristlet Purse 
Rubenesque Revolution Jewelry Box
​Feline Disposition Jewelry Box 
Gentleman's Playing Cards 
Luscious Hindquarters Cigar Humidor
French Girl Cigar Humidor 

For Decadent Decor Might I Suggest:
Milonia Caesconia Pillow Collection 
The Scarlet Gardens Poster Collection ​​
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​​​​​​​​​​​​​Noble Aspirations Inspired by Little Reinette 
Charity & Art Hop Auction In The Works...

As soon as possible it's been a dream and desire of mine, to have an art show which will also initiate a worldwide Rubenesque Revolution Charity & Worldwide Network to promote true health and Body Beautiful living.

In a world where anorexia, bulimia, depression, self-mutilation and more plague the beautiful psyche's of the divine feminine that walks in each of us on this beautiful earth, I desire to help, and inspire those to ascend such Western Ideological 
limitations to truly embrace Self-Love & Acceptance.

This will take place after I've added a few more shoots into my repertoire first and after a few more lusciously curved ladies join forces with me to debut their work and pursuits that coin the ambiance of The Rubenesque Revolution.

As all great and grand things take time to unfold stay tuned my darlings this show has truly just begun. If you're ready to be apart of this incredible opportunity, and are ready to join forces email me at: MistressBellaBloodLust@yahoo.com.
​If you're still working up the nerve and courage to be apart of such a revealing and progressive opportunity, stay tuned as I look forward to preparing The Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series and opening doors for women worldwide to embrace the curvaceous goddess that they truly are. 
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​​​​​​​​​​​The Origins of The BloodSlayers: 
"After centuries wandering the Old World thirsting for blood and taming my inner demons, I've channeled my psychic forces and abilities to cross paths with those like me, who seek to transform the darkness they were left with into a productive career. When the descendant of Professor Van Helsing appeared in the form of Lydia St. Clair we stumbled into one another by predestined fate. She knew me as a brothel madame, former concubine and vampire dominatrix, in the frost covered hills of the Carpathian Mountains, seeking a bloodthirsty femme fatale to work alongside her against the allies of Vlad Dracul himself known only as "The B.L.O.O.D. 


In my spare time when I'm not assisting my lady in the good fight against darkness and evil, I travel the world by twilight in the guise of a horror-erotica writer, burlesque star, silk siren who whispers haunting ideas into my minions ears across the globe to entice men and women into falling victim in my seductive grasp. From inspiring the world with the Rubenesque Revolution to modeling in the realms of Fetish, Cosplay and Alternate History, there is only one velvet lined chair and three ring circus that could find itself embodied in the luscious curves of the one and only Bella BlooodLust." 
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The BloodSlayer's Comic Book - Trading Cards - Buttons - Posters 
Send Bella BloodLust to Comic-Con by Purchasing Red Skye World Comics Merchandise!

​Bella BloodLust Comic Lovers Gift Guide
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The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection 
The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection ***Collectors Edition***

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​​​​​​Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services 
Temple & Archive
with Psychic Bella

​​​Spring Hours:

In Person Appointments:
Weekends Only Saturdays & Sundays 12pm-Midnight

Skype, Email & Phone Appointments: 
Monday-Friday 12pm-8pm
**In Person Appointments & Emergencies Available upon Request**

It's been a pleasure to have my temple doors open worldwide twenty four hours a day, seven days a week for the previous few years, In 2012 I returned to school and had to reduce hours due to deadlines, projects in the works and life's demands in general, this hasn't changed since and I'll continue to provide the above hours for new and returning clients worldwide all season long, while also pursuing many of my personal projects and life's work. This also provides an opportunity for clients to be decisive with their self care and spiritual holistic health, as much as I do enjoy having the temple buzzing with new energies, I also prefer to not have cancelled appointments and precious time wasted when life is too short and I have so many dedicated clients that are more than ready to transform their life for the better, one page in their life book at at time. 

Thank you truly for the love and support and I do sincerely look forward to assisting you on this profound journey that is life. It's my spiritual honor to safely and compassionately provide compasses, maps and a guiding star towards your wildest dreams and practical future. 

Other Classes Debut & Workshops in Progress:
I've had numerous requests for Introduction to Psychic Protection, Introduction to Psychic Abilities, & Child Development for Sapphire, Indigo, Rainbow & Crystal Children for quite some time now, for those looking for Tai Chi with Animal Friends, visit the Featured Products section in The Old World Shoppe.

As more materials were required for thorough research purposes before I can complete the following workshops and classes until I can afford to do so these are currently on hold until further notice, but I'm positive that prosperity will change along with the winds and those materials needed will be easily required. 


The Rubenesque Revolution 
Workshop Series 

In addition to these wonderful classes I'm also in the process of developing a four class Self Esteem, Body & Sexuality Positive & Female Empowerment Workshop Series, that expands The Rubenesque Revolution to women locally and worldwide. The purpose is to gain invaluable insight, life changing exercises, assignments and group exercises to develop positive female relationships inside and outside the fourth generation wave of feminism. We must embrace the female goddess within and in turn embrace it in each and every single woman that is a walking goddess incarnate, whether she knows it or not. By engaging in a female gathering group workshop series that will expand your mind, body and soul to make room for self love, sacred femininity and sacred sexuality allows each and every one of us to bring about the next phase in human and female interpersonal ascension and global consciousness. By removing the stigmas, skewed viewpoints, and oppressive views of women worldwide we create the world we truly want to live in, the one that celebrates the beauty of woman in all her divine glory. This will be available as soon as additional materials are gathered for this incredibly special workshop series. 

Shadows Into Light Gift Guide ​
Psychic Bella Custom Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $25 Gift Certificate 
Psychic Bella $50 Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $75.00 Gift Certificate 
Psychic Bella $100.00 Gift Certificate ​​​​​​​​​
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​​​​​​Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook
This magnificent cookbook was collaborated by the Fresno Pagan Pride Community as well as those kitchen witch pagans worldwide that desired to be a part of this profoundly special cookbook. It was originally created as my personal contribution to fundraising efforts for the local chapter of the national pagan movement, and as many locals and worldwide pagans have enjoyed the diverse, unique and endlessly ancient recipes found between the pages along with personal stories, tips for cooking and a rich history of pagan ways from the old world to the new, it's easy to see why it was Amazon.com's 2 year running title holder of Most Unique Cookbook on their entire site of delicious feast inspired books. For those of you that desire to learn more about pagan ways of life, or are looking for a special and new recipe that you want to surprise your friends and family with, can easily find and purchase this cookbook by following the link below. 

Please Note: that all proceeds now go directly to Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Temple & Archive to ensure clients receive the most updated and accurate forms of spiritual services available with the most accurate and updated equipment needed to ensure this takes places now and in the future. 
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Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook can be found, and purchased Here.

What Two Thousand Seventeen Has Waiting for You!
The Archive: 
For the daily spiritualist that desires to expand the richness of their life with spiritual diversity I welcome you to The Shadows Into Light Temple Archive

Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella Monthly Special 50% Off!
Don't forget to check out This Month's Special from Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella, each month a service or product is chosen at random and offered at half-price for those spiritualists in need on a very strict budget. 

Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella
Winter Hours: 

Mondays-Fridays: 12pm-8pm Phone, Email & Skype Appointments & Inquiries Only 
Weekends: 12pm-Midnight Booked Appointments Only 
By Appointment Only
***Walk In Appointments Unavailable; Unless you're an Actual "Walk-In"***


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Review Services, Classes & Workshops and Book Psychic Bella for an Individual or Group/Party Event Today!
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​The Scarlet Gardens

​These gardens are filled with endless roses each bloody one covered in thorns but somehow managing to smell ever so sweet. Once plucked from the garden of life, each lesson, each experience that I have been honored and privileged to be apart of is shared endlessly within these pages...

The Scarlet Gardens invites your curiosity;
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​​​The Decadent World Of The Scarlet Gardens
Extended Galleries, Including the Infamous Madame De Pompadour series, as well as these two lovely editions filled with imagery, history and personal reflection about courtesan and concubine living. 

New Expanded Galleries
Historical Recreation: Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire
Historical Recreation: The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot
Strawberry Coquette's Pin-Up Picnic 
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Each gallery includes historical references, insight from the artist herself as well as passionate tributes to the Old World and The New.
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​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​Behind The Iron Gates of The Scarlet Gardens
The iron gates are waiting for you to turn the key, all you need is one secret password and entry into my world of dark decadence and sensual delight is yours for eternity.

The Scarlet Gardens is Expanding
From tawdry tales of salacious escapades experienced and lived most extensively by Mistress Bella BloodLust to a profound future book (listed below). 
If you haven't already subscribed to The Scarlet Gardens, now is the time to do it. From Fetish Chronicles to Old World Erotic Escapades, The Scarlet Garden awaits.
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​Present Novels In The Works:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
​Halloween 2018

Preparing Formatting for Publication
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​​​​​​​​Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
Blog Available Now! 
Book Coming Soon


The Expanded Unveiling of the year Two Thousand and Sixteen:
Exclusive Access Into My World: 

As the previous year has been primarily focused upon creating a world all my own, building from the ivy clad earth a beautiful palace of decadence and old world charm, I've seen so many places to expand upon my creations in the form of erotic expression that is as old as time and passion itself, over the coming months you will have access too erotic literature, including a book of short stories that have never been read before, expanded cosplay and fetish galleries, the more exposure I've received worldwide has opened up a floodgate of creative extraordinaire s to work with and collaborate with for your pleasure and mostly mine.

​As I've found a desire, a thirst and hunger to translate what the dark velvet world has meant to me for so many years now into workshops, classes, video tutorials and a world filled with lifestyle, fashion and a personal diary from the boudoir of Mistress Belladonna herself, those that seek dark ascension will truly find their sinful salvation behind the iron gates of The Scarlet Gardens. 

​La Maison BloodLust is expanding headquarters the private connoisseur will be pleased to enjoy access to  more regularly published Videos, Personal Interviews, Published Literature, Music and So Much More, arrive over the coming days and
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​​As you follow your curiosity find the Iron gate, take the Key and unlock the ivy-clad wooden door, immerse yourself in my sacred world of dark decadent ecstasy and lose yourself in passion, pleasure, and old world charm from the one and only ​
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Bella BloodLust.
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​​​​​​News & Events

​What enticing and at times scantily clad findings you can expect to see over the coming months at BellaBloodLustHQ. From the metaphysical and spiritually educational, to the more profoundly deep experiences offered from behind the veil of the velvet underground of pleasure and pain, there's something here for everyone, 
including exclusive behind the scenes access to local events, and community organized soirees that truly help those surviving to thrive in the Old World and the New Modern Era. 

Archive: 
Esbats
Feminism The Next Generation  
Homesteading  
Metaphysical Terminology 
Rubenesque Revolution
Rogue Festival Rundown
Steampunk Lifestyle 
Twin Flames
Vegan Organic Lifestyle
 

Strawberry Coquette:
A History of Courtesans, Concubines, Queens and Parisian Pastries 

The Scarlet Gardens:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters in Madmen 
 {Coming Halloween 2018}

Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
{Blog: Active in The Scarlet Gardens}
{Book: Coming Soon}

Dark Steam Ascension: Steampunk Lifestyle 
Origins of Dark Ascension: BDSM
Underworld Club Scene Politics 

News & Events:
Shadows Into Light Workshops & Classes Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Self Esteem Movement
Psychic Bella & The Scarlet Gardens Merchandise Debut
RM Gillmore & Psychic Bella

​The Illusive Bella BloodLust
Old World Goddess in The Modern Era

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​​​​​From endless projects, a nomadic disposition in life and the constant change of addresses and having little to no transportation beyond Lyft and Public Transportation many might consider me a hermit but truly, I'm just busy. 

Life's swift pace is often much faster than the resources I have available to me in this ever fluctuating economy and being solely on an artists income has it's own set of challenges and financial limitations. It's not that I don't want to be out more, socializing, attending shows, events and seeing friends at festivals, it's just difficult to afford it. 

I assumed by now I'd have my degree and a decent income to rely on as well as a full time job in victimology while doubling my major and pursuing more psychic detective work, but sadly the current chaotic climate of higher education has prevented me and so many others from ever obtaining a degree. Without family, friends or even strangers donating money to ensure that the additional expenses of just going to school are provided I truly even as a former Dean's List Student can no longer afford to pursue higher education in my country so as of now that additional income is also gone. 

From bio-film documentaries, expanding workshops and classes to regional retreats and finishing the publication process of a collection of short horror stories and socializing with friends in Tower District for Karaoke Tuesdays and Ohh Pop Thursdays along with Art Hop I find myself quite busy pursuing and capturing my wildest dreams and to share them with so many wonderful friends and lovers too well I honestly admit life couldn't possibly get better than this, but I'm more than willing to embrace it if it want's to throw in some surprises. Like starring in commercials and being hired by local media firms to expand our horizons?! Who knew life could continue to be so damn inspiring? From photoshoots, teaching bondage and lifestyle classes, to being booked for photography and tarot parties life feels amazing and I intend on making each moment of it count.

Roadtrips, preferably by dear friends and loved ones who desire to abduct me are always on my radar, as well as many other countless and creative ways to have fun on the fly and cheap. So please reach out, know that I'm busy but always willing to make time for those who desire to share adventures of any kind with so long as it's in the old world bohemia that we all share and love. ​
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​Transforming Goals Into
​"Dreams Come True"

​​​​​When Life Has Other Plans: 
​​​​​​​​Lets start with Goals & Dreams, Since 2008, I've been known as Psychic Bella, founding Shadows into Light Spiritual Services has truly been the real life experience needed to continue honing my psychic abilities, helping those in the valley and all over the world seek a higher quality of living and truly transforming from the inside out has given me a taste of my future. 
In 2013 I even went back to school, college even and was a regular in the criminology and anthropology departments well known for being one of the very few multi-generational shamans in classes was always a treat providing additional perspective to textbooks and professors.
Unfortunately that road ended in 2016 without the dual degree promised by the institution of higher education and now I look forward to seeing what opportunities open up to illuminate my direction on my path as this one no longer can be continued without massive amounts of income generated in a ridiculously short span of time. At least I can take what I've learned thus far and apply it to the world and continued work that I fulfill for spiritual clients worldwide as Psychic-Shaman Bella.
Where the road or the winds take me as of now nobody truly knows, but I do know that I embrace what this new future holds with open arms, a open heart and courage and strength in resolve that I never could imagine truly owning fully as myself this my thirtieth year of life on this planet. This in no way changes my abilities to be a shaman and psychic detective, it just allows the universe to show me a more alternative route to continuing my work solving cold cases regardless of how much more arduous the paperwork process still is without credentials being able to put my clients at rest and to provide their families with any semblance of closure is truly what this specific path in my life is all about. As they say "Where there's a will, there's a way." ​

Letting Go Of Pipe Dreams to Manifest Captured Reality: 
When one door opens another closes, and if the doors of perception were ultimately cleansed everything would appear to man as it is; infinite. This year has been remarkably enlightening, having the door shut on love last autumn to open the doors again to the possibilities of self love and being a hopeful romantic is honestly something I never thought would or could happen for me but the universe and perhaps me before I even arrived here in this life had other plans. 

As for now my focus is growing where I'm planted and appreciating each and every flower and star seed that's come into my life this profound year in endlessly mystical ways. From the friends I met in strange places while I was homeless that have now become my wolf pack and soul tribe with endless love and support to the profound men I've met this year that have really sparked my cynical and jaded heart into believing that love really does exist on this planet the way we'd always hoped it would arrive. If anything now just taking time to heal, focus on growth and rebirth and being there during others most transformational times has been the deepest honor bestowed on this pagan shaman soul. This however doesn't prevent me from letting ideas like tiny houses and native american land granted communes from being in my future, as well as traveling worldwide as a professional house sitter, but as for now, this year at least. I think focusing on my garden entirely and enjoying all that's blossoming here and just over the fence nearby with an incredible man that has captured much more than my interest to be the core of manifesting goals and dreams into ultimate reality. 
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​Evolution of The Red Queen's Empire:

​Businesses: ​​​​
Currently as Psychic Bella I'm truly busy 7 days a week, I currently accept appointments on Weekends only, for in-person spiritual bookings and online ones for international clients. I intend on keeping my Phone/Email inquiries open from Mondays through Fridays to ensure that weekend bookings are solidified and that clients are able to make decisive actions towards the betterment of their lives, as they say Carpe Diem, this is the theme of 2016; and following up with all that has been created and destroyed is by far the theme for 2017. 

​The rest of the time my energy is shared between writing multiple books, maintaining my empire, planning soirees with and for the Gaslamp Society and assisting my love in our mutual dreams and business pursuits. This is why advanced planning is needed for social outings and even Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Bookings, as the months and seasons change so does my traveling gypsy soul, and I'm truly needed out there in the big world so please join us and enjoy the ever changing and prosperous scenery. Besides these pursuits I have my enjoyable times as Writer, Model, Artist, Siren, & Performance Artist, these times are few and far in between but as time goes by and opportunity knocks I'm grateful when good health is along with me to pursue these dreams. I'll be most focused this Autumn in building my repertoire for Burlesque, it's long overdue and my soul longs to be in the spotlight once more. 

As many find ways to earn additional incomes in this difficult economy, I've recently looked into professional house, pet and car sitting opening up opportunities for both a more stable life financially speaking, while also having the chance to travel the world without having to save funds for a hotel or other additional costs that come with it. So on top of all of the endless projects and jobs I already have this too is now a huge focus in life, if you want to build a savings, one must push forward in all directions. 

​New Business - The Grand Opening Of: 
Strawberry Coquette's Wild Bohemian Patisserie 
As I approached my 3 year Vegan Anniversary I found myself elated to expand my personal baking business into a legitimate side-business; for over two years now I've been perfecting and concocting the most profoundly delicious vegan desserts and have even now expanded to Gluten Free, Raw, Paleo-Vegan Friendly Desserts! After receiving serve-safe certification in food courses to ensure that I know how to conduct a healthy and food safe kitchen I found that having all of these incredible, healthy and dietary restriction friendly recipes to be too good not to share! After many compliments and encouraging words from friends, family and even complete strangers that are 1000% against desserts without dairy, eggs or animal products tell me that my baked goods are the best thing they've ever tried, I've decided to turn my top recipes list into a menu for an at-home place to order bakery prepared and shared by your's truly; Strawberry Vixen. As much as I intended to have this venture up and off the ground before Winter, unfortunately a few business related investments are needed to ensure that my decadent vegan treats are served fresh to you at the highest quality possible. So hopefully by Summers arrival a cute little pastry cart pushed by Strawberry Coquette herself will be wandering around Tower District to tease and tantalize those who crave a taste of Paris. New Spring Menu Items have just been added, why not stop by my cafe and indulge in a bit of France. ​

Health:
As of April 7th a day after my 29th Birthday, I received a full report and cancer remission status for Cushing's Syndrome. A brain tumor that tried to kill me but lost it's battle to the wonderful world of holistic medicine known as medical marijuana. If it wasn't for stumbling upon my twin flame and trusting that his dedication to medicine was true I honestly wouldn't be here writing this right now, I was given a 6 month prognosis for living and was preparing my funeral at the tender age of 23. I'm astounded to say not only has my tumor gone completely into remission, but my immune system is better than it was before cancer and so is the rest of my health that was just finalized and cleared by every single one of my follow-up cancer specialists. So basically I'm like a bombshell version of deadpool, watch out world it's going to get crazy fun from here. 
I'm back!

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​​​​​​​Until We Meet Again...

​From transforming journals and sketch pads into the foundations of my novel, while editing and constructing another that's soon to be released for erotic horror readers to enjoy, to finishing the final touches on BellaBloodLust HQ to ensuring a place to work, create, brainstorm and vision board can take place to turn dreams into legacy and living breathing reality.

​I celebrate The Rubenesque Revolution, and relish in the progress, projects and creative pursuits that have taken place successfully thus far while further fires burn in the hearth of my sensual and spiritual home to brew and simmer over the golden months of late spring, carnal scarlet summer and dark and sumptuous autumn. In the midst of creative stirrings as the dawning of a new age and new year arrive here in this world and my very own home I frolic and feast to the fullest embracing life in all its horror and divinity.

There's so much more to get your fill in the menagerie of places I've created for one and all to enjoy. I look forward to your inquiries, your contributions and suggestions and for those who are already well entertained, buckle up for a very wild ride; adorned in wild roses and thorns what else my darling? 
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For this world and those we create are filled with both pleasure and pain in equal measure and as for me I relish in this silver spoon and feast on the oysters that have been left out freshly harvested for this adventurous feline. 


​Thank you eternally for your support and for those that desire to tear it apart, I look forward to watching the Old World burn down with you inside as The New Golden Age of Humanity is finally here. 

Long Live The Scarlet Queen 

Toujours Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust 
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The March Newsletter

3/1/2018

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Il est temps de mettre vos talons et de laisser entrer le soleil ...
It's time to kick up your heels and let the sunshine in...

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Comme l'aube du printemps est là pour rester!
As the dawn of Spring is here to stay!​

As the glorious dawn of springtime can be felt upon my sun-kissed porcelain skin, I look around glowing realizing that every dream I have chased for so long this past season has been captured. I've never been surrounded by so many amazing people, inspiring souls and wonderfully talented artists working together effortlessly to revive the golden age of humanity and old world bohemia into existence during these often dark and tumultuous times. 

I've found for years now and when looking back throughout history that these ebbs and flows in chaos and destruction in the world and societies around us is a very common place circumstance. As well as it is for those of us who are light bearer's in this world and plane of existence to search, seek, connect and remind those who worry and who are plagued by fear what the true meanings to life and just simply being alive means in all it's glorious and dawning potential. As the arrival of Ostara heralds continues to welcome the illumination into one's life in the dawn of spring's arrival we together find reasons to reach out to those we love dearly and to remind them of the incredible impact they've had in our lives or even just in this past year that felt like a decade's worth of spiritual ascension and primordial evolution. 

As I'm currently on the road traveling and capturing dreams and marking off profound memories off my bucket lists today in the carpool bus with my comedian friends as they're ready to perform live at The Comedy Store in Hollywood I realize that life is truly what we choose to make it. I choose each day to live this glorious adventure to the fullest and on the roughest days remind myself in the words of Bill Hicks that it really is just a ride. From breaking curses and hexes to having my entire world leveled to rubble that made WWI, WWII and Korea and Vietnam combined look like a walk in the park just last March, I realize just how bad life can be with the wrong people, or creatures from other planets in this case particularly. And it's been a wonderful life lesson to find myself, my tribe and a profound love that for now at least will be kept in the silken sheets of my boudoir and revealed later when and if we choose to go public with such a passionate connection that's truly swept me off my feet and kept me focused on what rare gifts mean the most on this planet of chaos and turmoil. 

It's love; sweet glorious, eternal and even debaucherous Love. 

Drink the Wine, Pray to the God of All and Let the World be The World. 

Remember this moment and live it to the fullest of it's potential and yours and keep doing that all year long and see where you are this New Year's Eve. You just might capture every single dream you always hoped would come true and even find a few new one's waiting just for you that you never expected in your wildest fantasies. 

Toujours Sanglante, 
Bella BloodLust 

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​​​​​​In the Autumn of the year two thousand and sixteen after twelve arduous years of blood, sweat and corpses; I gave birth to:

A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen

 
A book that's taken me nearly a decade to complete with the brilliant help and collaboration of real life monsters and madmen. Monsters and madmen who I fell head over heels in love with, who captured me and who released me long before their dark urges buried me in the garden to grow among the wild flowers. 

As the eighth great bastard grandniece of Mary Shelley; and Lord Byron; I am more than in awe of reading the linked article to see that she published her book Frankenstein exactly 200 years before I finished this very novel of erotic tales of horror. It's as if her blood still flows through these eccentric veins breathing new life into me, fueling a frenzy to follow the course that I have always envisioned since I was in my youth. 

From formatting and finding artists submit dark creations into this project a midst preparing for publication to contacting creative genius friends for book trailers; and hopefully in the end to manifest book tours and horror conventions, I desire to bring this old world of horrors back into this new golden era la bohemia. For the love of Gothic romance and vicious homicidal erotica will always go well paired with a warm glass of sensual... blood. 

To those who I have loved and lost and to those dear friends near and far who have flown to my hearts aid in my deepest time of need and to my gypsy tribe family. Thank you for being here to support me along the way; or teaching me profound lessons in life before making your otherwise morbidly cruel exit out of my existence.

A Tribute to the Monsters and Madmen:
For those who helped me create this book, if you are reading this, thank you for sharing your madness. I cannot wait to share what we have created together over a decade of carnage and carnality. 

As it's taking me quite longer than expected to transform words into formatted books for kindle, hardback and audio book publication I do appreciate your eternal and undying support to writers and authors everywhere as this is truly the back breaking and spine tingling moments that we live for in this world, to have the honor and privilege of sharing our dark creations with you curious reader. 

Coming to The World Stage October 31st, 2018:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
by Bella BloodLust 
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 Bella BloodLust's Author Page 
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​​​​​Bella BloodLust News

​In previous years you've seen Bella BloodLust at conventions and in the buff for fine art rubenesque model lovers to indulge in near and far. In addition to adding a new set to my modeling portfolio I do admit I have a lot of sensual surprises coming to the world stage this year. 

From Burlesque Debuts this Spring to traveling the country to attend to those who prefer the dark arts of whips and chains at NYC's infamous Pandora's Box, I have to admit I might not be modeling in historical iconography until sometime next year unless the god's grant me some serious cash flow but I will have plenty of sensual things to keep you enthralled until further notice. 

But that isn't to say that I don't have many sets in mind just waiting to be captured by a lethal crew and talented photographers that I'm grateful to be working with and alongside since September of last year. As my sights are set on publishing my book of horrorotica this Halloween I do hope you stick around for the 3 ring circus and one woman show. I assure you my pets, I'm just getting started. 

Long Live The Rubenesque Revolution!
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​​For those who have yet to find themselves formally introduced to Madame De Pompadour, Milonia Caesconia Empress Consort of Rome, Strawberry Coquette & The Iconic Mama Cass Elliot, perhaps your naughty and curious fingers will wander over each image to find yourself in a world unlike any other? 

For those who have missed the intoxicating allure of old world mistress Bella BloodLust, I'm elated to share my new series with you entitled "A Gothic Study in Scarlet" or "La Maison BloodLust". It was a sheer pleasure to collaborate and work with such an incredible visionary, friend and one hell of a boss. I'm not only proud to work for him but honored to work with and for him. If you'd like to book him for photography or cinematic film production, click here. 


If you just can't leave without a memento of your time spent with moi, I'm more than elated to share this wonderfully sumptuous collection that will continue to expand with more decadent goddesses for you to worship, that will be arriving over the coming weeks of this glorious new year. Enjoy celebrating the dawn of 2017 with something decadent from La Maison BloodLust and The Scarlet Gardens: 
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Other Collectible Gift Items: 

Madame De Pompadour's Ornament Collection
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Madame De Pompadour Luggage of Bookbag Tag 
Madame De Pompadour Magnet Collection 
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Madame De Pompadour Diary 
​Madame De Pompadour Cosmetics Bag
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Madame De Pompadours Wristlet Purse 
Rubenesque Revolution Jewelry Box
​Feline Disposition Jewelry Box 
Gentleman's Playing Cards 
Luscious Hindquarters Cigar Humidor
French Girl Cigar Humidor 

For Decadent Decor Might I Suggest:
Milonia Caesconia Pillow Collection 
The Scarlet Gardens Poster Collection ​​
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​​​​​​​​​​​​Noble Aspirations Inspired by Little Reinette 
Charity & Art Hop Auction In The Works...

As soon as possible it's been a dream and desire of mine, to have an art show which will also initiate a worldwide Rubenesque Revolution Charity & Worldwide Network to promote true health and Body Beautiful living.

In a world where anorexia, bulimia, depression, self-mutilation and more plague the beautiful psyche's of the divine feminine that walks in each of us on this beautiful earth, I desire to help, and inspire those to ascend such Western Ideological 
limitations to truly embrace Self-Love & Acceptance.

This will take place after I've added a few more shoots into my repertoire first and after a few more lusciously curved ladies join forces with me to debut their work and pursuits that coin the ambiance of The Rubenesque Revolution.

As all great and grand things take time to unfold stay tuned my darlings this show has truly just begun. If you're ready to be apart of this incredible opportunity, and are ready to join forces email me at: MistressBellaBloodLust@yahoo.com.
​If you're still working up the nerve and courage to be apart of such a revealing and progressive opportunity, stay tuned as I look forward to preparing The Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series and opening doors for women worldwide to embrace the curvaceous goddess that they truly are. 
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​​​​​​​​​​The Origins of The BloodSlayers: 
"After centuries wandering the Old World thirsting for blood and taming my inner demons, I've channeled my psychic forces and abilities to cross paths with those like me, who seek to transform the darkness they were left with into a productive career. When the descendant of Professor Van Helsing appeared in the form of Lydia St. Clair we stumbled into one another by predestined fate. She knew me as a brothel madame, former concubine and vampire dominatrix, in the frost covered hills of the Carpathian Mountains, seeking a bloodthirsty femme fatale to work alongside her against the allies of Vlad Dracul himself known only as "The B.L.O.O.D. 


In my spare time when I'm not assisting my lady in the good fight against darkness and evil, I travel the world by twilight in the guise of a horror-erotica writer, burlesque star, silk siren who whispers haunting ideas into my minions ears across the globe to entice men and women into falling victim in my seductive grasp. From inspiring the world with the Rubenesque Revolution to modeling in the realms of Fetish, Cosplay and Alternate History, there is only one velvet lined chair and three ring circus that could find itself embodied in the luscious curves of the one and only Bella BlooodLust." 
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The BloodSlayer's Comic Book - Trading Cards - Buttons - Posters 
Send Bella BloodLust to Comic-Con by Purchasing Red Skye World Comics Merchandise!

​Bella BloodLust Comic Lovers Gift Guide
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The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection 
The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection ***Collectors Edition***

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​​​​​Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services 
Temple & Archive
with Psychic Bella

​​Spring Hours:

In Person Appointments:
Weekends Only Saturdays & Sundays 12pm-Midnight

Skype, Email & Phone Appointments: 
Monday-Friday 12pm-8pm
**In Person Appointments & Emergencies Available upon Request**

It's been a pleasure to have my temple doors open worldwide twenty four hours a day, seven days a week for the previous few years, In 2012 I returned to school and had to reduce hours due to deadlines, projects in the works and life's demands in general, this hasn't changed since and I'll continue to provide the above hours for new and returning clients worldwide all season long, while also pursuing many of my personal projects and life's work. This also provides an opportunity for clients to be decisive with their self care and spiritual holistic health, as much as I do enjoy having the temple buzzing with new energies, I also prefer to not have cancelled appointments and precious time wasted when life is too short and I have so many dedicated clients that are more than ready to transform their life for the better, one page in their life book at at time. 

Thank you truly for the love and support and I do sincerely look forward to assisting you on this profound journey that is life. It's my spiritual honor to safely and compassionately provide compasses, maps and a guiding star towards your wildest dreams and practical future. 

Other Classes Debut & Workshops in Progress:
I've had numerous requests for Introduction to Psychic Protection, Introduction to Psychic Abilities, & Child Development for Sapphire, Indigo, Rainbow & Crystal Children for quite some time now, for those looking for Tai Chi with Animal Friends, visit the Featured Products section in The Old World Shoppe.

As more materials were required for thorough research purposes before I can complete the following workshops and classes until I can afford to do so these are currently on hold until further notice, but I'm positive that prosperity will change along with the winds and those materials needed will be easily required. 


The Rubenesque Revolution 
Workshop Series 

In addition to these wonderful classes I'm also in the process of developing a four class Self Esteem, Body & Sexuality Positive & Female Empowerment Workshop Series, that expands The Rubenesque Revolution to women locally and worldwide. The purpose is to gain invaluable insight, life changing exercises, assignments and group exercises to develop positive female relationships inside and outside the fourth generation wave of feminism. We must embrace the female goddess within and in turn embrace it in each and every single woman that is a walking goddess incarnate, whether she knows it or not. By engaging in a female gathering group workshop series that will expand your mind, body and soul to make room for self love, sacred femininity and sacred sexuality allows each and every one of us to bring about the next phase in human and female interpersonal ascension and global consciousness. By removing the stigmas, skewed viewpoints, and oppressive views of women worldwide we create the world we truly want to live in, the one that celebrates the beauty of woman in all her divine glory. This will be available as soon as additional materials are gathered for this incredibly special workshop series. 

Shadows Into Light Gift Guide ​
Psychic Bella Custom Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $25 Gift Certificate 
Psychic Bella $50 Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $75.00 Gift Certificate 
Psychic Bella $100.00 Gift Certificate ​​​​​​​​​
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​​​​​Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook
This magnificent cookbook was collaborated by the Fresno Pagan Pride Community as well as those kitchen witch pagans worldwide that desired to be a part of this profoundly special cookbook. It was originally created as my personal contribution to fundraising efforts for the local chapter of the national pagan movement, and as many locals and worldwide pagans have enjoyed the diverse, unique and endlessly ancient recipes found between the pages along with personal stories, tips for cooking and a rich history of pagan ways from the old world to the new, it's easy to see why it was Amazon.com's 2 year running title holder of Most Unique Cookbook on their entire site of delicious feast inspired books. For those of you that desire to learn more about pagan ways of life, or are looking for a special and new recipe that you want to surprise your friends and family with, can easily find and purchase this cookbook by following the link below. 

Please Note: that all proceeds now go directly to Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Temple & Archive to ensure clients receive the most updated and accurate forms of spiritual services available with the most accurate and updated equipment needed to ensure this takes places now and in the future. 
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Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook can be found, and purchased Here.

What Two Thousand Seventeen Has Waiting for You!
The Archive: 
For the daily spiritualist that desires to expand the richness of their life with spiritual diversity I welcome you to The Shadows Into Light Temple Archive

Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella Monthly Special 50% Off!
Don't forget to check out This Month's Special from Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella, each month a service or product is chosen at random and offered at half-price for those spiritualists in need on a very strict budget. 

Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella
Winter Hours: 

Mondays-Fridays: 12pm-8pm Phone, Email & Skype Appointments & Inquiries Only 
Weekends: 12pm-Midnight Booked Appointments Only 
By Appointment Only
***Walk In Appointments Unavailable; Unless you're an Actual "Walk-In"***


Available In Person, Skype, Email or Phone

Review Services, Classes & Workshops and Book Psychic Bella for an Individual or Group/Party Event Today!
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​​​​​​The Scarlet Gardens

​​​These gardens are filled with endless roses each bloody one covered in thorns but somehow managing to smell ever so sweet. Once plucked from the garden of life, each lesson, each experience that I have been honored and privileged to be apart of is shared endlessly within these pages...

The Scarlet Gardens invites your curiosity;
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​​The Decadent World Of The Scarlet Gardens
Extended Galleries, Including the Infamous Madame De Pompadour series, as well as these two lovely editions filled with imagery, history and personal reflection about courtesan and concubine living. 

New Expanded Galleries
Historical Recreation: Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire
Historical Recreation: The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot
Strawberry Coquette's Pin-Up Picnic 
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Each gallery includes historical references, insight from the artist herself as well as passionate tributes to the Old World and The New.
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​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​Behind The Iron Gates of The Scarlet Gardens
The iron gates are waiting for you to turn the key, all you need is one secret password and entry into my world of dark decadence and sensual delight is yours for eternity.

The Scarlet Gardens is Expanding
From tawdry tales of salacious escapades experienced and lived most extensively by Mistress Bella BloodLust to a profound future book (listed below). 
If you haven't already subscribed to The Scarlet Gardens, now is the time to do it. From Fetish Chronicles to Old World Erotic Escapades, The Scarlet Garden awaits.
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​​​​​Present Novels In The Works:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
​Halloween 2018

Preparing Formatting for Publication ​​
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​​​​​​​Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
Blog Available Now! 
Book Coming Soon


The Expanded Unveiling of the year Two Thousand and Sixteen:
Exclusive Access Into My World: 

As the previous year has been primarily focused upon creating a world all my own, building from the ivy clad earth a beautiful palace of decadence and old world charm, I've seen so many places to expand upon my creations in the form of erotic expression that is as old as time and passion itself, over the coming months you will have access too erotic literature, including a book of short stories that have never been read before, expanded cosplay and fetish galleries, the more exposure I've received worldwide has opened up a floodgate of creative extraordinaire s to work with and collaborate with for your pleasure and mostly mine.

​As I've found a desire, a thirst and hunger to translate what the dark velvet world has meant to me for so many years now into workshops, classes, video tutorials and a world filled with lifestyle, fashion and a personal diary from the boudoir of Mistress Belladonna herself, those that seek dark ascension will truly find their sinful salvation behind the iron gates of The Scarlet Gardens. 

​La Maison BloodLust is expanding headquarters the private connoisseur will be pleased to enjoy access to  more regularly published Videos, Personal Interviews, Published Literature, Music and So Much More, arrive over the coming days and
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​As you follow your curiosity find the Iron gate, take the Key and unlock the ivy-clad wooden door, immerse yourself in my sacred world of dark decadent ecstasy and lose yourself in passion, pleasure, and old world charm from the one and only ​
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Bella BloodLust.
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​​​​​News & Events

​What enticing and at times scantily clad findings you can expect to see over the coming months at BellaBloodLustHQ. From the metaphysical and spiritually educational, to the more profoundly deep experiences offered from behind the veil of the velvet underground of pleasure and pain, there's something here for everyone, 
including exclusive behind the scenes access to local events, and community organized soirees that truly help those surviving to thrive in the Old World and the New Modern Era. 

Archive: 
Esbats
Feminism The Next Generation  
Homesteading  
Metaphysical Terminology 
Rubenesque Revolution
Rogue Festival Rundown
Steampunk Lifestyle 
Twin Flames
Vegan Organic Lifestyle
 

Strawberry Coquette:
A History of Courtesans, Concubines, Queens and Parisian Pastries 

The Scarlet Gardens:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters in Madmen 
 {Coming Halloween 2018}

Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
{Blog: Active in The Scarlet Gardens}
{Book: Coming Soon}

Dark Steam Ascension: Steampunk Lifestyle 
Origins of Dark Ascension: BDSM
Underworld Club Scene Politics 

News & Events:
Shadows Into Light Workshops & Classes Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Self Esteem Movement
Psychic Bella & The Scarlet Gardens Merchandise Debut
RM Gillmore & Psychic Bella

​The Illusive Bella BloodLust
Old World Goddess in The Modern Era

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​​​​From endless projects, a nomadic disposition in life and the constant change of addresses and having little to no transportation beyond Lyft and Public Transportation many might consider me a hermit but truly, I'm just busy. 

Life's swift pace is often much faster than the resources I have available to me in this ever fluctuating economy and being solely on an artists income has it's own set of challenges and financial limitations. It's not that I don't want to be out more, socializing, attending shows, events and seeing friends at festivals, it's just difficult to afford it. 

I assumed by now I'd have my degree and a decent income to rely on as well as a full time job in victimology while doubling my major and pursuing more psychic detective work, but sadly the current chaotic climate of higher education has prevented me and so many others from ever obtaining a degree. Without family, friends or even strangers donating money to ensure that the additional expenses of just going to school are provided I truly even as a former Dean's List Student can no longer afford to pursue higher education in my country so as of now that additional income is also gone. 

From bio-film documentaries, expanding workshops and classes to regional retreats and finishing the publication process of a collection of short horror stories and socializing with friends in Tower District for Karaoke Tuesdays and Ohh Pop Thursdays along with Art Hop I find myself quite busy pursuing and capturing my wildest dreams and to share them with so many wonderful friends and lovers too well I honestly admit life couldn't possibly get better than this, but I'm more than willing to embrace it if it want's to throw in some surprises. Like starring in commercials and being hired by local media firms to expand our horizons?! Who knew life could continue to be so damn inspiring? From photoshoots, teaching bondage and lifestyle classes, to being booked for photography and tarot parties life feels amazing and I intend on making each moment of it count.

Roadtrips, preferably by dear friends and loved ones who desire to abduct me are always on my radar, as well as many other countless and creative ways to have fun on the fly and cheap. So please reach out, know that I'm busy but always willing to make time for those who desire to share adventures of any kind with so long as it's in the old world bohemia that we all share and love. ​
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​​​​​​Transforming Goals Into
​"Dreams Come True"

​​​​​When Life Has Other Plans: 
​​​​​​​​Lets start with Goals & Dreams, Since 2008, I've been known as Psychic Bella, founding Shadows into Light Spiritual Services has truly been the real life experience needed to continue honing my psychic abilities, helping those in the valley and all over the world seek a higher quality of living and truly transforming from the inside out has given me a taste of my future. 
In 2013 I even went back to school, college even and was a regular in the criminology and anthropology departments well known for being one of the very few multi-generational shamans in classes was always a treat providing additional perspective to textbooks and professors.
Unfortunately that road ended in 2016 without the dual degree promised by the institution of higher education and now I look forward to seeing what opportunities open up to illuminate my direction on my path as this one no longer can be continued without massive amounts of income generated in a ridiculously short span of time. At least I can take what I've learned thus far and apply it to the world and continued work that I fulfill for spiritual clients worldwide as Psychic-Shaman Bella.
Where the road or the winds take me as of now nobody truly knows, but I do know that I embrace what this new future holds with open arms, a open heart and courage and strength in resolve that I never could imagine truly owning fully as myself this my thirtieth year of life on this planet. This in no way changes my abilities to be a shaman and psychic detective, it just allows the universe to show me a more alternative route to continuing my work solving cold cases regardless of how much more arduous the paperwork process still is without credentials being able to put my clients at rest and to provide their families with any semblance of closure is truly what this specific path in my life is all about. As they say "Where there's a will, there's a way." ​

Letting Go Of Pipe Dreams to Manifest Captured Reality: 
When one door opens another closes, and if the doors of perception were ultimately cleansed everything would appear to man as it is; infinite. This year has been remarkably enlightening, having the door shut on love last autumn to open the doors again to the possibilities of self love and being a hopeful romantic is honestly something I never thought would or could happen for me but the universe and perhaps me before I even arrived here in this life had other plans. 

As for now my focus is growing where I'm planted and appreciating each and every flower and star seed that's come into my life this profound year in endlessly mystical ways. From the friends I met in strange places while I was homeless that have now become my wolf pack and soul tribe with endless love and support to the profound men I've met this year that have really sparked my cynical and jaded heart into believing that love really does exist on this planet the way we'd always hoped it would arrive. If anything now just taking time to heal, focus on growth and rebirth and being there during others most transformational times has been the deepest honor bestowed on this pagan shaman soul. This however doesn't prevent me from letting ideas like tiny houses and native american land granted communes from being in my future, as well as traveling worldwide as a professional house sitter, but as for now, this year at least. I think focusing on my garden entirely and enjoying all that's blossoming here and just over the fence nearby with an incredible man that has captured much more than my interest to be the core of manifesting goals and dreams into ultimate reality. 
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​Evolution of The Red Queen's Empire:

​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​Businesses: ​​​​
Currently as Psychic Bella I'm truly busy 7 days a week, I currently accept appointments on Weekends only, for in-person spiritual bookings and online ones for international clients. I intend on keeping my Phone/Email inquiries open from Mondays through Fridays to ensure that weekend bookings are solidified and that clients are able to make decisive actions towards the betterment of their lives, as they say Carpe Diem, this is the theme of 2016; and following up with all that has been created and destroyed is by far the theme for 2017. 

​The rest of the time my energy is shared between writing multiple books, maintaining my empire, planning soirees with and for the Gaslamp Society and assisting my love in our mutual dreams and business pursuits. This is why advanced planning is needed for social outings and even Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Bookings, as the months and seasons change so does my traveling gypsy soul, and I'm truly needed out there in the big world so please join us and enjoy the ever changing and prosperous scenery. Besides these pursuits I have my enjoyable times as Writer, Model, Artist, Siren, & Performance Artist, these times are few and far in between but as time goes by and opportunity knocks I'm grateful when good health is along with me to pursue these dreams. I'll be most focused this Autumn in building my repertoire for Burlesque, it's long overdue and my soul longs to be in the spotlight once more. 

As many find ways to earn additional incomes in this difficult economy, I've recently looked into professional house, pet and car sitting opening up opportunities for both a more stable life financially speaking, while also having the chance to travel the world without having to save funds for a hotel or other additional costs that come with it. So on top of all of the endless projects and jobs I already have this too is now a huge focus in life, if you want to build a savings, one must push forward in all directions. 

​New Business - The Grand Opening Of: 
Strawberry Coquette's Wild Bohemian Patisserie 
As I approached my 3 year Vegan Anniversary I found myself elated to expand my personal baking business into a legitimate side-business; for over two years now I've been perfecting and concocting the most profoundly delicious vegan desserts and have even now expanded to Gluten Free, Raw, Paleo-Vegan Friendly Desserts! After receiving serve-safe certification in food courses to ensure that I know how to conduct a healthy and food safe kitchen I found that having all of these incredible, healthy and dietary restriction friendly recipes to be too good not to share! After many compliments and encouraging words from friends, family and even complete strangers that are 1000% against desserts without dairy, eggs or animal products tell me that my baked goods are the best thing they've ever tried, I've decided to turn my top recipes list into a menu for an at-home place to order bakery prepared and shared by your's truly; Strawberry Vixen. As much as I intended to have this venture up and off the ground before Winter, unfortunately a few business related investments are needed to ensure that my decadent vegan treats are served fresh to you at the highest quality possible. So hopefully by Summers arrival a cute little pastry cart pushed by Strawberry Coquette herself will be wandering around Tower District to tease and tantalize those who crave a taste of Paris. New Spring Menu Items have just been added, why not stop by my cafe and indulge in a bit of France. ​

Health:
As of April 7th a day after my 29th Birthday, I received a full report and cancer remission status for Cushing's Syndrome. A brain tumor that tried to kill me but lost it's battle to the wonderful world of holistic medicine known as medical marijuana. If it wasn't for stumbling upon my twin flame and trusting that his dedication to medicine was true I honestly wouldn't be here writing this right now, I was given a 6 month prognosis for living and was preparing my funeral at the tender age of 23. I'm astounded to say not only has my tumor gone completely into remission, but my immune system is better than it was before cancer and so is the rest of my health that was just finalized and cleared by every single one of my follow-up cancer specialists. So basically I'm like a bombshell version of deadpool, watch out world it's going to get crazy fun from here. 
I'm back!

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​​​​​​Until We Meet Again...

​From transforming journals and sketch pads into the foundations of my novel, while editing and constructing another that's soon to be released for erotic horror readers to enjoy, to finishing the final touches on BellaBloodLust HQ to ensuring a place to work, create, brainstorm and vision board can take place to turn dreams into legacy and living breathing reality.

​I celebrate The Rubenesque Revolution, and relish in the progress, projects and creative pursuits that have taken place successfully thus far while further fires burn in the hearth of my sensual and spiritual home to brew and simmer over the golden months of late spring, carnal scarlet summer and dark and sumptuous autumn. In the midst of creative stirrings as the dawning of a new age and new year arrive here in this world and my very own home I frolic and feast to the fullest embracing life in all its horror and divinity.

There's so much more to get your fill in the menagerie of places I've created for one and all to enjoy. I look forward to your inquiries, your contributions and suggestions and for those who are already well entertained, buckle up for a very wild ride; adorned in wild roses and thorns what else my darling? 
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For this world and those we create are filled with both pleasure and pain in equal measure and as for me I relish in this silver spoon and feast on the oysters that have been left out freshly harvested for this adventurous feline. 


​Thank you eternally for your support and for those that desire to tear it apart, I look forward to watching the Old World burn down with you inside as The New Golden Age of Humanity is finally here. 

Long Live The Scarlet Queen 

Toujours Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust 
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The February Newsletter

2/1/2018

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Il est temps de carpe diem et de capturer vos rêves...
It's time to carpe diem and capture your dreams...

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Ainsi dit le mode de vie indulgent du libertin
​So says the indulgent lifestyle of the libertine

Ahhh, the old world life of truth, beauty, freedom and love adorns that of this burlesque queen who lives her life like the libertine. Doing whatever, whomever, whenever I want I do admit has become quite the salaciously seductive color of crimson on my porcelain flesh. 

The life of the bohemian may not be for everybody. But for this artist, writer, burlesque siren, moonlighting dominatrix and empire builder of the new golden age of humanity I do admit that finally at long last it's starting to feel as if this courtesan has once again transported herself back to Belle Epoch Paris France. 

As we see the oppressive toxicity that's built itself up into optimal levels for authoritarianism and dictatorships in the midst of dystopian democracy, more writers, artists, musicians, poets, dancers, singers and visionaries are heeding the call deep within their introverted souls to find the courage needed to step outside themselves even for just a night or performance to share with the world what the world needs now most from us creative hermits...

A reason to keep on dreaming and believing. 

For many have handed off their torches for the choice of denying the present era we're all faced with by placating to alcoholism, addiction and depression wondering why their lives aren't moving forward or in any furthered direction at all. But for those who seek the path of enlightenment, the long road down the path of the great work that we all must do alone; or choose to accept the blatant consequences that come along with lack of self care, self love or personal growth and development.

Those of us who choose to apply freewill to dreams and manifesting them into reality are suddenly alive in the midst of such darkness realizing that against all odds that we've done it and we will continue each day down the road in life to take the first step to one of many thousands that will drive us miles and miles into the future and towards a life shared with joy, love, support and a network of visionaries that are here in full understanding. Who know that hard work is what is required for anybody even those of us living our wildest and most incredible dreams each day that we're alive. 

To those of you who I see making healthy lifestyle changes by eradicating toxic people from your life, by choosing to let go of unhealthy working relationships and old bad habits that left you hungover on food as much as wine and social exhaustion placated by the petty dramas of those who whine and complain versus those of us who wake up early to work out and eat a healthy breakfast long before the sun ever rises.

​I see your progress and effort, your endless transformations and your ability to stay strong and disciplined on your self chosen path to greatness. I am in awe of your strength and inspired to keep treading along my own solitary path in life currently. Knowing fully that we are together hand in hand spiritually evolving into the beings with the highest potential to share and support one another and the greater good of all humanity as altruism really isn't out of fashion. Neither is kindness, compassion, love and endless support to those causes, movements and people who are truly making the world a better place. 

As I awaken each day to the sun rising into my kitchen, I find myself inspired to great the day with music, singing songs that I will perform live this very night that you're reading this newsletter right now in fact. Followed by an intense workout to tone, shape and keep my cardio up for live singing and dancing I embrace each day with a homemade breakfast of organic food and the purest juice this paradise and world has to offer. 

In the midst of rainy days and overcast foggy afternoon's my fingers create a maddening song of keys rattling on a keyboard finishing up all the fine details and minute minature writing projects that go into publishing a book and creating various expanded editions that will be released in time later this autumn on Halloween. 

As winter continues on and so many find reasons to give up. I commend those of us who are still grabbing life by the moment, seizing the day and capturing as many of these dreams and manifesting them into a greater reality for all each and every moment we're alive. You are my inspiration and you are what we need in this world now more than ever. Please even on your dark and somber days alone or lonely remember this. That I will always love your shine. 

Toujours Sanglante, 
Bella BloodLust 

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​​​​​In the Autumn of the year two thousand and sixteen after twelve arduous years of blood, sweat and corpses; I gave birth to:

A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen

 
A book that's taken me nearly a decade to complete with the brilliant help and collaboration of real life monsters and madmen. Monsters and madmen who I fell head over heels in love with, who captured me and who released me long before their dark urges buried me in the garden to grow among the wild flowers. 

As the eighth great bastard grandniece of Mary Shelley; and Lord Byron; I am more than in awe of reading the linked article to see that she published her book Frankenstein exactly 200 years before I finished this very novel of erotic tales of horror. It's as if her blood still flows through these eccentric veins breathing new life into me, fueling a frenzy to follow the course that I have always envisioned since I was in my youth. 

From formatting and finding artists submit dark creations into this project a midst preparing for publication to contacting creative genius friends for book trailers; and hopefully in the end to manifest book tours and horror conventions, I desire to bring this old world of horrors back into this new golden era la bohemia. For the love of Gothic romance and vicious homicidal erotica will always go well paired with a warm glass of sensual... blood. 

To those who I have loved and lost and to those dear friends near and far who have flown to my hearts aid in my deepest time of need and to my gypsy tribe family. Thank you for being here to support me along the way; or teaching me profound lessons in life before making your otherwise morbidly cruel exit out of my existence.

A Tribute to the Monsters and Madmen:
For those who helped me create this book, if you are reading this, thank you for sharing your madness. I cannot wait to share what we have created together over a decade of carnage and carnality. 

As it's taking me quite longer than expected to transform words into formatted books for kindle, hardback and audio book publication I do appreciate your eternal and undying support to writers and authors everywhere as this is truly the back breaking and spine tingling moments that we live for in this world, to have the honor and privilege of sharing our dark creations with you curious reader. 

Coming to The World Stage October 31st, 2018:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
by Bella BloodLust 
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 Bella BloodLust's Author Page 
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​​​​Bella BloodLust News

​In previous years you've seen Bella BloodLust at conventions and in the buff for fine art rubenesque model lovers to indulge in near and far. In addition to adding a new set to my modeling portfolio I do admit I have a lot of sensual surprises coming to the world stage this year. 

From Burlesque Debuts this Spring to traveling the country to attend to those who prefer the dark arts of whips and chains at NYC's infamous Pandora's Box, I have to admit I might not be modeling in historical iconography until sometime next year unless the god's grant me some serious cash flow but I will have plenty of sensual things to keep you enthralled until further notice. 

But that isn't to say that I don't have many sets in mind just waiting to be captured by a lethal crew and talented photographers that I'm grateful to be working with and alongside since September of last year. As my sights are set on publishing my book of horrorotica this Halloween I do hope you stick around for the 3 ring circus and one woman show. I assure you my pets, I'm just getting started. 

Long Live The Rubenesque Revolution!
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​For those who have yet to find themselves formally introduced to Madame De Pompadour, Milonia Caesconia Empress Consort of Rome, Strawberry Coquette & The Iconic Mama Cass Elliot, perhaps your naughty and curious fingers will wander over each image to find yourself in a world unlike any other? 

For those who have missed the intoxicating allure of old world mistress Bella BloodLust, I'm elated to share my new series with you entitled "A Gothic Study in Scarlet" or "La Maison BloodLust". It was a sheer pleasure to collaborate and work with such an incredible visionary, friend and one hell of a boss. I'm not only proud to work for him but honored to work with and for him. If you'd like to book him for photography or cinematic film production, click here. 


If you just can't leave without a memento of your time spent with moi, I'm more than elated to share this wonderfully sumptuous collection that will continue to expand with more decadent goddesses for you to worship, that will be arriving over the coming weeks of this glorious new year. Enjoy celebrating the dawn of 2017 with something decadent from La Maison BloodLust and The Scarlet Gardens: 
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Other Collectible Gift Items: 

Madame De Pompadour's Ornament Collection
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Madame De Pompadour Luggage of Bookbag Tag 
Madame De Pompadour Magnet Collection 
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Madame De Pompadour Diary 
​Madame De Pompadour Cosmetics Bag
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Madame De Pompadours Wristlet Purse 
Rubenesque Revolution Jewelry Box
​Feline Disposition Jewelry Box 
Gentleman's Playing Cards 
Luscious Hindquarters Cigar Humidor
French Girl Cigar Humidor 

For Decadent Decor Might I Suggest:
Milonia Caesconia Pillow Collection 
The Scarlet Gardens Poster Collection ​​
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​​​​​​​​​​​Noble Aspirations Inspired by Little Reinette 
Charity & Art Hop Auction In The Works...

As soon as possible it's been a dream and desire of mine, to have an art show which will also initiate a worldwide Rubenesque Revolution Charity & Worldwide Network to promote true health and Body Beautiful living.

In a world where anorexia, bulimia, depression, self-mutilation and more plague the beautiful psyche's of the divine feminine that walks in each of us on this beautiful earth, I desire to help, and inspire those to ascend such Western Ideological 
limitations to truly embrace Self-Love & Acceptance.

This will take place after I've added a few more shoots into my repertoire first and after a few more lusciously curved ladies join forces with me to debut their work and pursuits that coin the ambiance of The Rubenesque Revolution.

As all great and grand things take time to unfold stay tuned my darlings this show has truly just begun. If you're ready to be apart of this incredible opportunity, and are ready to join forces email me at: MistressBellaBloodLust@yahoo.com.
​If you're still working up the nerve and courage to be apart of such a revealing and progressive opportunity, stay tuned as I look forward to preparing The Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series and opening doors for women worldwide to embrace the curvaceous goddess that they truly are. 
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​​​​​​​​​The Origins of The BloodSlayers: 
"After centuries wandering the Old World thirsting for blood and taming my inner demons, I've channeled my psychic forces and abilities to cross paths with those like me, who seek to transform the darkness they were left with into a productive career. When the descendant of Professor Van Helsing appeared in the form of Lydia St. Clair we stumbled into one another by predestined fate. She knew me as a brothel madame, former concubine and vampire dominatrix, in the frost covered hills of the Carpathian Mountains, seeking a bloodthirsty femme fatale to work alongside her against the allies of Vlad Dracul himself known only as "The B.L.O.O.D. 


In my spare time when I'm not assisting my lady in the good fight against darkness and evil, I travel the world by twilight in the guise of a horror-erotica writer, burlesque star, silk siren who whispers haunting ideas into my minions ears across the globe to entice men and women into falling victim in my seductive grasp. From inspiring the world with the Rubenesque Revolution to modeling in the realms of Fetish, Cosplay and Alternate History, there is only one velvet lined chair and three ring circus that could find itself embodied in the luscious curves of the one and only Bella BlooodLust." 
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The BloodSlayer's Comic Book - Trading Cards - Buttons - Posters 
Send Bella BloodLust to Comic-Con by Purchasing Red Skye World Comics Merchandise!

​Bella BloodLust Comic Lovers Gift Guide
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The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection 
The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection ***Collectors Edition***

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​​​​Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services 
Temple & Archive
with Psychic Bella

​​Winter Hours:

In Person Appointments:
Weekends Only Saturdays & Sundays 12pm-Midnight

Skype, Email & Phone Appointments: 
Monday-Friday 12pm-8pm
**In Person Appointments & Emergencies Available upon Request**

It's been a pleasure to have my temple doors open worldwide twenty four hours a day, seven days a week for the previous few years, In 2012 I returned to school and had to reduce hours due to deadlines, projects in the works and life's demands in general, this hasn't changed since and I'll continue to provide the above hours for new and returning clients worldwide all season long, while also pursuing many of my personal projects and life's work. This also provides an opportunity for clients to be decisive with their self care and spiritual holistic health, as much as I do enjoy having the temple buzzing with new energies, I also prefer to not have cancelled appointments and precious time wasted when life is too short and I have so many dedicated clients that are more than ready to transform their life for the better, one page in their life book at at time. 

Thank you truly for the love and support and I do sincerely look forward to assisting you on this profound journey that is life. It's my spiritual honor to safely and compassionately provide compasses, maps and a guiding star towards your wildest dreams and practical future. 

Other Classes Debut & Workshops in Progress:
I've had numerous requests for Introduction to Psychic Protection, Introduction to Psychic Abilities, & Child Development for Sapphire, Indigo, Rainbow & Crystal Children for quite some time now, for those looking for Tai Chi with Animal Friends, visit the Featured Products section in The Old World Shoppe.

As more materials were required for thorough research purposes before I can complete the following workshops and classes until I can afford to do so these are currently on hold until further notice, but I'm positive that prosperity will change along with the winds and those materials needed will be easily required. 


The Rubenesque Revolution 
Workshop Series 

In addition to these wonderful classes I'm also in the process of developing a four class Self Esteem, Body & Sexuality Positive & Female Empowerment Workshop Series, that expands The Rubenesque Revolution to women locally and worldwide. The purpose is to gain invaluable insight, life changing exercises, assignments and group exercises to develop positive female relationships inside and outside the fourth generation wave of feminism. We must embrace the female goddess within and in turn embrace it in each and every single woman that is a walking goddess incarnate, whether she knows it or not. By engaging in a female gathering group workshop series that will expand your mind, body and soul to make room for self love, sacred femininity and sacred sexuality allows each and every one of us to bring about the next phase in human and female interpersonal ascension and global consciousness. By removing the stigmas, skewed viewpoints, and oppressive views of women worldwide we create the world we truly want to live in, the one that celebrates the beauty of woman in all her divine glory. This will be available as soon as additional materials are gathered for this incredibly special workshop series. 

Shadows Into Light Gift Guide ​
Psychic Bella Custom Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $25 Gift Certificate 
Psychic Bella $50 Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $75.00 Gift Certificate 
Psychic Bella $100.00 Gift Certificate ​​​​​​​​​
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​​​​Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook
This magnificent cookbook was collaborated by the Fresno Pagan Pride Community as well as those kitchen witch pagans worldwide that desired to be a part of this profoundly special cookbook. It was originally created as my personal contribution to fundraising efforts for the local chapter of the national pagan movement, and as many locals and worldwide pagans have enjoyed the diverse, unique and endlessly ancient recipes found between the pages along with personal stories, tips for cooking and a rich history of pagan ways from the old world to the new, it's easy to see why it was Amazon.com's 2 year running title holder of Most Unique Cookbook on their entire site of delicious feast inspired books. For those of you that desire to learn more about pagan ways of life, or are looking for a special and new recipe that you want to surprise your friends and family with, can easily find and purchase this cookbook by following the link below. 

Please Note: that all proceeds now go directly to Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Temple & Archive to ensure clients receive the most updated and accurate forms of spiritual services available with the most accurate and updated equipment needed to ensure this takes places now and in the future. 
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Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook can be found, and purchased Here.

What Two Thousand Seventeen Has Waiting for You!
The Archive: 
For the daily spiritualist that desires to expand the richness of their life with spiritual diversity I welcome you to The Shadows Into Light Temple Archive

Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella Monthly Special 50% Off!
Don't forget to check out This Month's Special from Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella, each month a service or product is chosen at random and offered at half-price for those spiritualists in need on a very strict budget. 

Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella
Winter Hours: 

Mondays-Fridays: 12pm-8pm Phone, Email & Skype Appointments & Inquiries Only 
Weekends: 12pm-Midnight Booked Appointments Only 
By Appointment Only
***Walk In Appointments Unavailable; Unless you're an Actual "Walk-In"***


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Review Services, Classes & Workshops and Book Psychic Bella for an Individual or Group/Party Event Today!
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​​​​​The Scarlet Gardens

​​These gardens are filled with endless roses each bloody one covered in thorns but somehow managing to smell ever so sweet. Once plucked from the garden of life, each lesson, each experience that I have been honored and privileged to be apart of is shared endlessly within these pages...

The Scarlet Gardens invites your curiosity;
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​The Decadent World Of The Scarlet Gardens
Extended Galleries, Including the Infamous Madame De Pompadour series, as well as these two lovely editions filled with imagery, history and personal reflection about courtesan and concubine living. 

New Expanded Galleries
Historical Recreation: Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire
Historical Recreation: The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot
Strawberry Coquette's Pin-Up Picnic 
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Each gallery includes historical references, insight from the artist herself as well as passionate tributes to the Old World and The New.
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​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​Behind The Iron Gates of The Scarlet Gardens
The iron gates are waiting for you to turn the key, all you need is one secret password and entry into my world of dark decadence and sensual delight is yours for eternity.

The Scarlet Gardens is Expanding
From tawdry tales of salacious escapades experienced and lived most extensively by Mistress Bella BloodLust to a profound future book (listed below). 
If you haven't already subscribed to The Scarlet Gardens, now is the time to do it. From Fetish Chronicles to Old World Erotic Escapades, The Scarlet Garden awaits.
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​​​​Present Novels In The Works:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
​Halloween 2018

Preparing Formatting for Publication ​​
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​​​​​​Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
Blog Available Now! 
Book Coming Soon


The Expanded Unveiling of the year Two Thousand and Sixteen:
Exclusive Access Into My World: 

As the previous year has been primarily focused upon creating a world all my own, building from the ivy clad earth a beautiful palace of decadence and old world charm, I've seen so many places to expand upon my creations in the form of erotic expression that is as old as time and passion itself, over the coming months you will have access too erotic literature, including a book of short stories that have never been read before, expanded cosplay and fetish galleries, the more exposure I've received worldwide has opened up a floodgate of creative extraordinaire s to work with and collaborate with for your pleasure and mostly mine.

​As I've found a desire, a thirst and hunger to translate what the dark velvet world has meant to me for so many years now into workshops, classes, video tutorials and a world filled with lifestyle, fashion and a personal diary from the boudoir of Mistress Belladonna herself, those that seek dark ascension will truly find their sinful salvation behind the iron gates of The Scarlet Gardens. 

​La Maison BloodLust is expanding headquarters the private connoisseur will be pleased to enjoy access to  more regularly published Videos, Personal Interviews, Published Literature, Music and So Much More, arrive over the coming days and
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​As you follow your curiosity find the Iron gate, take the Key and unlock the ivy-clad wooden door, immerse yourself in my sacred world of dark decadent ecstasy and lose yourself in passion, pleasure, and old world charm from the one and only ​
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Bella BloodLust.
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​​​​News & Events

What enticing and at times scantily clad findings you can expect to see over the coming months at BellaBloodLustHQ. From the metaphysical and spiritually educational, to the more profoundly deep experiences offered from behind the veil of the velvet underground of pleasure and pain, there's something here for everyone, 
including exclusive behind the scenes access to local events, and community organized soirees that truly help those surviving to thrive in the Old World and the New Modern Era. 

Archive: 
Esbats
Feminism The Next Generation  
Homesteading  
Metaphysical Terminology 
Rubenesque Revolution
Rogue Festival Rundown
Steampunk Lifestyle 
Twin Flames
Vegan Organic Lifestyle
 

Strawberry Coquette:
A History of Courtesans, Concubines, Queens and Parisian Pastries 

The Scarlet Gardens:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters in Madmen 
 {Coming Halloween 2018}

Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
{Blog: Active in The Scarlet Gardens}
{Book: Coming Soon}

Dark Steam Ascension: Steampunk Lifestyle 
Origins of Dark Ascension: BDSM
Underworld Club Scene Politics 

News & Events:
Shadows Into Light Workshops & Classes Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Self Esteem Movement
Psychic Bella & The Scarlet Gardens Merchandise Debut
RM Gillmore & Psychic Bella
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​​The Illusive Bella BloodLust
Old World Goddess in The Modern Era

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​​​From endless projects, a nomadic disposition in life and the constant change of addresses and having little to no transportation beyond Lyft and Public Transportation many might consider me a hermit but truly, I'm just busy. 

Life's swift pace is often much faster than the resources I have available to me in this ever fluctuating economy and being solely on an artists income has it's own set of challenges and financial limitations. It's not that I don't want to be out more, socializing, attending shows, events and seeing friends at festivals, it's just difficult to afford it. 

I assumed by now I'd have my degree and a decent income to rely on as well as a full time job in victimology while doubling my major and pursuing more psychic detective work, but sadly the current chaotic climate of higher education has prevented me and so many others from ever obtaining a degree. Without family, friends or even strangers donating money to ensure that the additional expenses of just going to school are provided I truly even as a former Dean's List Student can no longer afford to pursue higher education in my country so as of now that additional income is also gone. 

From bio-film documentaries, expanding workshops and classes to regional retreats and finishing the publication process of a collection of short horror stories and socializing with friends in Tower District for Karaoke Tuesdays and Ohh Pop Thursdays along with Art Hop I find myself quite busy pursuing and capturing my wildest dreams and to share them with so many wonderful friends and lovers too well I honestly admit life couldn't possibly get better than this, but I'm more than willing to embrace it if it want's to throw in some surprises. Like starring in commercials and being hired by local media firms to expand our horizons?! Who knew life could continue to be so damn inspiring? From photoshoots, teaching bondage and lifestyle classes, to being booked for photography and tarot parties life feels amazing and I intend on making each moment of it count.

Roadtrips, preferably by dear friends and loved ones who desire to abduct me are always on my radar, as well as many other countless and creative ways to have fun on the fly and cheap. So please reach out, know that I'm busy but always willing to make time for those who desire to share adventures of any kind with so long as it's in the old world bohemia that we all share and love. ​
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​​​​​Transforming Goals Into
​"Dreams Come True"

​​​​When Life Has Other Plans: 
​​​​​​​​Lets start with Goals & Dreams, Since 2008, I've been known as Psychic Bella, founding Shadows into Light Spiritual Services has truly been the real life experience needed to continue honing my psychic abilities, helping those in the valley and all over the world seek a higher quality of living and truly transforming from the inside out has given me a taste of my future. 
In 2013 I even went back to school, college even and was a regular in the criminology and anthropology departments well known for being one of the very few multi-generational shamans in classes was always a treat providing additional perspective to textbooks and professors.
Unfortunately that road ended in 2016 without the dual degree promised by the institution of higher education and now I look forward to seeing what opportunities open up to illuminate my direction on my path as this one no longer can be continued without massive amounts of income generated in a ridiculously short span of time. At least I can take what I've learned thus far and apply it to the world and continued work that I fulfill for spiritual clients worldwide as Psychic-Shaman Bella.
Where the road or the winds take me as of now nobody truly knows, but I do know that I embrace what this new future holds with open arms, a open heart and courage and strength in resolve that I never could imagine truly owning fully as myself this my thirtieth year of life on this planet. This in no way changes my abilities to be a shaman and psychic detective, it just allows the universe to show me a more alternative route to continuing my work solving cold cases regardless of how much more arduous the paperwork process still is without credentials being able to put my clients at rest and to provide their families with any semblance of closure is truly what this specific path in my life is all about. As they say "Where there's a will, there's a way." ​

Letting Go Of Pipe Dreams to Manifest Captured Reality: 
When one door opens another closes, and if the doors of perception were ultimately cleansed everything would appear to man as it is; infinite. This year has been remarkably enlightening, having the door shut on love last autumn to open the doors again to the possibilities of self love and being a hopeful romantic is honestly something I never thought would or could happen for me but the universe and perhaps me before I even arrived here in this life had other plans. 

As for now my focus is growing where I'm planted and appreciating each and every flower and star seed that's come into my life this profound year in endlessly mystical ways. From the friends I met in strange places while I was homeless that have now become my wolf pack and soul tribe with endless love and support to the profound men I've met this year that have really sparked my cynical and jaded heart into believing that love really does exist on this planet the way we'd always hoped it would arrive. If anything now just taking time to heal, focus on growth and rebirth and being there during others most transformational times has been the deepest honor bestowed on this pagan shaman soul. This however doesn't prevent me from letting ideas like tiny houses and native american land granted communes from being in my future, as well as traveling worldwide as a professional house sitter, but as for now, this year at least. I think focusing on my garden entirely and enjoying all that's blossoming here and just over the fence nearby with an incredible man that has captured much more than my interest to be the core of manifesting goals and dreams into ultimate reality. 
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​​​​​​​Evolution of The Red Queen's Empire:

​​​​​​​​​​​​​​Businesses: ​​​​
Currently as Psychic Bella I'm truly busy 7 days a week, I currently accept appointments on Weekends only, for in-person spiritual bookings and online ones for international clients. I intend on keeping my Phone/Email inquiries open from Mondays through Fridays to ensure that weekend bookings are solidified and that clients are able to make decisive actions towards the betterment of their lives, as they say Carpe Diem, this is the theme of 2016; and following up with all that has been created and destroyed is by far the theme for 2017. 

​The rest of the time my energy is shared between writing multiple books, maintaining my empire, planning soirees with and for the Gaslamp Society and assisting my love in our mutual dreams and business pursuits. This is why advanced planning is needed for social outings and even Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Bookings, as the months and seasons change so does my traveling gypsy soul, and I'm truly needed out there in the big world so please join us and enjoy the ever changing and prosperous scenery. Besides these pursuits I have my enjoyable times as Writer, Model, Artist, Siren, & Performance Artist, these times are few and far in between but as time goes by and opportunity knocks I'm grateful when good health is along with me to pursue these dreams. I'll be most focused this Autumn in building my repertoire for Burlesque, it's long overdue and my soul longs to be in the spotlight once more. 

As many find ways to earn additional incomes in this difficult economy, I've recently looked into professional house, pet and car sitting opening up opportunities for both a more stable life financially speaking, while also having the chance to travel the world without having to save funds for a hotel or other additional costs that come with it. So on top of all of the endless projects and jobs I already have this too is now a huge focus in life, if you want to build a savings, one must push forward in all directions. 

​New Business - The Grand Opening Of: 
Strawberry Coquette's Wild Bohemian Patisserie 
As I approached my 3 year Vegan Anniversary I found myself elated to expand my personal baking business into a legitimate side-business; for over two years now I've been perfecting and concocting the most profoundly delicious vegan desserts and have even now expanded to Gluten Free, Raw, Paleo-Vegan Friendly Desserts! After receiving serve-safe certification in food courses to ensure that I know how to conduct a healthy and food safe kitchen I found that having all of these incredible, healthy and dietary restriction friendly recipes to be too good not to share! After many compliments and encouraging words from friends, family and even complete strangers that are 1000% against desserts without dairy, eggs or animal products tell me that my baked goods are the best thing they've ever tried, I've decided to turn my top recipes list into a menu for an at-home place to order bakery prepared and shared by your's truly; Strawberry Vixen. As much as I intended to have this venture up and off the ground before Winter, unfortunately a few business related investments are needed to ensure that my decadent vegan treats are served fresh to you at the highest quality possible. So hopefully by Summers arrival a cute little pastry cart pushed by Strawberry Coquette herself will be wandering around Tower District to tease and tantalize those who crave a taste of Paris. New Spring Menu Items have just been added, why not stop by my cafe and indulge in a bit of France. ​

Health:
As of April 7th a day after my 29th Birthday, I received a full report and cancer remission status for Cushing's Syndrome. A brain tumor that tried to kill me but lost it's battle to the wonderful world of holistic medicine known as medical marijuana. If it wasn't for stumbling upon my twin flame and trusting that his dedication to medicine was true I honestly wouldn't be here writing this right now, I was given a 6 month prognosis for living and was preparing my funeral at the tender age of 23. I'm astounded to say not only has my tumor gone completely into remission, but my immune system is better than it was before cancer and so is the rest of my health that was just finalized and cleared by every single one of my follow-up cancer specialists. So basically I'm like a bombshell version of deadpool, watch out world it's going to get crazy fun from here. 
I'm back!

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​​​​​Until We Meet Again...

​​From transforming journals and sketch pads into the foundations of my novel, while editing and constructing another that's soon to be released for erotic horror readers to enjoy, to finishing the final touches on BellaBloodLust HQ to ensuring a place to work, create, brainstorm and vision board can take place to turn dreams into legacy and living breathing reality.

​I celebrate The Rubenesque Revolution, and relish in the progress, projects and creative pursuits that have taken place successfully thus far while further fires burn in the hearth of my sensual and spiritual home to brew and simmer over the golden months of late spring, carnal scarlet summer and dark and sumptuous autumn. In the midst of creative stirrings as the dawning of a new age and new year arrive here in this world and my very own home I frolic and feast to the fullest embracing life in all its horror and divinity.

There's so much more to get your fill in the menagerie of places I've created for one and all to enjoy. I look forward to your inquiries, your contributions and suggestions and for those who are already well entertained, buckle up for a very wild ride; adorned in wild roses and thorns what else my darling? 
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For this world and those we create are filled with both pleasure and pain in equal measure and as for me I relish in this silver spoon and feast on the oysters that have been left out freshly harvested for this adventurous feline. 


​Thank you eternally for your support and for those that desire to tear it apart, I look forward to watching the Old World burn down with you inside as The New Golden Age of Humanity is finally here. 

Long Live The Scarlet Queen 

Toujours Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust 
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The December Newsletter

12/1/2017

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Salutations sensuelles de Noël...
Sensual Yuletide Greetings...

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De la seule et unique Bella BloodLust
From The One and Only Bella BloodLust

As Brilliant Autumn transition into Winter's Solitude; I find after one has thrived beyond all odds this year to defy those who would tear me down by rising higher than ever before that I truly after such an arduous road out of hell that I truly have so much to be grateful for this Yuletide Season.

I was always warned that when Saturn Returns for most of us it's between the years of 28-30 that we're going to be on one hell of a torturous roller coaster. I never imagined just last spring saying yes, to the man I thought I'd spend the rest of my life with, that all of my dreams would be flipped upside down in the realms of court visits, restraining orders and abuse convictions along with losing what new family I thought I had when I joined hearts and souls with him over five years ago now. I never imagined that losing everything I thought I wanted would open the doors to my wildest dreams and that after such hell I'd have more than enough courage to step easily through this time without a second thought or wondering if whispers from the cosmos were warning me of imminent danger's ahead as I've already survived, thrived and conquered far beyond these now minimal limitations that life bestowed upon me in the guise of a false twin flame and a love that was in his own words; beneath me. 

But here I am, surrounded by friends who are thicker than thieves including a wolf-pack that will be supportive and ready to battle the odds by my side when life delivers such things to us unexpectedly. To an entire community of people, friends, lovers and even old reunions with slices of childhood nostalgia from my past to comfort, hold, support and even cheer for me during my darkest year on this planet. (And that includes after surviving cancer which I went into remission for this year! The day after my 30th birthday!).

As you can see I have a lot to be grateful for and so do you, even in the midst of hell there will still be those by your side that you need most, what I have learned along the way is that some are only meant to be in your life for the next leg of your journey, while others desire to be by your side in a wonderous array of ways for a lifetime. To the lifer's I appreciate you more than the air I breathe and for those who were warning signs, good examples and everything in between, even if we're not in each other's lives anymore I still appreciate the profound impact you had on my life for better or worse this year a midst the chaos and calamity that has been 2017. 

As I venture into Burlesque Debut's, Modeling, Working in Media with my dream job and dream crew ahead as well as endless opportunities to continue to expand my reputation as a published author. I look forward to Saturn's Return and all the stability, structure and labor appreciative hard work that I know we all have ahead for the next two and a half years! So don't feel like you're stuck. Even slow moves in the right direction make all the progress needed for solid, true, life long and everlasting improvements to the self, environment nearby and the loving families we have no matter where or who they are. From blood to those of us orphans who have a family member in every loving person that crosses our path. May the light of the season shine bright into your world to help you navigate into the world of tomorrow. 

And if all else fails, I do read Tarot after all. *winks* Why not book me and see what the stars have in store for you this coming year in 2018. 

Buckle Up Buttercup, It's bound to be a thrilling ride! 
Namaste,
Psychic Bella 

aka
The One & Only
Bella BloodLust

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​​​In the Autumn of the year two thousand and sixteen after twelve arduous years of blood, sweat and corpses; I gave birth to:

A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen

 
A book that's taken me nearly a decade to complete with the brilliant help and collaboration of real life monsters and madmen. Monsters and madmen who I fell head over heels in love with, who captured me and who released me long before their dark urges buried me in the garden to grow among the wild flowers. 

As the eighth great bastard grandniece of Mary Shelley; and Lord Byron; I am more than in awe of reading the linked article to see that she published her book Frankenstein exactly 200 years before I finished this very novel of erotic tales of horror. It's as if her blood still flows through these eccentric veins breathing new life into me, fueling a frenzy to follow the course that I have always envisioned since I was in my youth. 

From formatting and finding artists submit dark creations into this project a midst preparing for publication to contacting creative genius friends for book trailers; and hopefully in the end to manifest book tours and horror conventions, I desire to bring this old world of horrors back into this new golden era la bohemia. For the love of Gothic romance and vicious homicidal erotica will always go well paired with a warm glass of sensual... blood. 

To those who I have loved and lost and to those dear friends near and far who have flown to my hearts aid in my deepest time of need and to my gypsy tribe family. Thank you for being here to support me along the way; or teaching me profound lessons in life before making your otherwise morbidly cruel exit out of my existence.

A Tribute to the Monsters and Madmen:
For those who helped me create this book, if you are reading this, thank you for sharing your madness. I cannot wait to share what we have created together over a decade of carnage and carnality. 

As it's taking me quite longer than expected to transform words into formatted books for kindle, hardback and audio book publication I do appreciate your eternal and undying support to writers and authors everywhere as this is truly the back breaking and spine tingling moments that we live for in this world, to have the honor and privilege of sharing our dark creations with you curious reader. 

Coming to The World Stage October 31st, 2018:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
by Bella BloodLust 
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 Bella BloodLust's Author Page 
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​​Bella BloodLust News

​From two international publications in renowned magazines to debuting my comic book superhero role as Bella BloodLust of The BloodSlayers at Zapp Con 3; There's plenty of reasons why many new and old adventurers were ready to board this airship for a decadent and exciting ride of thrills and chills that has been this previous year. 

​But as they say out with the old and in with the new as 2018 has more excitement than any of you adventurers are ready for, so lets see what's in store shall we? It's been one hell of a ride and as I celebrate my 4 year Anniversary here at BBHQ I have to admit I'm quite floored as to what progress has been made in the plans for world domination thus far. 


Many have asked and I do promise ​that more Cosplay Shoots in the realms of Steampunk are long overdue and presently in the works as well as secret routines that will be debuted as I continue to pursue a life long dream of Live Siren Burlesque. It's been an insanely unpredictably busy year so I appreciate my adoring fans being more than patient as I prepare the pièce de résistance. As you can see there's a lot of coals in the fires at the home and hearth of BellaBloodLust Headquarters and I'm more than elated to give you a few peeks at what's waiting for you in the Old World Shoppe. 

​Long Live The Rubenesque Revolution! ​​​​​​​​
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​For those who have yet to find themselves formally introduced to Madame De Pompadour, Milonia Caesconia Empress Consort of Rome, Strawberry Coquette & The Iconic Mama Cass Elliot, perhaps your naughty and curious fingers will wander over each image to find yourself in a world unlike any other? 

For those who have missed the intoxicating allure of old world mistress Bella BloodLust, I'm elated to share my new series with you entitled "A Gothic Study in Scarlet" or "La Maison BloodLust". It was a sheer pleasure to collaborate and work with such an incredible visionary, friend and one hell of a boss. I'm not only proud to work for him but honored to work with and for him. If you'd like to book him for photography or cinematic film production, click here. 


If you just can't leave without a memento of your time spent with moi, I'm more than elated to share this wonderfully sumptuous collection that will continue to expand with more decadent goddesses for you to worship, that will be arriving over the coming weeks of this glorious new year. Enjoy celebrating the dawn of 2017 with something decadent from La Maison BloodLust and The Scarlet Gardens: 
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Other Collectible Gift Items: 

Madame De Pompadour's Ornament Collection
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Madame De Pompadour Luggage of Bookbag Tag 
Madame De Pompadour Magnet Collection 
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Madame De Pompadour Diary 
​Madame De Pompadour Cosmetics Bag
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Madame De Pompadours Wristlet Purse 
Rubenesque Revolution Jewelry Box
​Feline Disposition Jewelry Box 
Gentleman's Playing Cards 
Luscious Hindquarters Cigar Humidor
French Girl Cigar Humidor 

For Decadent Decor Might I Suggest:
Milonia Caesconia Pillow Collection 
The Scarlet Gardens Poster Collection ​​
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​​​​​​​​​Noble Aspirations Inspired by Little Reinette 
Charity & Art Hop Auction In The Works...

As soon as possible it's been a dream and desire of mine, to have an art show which will also initiate a worldwide Rubenesque Revolution Charity & Worldwide Network to promote true health and Body Beautiful living.

In a world where anorexia, bulimia, depression, self-mutilation and more plague the beautiful psyche's of the divine feminine that walks in each of us on this beautiful earth, I desire to help, and inspire those to ascend such Western Ideological 
limitations to truly embrace Self-Love & Acceptance.

This will take place after I've added a few more shoots into my repertoire first and after a few more lusciously curved ladies join forces with me to debut their work and pursuits that coin the ambiance of The Rubenesque Revolution.

As all great and grand things take time to unfold stay tuned my darlings this show has truly just begun. If you're ready to be apart of this incredible opportunity, and are ready to join forces email me at: MistressBellaBloodLust@yahoo.com.
​If you're still working up the nerve and courage to be apart of such a revealing and progressive opportunity, stay tuned as I look forward to preparing The Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series and opening doors for women worldwide to embrace the curvaceous goddess that they truly are. 
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​​​​​​​​The Origins of The BloodSlayers: 
"After centuries wandering the Old World thirsting for blood and taming my inner demons, I've channeled my psychic forces and abilities to cross paths with those like me, who seek to transform the darkness they were left with into a productive career. When the descendant of Professor Van Helsing appeared in the form of Lydia St. Clair we stumbled into one another by predestined fate. She knew me as a brothel madame, former concubine and vampire dominatrix, in the frost covered hills of the Carpathian Mountains, seeking a bloodthirsty femme fatale to work alongside her against the allies of Vlad Dracul himself known only as "The B.L.O.O.D. 


In my spare time when I'm not assisting my lady in the good fight against darkness and evil, I travel the world by twilight in the guise of a horror-erotica writer, burlesque star, silk siren who whispers haunting ideas into my minions ears across the globe to entice men and women into falling victim in my seductive grasp. From inspiring the world with the Rubenesque Revolution to modeling in the realms of Fetish, Cosplay and Alternate History, there is only one velvet lined chair and three ring circus that could find itself embodied in the luscious curves of the one and only Bella BlooodLust." 
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The BloodSlayer's Comic Book - Trading Cards - Buttons - Posters 
Send Bella BloodLust to Comic-Con by Purchasing Red Skye World Comics Merchandise!

​Bella BloodLust Comic Lovers Gift Guide
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The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection 
The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection ***Collectors Edition***

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​​Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services 
Temple & Archive
with Psychic Bella

Winter Hours:

In Person Appointments:
Weekends Only Saturdays & Sundays 12pm-Midnight

Skype, Email & Phone Appointments: 
Monday-Friday 12pm-8pm
**In Person Appointments & Emergencies Available upon Request**

It's been a pleasure to have my temple doors open worldwide twenty four hours a day, seven days a week for the previous few years, In 2012 I returned to school and had to reduce hours due to deadlines, projects in the works and life's demands in general, this hasn't changed since and I'll continue to provide the above hours for new and returning clients worldwide all season long, while also pursuing many of my personal projects and life's work. This also provides an opportunity for clients to be decisive with their self care and spiritual holistic health, as much as I do enjoy having the temple buzzing with new energies, I also prefer to not have cancelled appointments and precious time wasted when life is too short and I have so many dedicated clients that are more than ready to transform their life for the better, one page in their life book at at time. 

Thank you truly for the love and support and I do sincerely look forward to assisting you on this profound journey that is life. It's my spiritual honor to safely and compassionately provide compasses, maps and a guiding star towards your wildest dreams and practical future. 

Other Classes Debut & Workshops in Progress:
I've had numerous requests for Introduction to Psychic Protection, Introduction to Psychic Abilities, & Child Development for Sapphire, Indigo, Rainbow & Crystal Children for quite some time now, for those looking for Tai Chi with Animal Friends, visit the Featured Products section in The Old World Shoppe.

As more materials were required for thorough research purposes before I can complete the following workshops and classes until I can afford to do so these are currently on hold until further notice, but I'm positive that prosperity will change along with the winds and those materials needed will be easily required. 


The Rubenesque Revolution 
Workshop Series 

In addition to these wonderful classes I'm also in the process of developing a four class Self Esteem, Body & Sexuality Positive & Female Empowerment Workshop Series, that expands The Rubenesque Revolution to women locally and worldwide. The purpose is to gain invaluable insight, life changing exercises, assignments and group exercises to develop positive female relationships inside and outside the fourth generation wave of feminism. We must embrace the female goddess within and in turn embrace it in each and every single woman that is a walking goddess incarnate, whether she knows it or not. By engaging in a female gathering group workshop series that will expand your mind, body and soul to make room for self love, sacred femininity and sacred sexuality allows each and every one of us to bring about the next phase in human and female interpersonal ascension and global consciousness. By removing the stigmas, skewed viewpoints, and oppressive views of women worldwide we create the world we truly want to live in, the one that celebrates the beauty of woman in all her divine glory. This will be available as soon as additional materials are gathered for this incredibly special workshop series. 

Spiritual Retreat Workshops Coming this Spring & Summer! 
​With so many requests from spiritualists in the Central & Northern California asking me if I host wilderness retreats, I've been called to create classes for Meditation & Gemstones & Crystals for those who desire to spend a day and night out in nature detoxing from the city and learning all that they can to apply these healing traditions into their every day life. As the weather is far too cold for outdoor retreats just yet, my co-creators and logistical assistance are working hard with me to ensure that we can have retreats at Sequoia National Forest and other Wilderness locations in Northern California where we can all meet, carpool and trek to our location, settle in and learn what is needed to rejuvenate the mind, body and spirit to fuel ourselves as healing participants in the present world. Stay tuned and thank you for reaching out, I'll be glad to create these for you and to host them this year. 

Shadows Into Light Gift Guide ​
Psychic Bella Custom Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $25 Gift Certificate 
Psychic Bella $50 Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $75.00 Gift Certificate 
Psychic Bella $100.00 Gift Certificate ​​​​​​​​​
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​​Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook
This magnificent cookbook was collaborated by the Fresno Pagan Pride Community as well as those kitchen witch pagans worldwide that desired to be a part of this profoundly special cookbook. It was originally created as my personal contribution to fundraising efforts for the local chapter of the national pagan movement, and as many locals and worldwide pagans have enjoyed the diverse, unique and endlessly ancient recipes found between the pages along with personal stories, tips for cooking and a rich history of pagan ways from the old world to the new, it's easy to see why it was Amazon.com's 2 year running title holder of Most Unique Cookbook on their entire site of delicious feast inspired books. For those of you that desire to learn more about pagan ways of life, or are looking for a special and new recipe that you want to surprise your friends and family with, can easily find and purchase this cookbook by following the link below. 

Please Note: that all proceeds now go directly to Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Temple & Archive to ensure clients receive the most updated and accurate forms of spiritual services available with the most accurate and updated equipment needed to ensure this takes places now and in the future. 
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Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook can be found, and purchased Here.

What Two Thousand Seventeen Has Waiting for You!
The Archive: 
For the daily spiritualist that desires to expand the richness of their life with spiritual diversity I welcome you to The Shadows Into Light Temple Archive

Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella Monthly Special 50% Off!
Don't forget to check out This Month's Special from Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella, each month a service or product is chosen at random and offered at half-price for those spiritualists in need on a very strict budget. 

Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella
Winter Hours: 

Mondays-Fridays: 12pm-8pm Phone, Email & Skype Appointments & Inquiries Only 
Weekends: 12pm-Midnight Booked Appointments Only 
By Appointment Only
***Walk In Appointments Unavailable; Unless you're an Actual "Walk-In"***


Available In Person, Skype, Email or Phone

Review Services, Classes & Workshops and Book Psychic Bella for an Individual or Group/Party Event Today!
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​​​The Scarlet Gardens

​​​These gardens are filled with endless roses each bloody one covered in thorns but somehow managing to smell ever so sweet. Once plucked from the garden of life, each lesson, each experience that I have been honored and privileged to be apart of is shared endlessly within these pages...

The Scarlet Gardens invites your curiosity;
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​​​​The Decadent World Of The Scarlet Gardens
Extended Galleries, Including the Infamous Madame De Pompadour series, as well as these two lovely editions filled with imagery, history and personal reflection about courtesan and concubine living. 

New Expanded Galleries
Historical Recreation: Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire
Historical Recreation: The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot
Strawberry Coquette's Pin-Up Picnic 
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Each gallery includes historical references, insight from the artist herself as well as passionate tributes to the Old World and The New.
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​​​​​​​​​​​​​Behind The Iron Gates of The Scarlet Gardens
The iron gates are waiting for you to turn the key, all you need is one secret password and entry into my world of dark decadence and sensual delight is yours for eternity.

The Scarlet Gardens is Expanding
From tawdry tales of salacious escapades experienced and lived most extensively by Mistress Bella BloodLust to a profound future book (listed below). 
If you haven't already subscribed to The Scarlet Gardens, now is the time to do it. From Fetish Chronicles to Old World Erotic Escapades, The Scarlet Garden awaits.
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​​Present Novels In The Works:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
​Halloween 2018

Preparing Formatting for Publication ​​
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​​​​Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
Blog Available Now! 
Book Coming Soon


The Expanded Unveiling of the year Two Thousand and Sixteen:
Exclusive Access Into My World: 

As the previous year has been primarily focused upon creating a world all my own, building from the ivy clad earth a beautiful palace of decadence and old world charm, I've seen so many places to expand upon my creations in the form of erotic expression that is as old as time and passion itself, over the coming months you will have access too erotic literature, including a book of short stories that have never been read before, expanded cosplay and fetish galleries, the more exposure I've received worldwide has opened up a floodgate of creative extraordinaire s to work with and collaborate with for your pleasure and mostly mine.

​As I've found a desire, a thirst and hunger to translate what the dark velvet world has meant to me for so many years now into workshops, classes, video tutorials and a world filled with lifestyle, fashion and a personal diary from the boudoir of Mistress Belladonna herself, those that seek dark ascension will truly find their sinful salvation behind the iron gates of The Scarlet Gardens. 

​La Maison BloodLust is expanding headquarters the private connoisseur will be pleased to enjoy access to  more regularly published Videos, Personal Interviews, Published Literature, Music and So Much More, arrive over the coming days and
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​As you follow your curiosity find the Iron gate, take the Key and unlock the ivy-clad wooden door, immerse yourself in my sacred world of dark decadent ecstasy and lose yourself in passion, pleasure, and old world charm from the one and only ​
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Bella BloodLust.
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​​​​​​​​​​​​​​Those that desire to expand will easily open the gates to The Scarlet Gardens, To those adventurous spirits I say,
Welcome.


Toujour's Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust

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​​News & Events

What enticing and at times scantily clad findings you can expect to see over the coming months at BellaBloodLustHQ. From the metaphysical and spiritually educational, to the more profoundly deep experiences offered from behind the veil of the velvet underground of pleasure and pain, there's something here for everyone, 
including exclusive behind the scenes access to local events, and community organized soirees that truly help those surviving to thrive in the Old World and the New Modern Era. 

Archive: 
Esbats
Feminism The Next Generation  
Homesteading  
Metaphysical Terminology 
Rubenesque Revolution
Rogue Festival Rundown
Steampunk Lifestyle 
Twin Flames
Vegan Organic Lifestyle
 

Strawberry Coquette:
A History of Courtesans, Concubines, Queens and Parisian Pastries 

The Scarlet Gardens:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters in Madmen 
 {Coming Halloween 2018}

Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
{Blog: Active in The Scarlet Gardens}
{Book: Coming Soon}

Dark Steam Ascension: Steampunk Lifestyle 
Origins of Dark Ascension: BDSM
Underworld Club Scene Politics 

News & Events:
Shadows Into Light Workshops & Classes Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Self Esteem Movement
Psychic Bella & The Scarlet Gardens Merchandise Debut
RM Gillmore & Psychic Bella
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​​​The Illusive Bella BloodLust
Old World Goddess in The Modern Era

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​From endless projects, a nomadic disposition in life and the constant change of addresses and having little to no transportation beyond Lyft and Public Transportation many might consider me a hermit but truly, I'm just busy. 

Life's swift pace is often much faster than the resources I have available to me in this ever fluctuating economy and being solely on an artists income has it's own set of challenges and financial limitations. It's not that I don't want to be out more, socializing, attending shows, events and seeing friends at festivals, it's just difficult to afford it. 

I assumed by now I'd have my degree and a decent income to rely on as well as a full time job in victimology while doubling my major and pursuing more psychic detective work, but sadly the current chaotic climate of higher education has prevented me and so many others from ever obtaining a degree. Without family, friends or even strangers donating money to ensure that the additional expenses of just going to school are provided I truly even as a former Dean's List Student can no longer afford to pursue higher education in my country so as of now that additional income is also gone. 

From bio-film documentaries, expanding workshops and classes to regional retreats and finishing the publication process of a collection of short horror stories and socializing with friends in Tower District for Karaoke Tuesdays and Ohh Pop Thursdays along with Art Hop I find myself quite busy pursuing and capturing my wildest dreams and to share them with so many wonderful friends and lovers too well I honestly admit life couldn't possibly get better than this, but I'm more than willing to embrace it if it want's to throw in some surprises. Like starring in commercials and being hired by local media firms to expand our horizons?! Who knew life could continue to be so damn inspiring? From photoshoots, teaching bondage and lifestyle classes, to being booked for photography and tarot parties life feels amazing and I intend on making each moment of it count.

Roadtrips, preferably by dear friends and loved ones who desire to abduct me are always on my radar, as well as many other countless and creative ways to have fun on the fly and cheap. So please reach out, know that I'm busy but always willing to make time for those who desire to share adventures of any kind with so long as it's in the old world bohemia that we all share and love. ​
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​​​Transforming Goals Into
​"Dreams Come True"

​​When Life Has Other Plans: 
​​​​​​​​Lets start with Goals & Dreams, Since 2008, I've been known as Psychic Bella, founding Shadows into Light Spiritual Services has truly been the real life experience needed to continue honing my psychic abilities, helping those in the valley and all over the world seek a higher quality of living and truly transforming from the inside out has given me a taste of my future. 
In 2013 I even went back to school, college even and was a regular in the criminology and anthropology departments well known for being one of the very few multi-generational shamans in classes was always a treat providing additional perspective to textbooks and professors.
Unfortunately that road ended in 2016 without the dual degree promised by the institution of higher education and now I look forward to seeing what opportunities open up to illuminate my direction on my path as this one no longer can be continued without massive amounts of income generated in a ridiculously short span of time. At least I can take what I've learned thus far and apply it to the world and continued work that I fulfill for spiritual clients worldwide as Psychic-Shaman Bella.
Where the road or the winds take me as of now nobody truly knows, but I do know that I embrace what this new future holds with open arms, a open heart and courage and strength in resolve that I never could imagine truly owning fully as myself this my thirtieth year of life on this planet. This in no way changes my abilities to be a shaman and psychic detective, it just allows the universe to show me a more alternative route to continuing my work solving cold cases regardless of how much more arduous the paperwork process still is without credentials being able to put my clients at rest and to provide their families with any semblance of closure is truly what this specific path in my life is all about. As they say "Where there's a will, there's a way." ​

Letting Go Of Pipe Dreams to Manifest Captured Reality: 
When one door opens another closes, and if the doors of perception were ultimately cleansed everything would appear to man as it is; infinite. This year has been remarkably enlightening, having the door shut on love last autumn to open the doors again to the possibilities of self love and being a hopeful romantic is honestly something I never thought would or could happen for me but the universe and perhaps me before I even arrived here in this life had other plans. 

As for now my focus is growing where I'm planted and appreciating each and every flower and star seed that's come into my life this profound year in endlessly mystical ways. From the friends I met in strange places while I was homeless that have now become my wolf pack and soul tribe with endless love and support to the profound men I've met this year that have really sparked my cynical and jaded heart into believing that love really does exist on this planet the way we'd always hoped it would arrive. If anything now just taking time to heal, focus on growth and rebirth and being there during others most transformational times has been the deepest honor bestowed on this pagan shaman soul. This however doesn't prevent me from letting ideas like tiny houses and native american land granted communes from being in my future, as well as traveling worldwide as a professional house sitter, but as for now, this year at least. I think focusing on my garden entirely and enjoying all that's blossoming here and just over the fence nearby with an incredible man that has captured much more than my interest to be the core of manifesting goals and dreams into ultimate reality. 
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​​​​​Evolution of The Red Queen's Empire:

​​​​​​​​​​​​Businesses: ​​​​
Currently as Psychic Bella I'm truly busy 7 days a week, I currently accept appointments on Weekends only, for in-person spiritual bookings and online ones for international clients. I intend on keeping my Phone/Email inquiries open from Mondays through Fridays to ensure that weekend bookings are solidified and that clients are able to make decisive actions towards the betterment of their lives, as they say Carpe Diem, this is the theme of 2016; and following up with all that has been created and destroyed is by far the theme for 2017. 

​The rest of the time my energy is shared between writing multiple books, maintaining my empire, planning soirees with and for the Gaslamp Society and assisting my love in our mutual dreams and business pursuits. This is why advanced planning is needed for social outings and even Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Bookings, as the months and seasons change so does my traveling gypsy soul, and I'm truly needed out there in the big world so please join us and enjoy the ever changing and prosperous scenery. Besides these pursuits I have my enjoyable times as Writer, Model, Artist, Siren, & Performance Artist, these times are few and far in between but as time goes by and opportunity knocks I'm grateful when good health is along with me to pursue these dreams. I'll be most focused this Autumn in building my repertoire for Burlesque, it's long overdue and my soul longs to be in the spotlight once more. 

As many find ways to earn additional incomes in this difficult economy, I've recently looked into professional house, pet and car sitting opening up opportunities for both a more stable life financially speaking, while also having the chance to travel the world without having to save funds for a hotel or other additional costs that come with it. So on top of all of the endless projects and jobs I already have this too is now a huge focus in life, if you want to build a savings, one must push forward in all directions. 

​New Business - The Grand Opening Of: 
Strawberry Coquette's Wild Bohemian Patisserie 
As I approached my 3 year Vegan Anniversary I found myself elated to expand my personal baking business into a legitimate side-business; for over two years now I've been perfecting and concocting the most profoundly delicious vegan desserts and have even now expanded to Gluten Free, Raw, Paleo-Vegan Friendly Desserts! After receiving serve-safe certification in food courses to ensure that I know how to conduct a healthy and food safe kitchen I found that having all of these incredible, healthy and dietary restriction friendly recipes to be too good not to share! After many compliments and encouraging words from friends, family and even complete strangers that are 1000% against desserts without dairy, eggs or animal products tell me that my baked goods are the best thing they've ever tried, I've decided to turn my top recipes list into a menu for an at-home place to order bakery prepared and shared by your's truly; Strawberry Vixen. As much as I intended to have this venture up and off the ground before Winter, unfortunately a few business related investments are needed to ensure that my decadent vegan treats are served fresh to you at the highest quality possible. So hopefully by Summers arrival a cute little pastry cart pushed by Strawberry Coquette herself will be wandering around Tower District to tease and tantalize those who crave a taste of Paris. New Spring Menu Items have just been added, why not stop by my cafe and indulge in a bit of France. ​

Health:
As of April 7th a day after my 29th Birthday, I received a full report and cancer remission status for Cushing's Syndrome. A brain tumor that tried to kill me but lost it's battle to the wonderful world of holistic medicine known as medical marijuana. If it wasn't for stumbling upon my twin flame and trusting that his dedication to medicine was true I honestly wouldn't be here writing this right now, I was given a 6 month prognosis for living and was preparing my funeral at the tender age of 23. I'm astounded to say not only has my tumor gone completely into remission, but my immune system is better than it was before cancer and so is the rest of my health that was just finalized and cleared by every single one of my follow-up cancer specialists. So basically I'm like a bombshell version of deadpool, watch out world it's going to get crazy fun from here. 
I'm back!

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​​​Until We Meet Again...

​​​​From transforming journals and sketch pads into the foundations of my novel, while editing and constructing another that's soon to be released for erotic horror readers to enjoy, to finishing the final touches on BellaBloodLust HQ to ensuring a place to work, create, brainstorm and vision board can take place to turn dreams into legacy and living breathing reality.

​I celebrate The Rubenesque Revolution, and relish in the progress, projects and creative pursuits that have taken place successfully thus far while further fires burn in the hearth of my sensual and spiritual home to brew and simmer over the golden months of late spring, carnal scarlet summer and dark and sumptuous autumn. In the midst of creative stirrings as the dawning of a new age and new year arrive here in this world and my very own home I frolic and feast to the fullest embracing life in all its horror and divinity.

There's so much more to get your fill in the menagerie of places I've created for one and all to enjoy. I look forward to your inquiries, your contributions and suggestions and for those who are already well entertained, buckle up for a very wild ride; adorned in wild roses and thorns what else my darling? 
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For this world and those we create are filled with both pleasure and pain in equal measure and as for me I relish in this silver spoon and feast on the oysters that have been left out freshly harvested for this adventurous feline. 


​Thank you eternally for your support and for those that desire to tear it apart, I look forward to watching the Old World burn down with you inside as The New Golden Age of Humanity is finally here. 

Long Live The Scarlet Queen 

Toujours Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust 
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The October Newsletter

10/1/2017

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Au milieu de l'arrivée d'air automne croquant ...
A midst the crisp Autumn air's arrival...

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Une intrigue d'autre monde se réveille pendant cette saison mystique.
An otherworldly intrigue awakens during this mystical season.

It is between the nestled pages of good books, comforted by the warmth of cider's, cocoa and intellectual conversations that you will find me most vividly during Autumn's glorious arrival.

The rapacious pace of Summer's demands are over and with this seasonal timing I find myself in awe of all that has transpired and been accomplished on the creative frontier that has been such a profound and transformative year during two-thousand seventeen.

I never imagined working with and creating with so many visionaries and to continue to expand my creative pursuits in the realms of writing, modeling, photography and fashion is by far surreal, I never imagined that after chasing my wildest dreams with such passion that this would be the year that they'd all start simultaneously chasing me back to capture me into a world unlike any I could've ever imagined but am eternally grateful to be one of the many in the realms behind the creative curtains. 

This season for most pagan souls is filled with introspection, deep pensive thought regarding where we are, how far we've already came and where we all will eventually go. For those who are festively anticipating the arrival of All Hallow's Eve, I do hope you enjoy this article filled with spiritual education about where our dear holiday of ghosts and ghouls, tricks and treats originated from known lovingly as the third or final harvest of the year (and for many in life itself as they cross over this season with ease) in the guise of Samhain.  

As a psychic, shaman and mystical soul this is by far the most vividly active time for my higher self to attune with the greater cosmo's and to witness with my seer eyes what is waiting for us as well as catching up with ancestors who I haven't seen in ages; or at least so it seems. From gatherings with old souls in new flesh garb to mingling with brilliant minds and finding long lost passions that have since been forgotten and suddenly revived. This is known as pagan new year for a reason. As the other realms have ways of playing wonderful tricks and providing surprise treats for those of us who have walked authentically along the road of life. 

My new boss; mentor and dear friend I feel summarized it most brilliantly in regards to responding to people when they ask "What exactly is it that you do?" Instead of saying "Everything" which like shroedinger's cat leaves one feeling informed and uninformed all at the same time in subtle stasis. Instead I prefer the phrase he coined so beautifully;
"I'm not sure where I'm going as of now but I'm having fun on this ride." 

It's been ten very long and arduous years of working tirelessly and within such a small outlet of resources to pursue my wildest dreams, but now with so many amazing, talented, heartwarming and soul supportive friends, mentors and creative business associates in my life, I can honestly say that if this is what being 30 is all about I can't fucking wait to reflect on my life at the stunning age of 40. 

In conclusion, life is too short to be embarrassed when it can be taken away from us at any moment, drink the wine, ask the cute guy or girl to dance, live life to the fullest and when you have the glorious chance too embrace with laughter making a damn fool of yourself because it's in those great moments of authenticity with our souls and selves that not only do we find who we truly are, but we find who also belongs closest to us in our soul tribe and wolf-pack. 

I am eternally grateful for all that has transpired within this hellish and beautiful year of rebirth and new beginning's for it has brought so many amazing and life long people into my life and I wouldn't change a single moment of it because it brought me exactly where I always wanted to be, at Home.

​Toujours Sanglante, 
Bella BloodLust 
The Red Queen of The Scarlet Gardens 
& La Maison BloodLust 

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​In the Autumn of the year two thousand and sixteen after twelve arduous years of blood, sweat and corpses; I gave birth to:

A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen

 
A book that's taken me nearly a decade to complete with the brilliant help and collaboration of real life monsters and madmen. Monsters and madmen who I fell head over heels in love with, who captured me and who released me long before their dark urges buried me in the garden to grow among the wild flowers. 

As the eighth great bastard grandniece of Mary Shelley; and Lord Byron; I am more than in awe of reading the linked article to see that she published her book Frankenstein exactly 200 years before I finished this very novel of erotic tales of horror. It's as if her blood still flows through these eccentric veins breathing new life into me, fueling a frenzy to follow the course that I have always envisioned since I was in my youth. 

From formatting and finding artists submit dark creations into this project a midst preparing for publication to contacting creative genius friends for book trailers; and hopefully in the end to manifest book tours and horror conventions, I desire to bring this old world of horrors back into this new golden era la bohemia. For the love of Gothic romance and vicious homicidal erotica will always go well paired with a warm glass of sensual... blood. 

To those who I have loved and lost and to those dear friends near and far who have flown to my hearts aid in my deepest time of need and to my gypsy tribe family. Thank you for being here to support me along the way; or teaching me profound lessons in life before making your otherwise morbidly cruel exit out of my existence.

A Tribute to the Monsters and Madmen:
For those who helped me create this book, if you are reading this, thank you for sharing your madness. I cannot wait to share what we have created together over a decade of carnage and carnality. 

As it's taking me quite longer than expected to transform words into formatted books for kindle, hardback and audio book publication I do appreciate your eternal and undying support to writers and authors everywhere as this is truly the back breaking and spine tingling moments that we live for in this world, to have the honor and privilege of sharing our dark creations with you curious reader. 

Coming to The World Stage October 31st, 2018:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
by Bella BloodLust 
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 Bella BloodLust's Author Page 
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​​Bella BloodLust News

​From two international publications in renowned magazines to debuting my comic book superhero role as Bella BloodLust of The BloodSlayers at Zapp Con 3; There's plenty of reasons why many new and old adventurers were ready to board this airship for a decadent and exciting ride of thrills and chills that has been this previous year.

​But as they say out with the old and in with the new as 2017 has more excitement than any of you adventurers are ready for, so lets see what's in store shall we? It's been one hell of a ride and as I celebrate my 4 year Anniversary here at BBHQ I have to admit I'm quite floored as to what progress has been made in the plans for world domination thus far. 


Many have asked and I do promise ​that more Cosplay Shoots in the realms of Steampunk are long overdue and presently in the works as well as secret routines that will be debuted as I continue to pursue a life long dream of Live Siren Burlesque. It's been an insanely unpredictably busy year so I appreciate my adoring fans being more than patient as I prepare the pièce de résistance. As you can see there's a lot of coals in the fires at the home and hearth of BellaBloodLust Headquarters and I'm more than elated to give you a few peeks at what's waiting for you in the Old World Shoppe. 

​Long Live The Rubenesque Revolution! ​​​​​​​​
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​For those who have yet to find themselves formally introduced to Madame De Pompadour, Milonia Caesconia Empress Consort of Rome, Strawberry Coquette & The Iconic Mama Cass Elliot, perhaps your naughty and curious fingers will wander over each image to find yourself in a world unlike any other?

If you just can't leave without a memento of your time spent with moi, I'm more than elated to share this wonderfully sumptuous collection that will continue to expand with more decadent goddesses for you to worship, that will be arriving over the coming weeks of this glorious new year. Enjoy celebrating the dawn of 2017 with something decadent from La Maison BloodLust and The Scarlet Gardens: 
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Other Collectible Gift Items: 

Madame De Pompadour's Ornament Collection
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Madame De Pompadour Luggage of Bookbag Tag 
Madame De Pompadour Magnet Collection 
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Madame De Pompadour Diary 
​Madame De Pompadour Cosmetics Bag
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Madame De Pompadours Wristlet Purse 
Rubenesque Revolution Jewelry Box
​Feline Disposition Jewelry Box 
Gentleman's Playing Cards 
Luscious Hindquarters Cigar Humidor
French Girl Cigar Humidor 

For Decadent Decor Might I Suggest:
Milonia Caesconia Pillow Collection 
The Scarlet Gardens Poster Collection ​​
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​​​​​​​Noble Aspirations Inspired by Little Reinette 
Charity & Art Hop Auction In The Works...

As soon as possible it's been a dream and desire of mine, to have an art show which will also initiate a worldwide Rubenesque Revolution Charity & Worldwide Network to promote true health and Body Beautiful living.

In a world where anorexia, bulimia, depression, self-mutilation and more plague the beautiful psyche's of the divine feminine that walks in each of us on this beautiful earth, I desire to help, and inspire those to ascend such Western Ideological 
limitations to truly embrace Self-Love & Acceptance.

This will take place after I've added a few more shoots into my repertoire first and after a few more lusciously curved ladies join forces with me to debut their work and pursuits that coin the ambiance of The Rubenesque Revolution.

As all great and grand things take time to unfold stay tuned my darlings this show has truly just begun. If you're ready to be apart of this incredible opportunity, and are ready to join forces email me at: MistressBellaBloodLust@yahoo.com.
​If you're still working up the nerve and courage to be apart of such a revealing and progressive opportunity, stay tuned as I look forward to preparing The Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series and opening doors for women worldwide to embrace the curvaceous goddess that they truly are. 
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​​​​​​The Origins of The BloodSlayers: 
"After centuries wandering the Old World thirsting for blood and taming my inner demons, I've channeled my psychic forces and abilities to cross paths with those like me, who seek to transform the darkness they were left with into a productive career. When the descendant of Professor Van Helsing appeared in the form of Lydia St. Clair we stumbled into one another by predestined fate. She knew me as a brothel madame, former concubine and vampire dominatrix, in the frost covered hills of the Carpathian Mountains, seeking a bloodthirsty femme fatale to work alongside her against the allies of Vlad Dracul himself known only as "The B.L.O.O.D. 


In my spare time when I'm not assisting my lady in the good fight against darkness and evil, I travel the world by twilight in the guise of a horror-erotica writer, burlesque star, silk siren who whispers haunting ideas into my minions ears across the globe to entice men and women into falling victim in my seductive grasp. From inspiring the world with the Rubenesque Revolution to modeling in the realms of Fetish, Cosplay and Alternate History, there is only one velvet lined chair and three ring circus that could find itself embodied in the luscious curves of the one and only Bella BlooodLust." 
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The BloodSlayer's Comic Book - Trading Cards - Buttons - Posters 
Send Bella BloodLust to Comic-Con by Purchasing Red Skye World Comics Merchandise!

​Bella BloodLust Comic Lovers Gift Guide
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The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection 
The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection ***Collectors Edition***

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​​​​Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services 
Temple & Archive
with Psychic Bella

​​ Autumn Hours:

In Person Appointments:
Weekends Only Saturdays & Sundays 12pm-Midnight

Skype, Email & Phone Appointments: 
Monday-Friday 12pm-8pm
**In Person Appointments & Emergencies Available upon Request**

It's been a pleasure to have my temple doors open worldwide twenty four hours a day, seven days a week for the previous few years, In 2012 I returned to school and had to reduce hours due to deadlines, projects in the works and life's demands in general, this hasn't changed since and I'll continue to provide the above hours for new and returning clients worldwide all season long, while also pursuing many of my personal projects and life's work. This also provides an opportunity for clients to be decisive with their self care and spiritual holistic health, as much as I do enjoy having the temple buzzing with new energies, I also prefer to not have cancelled appointments and precious time wasted when life is too short and I have so many dedicated clients that are more than ready to transform their life for the better, one page in their life book at at time. 

Thank you truly for the love and support and I do sincerely look forward to assisting you on this profound journey that is life. It's my spiritual honor to safely and compassionately provide compasses, maps and a guiding star towards your wildest dreams and practical future. 

Other Classes Debut & Workshops in Progress:
I've had numerous requests for Introduction to Psychic Protection, Introduction to Psychic Abilities, & Child Development for Sapphire, Indigo, Rainbow & Crystal Children for quite some time now, for those looking for Tai Chi with Animal Friends, visit the Featured Products section in The Old World Shoppe.

As more materials were required for thorough research purposes before I can complete the following workshops and classes until I can afford to do so these are currently on hold until further notice, but I'm positive that prosperity will change along with the winds and those materials needed will be easily required. 


The Rubenesque Revolution 
Workshop Series 

In addition to these wonderful classes I'm also in the process of developing a four class Self Esteem, Body & Sexuality Positive & Female Empowerment Workshop Series, that expands The Rubenesque Revolution to women locally and worldwide. The purpose is to gain invaluable insight, life changing exercises, assignments and group exercises to develop positive female relationships inside and outside the fourth generation wave of feminism. We must embrace the female goddess within and in turn embrace it in each and every single woman that is a walking goddess incarnate, whether she knows it or not. By engaging in a female gathering group workshop series that will expand your mind, body and soul to make room for self love, sacred femininity and sacred sexuality allows each and every one of us to bring about the next phase in human and female interpersonal ascension and global consciousness. By removing the stigmas, skewed viewpoints, and oppressive views of women worldwide we create the world we truly want to live in, the one that celebrates the beauty of woman in all her divine glory. This will be available as soon as additional materials are gathered for this incredibly special workshop series. 

Spiritual Retreat Workshops Coming this Spring & Summer! 
​With so many requests from spiritualists in the Central & Northern California asking me if I host wilderness retreats, I've been called to create classes for Meditation & Gemstones & Crystals for those who desire to spend a day and night out in nature detoxing from the city and learning all that they can to apply these healing traditions into their every day life. As the weather is far too cold for outdoor retreats just yet, my co-creators and logistical assistance are working hard with me to ensure that we can have retreats at Sequoia National Forest and other Wilderness locations in Northern California where we can all meet, carpool and trek to our location, settle in and learn what is needed to rejuvenate the mind, body and spirit to fuel ourselves as healing participants in the present world. Stay tuned and thank you for reaching out, I'll be glad to create these for you and to host them this year. 

Shadows Into Light Gift Guide ​
Psychic Bella Custom Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $25 Gift Certificate 
Psychic Bella $50 Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $75.00 Gift Certificate 
Psychic Bella $100.00 Gift Certificate ​​​​​​​​​
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Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook
This magnificent cookbook was collaborated by the Fresno Pagan Pride Community as well as those kitchen witch pagans worldwide that desired to be a part of this profoundly special cookbook. It was originally created as my personal contribution to fundraising efforts for the local chapter of the national pagan movement, and as many locals and worldwide pagans have enjoyed the diverse, unique and endlessly ancient recipes found between the pages along with personal stories, tips for cooking and a rich history of pagan ways from the old world to the new, it's easy to see why it was Amazon.com's 2 year running title holder of Most Unique Cookbook on their entire site of delicious feast inspired books. For those of you that desire to learn more about pagan ways of life, or are looking for a special and new recipe that you want to surprise your friends and family with, can easily find and purchase this cookbook by following the link below. 

Please Note: that all proceeds now go directly to Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Temple & Archive to ensure clients receive the most updated and accurate forms of spiritual services available with the most accurate and updated equipment needed to ensure this takes places now and in the future. 
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Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook can be found, and purchased Here.

What Two Thousand Seventeen Has Waiting for You!
The Archive: 
For the daily spiritualist that desires to expand the richness of their life with spiritual diversity I welcome you to The Shadows Into Light Temple Archive

Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella Monthly Special 50% Off!
Don't forget to check out This Month's Special from Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella, each month a service or product is chosen at random and offered at half-price for those spiritualists in need on a very strict budget. 

Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella
Winter Hours: 

Mondays-Fridays: 12pm-8pm Phone, Email & Skype Appointments & Inquiries Only 
Weekends: 12pm-Midnight Booked Appointments Only 
By Appointment Only
***Walk In Appointments Unavailable; Unless you're an Actual "Walk-In"***


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Review Services, Classes & Workshops and Book Psychic Bella for an Individual or Group/Party Event Today!
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​The Scarlet Gardens

​These gardens are filled with endless roses each bloody one covered in thorns but somehow managing to smell ever so sweet. Once plucked from the garden of life, each lesson, each experience that I have been honored and privileged to be apart of is shared endlessly within these pages...

The Scarlet Gardens invites your curiosity;
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​​The Decadent World Of The Scarlet Gardens
Extended Galleries, Including the Infamous Madame De Pompadour series, as well as these two lovely editions filled with imagery, history and personal reflection about courtesan and concubine living. 

New Expanded Galleries
Historical Recreation: Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire
Historical Recreation: The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot
Strawberry Coquette's Pin-Up Picnic 
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Each gallery includes historical references, insight from the artist herself as well as passionate tributes to the Old World and The New.
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​​​​​​​​​​​Behind The Iron Gates of The Scarlet Gardens
The iron gates are waiting for you to turn the key, all you need is one secret password and entry into my world of dark decadence and sensual delight is yours for eternity.

The Scarlet Gardens is Expanding
From tawdry tales of salacious escapades experienced and lived most extensively by Mistress Bella BloodLust to a profound future book (listed below). 
If you haven't already subscribed to The Scarlet Gardens, now is the time to do it. From Fetish Chronicles to Old World Erotic Escapades, The Scarlet Garden awaits.
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Present Novels In The Works:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
​Halloween 2018

Preparing Formatting for Publication ​​
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​​Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
Blog Available Now! 
Book Coming Soon


The Expanded Unveiling of the year Two Thousand and Sixteen:
Exclusive Access Into My World: 

As the previous year has been primarily focused upon creating a world all my own, building from the ivy clad earth a beautiful palace of decadence and old world charm, I've seen so many places to expand upon my creations in the form of erotic expression that is as old as time and passion itself, over the coming months you will have access too erotic literature, including a book of short stories that have never been read before, expanded cosplay and fetish galleries, the more exposure I've received worldwide has opened up a floodgate of creative extraordinaire s to work with and collaborate with for your pleasure and mostly mine.

​As I've found a desire, a thirst and hunger to translate what the dark velvet world has meant to me for so many years now into workshops, classes, video tutorials and a world filled with lifestyle, fashion and a personal diary from the boudoir of Mistress Belladonna herself, those that seek dark ascension will truly find their sinful salvation behind the iron gates of The Scarlet Gardens. 

​La Maison BloodLust is expanding headquarters the private connoisseur will be pleased to enjoy access to  more regularly published Videos, Personal Interviews, Published Literature, Music and So Much More, arrive over the coming days and
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​​As you follow your curiosity find the Iron gate, take the Key and unlock the ivy-clad wooden door, immerse yourself in my sacred world of dark decadent ecstasy and lose yourself in passion, pleasure, and old world charm from the one and only ​
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Bella BloodLust.
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​​​​​​​​​​​​Those that desire to expand will easily open the gates to The Scarlet Gardens, To those adventurous spirits I say,
Welcome.


Toujour's Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust

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​​​​News & Events

​What enticing and at times scantily clad findings you can expect to see over the coming months at BellaBloodLustHQ. From the metaphysical and spiritually educational, to the more profoundly deep experiences offered from behind the veil of the velvet underground of pleasure and pain, there's something here for everyone, 
including exclusive behind the scenes access to local events, and community organized soirees that truly help those surviving to thrive in the Old World and the New Modern Era. 

Archive: 
Esbats
Feminism The Next Generation  
Homesteading  
Metaphysical Terminology 
Rubenesque Revolution
Rogue Festival Rundown
Steampunk Lifestyle 
Twin Flames
Vegan Organic Lifestyle
 

Strawberry Coquette:
A History of Courtesans, Concubines, Queens and Parisian Pastries 

The Scarlet Gardens:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters in Madmen 
 {Coming Halloween 2018}

Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
{Blog: Active in The Scarlet Gardens}
{Book: Coming Soon}

Dark Steam Ascension: Steampunk Lifestyle 
Origins of Dark Ascension: BDSM
Underworld Club Scene Politics 

News & Events:
Shadows Into Light Workshops & Classes Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Self Esteem Movement
Psychic Bella & The Scarlet Gardens Merchandise Debut
RM Gillmore & Psychic Bella

​The Illusive Bella BloodLust
Old World Goddess in The Modern Era

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​From endless projects, a nomadic disposition in life and the constant change of addresses and having little to no transportation beyond Lyft and Public Transportation many might consider me a hermit but truly, I'm just busy. 

Life's swift pace is often much faster than the resources I have available to me in this ever fluctuating economy and being solely on an artists income has it's own set of challenges and financial limitations. It's not that I don't want to be out more, socializing, attending shows, events and seeing friends at festivals, it's just difficult to afford it. 

I assumed by now I'd have my degree and a decent income to rely on as well as a full time job in victimology while doubling my major and pursuing more psychic detective work, but sadly the current chaotic climate of higher education has prevented me and so many others from ever obtaining a degree. Without family, friends or even strangers donating money to ensure that the additional expenses of just going to school are provided I truly even as a former Dean's List Student can no longer afford to pursue higher education in my country so as of now that additional income is also gone. 

From bio-film documentaries, expanding workshops and classes to regional retreats and finishing the publication process of a collection of short horror stories and socializing with friends in Tower District for Karaoke Tuesdays and Ohh Pop Thursdays along with Art Hop I find myself quite busy pursuing and capturing my wildest dreams and to share them with so many wonderful friends and lovers too well I honestly admit life couldn't possibly get better than this, but I'm more than willing to embrace it if it want's to throw in some surprises. Like starring in commercials and being hired by local media firms to expand our horizons?! Who knew life could continue to be so damn inspiring? 

Roadtrips, preferably by dear friends and loved ones who desire to abduct me are always on my radar, as well as many other countless and creative ways to have fun on the fly and cheap. So please reach out, know that I'm busy but always willing to make time for those who desire to share adventures of any kind with so long as it's in the old world bohemia that we all share and love. ​
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​Adventures in Steampunk 
& 
Other Time Period Historical Recreation Soirees

From The Gaslamp Society to enjoying time & space with friends, family & special occasions I do my best to participate and arrive in style to as many events and social outings as I can manage with finances, lack of transportation and mostly lack of energy at the time. Fresno City College travel is fun but also very exhausting on the body, so I do look forward to seeing you when I do, and appreciate those that can understand how slow paced life can be without all the modern accommodations. P.E.R.C Fresno & JASNA Central California  are other wonderful old world cosplay societies esteemed on costume recreations and customs of time periods past, you may remember seeing many of these wonderful chaps and ladies at our co-hosted Time Travel Tea Party for those of you that can't get enough time period recreation fun, join both societies and prepare the sewing machines, we've got costumes to make!

The Sherlock Holmes Ball 1895 - October 7th

* Renaissance of The Kings Faire - October 8th 

* Winchester Mystery House Friday The 13th - October 13th

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* Steamposium - October 27th 

Venetian Ball at The Embassy of Italy - October 27th

San Fran Haunted Booze Cruise - October 27th 

*Clovis Fest Hot Air Balloon Festival - October 28th

* Those marked events include Gaslamp Society Members excursions to traditional and maker movement pastimes. Contact individual members for more details as these events are attended by some of our members but not organized by The Gaslamp Society.

** Those marked events are hosted by Gaslamp Society Members and are Private Parties, Friends, & Guest of Friends Welcome; NOT a Public Event.

For more information about these upcoming events stay informed and Like Our Public Facebook Page, are you a community participant that's inspired to help us organize and stock the Zeppelin before each event? Then find our Group on Facebook through The Gaslamp Society Page. 
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​Transforming Goals Into
​"Dreams Come True"

​When Life Has Other Plans: 
​​​​​​​​Lets start with Goals & Dreams, Since 2008, I've been known as Psychic Bella, founding Shadows into Light Spiritual Services has truly been the real life experience needed to continue honing my psychic abilities, helping those in the valley and all over the world seek a higher quality of living and truly transforming from the inside out has given me a taste of my future. 
In 2013 I even went back to school, college even and was a regular in the criminology and anthropology departments well known for being one of the very few multi-generational shamans in classes was always a treat providing additional perspective to textbooks and professors.
Unfortunately that road ended in 2016 without the dual degree promised by the institution of higher education and now I look forward to seeing what opportunities open up to illuminate my direction on my path as this one no longer can be continued without massive amounts of income generated in a ridiculously short span of time. At least I can take what I've learned thus far and apply it to the world and continued work that I fulfill for spiritual clients worldwide as Psychic-Shaman Bella.
Where the road or the winds take me as of now nobody truly knows, but I do know that I embrace what this new future holds with open arms, a open heart and courage and strength in resolve that I never could imagine truly owning fully as myself this my thirtieth year of life on this planet. This in no way changes my abilities to be a shaman and psychic detective, it just allows the universe to show me a more alternative route to continuing my work solving cold cases regardless of how much more arduous the paperwork process still is without credentials being able to put my clients at rest and to provide their families with any semblance of closure is truly what this specific path in my life is all about. As they say "Where there's a will, there's a way." ​

Letting Go Of Pipe Dreams to Manifest Captured Reality: 
When one door opens another closes, and if the doors of perception were ultimately cleansed everything would appear to man as it is; infinite. This year has been remarkably enlightening, having the door shut on love last autumn to open the doors again to the possibilities of self love and being a hopeful romantic is honestly something I never thought would or could happen for me but the universe and perhaps me before I even arrived here in this life had other plans. 

As for now my focus is growing where I'm planted and appreciating each and every flower and star seed that's come into my life this profound year in endlessly mystical ways. From the friends I met in strange places while I was homeless that have now become my wolf pack and soul tribe with endless love and support to the profound men I've met this year that have really sparked my cynical and jaded heart into believing that love really does exist on this planet the way we'd always hoped it would arrive. If anything now just taking time to heal, focus on growth and rebirth and being there during others most transformational times has been the deepest honor bestowed on this pagan shaman soul. This however doesn't prevent me from letting ideas like tiny houses and native american land granted communes from being in my future, as well as traveling worldwide as a professional house sitter, but as for now, this year at least. I think focusing on my garden entirely and enjoying all that's blossoming here and just over the fence nearby with an incredible man that has captured much more than my interest to be the core of manifesting goals and dreams into ultimate reality. 
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​​​Evolution of The Red Queen's Empire:

​​​​​​​​​​Businesses: ​​​​
Currently as Psychic Bella I'm truly busy 7 days a week, I currently accept appointments on Weekends only, for in-person spiritual bookings and online ones for international clients. I intend on keeping my Phone/Email inquiries open from Mondays through Fridays to ensure that weekend bookings are solidified and that clients are able to make decisive actions towards the betterment of their lives, as they say Carpe Diem, this is the theme of 2016; and following up with all that has been created and destroyed is by far the theme for 2017. 

​The rest of the time my energy is shared between writing multiple books, maintaining my empire, planning soirees with and for the Gaslamp Society and assisting my love in our mutual dreams and business pursuits. This is why advanced planning is needed for social outings and even Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Bookings, as the months and seasons change so does my traveling gypsy soul, and I'm truly needed out there in the big world so please join us and enjoy the ever changing and prosperous scenery. Besides these pursuits I have my enjoyable times as Writer, Model, Artist, Siren, & Performance Artist, these times are few and far in between but as time goes by and opportunity knocks I'm grateful when good health is along with me to pursue these dreams. I'll be most focused this Autumn in building my repertoire for Burlesque, it's long overdue and my soul longs to be in the spotlight once more. 

As many find ways to earn additional incomes in this difficult economy, I've recently looked into professional house, pet and car sitting opening up opportunities for both a more stable life financially speaking, while also having the chance to travel the world without having to save funds for a hotel or other additional costs that come with it. So on top of all of the endless projects and jobs I already have this too is now a huge focus in life, if you want to build a savings, one must push forward in all directions. 

​New Business - The Grand Opening Of: 
Strawberry Coquette's Wild Bohemian Patisserie 
As I approached my 3 year Vegan Anniversary I found myself elated to expand my personal baking business into a legitimate side-business; for over two years now I've been perfecting and concocting the most profoundly delicious vegan desserts and have even now expanded to Gluten Free, Raw, Paleo-Vegan Friendly Desserts! After receiving serve-safe certification in food courses to ensure that I know how to conduct a healthy and food safe kitchen I found that having all of these incredible, healthy and dietary restriction friendly recipes to be too good not to share! After many compliments and encouraging words from friends, family and even complete strangers that are 1000% against desserts without dairy, eggs or animal products tell me that my baked goods are the best thing they've ever tried, I've decided to turn my top recipes list into a menu for an at-home place to order bakery prepared and shared by your's truly; Strawberry Vixen. As much as I intended to have this venture up and off the ground before Winter, unfortunately a few business related investments are needed to ensure that my decadent vegan treats are served fresh to you at the highest quality possible. So hopefully by Summers arrival a cute little pastry cart pushed by Strawberry Coquette herself will be wandering around Tower District to tease and tantalize those who crave a taste of Paris. New Spring Menu Items have just been added, why not stop by my cafe and indulge in a bit of France. ​

Health:
As of April 7th a day after my 29th Birthday, I received a full report and cancer remission status for Cushing's Syndrome. A brain tumor that tried to kill me but lost it's battle to the wonderful world of holistic medicine known as medical marijuana. If it wasn't for stumbling upon my twin flame and trusting that his dedication to medicine was true I honestly wouldn't be here writing this right now, I was given a 6 month prognosis for living and was preparing my funeral at the tender age of 23. I'm astounded to say not only has my tumor gone completely into remission, but my immune system is better than it was before cancer and so is the rest of my health that was just finalized and cleared by every single one of my follow-up cancer specialists. So basically I'm like a bombshell version of deadpool, watch out world it's going to get crazy fun from here. 
I'm back!

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​Until We Meet Again...

​​From transforming journals and sketch pads into the foundations of my novel, while editing and constructing another that's soon to be released for erotic horror readers to enjoy, to finishing the final touches on BellaBloodLust HQ to ensuring a place to work, create, brainstorm and vision board can take place to turn dreams into legacy and living breathing reality.

​I celebrate The Rubenesque Revolution, and relish in the progress, projects and creative pursuits that have taken place successfully thus far while further fires burn in the hearth of my sensual and spiritual home to brew and simmer over the golden months of late spring, carnal scarlet summer and dark and sumptuous autumn. In the midst of creative stirrings as the dawning of a new age and new year arrive here in this world and my very own home I frolic and feast to the fullest embracing life in all its horror and divinity.

There's so much more to get your fill in the menagerie of places I've created for one and all to enjoy. I look forward to your inquiries, your contributions and suggestions and for those who are already well entertained, buckle up for a very wild ride; adorned in wild roses and thorns what else my darling? 
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For this world and those we create are filled with both pleasure and pain in equal measure and as for me I relish in this silver spoon and feast on the oysters that have been left out freshly harvested for this adventurous feline. 


​Thank you eternally for your support and for those that desire to tear it apart, I look forward to watching the Old World burn down with you inside as The New Golden Age of Humanity is finally here. 

Long Live The Scarlet Queen 

Toujours Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust 
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The September Newsletter

9/1/2017

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Après presque un an renaît dans l'obscurité
After nearly a year reborn within the darkness

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Mon cœur est enfin prêt à laisser allumer la lumière.
My heart is finally ready to let the light in again.

As we slowly bid our carnal farewells to another indulgent summer of lust and passion, I find myself reflecting on a life that has lived, survived and thrived in the midst of endless adventures for profound spiritual growth as well as deeper meaning in often times tragic life lessons that leave me grateful to just be alive. 

I am overwhelmed lately with the love, affection, light and brilliance that has been bestowed upon me in every nuanced walk of life. From the dear friends and soul tribe who've become a steadfast family as well as a wild wolf pack filled with frolic and mischievous intentions to the profound and heartwarming, soul healing and passion quenching lovers who have wandered into my life and have desired to enjoy the view as they watch my empire rebuild, grow and now...expand.

As one who survived cancer and the plague of a broken heart from a cowardice madman, I realize how much I truly have to be grateful for in the profound people in my life who've reentered after years apart as well as to new introductions that have forged fires within my hearth that will burn for a lifetime. It's all far too soon to tell and as far as saying who has captured my affections and quite possibly my heart I dare not take he and I from this wonderful world that is simply ours and look forward to seeing just where this passionate story of love, healing and rebirth takes place along the road in life. 

Again I find myself most beguiled in the spirit of my ancestors the passionate lineage of royal french blood that flows through these fiery veins. From expanding my creative projects, finishing up dreams that have been captured to share and debut with all the world very soon as Autumn's dear season fast approaches I find myself overwhelmed by all that has been fortuitously been bestowed upon me and I cannot imagine life quite possibly being any better than it is currently right now. But I'm most welcoming of all the sensual accolades and even more so the loving affections that follow from men who desire queens instead of servants.  

As the seasons change from Lord of Light Lugh to Carnal Indulgent Dionysus, I crave the decadence of sumptuous meals, passionate interludes with primal lovers and to share the romance, wonder and mysteries of life with someone that I have fallen for in the realms of love. For under the equinox full moon on his birthday of all days I do so hope that Mabon's magick find's it's way back into our carnal bed once more until sunrise. Never did I imagine or see this coming but I'm going to trust my instincts on this path to be discovered and explored; as he has done nothing but woo, court and seduce and romance me in ways that I have longed for from every single suitor and fiance that I have ever had yet without being told it's as if his heart and my heart share the same journal of dreams and love that we both thought were lost to us, until now. 

What a pleasure it is to feel that all of my hard work, arduous suffering and karmic retribution has cleared the way and transmuted two souls who lost love in tragedy in quite opposing ways to find one another under June's honey moon and again under the thunder moon of July in throes of passion that to this day if I never tasted love or lust again would still keep me sated. 

The veiled existence of learning, loving and growing fond of each other without the world's eyes has for once been a profound comfort to my soul as we giggle and make love under the pale moonlight. My whimsical mind still see's us singing together by candlelight as his strong and tactile fingers played guitar showing me what it truly means to be loved again and to never question myself or my past from this day forward as long as I shall live...

love, passion and soul will never be absent from my glowing soul. 

As the world continues to reign it's terrors on us I ask that you join those who bring you peace, comfort and provide loving solace of joy and healing to your hearth and home as you my darling deserve this kind of love, even as the entire world burns to the ground. May the god's of pleasure, wine and ecstasy as well as his maenad's inspire you to dance naked in the forest and to adventure into wild and free places that you have yet to tame within this world and furthermore within your gloriously pagan self. 

Toujours Sanglante, 
Bella BloodLust 
The Red Queen of The Scarlet Gardens 
& La Maison BloodLust 

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​In the Autumn of the year two thousand and sixteen after twelve arduous years of blood, sweat and corpses; I gave birth to:

A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen

 
A book that's taken me nearly a decade to complete with the brilliant help and collaboration of real life monsters and madmen. Monsters and madmen who I fell head over heels in love with, who captured me and who released me long before their dark urges buried me in the garden to grow among the wild flowers. 

As the eighth great bastard grandniece of Mary Shelley; and Lord Byron. I am more than in awe of reading the linked article to see that she published her book Frankenstein exactly 200 years before I finished this very novel of erotic tales of horror. It's as if her blood still flows through these eccentric veins breathing new life into me, fueling a frenzy to follow the course that I have always envisioned since I was in my youth. 

From formatting and finding artists submit dark creations into this project a midst preparing for publication to contacting creative genius friends for book trailers; and hopefully in the end to manifest book tours and horror conventions, I desire to bring this old world of horrors back into this new golden era la bohemia. For the love of Gothic romance and vicious homicidal erotica will always go well paired with a warm glass of sensual... blood. 

To those who I have loved and lost and to those dear friends near and far who have flown to my hearts aid in my deepest time of need and to my gypsy tribe family. Thank you for being here to support me along the way; or teaching me profound lessons in life before making your otherwise morbidly cruel exit out of my existence.

A Tribute to the Monsters and Madmen:
For those who helped me create this book, if you are reading this, thank you for sharing your madness. I cannot wait to share what we have created together over a decade of carnage and carnality. 

As it's taking me quite longer than expected to transform words into formatted books for kindle, hardback and audio book publication I do appreciate your eternal and undying support to writers and authors everywhere as this is truly the back breaking and spine tingling moments that we live for in this world, to have the honor and privilege of sharing our dark creations with you curious reader. 

Coming to The World Stage October 31st, 2018:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
by Bella BloodLust 
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 Bella BloodLust's Author Page 
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​Bella BloodLust News

​From two international publications in renowned magazines to debuting my comic book superhero role as Bella BloodLust of The BloodSlayers at Zapp Con 3; October 15th! There's plenty of reasons why many new and old adventurers were ready to board this airship for a decadent and exciting ride of thrills and chills that has been the year 2016! But as they say out with the old and in with the new as 2017 has more excitement than any of you adventurers are ready for, so lets see what's in store shall we? 

Many have asked and I do promise ​that more Cosplay Shoots in the realms of Steampunk are long overdue and presently in the works as well as secret routines that will be debuted as I continue to pursue a life long dream of Live Siren Burlesque. It's been an insanely unpredictably busy year so I appreciate my adoring fans being more than patient as I prepare the pièce de résistance. As you can see there's a lot of coals in the fires at the home and hearth of BellaBloodLust Headquarters and I'm more than elated to give you a few peeks at what's waiting for you in the Old World Shoppe. 

​Long Live The Rubenesque Revolution! ​​​​​​​​
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​For those who have yet to find themselves formally introduced to Madame De Pompadour, Milonia Caesconia Empress Consort of Rome, Strawberry Coquette & The Iconic Mama Cass Elliot, perhaps your naughty and curious fingers will wander over each image to find yourself in a world unlike any other?

If you just can't leave without a memento of your time spent with moi, I'm more than elated to share this wonderfully sumptuous collection that will continue to expand with more decadent goddesses for you to worship, that will be arriving over the coming weeks of this glorious new year. Enjoy celebrating the dawn of 2017 with something decadent from La Maison BloodLust and The Scarlet Gardens: 
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Other Collectible Gift Items: 

Madame De Pompadour's Ornament Collection
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Madame De Pompadour Luggage of Bookbag Tag 
Madame De Pompadour Magnet Collection 
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Madame De Pompadour Diary 
​Madame De Pompadour Cosmetics Bag
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Madame De Pompadours Wristlet Purse 
Rubenesque Revolution Jewelry Box
​Feline Disposition Jewelry Box 
Gentleman's Playing Cards 
Luscious Hindquarters Cigar Humidor
French Girl Cigar Humidor 

For Decadent Decor Might I Suggest:
Milonia Caesconia Pillow Collection 
The Scarlet Gardens Poster Collection ​​
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​​​​​​Noble Aspirations Inspired by Little Reinette 
Charity & Art Hop Auction In The Works...

As soon as possible it's been a dream and desire of mine, to have an art show which will also initiate a worldwide Rubenesque Revolution Charity & Worldwide Network to promote true health and Body Beautiful living.

In a world where anorexia, bulimia, depression, self-mutilation and more plague the beautiful psyche's of the divine feminine that walks in each of us on this beautiful earth, I desire to help, and inspire those to ascend such Western Ideological 
limitations to truly embrace Self-Love & Acceptance.

This will take place after I've added a few more shoots into my repertoire first and after a few more lusciously curved ladies join forces with me to debut their work and pursuits that coin the ambiance of The Rubenesque Revolution.

As all great and grand things take time to unfold stay tuned my darlings this show has truly just begun. If you're ready to be apart of this incredible opportunity, and are ready to join forces email me at: MistressBellaBloodLust@yahoo.com.
​If you're still working up the nerve and courage to be apart of such a revealing and progressive opportunity, stay tuned as I look forward to preparing The Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series and opening doors for women worldwide to embrace the curvaceous goddess that they truly are. 
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​​​​​The Origins of The BloodSlayers: 
"After centuries wandering the Old World thirsting for blood and taming my inner demons, I've channeled my psychic forces and abilities to cross paths with those like me, who seek to transform the darkness they were left with into a productive career. When the descendant of Professor Van Helsing appeared in the form of Lydia St. Clair we stumbled into one another by predestined fate. She knew me as a brothel madame, former concubine and vampire dominatrix, in the frost covered hills of the Carpathian Mountains, seeking a bloodthirsty femme fatale to work alongside her against the allies of Vlad Dracul himself known only as "The B.L.O.O.D. 


In my spare time when I'm not assisting my lady in the good fight against darkness and evil, I travel the world by twilight in the guise of a horror-erotica writer, burlesque star, silk siren who whispers haunting ideas into my minions ears across the globe to entice men and women into falling victim in my seductive grasp. From inspiring the world with the Rubenesque Revolution to modeling in the realms of Fetish, Cosplay and Alternate History, there is only one velvet lined chair and three ring circus that could find itself embodied in the luscious curves of the one and only Bella BlooodLust." 
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The BloodSlayer's Comic Book - Trading Cards - Buttons - Posters 
Send Bella BloodLust to Comic-Con by Purchasing Red Skye World Comics Merchandise!

​Bella BloodLust Comic Lovers Gift Guide
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The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection 
The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection ***Collectors Edition***

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​​​Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services 
Temple & Archive
with Psychic Bella

​ Late Summer & Autumn Hours:

In Person Appointments:
Weekends Only Saturdays & Sundays 12pm-Midnight

Skype, Email & Phone Appointments: 
Monday-Friday 12pm-8pm
**In Person Appointments & Emergencies Available upon Request**

It's been a pleasure to have my temple doors open worldwide twenty four hours a day, seven days a week for the previous few years, In 2012 I returned to school and had to reduce hours due to deadlines, projects in the works and life's demands in general, this hasn't changed since and I'll continue to provide the above hours for new and returning clients worldwide all season long, while also pursuing many of my personal projects and life's work. This also provides an opportunity for clients to be decisive with their self care and spiritual holistic health, as much as I do enjoy having the temple buzzing with new energies, I also prefer to not have cancelled appointments and precious time wasted when life is too short and I have so many dedicated clients that are more than ready to transform their life for the better, one page in their life book at at time. 

Thank you truly for the love and support and I do sincerely look forward to assisting you on this profound journey that is life. It's my spiritual honor to safely and compassionately provide compasses, maps and a guiding star towards your wildest dreams and practical future. 

Other Classes Debut & Workshops in Progress:
I've had numerous requests for Introduction to Psychic Protection, Introduction to Psychic Abilities, & Child Development for Sapphire, Indigo, Rainbow & Crystal Children for quite some time now, for those looking for Tai Chi with Animal Friends, visit the Featured Products section in The Old World Shoppe.

As more materials were required for thorough research purposes before I can complete the following workshops and classes until I can afford to do so these are currently on hold until further notice, but I'm positive that prosperity will change along with the winds and those materials needed will be easily required. 


The Rubenesque Revolution 
Workshop Series 

In addition to these wonderful classes I'm also in the process of developing a four class Self Esteem, Body & Sexuality Positive & Female Empowerment Workshop Series, that expands The Rubenesque Revolution to women locally and worldwide. The purpose is to gain invaluable insight, life changing exercises, assignments and group exercises to develop positive female relationships inside and outside the fourth generation wave of feminism. We must embrace the female goddess within and in turn embrace it in each and every single woman that is a walking goddess incarnate, whether she knows it or not. By engaging in a female gathering group workshop series that will expand your mind, body and soul to make room for self love, sacred femininity and sacred sexuality allows each and every one of us to bring about the next phase in human and female interpersonal ascension and global consciousness. By removing the stigmas, skewed viewpoints, and oppressive views of women worldwide we create the world we truly want to live in, the one that celebrates the beauty of woman in all her divine glory. This will be available as soon as additional materials are gathered for this incredibly special workshop series. 

Spiritual Retreat Workshops Coming this Spring & Summer! 
​With so many requests from spiritualists in the Central & Northern California asking me if I host wilderness retreats, I've been called to create classes for Meditation & Gemstones & Crystals for those who desire to spend a day and night out in nature detoxing from the city and learning all that they can to apply these healing traditions into their every day life. As the weather is far too cold for outdoor retreats just yet, my co-creators and logistical assistance are working hard with me to ensure that we can have retreats at Sequoia National Forest and other Wilderness locations in Northern California where we can all meet, carpool and trek to our location, settle in and learn what is needed to rejuvenate the mind, body and spirit to fuel ourselves as healing participants in the present world. Stay tuned and thank you for reaching out, I'll be glad to create these for you and to host them this year. 

Shadows Into Light Gift Guide ​
Psychic Bella Custom Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $25 Gift Certificate 
Psychic Bella $50 Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $75.00 Gift Certificate 
Psychic Bella $100.00 Gift Certificate ​​​​​​​​​
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​​​​​​​​​​​​Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook
This magnificent cookbook was collaborated by the Fresno Pagan Pride Community as well as those kitchen witch pagans worldwide that desired to be a part of this profoundly special cookbook. It was originally created as my personal contribution to fundraising efforts for the local chapter of the national pagan movement, and as many locals and worldwide pagans have enjoyed the diverse, unique and endlessly ancient recipes found between the pages along with personal stories, tips for cooking and a rich history of pagan ways from the old world to the new, it's easy to see why it was Amazon.com's 2 year running title holder of Most Unique Cookbook on their entire site of delicious feast inspired books. For those of you that desire to learn more about pagan ways of life, or are looking for a special and new recipe that you want to surprise your friends and family with, can easily find and purchase this cookbook by following the link below. 

Please Note: that all proceeds now go directly to Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Temple & Archive to ensure clients receive the most updated and accurate forms of spiritual services available with the most accurate and updated equipment needed to ensure this takes places now and in the future. 
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Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook can be found, and purchased Here.

What Two Thousand Seventeen Has Waiting for You!
The Archive: 
For the daily spiritualist that desires to expand the richness of their life with spiritual diversity I welcome you to The Shadows Into Light Temple Archive

Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella Monthly Special 50% Off!
Don't forget to check out This Month's Special from Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella, each month a service or product is chosen at random and offered at half-price for those spiritualists in need on a very strict budget. 

Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella
Winter Hours: 

Mondays-Fridays: 12pm-8pm Phone, Email & Skype Appointments & Inquiries Only 
Weekends: 12pm-Midnight Booked Appointments Only 
By Appointment Only
***Walk In Appointments Unavailable; Unless you're an Actual "Walk-In"***


Available In Person, Skype, Email or Phone

Review Services, Classes & Workshops and Book Psychic Bella for an Individual or Group/Party Event Today!
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​​​​​​​The Scarlet Gardens

​​​​​​​​​​​​These gardens are filled with endless roses each bloody one covered in thorns but somehow managing to smell ever so sweet. Once plucked from the garden of life, each lesson, each experience that I have been honored and privileged to be apart of is shared endlessly within these pages...

The Scarlet Gardens invites your curiosity;
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​The Decadent World Of The Scarlet Gardens
Extended Galleries, Including the Infamous Madame De Pompadour series, as well as these two lovely editions filled with imagery, history and personal reflection about courtesan and concubine living. 

New Expanded Galleries
Historical Recreation: Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire
Historical Recreation: The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot
Strawberry Coquette's Pin-Up Picnic 
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Each gallery includes historical references, insight from the artist herself as well as passionate tributes to the Old World and The New.
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​​​​​​​​​​Behind The Iron Gates of The Scarlet Gardens
The iron gates are waiting for you to turn the key, all you need is one secret password and entry into my world of dark decadence and sensual delight is yours for eternity.

The Scarlet Gardens is Expanding
From tawdry tales of salacious escapades experienced and lived most extensively by Mistress Bella BloodLust to a profound future book (listed below). 
If you haven't already subscribed to The Scarlet Gardens, now is the time to do it. From Fetish Chronicles to Old World Erotic Escapades, The Scarlet Garden awaits.
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Present Novels In The Works:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
​Halloween 2018

Preparing Formatting for Publication ​
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​Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
Blog Available Now! 
Book Coming Soon


The Expanded Unveiling of the year Two Thousand and Sixteen:
Exclusive Access Into My World: 

As the previous year has been primarily focused upon creating a world all my own, building from the ivy clad earth a beautiful palace of decadence and old world charm, I've seen so many places to expand upon my creations in the form of erotic expression that is as old as time and passion itself, over the coming months you will have access too erotic literature, including a book of short stories that have never been read before, expanded cosplay and fetish galleries, the more exposure I've received worldwide has opened up a floodgate of creative extraordinaire s to work with and collaborate with for your pleasure and mostly mine.

​As I've found a desire, a thirst and hunger to translate what the dark velvet world has meant to me for so many years now into workshops, classes, video tutorials and a world filled with lifestyle, fashion and a personal diary from the boudoir of Mistress Belladonna herself, those that seek dark ascension will truly find their sinful salvation behind the iron gates of The Scarlet Gardens. 

​La Maison BloodLust is expanding headquarters the private connoisseur will be pleased to enjoy access to  more regularly published Videos, Personal Interviews, Published Literature, Music and So Much More, arrive over the coming days and
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​As you follow your curiosity find the Iron gate, take the Key and unlock the ivy-clad wooden door, immerse yourself in my sacred world of dark decadent ecstasy and lose yourself in passion, pleasure, and old world charm from the one and only ​
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Bella BloodLust.
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​​​​​​​​​​​Those that desire to expand will easily open the gates to The Scarlet Gardens, To those adventurous spirits I say,
Welcome.


Toujour's Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust

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​​​News & Events

​What enticing and at times scantily clad findings you can expect to see over the coming months at BellaBloodLustHQ. From the metaphysical and spiritually educational, to the more profoundly deep experiences offered from behind the veil of the velvet underground of pleasure and pain, there's something here for everyone, 
including exclusive behind the scenes access to local events, and community organized soirees that truly help those surviving to thrive in the Old World and the New Modern Era. 

Archive: 
Esbats
Feminism The Next Generation  
Homesteading  
Metaphysical Terminology 
Rubenesque Revolution
Rogue Festival Rundown
Steampunk Lifestyle 
Twin Flames
Vegan Organic Lifestyle
 

Strawberry Coquette:
A History of Courtesans, Concubines, Queens and Parisian Pastries 

The Scarlet Gardens:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters in Madmen 
 {Coming Halloween 2018}

Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
{Blog: Active in The Scarlet Gardens}
{Book: Coming Soon}

Dark Steam Ascension: Steampunk Lifestyle 
Origins of Dark Ascension: BDSM
Underworld Club Scene Politics 

News & Events:
Shadows Into Light Workshops & Classes Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Self Esteem Movement
Psychic Bella & The Scarlet Gardens Merchandise Debut
RM Gillmore & Psychic Bella

​The Illusive Bella BloodLust
Old World Goddess in The Modern Era

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​​From endless projects, a nomadic disposition in life and the constant change of addresses and having little to no transportation beyond Lyft and Public Transportation many might consider me a hermit but truly, I'm just busy. 

Life's swift pace is often much faster than the resources I have available to me in this ever fluctuating economy and being solely on an artists income has it's own set of challenges and financial limitations. It's not that I don't want to be out more, socializing, attending shows, events and seeing friends at festivals, it's just difficult to afford it. 

I assumed by now I'd have my degree and a decent income to rely on as well as a full time job in victimology while doubling my major and pursuing more psychic detective work, but sadly the current chaotic climate of higher education has prevented me and so many others from ever obtaining a degree. Without family, friends or even strangers donating money to ensure that the additional expenses of just going to school are provided I truly even as a former Dean's List Student can no longer afford to pursue higher education in my country so as of now that additional income is also gone. 

From bio-film documentaries, expanding workshops and classes to regional retreats and finishing the publication process of a collection of short horror stories and socializing with friends in Tower District for Karaoke Tuesdays and Ohh Pop Thursdays along with Art Hop I find myself quite busy pursuing and capturing my wildest dreams and to share them with so many wonderful friends and lovers too well I honestly admit life couldn't possibly get better than this, but I'm more than willing to embrace it if it want's to throw in some surprises. 

Roadtrips, preferably by dear friends and loved ones who desire to abduct me are always on my radar, as well as many other countless and creative ways to have fun on the fly and cheap. So please reach out, know that I'm busy but always willing to make time for those who desire to share adventures of any kind with so long as it's in the old world bohemia that we all share and love. ​
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​Adventures in Steampunk 
& 
Other Time Period Historical Recreation Soirees

From The Gaslamp Society to enjoying time & space with friends, family & special occasions I do my best to participate and arrive in style to as many events and social outings as I can manage with finances, lack of transportation and mostly lack of energy at the time. Fresno City College travel is fun but also very exhausting on the body, so I do look forward to seeing you when I do, and appreciate those that can understand how slow paced life can be without all the modern accommodations. P.E.R.C Fresno & JASNA Central California  are other wonderful old world cosplay societies esteemed on costume recreations and customs of time periods past, you may remember seeing many of these wonderful chaps and ladies at our co-hosted Time Travel Tea Party for those of you that can't get enough time period recreation fun, join both societies and prepare the sewing machines, we've got costumes to make!

*Gatsby Summer Afternoon in Oakland - Sept. 10th 

*The Second Annual Wes Ander-thon Film Festival in San Fran - Sept. 15th

*Dardanella DC: The Great Gatsby Lawn Party in Washington D.C. - Sept. 23rd
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*Oh what a lovely apocalyptic tea party @ Wasteland Weekend - Sept. 28th

*The Subacquatic Steampunk Weekend in UK - Sept. 30th
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*Fan Class - Sept. 30th 

* Those marked events include Gaslamp Society Members excursions to traditional and maker movement pastimes. Contact individual members for more details as these events are attended by some of our members but not organized by The Gaslamp Society.

** Those marked events are hosted by Gaslamp Society Members and are Private Parties, Friends, & Guest of Friends Welcome; NOT a Public Event.

For more information about these upcoming events stay informed and Like Our Public Facebook Page, are you a community participant that's inspired to help us organize and stock the Zeppelin before each event? Then find our Group on Facebook through The Gaslamp Society Page. 
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​Transforming Goals Into
​"Dreams Come True"

When Life Has Other Plans: 
​​​​​​​​Lets start with Goals & Dreams, Since 2008, I've been known as Psychic Bella, founding Shadows into Light Spiritual Services has truly been the real life experience needed to continue honing my psychic abilities, helping those in the valley and all over the world seek a higher quality of living and truly transforming from the inside out has given me a taste of my future. 
In 2013 I even went back to school, college even and was a regular in the criminology and anthropology departments well known for being one of the very few multi-generational shamans in classes was always a treat providing additional perspective to textbooks and professors.
Unfortunately that road ended in 2016 without the dual degree promised by the institution of higher education and now I look forward to seeing what opportunities open up to illuminate my direction on my path as this one no longer can be continued without massive amounts of income generated in a ridiculously short span of time. At least I can take what I've learned thus far and apply it to the world and continued work that I fulfill for spiritual clients worldwide as Psychic-Shaman Bella.
Where the road or the winds take me as of now nobody truly knows, but I do know that I embrace what this new future holds with open arms, a open heart and courage and strength in resolve that I never could imagine truly owning fully as myself this my thirtieth year of life on this planet. This in no way changes my abilities to be a shaman and psychic detective, it just allows the universe to show me a more alternative route to continuing my work solving cold cases regardless of how much more arduous the paperwork process still is without credentials being able to put my clients at rest and to provide their families with any semblance of closure is truly what this specific path in my life is all about. As they say "Where there's a will, there's a way." ​

Letting Go Of Pipe Dreams to Manifest Captured Reality: 
When one door opens another closes, and if the doors of perception were ultimately cleansed everything would appear to man as it is; infinite. This year has been remarkably enlightening, having the door shut on love last autumn to open the doors again to the possibilities of self love and being a hopeful romantic is honestly something I never thought would or could happen for me but the universe and perhaps me before I even arrived here in this life had other plans. 

As for now my focus is growing where I'm planted and appreciating each and every flower and star seed that's come into my life this profound year in endlessly mystical ways. From the friends I met in strange places while I was homeless that have now become my wolf pack and soul tribe with endless love and support to the profound men I've met this year that have really sparked my cynical and jaded heart into believing that love really does exist on this planet the way we'd always hoped it would arrive. If anything now just taking time to heal, focus on growth and rebirth and being there during others most transformational times has been the deepest honor bestowed on this pagan shaman soul. This however doesn't prevent me from letting ideas like tiny houses and native american land granted communes from being in my future, as well as traveling worldwide as a professional house sitter, but as for now, this year at least. I think focusing on my garden entirely and enjoying all that's blossoming here and just over the fence nearby with an incredible man that has captured much more than my interest to be the core of manifesting goals and dreams into ultimate reality. 
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​​Evolution of The Red Queen's Empire:

​​​​​​​​​Businesses: ​​​​
Currently as Psychic Bella I'm truly busy 7 days a week, I currently accept appointments on Weekends only, for in-person spiritual bookings and online ones for international clients. I intend on keeping my Phone/Email inquiries open from Mondays through Fridays to ensure that weekend bookings are solidified and that clients are able to make decisive actions towards the betterment of their lives, as they say Carpe Diem, this is the theme of 2016; and following up with all that has been created and destroyed is by far the theme for 2017. 

​The rest of the time my energy is shared between writing multiple books, maintaining my empire, planning soirees with and for the Gaslamp Society and assisting my love in our mutual dreams and business pursuits. This is why advanced planning is needed for social outings and even Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Bookings, as the months and seasons change so does my traveling gypsy soul, and I'm truly needed out there in the big world so please join us and enjoy the ever changing and prosperous scenery. Besides these pursuits I have my enjoyable times as Writer, Model, Artist, Siren, & Performance Artist, these times are few and far in between but as time goes by and opportunity knocks I'm grateful when good health is along with me to pursue these dreams. I'll be most focused this Autumn in building my repertoire for Burlesque, it's long overdue and my soul longs to be in the spotlight once more. 

As many find ways to earn additional incomes in this difficult economy, I've recently looked into professional house, pet and car sitting opening up opportunities for both a more stable life financially speaking, while also having the chance to travel the world without having to save funds for a hotel or other additional costs that come with it. So on top of all of the endless projects and jobs I already have this too is now a huge focus in life, if you want to build a savings, one must push forward in all directions. 

​New Business - The Grand Opening Of: 
Strawberry Coquette's Wild Bohemian Patisserie 
As I approached my 3 year Vegan Anniversary I found myself elated to expand my personal baking business into a legitimate side-business; for over two years now I've been perfecting and concocting the most profoundly delicious vegan desserts and have even now expanded to Gluten Free, Raw, Paleo-Vegan Friendly Desserts! After receiving serve-safe certification in food courses to ensure that I know how to conduct a healthy and food safe kitchen I found that having all of these incredible, healthy and dietary restriction friendly recipes to be too good not to share! After many compliments and encouraging words from friends, family and even complete strangers that are 1000% against desserts without dairy, eggs or animal products tell me that my baked goods are the best thing they've ever tried, I've decided to turn my top recipes list into a menu for an at-home place to order bakery prepared and shared by your's truly; Strawberry Vixen. As much as I intended to have this venture up and off the ground before Winter, unfortunately a few business related investments are needed to ensure that my decadent vegan treats are served fresh to you at the highest quality possible. So hopefully by Summers arrival a cute little pastry cart pushed by Strawberry Coquette herself will be wandering around Tower District to tease and tantalize those who crave a taste of Paris. New Spring Menu Items have just been added, why not stop by my cafe and indulge in a bit of France. ​

Health:
As of April 7th a day after my 29th Birthday, I received a full report and cancer remission status for Cushing's Syndrome. A brain tumor that tried to kill me but lost it's battle to the wonderful world of holistic medicine known as medical marijuana. If it wasn't for stumbling upon my twin flame and trusting that his dedication to medicine was true I honestly wouldn't be here writing this right now, I was given a 6 month prognosis for living and was preparing my funeral at the tender age of 23. I'm astounded to say not only has my tumor gone completely into remission, but my immune system is better than it was before cancer and so is the rest of my health that was just finalized and cleared by every single one of my follow-up cancer specialists. So basically I'm like a bombshell version of deadpool, watch out world it's going to get crazy fun from here. 
I'm back!

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​​​Until We Meet Again...

​From transforming journals and sketch pads into the foundations of my novel, while editing and constructing another that's soon to be released for erotic horror readers to enjoy, to finishing the final touches on BellaBloodLust HQ to ensuring a place to work, create, brainstorm and vision board can take place to turn dreams into legacy and living breathing reality.

​I celebrate The Rubenesque Revolution, and relish in the progress, projects and creative pursuits that have taken place successfully thus far while further fires burn in the hearth of my sensual and spiritual home to brew and simmer over the golden months of late spring, carnal scarlet summer and dark and sumptuous autumn. In the midst of creative stirrings as the dawning of a new age and new year arrive here in this world and my very own home I frolic and feast to the fullest embracing life in all its horror and divinity.

There's so much more to get your fill in the menagerie of places I've created for one and all to enjoy. I look forward to your inquiries, your contributions and suggestions and for those who are already well entertained, buckle up for a very wild ride; adorned in wild roses and thorns what else my darling? 
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For this world and those we create are filled with both pleasure and pain in equal measure and as for me I relish in this silver spoon and feast on the oysters that have been left out freshly harvested for this adventurous feline. 


​Thank you eternally for your support and for those that desire to tear it apart, I look forward to watching the Old World burn down with you inside as The New Golden Age of Humanity is finally here. 

Long Live The Scarlet Queen 

Toujours Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust 
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The August Newsletter

8/1/2017

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Lorsque la lumière s'allume et se déplace dans toutes les directions simultanément ...
As the light illuminates and travels in all directions simultaneously...

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​Nous trouvons des chemins cachés qui nous appellent à notre prochaine destination dans la vie.
We find hidden pathways calling us to our next destination in life. 

As Summer continues to shine it's rays of inspiration and ambitious fuel to add to the self crafted fires, I find myself in absolute awe as to all that's been endured, conquered and accomplished this topsy turvey year. My entire world was quite literally turned upside down but this wasn't the first time I've had to strap in and wait to see where this rocket ship would finally land, with fortunately it's only passenger fully intact; if not a little weathered and weary from the travels to a brave new world. 

Yet for some reason all I can do is smile, to embrace where life's pathway's and hidden roads have lead me too, from the incredible people to the amazing places that have provided endless social and professional opportunity to finally capture all of my goals and dreams and to transform them into living, breathing reality. 

The work is far from over and as the approach of The Lord of Light's Lughnasadha arrives this very day to herald the season of continued roads towards waiting dreams come true; we find time this very day to rest as well as raise our weary hands high to toast each other along our crossing pathway's as we all achieve exactly what we hope too in dream form in the realm of accomplished and well sought after goals for a well lived and full life. Taking these much needed breaks let's the mind and soul simmer together to fuel creativity in the hearth and fires of one's deepest essence of being. Providing peaceful courses and direction with map, compass and carriage to what profound and undiscovered new terrain that we have yet to explore or find first hand like nothing else ever before. 

As the god of craftsmanship and many talents, Lugh reminds us to focus and recommit and apply ourselves to all that we've dreamed of ever truly having and creating. As somebody who's always constantly spinning plates and moving from one to another to make sure the momentum continues to thrive and nothing falls and shatters into a million pieces I realize just how dedicated I truly have to be to ambitiously follow every single one of my dreams in this lifetime with prevail. I've tried for so many years to fear being utterly, completely myself thinking that there is no place in this world and to subdue my shine and to succumb to a traditional way of life just like everybody else in their present professions but I tried that already and so far that was a bigger failure than just following my heart, soul and brilliant mind to the four corners of the earth and beyond to find the hidden treasure in every person, place and opportunity that life abundantly provides. 

From writing to formatting my book for publication, modeling, supporting movements, photography, cosplaying as a Red Skye World Comic's Super Vixen, performing burlesque for the world to see online and very soon in person for my debut I can't honestly say where I'll be this time next year but if anything I've learned as long as I stick to my path and promises to myself made years ago no matter who or what comes into my life that, that is the core of where life's fires burn brightest and that is where you'll find me now and always, following my dreams and being grateful for those amazing souls like you who take a chance and capture the spirit of carpe diem by being apart of the universe and playing with it the way alchemists do; with pure golden intentions. 

May the Lord of Light Illuminate Your Path 
Blessed Lughnasadh dear hearts, keep moving forward,

Toujours Sanglante, 
Bella BloodLust 
The Red Queen of The Scarlet Gardens 
& La Maison BloodLust 

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​​​​​In the Autumn of the year two thousand and sixteen after twelve arduous years of blood, sweat and corpses; I gave birth to:

A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen

 
A book that's taken me nearly a decade to complete with the brilliant help and collaboration of real life monsters and madmen. Monsters and madmen who I fell head over heels in love with, who captured me and who released me long before their dark urges buried me in the garden to grow among the wild flowers. 

As the eighth great bastard grandniece of Mary Shelley; and Lord Byron. I am more than in awe of reading the linked article to see that she published her book Frankenstein exactly 200 years before I finished this very novel of erotic tales of horror. It's as if her blood still flows through these eccentric veins breathing new life into me, fueling a frenzy to follow the course that I have always envisioned since I was in my youth. 

From formatting and finding artists submit dark creations into this project a midst preparing for publication to contacting creative genius friends for book trailers; and hopefully in the end to manifest book tours and horror conventions, I desire to bring this old world of horrors back into this new golden era la bohemia. For the love of Gothic romance and vicious homicidal erotica will always go well paired with a warm glass of sensual... blood. 

To those who I have loved and lost and to those dear friends near and far who have flown to my hearts aid in my deepest time of need and to my gypsy tribe family. Thank you for being here to support me along the way; or teaching me profound lessons in life before making your otherwise morbidly cruel exit out of my existence.

A Tribute to the Monsters and Madmen:
For those who helped me create this book, if you are reading this, thank you for sharing your madness. I cannot wait to share what we have created together over a decade of carnage and carnality. 

As it's taking me quite longer than expected to transform words into formatted books for kindle, hardback and audio book publication I do appreciate your eternal and undying support to writers and authors everywhere as this is truly the back breaking and spine tingling moments that we live for in this world, to have the honor and privilege of sharing our dark creations with you curious reader. 

Coming to The World Stage October 31st, 2018:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
by Bella BloodLust 
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 Bella BloodLust's Author Page 
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​​Bella BloodLust News

​​​From two international publications in renowned magazines to debuting my comic book superhero role as Bella BloodLust of The BloodSlayers at Zapp Con 3; October 15th! There's plenty of reasons why many new and old adventurers were ready to board this airship for a decadent and exciting ride of thrills and chills that has been the year 2016! But as they say out with the old and in with the new as 2017 has more excitement than any of you adventurers are ready for, so lets see what's in store shall we? 

Many have asked and I do promise ​that more Cosplay Shoots in the realms of Steampunk are long overdue and presently in the works as well as secret routines that will be debuted as I continue to pursue a life long dream of Live Siren Burlesque. It's been an insanely unpredictably busy year so I appreciate my adoring fans being more than patient as I prepare the pièce de résistance. As you can see there's a lot of coals in the fires at the home and hearth of BellaBloodLust Headquarters and I'm more than elated to give you a few peeks at what's waiting for you in the Old World Shoppe. 

​Long Live The Rubenesque Revolution! ​​​​​​​​
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​For those who have yet to find themselves formally introduced to Madame De Pompadour, Milonia Caesconia Empress Consort of Rome, Strawberry Coquette & The Iconic Mama Cass Elliot, perhaps your naughty and curious fingers will wander over each image to find yourself in a world unlike any other?

If you just can't leave without a memento of your time spent with moi, I'm more than elated to share this wonderfully sumptuous collection that will continue to expand with more decadent goddesses for you to worship, that will be arriving over the coming weeks of this glorious new year. Enjoy celebrating the dawn of 2017 with something decadent from La Maison BloodLust and The Scarlet Gardens: 
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Other Collectible Gift Items: 

Madame De Pompadour's Ornament Collection
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Madame De Pompadour Luggage of Bookbag Tag 
Madame De Pompadour Magnet Collection 
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Madame De Pompadour Diary 
​Madame De Pompadour Cosmetics Bag
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Madame De Pompadours Wristlet Purse 
Rubenesque Revolution Jewelry Box
​Feline Disposition Jewelry Box 
Gentleman's Playing Cards 
Luscious Hindquarters Cigar Humidor
French Girl Cigar Humidor 

For Decadent Decor Might I Suggest:
Milonia Caesconia Pillow Collection 
The Scarlet Gardens Poster Collection ​​
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​​​​​Noble Aspirations Inspired by Little Reinette 
Charity & Art Hop Auction In The Works...

As soon as possible it's been a dream and desire of mine, to have an art show which will also initiate a worldwide Rubenesque Revolution Charity & Worldwide Network to promote true health and Body Beautiful living.

In a world where anorexia, bulimia, depression, self-mutilation and more plague the beautiful psyche's of the divine feminine that walks in each of us on this beautiful earth, I desire to help, and inspire those to ascend such Western Ideological 
limitations to truly embrace Self-Love & Acceptance.

This will take place after I've added a few more shoots into my repertoire first and after a few more lusciously curved ladies join forces with me to debut their work and pursuits that coin the ambiance of The Rubenesque Revolution.

As all great and grand things take time to unfold stay tuned my darlings this show has truly just begun. If you're ready to be apart of this incredible opportunity, and are ready to join forces email me at: MistressBellaBloodLust@yahoo.com.
​If you're still working up the nerve and courage to be apart of such a revealing and progressive opportunity, stay tuned as I look forward to preparing The Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series and opening doors for women worldwide to embrace the curvaceous goddess that they truly are. 
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​​​​The Origins of The BloodSlayers: 
"After centuries wandering the Old World thirsting for blood and taming my inner demons, I've channeled my psychic forces and abilities to cross paths with those like me, who seek to transform the darkness they were left with into a productive career. When the descendant of Professor Van Helsing appeared in the form of Lydia St. Clair we stumbled into one another by predestined fate. She knew me as a brothel madame, former concubine and vampire dominatrix, in the frost covered hills of the Carpathian Mountains, seeking a bloodthirsty femme fatale to work alongside her against the allies of Vlad Dracul himself known only as "The B.L.O.O.D. 


In my spare time when I'm not assisting my lady in the good fight against darkness and evil, I travel the world by twilight in the guise of a horror-erotica writer, burlesque star, silk siren who whispers haunting ideas into my minions ears across the globe to entice men and women into falling victim in my seductive grasp. From inspiring the world with the Rubenesque Revolution to modeling in the realms of Fetish, Cosplay and Alternate History, there is only one velvet lined chair and three ring circus that could find itself embodied in the luscious curves of the one and only Bella BlooodLust." 
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The BloodSlayer's Comic Book - Trading Cards - Buttons - Posters 
Send Bella BloodLust to Comic-Con by Purchasing Red Skye World Comics Merchandise!

​Bella BloodLust Comic Lovers Gift Guide
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The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection 
The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection ***Collectors Edition***

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​​Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services 
Temple & Archive
with Psychic Bella

​​​​ Summer Hours:

In Person Appointments:
Weekends Only Saturdays & Sundays 12pm-Midnight

Skype, Email & Phone Appointments: 
Monday-Friday 12pm-8pm
**In Person Appointments & Emergencies Available upon Request**

It's been a pleasure to have my temple doors open worldwide twenty four hours a day, seven days a week for the previous few years, In 2012 I returned to school and had to reduce hours due to deadlines, projects in the works and life's demands in general, this hasn't changed since and I'll continue to provide the above hours for new and returning clients worldwide all season long, while also pursuing many of my personal projects and life's work. This also provides an opportunity for clients to be decisive with their self care and spiritual holistic health, as much as I do enjoy having the temple buzzing with new energies, I also prefer to not have cancelled appointments and precious time wasted when life is too short and I have so many dedicated clients that are more than ready to transform their life for the better, one page in their life book at at time. 

Thank you truly for the love and support and I do sincerely look forward to assisting you on this profound journey that is life. It's my spiritual honor to safely and compassionately provide compasses, maps and a guiding star towards your wildest dreams and practical future. 

Other Classes Debut & Workshops in Progress:
I've had numerous requests for Introduction to Psychic Protection, Introduction to Psychic Abilities, & Child Development for Sapphire, Indigo, Rainbow & Crystal Children for quite some time now, for those looking for Tai Chi with Animal Friends, visit the Featured Products section in The Old World Shoppe.

As more materials were required for thorough research purposes before I can complete the following workshops and classes until I can afford to do so these are currently on hold until further notice, but I'm positive that prosperity will change along with the winds and those materials needed will be easily required. 


The Rubenesque Revolution 
Workshop Series 

In addition to these wonderful classes I'm also in the process of developing a four class Self Esteem, Body & Sexuality Positive & Female Empowerment Workshop Series, that expands The Rubenesque Revolution to women locally and worldwide. The purpose is to gain invaluable insight, life changing exercises, assignments and group exercises to develop positive female relationships inside and outside the fourth generation wave of feminism. We must embrace the female goddess within and in turn embrace it in each and every single woman that is a walking goddess incarnate, whether she knows it or not. By engaging in a female gathering group workshop series that will expand your mind, body and soul to make room for self love, sacred femininity and sacred sexuality allows each and every one of us to bring about the next phase in human and female interpersonal ascension and global consciousness. By removing the stigmas, skewed viewpoints, and oppressive views of women worldwide we create the world we truly want to live in, the one that celebrates the beauty of woman in all her divine glory. This will be available as soon as additional materials are gathered for this incredibly special workshop series. 

Spiritual Retreat Workshops Coming this Spring & Summer! 
​With so many requests from spiritualists in the Central & Northern California asking me if I host wilderness retreats, I've been called to create classes for Meditation & Gemstones & Crystals for those who desire to spend a day and night out in nature detoxing from the city and learning all that they can to apply these healing traditions into their every day life. As the weather is far too cold for outdoor retreats just yet, my co-creators and logistical assistance are working hard with me to ensure that we can have retreats at Sequoia National Forest and other Wilderness locations in Northern California where we can all meet, carpool and trek to our location, settle in and learn what is needed to rejuvenate the mind, body and spirit to fuel ourselves as healing participants in the present world. Stay tuned and thank you for reaching out, I'll be glad to create these for you and to host them this year. 

Shadows Into Light Gift Guide ​
Psychic Bella Custom Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $25 Gift Certificate 
Psychic Bella $50 Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $75.00 Gift Certificate 
Psychic Bella $100.00 Gift Certificate ​​​​​​​​​
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​​​​​​​​​​​Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook
This magnificent cookbook was collaborated by the Fresno Pagan Pride Community as well as those kitchen witch pagans worldwide that desired to be a part of this profoundly special cookbook. It was originally created as my personal contribution to fundraising efforts for the local chapter of the national pagan movement, and as many locals and worldwide pagans have enjoyed the diverse, unique and endlessly ancient recipes found between the pages along with personal stories, tips for cooking and a rich history of pagan ways from the old world to the new, it's easy to see why it was Amazon.com's 2 year running title holder of Most Unique Cookbook on their entire site of delicious feast inspired books. For those of you that desire to learn more about pagan ways of life, or are looking for a special and new recipe that you want to surprise your friends and family with, can easily find and purchase this cookbook by following the link below. 

Please Note: that all proceeds now go directly to Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Temple & Archive to ensure clients receive the most updated and accurate forms of spiritual services available with the most accurate and updated equipment needed to ensure this takes places now and in the future. 
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Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook can be found, and purchased Here.

What Two Thousand Seventeen Has Waiting for You!
The Archive: 
For the daily spiritualist that desires to expand the richness of their life with spiritual diversity I welcome you to The Shadows Into Light Temple Archive

Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella Monthly Special 50% Off!
Don't forget to check out This Month's Special from Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella, each month a service or product is chosen at random and offered at half-price for those spiritualists in need on a very strict budget. 

Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella
Winter Hours: 

Mondays-Fridays: 12pm-8pm Phone, Email & Skype Appointments & Inquiries Only 
Weekends: 12pm-Midnight Booked Appointments Only 
By Appointment Only
***Walk In Appointments Unavailable; Unless you're an Actual "Walk-In"***


Available In Person, Skype, Email or Phone

Review Services, Classes & Workshops and Book Psychic Bella for an Individual or Group/Party Event Today!
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​​​​​​The Scarlet Gardens

​​​​​​​​​​​These gardens are filled with endless roses each bloody one covered in thorns but somehow managing to smell ever so sweet. Once plucked from the garden of life, each lesson, each experience that I have been honored and privileged to be apart of is shared endlessly within these pages...

The Scarlet Gardens invites your curiosity;
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​​​​​​​​​The Decadent World Of The Scarlet Gardens
Extended Galleries, Including the Infamous Madame De Pompadour series, as well as these two lovely editions filled with imagery, history and personal reflection about courtesan and concubine living. 

New Expanded Galleries
Historical Recreation: Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire
Historical Recreation: The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot
Strawberry Coquette's Pin-Up Picnic 
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Each gallery includes historical references, insight from the artist herself as well as passionate tributes to the Old World and The New.
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​​​​​​​​​Behind The Iron Gates of The Scarlet Gardens
The iron gates are waiting for you to turn the key, all you need is one secret password and entry into my world of dark decadence and sensual delight is yours for eternity.

The Scarlet Gardens is Expanding
From tawdry tales of salacious escapades experienced and lived most extensively by Mistress Bella BloodLust to a profound future book (listed below).
If you haven't already subscribed to The Scarlet Gardens, now is the time to do it. From Fetish Chronicles to Old World Erotic Escapades, The Scarlet Garden awaits.
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​​​​Present Novels In The Works:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
​Halloween 2018

Preparing Formatting for Publication 
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Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
Blog Available Now! 
Book Coming Soon


The Expanded Unveiling of the year Two Thousand and Sixteen:
Exclusive Access Into My World: 

As the previous year has been primarily focused upon creating a world all my own, building from the ivy clad earth a beautiful palace of decadence and old world charm, I've seen so many places to expand upon my creations in the form of erotic expression that is as old as time and passion itself, over the coming months you will have access too erotic literature, including a book of short stories that have never been read before, expanded cosplay and fetish galleries, the more exposure I've received worldwide has opened up a floodgate of creative extraordinaire s to work with and collaborate with for your pleasure and mostly mine.

​As I've found a desire, a thirst and hunger to translate what the dark velvet world has meant to me for so many years now into workshops, classes, video tutorials and a world filled with lifestyle, fashion and a personal diary from the boudoir of Mistress Belladonna herself, those that seek dark ascension will truly find their sinful salvation behind the iron gates of The Scarlet Gardens. 

​La Maison BloodLust is expanding headquarters the private connoisseur will be pleased to enjoy access to  more regularly published Videos, Personal Interviews, Published Literature, Music and So Much More, arrive over the coming days and
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​As you follow your curiosity find the Iron gate, take the Key and unlock the ivy-clad wooden door, immerse yourself in my sacred world of dark decadent ecstasy and lose yourself in passion, pleasure, and old world charm from the one and only ​
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Bella BloodLust.
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​​​​​​​​​​Those that desire to expand will easily open the gates to The Scarlet Gardens, To those adventurous spirits I say,
Welcome.


Toujour's Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust

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​​News & Events

​What enticing and at times scantily clad findings you can expect to see over the coming months at BellaBloodLustHQ. From the metaphysical and spiritually educational, to the more profoundly deep experiences offered from behind the veil of the velvet underground of pleasure and pain, there's something here for everyone, 
including exclusive behind the scenes access to local events, and community organized soirees that truly help those surviving to thrive in the Old World and the New Modern Era. 

Archive: 
Esbats
Feminism The Next Generation  
Homesteading  
Metaphysical Terminology 
Rubenesque Revolution
Rogue Festival Rundown
Steampunk Lifestyle 
Twin Flames
Vegan Organic Lifestyle
 

Strawberry Coquette:
A History of Courtesans, Concubines, Queens and Parisian Pastries 

The Scarlet Gardens:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters in Madmen 
 {Coming Halloween 2018}

Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
{Blog: Active in The Scarlet Gardens}
{Book: Coming Soon}

Dark Steam Ascension: Steampunk Lifestyle 
Origins of Dark Ascension: BDSM
Underworld Club Scene Politics 

News & Events:
Shadows Into Light Workshops & Classes Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Self Esteem Movement
Psychic Bella & The Scarlet Gardens Merchandise Debut
RM Gillmore & Psychic Bella

​​​The Illusive Bella BloodLust
Old World Goddess in The Modern Era

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​From endless projects, a nomadic disposition in life and the constant change of addresses and having little to no transportation beyond Lyft and Public Transportation many might consider me a hermit but truly, I'm just busy. 

Life's swift pace is often much faster than the resources I have available to me in this ever fluctuating economy and being solely on an artists income has it's own set of challenges and financial limitations. It's not that I don't want to be out more, socializing, attending shows, events and seeing friends at festivals, it's just difficult to afford it. 

I assumed by now I'd have my degree and a decent income to rely on as well as a full time job in victimology while doubling my major and pursuing more psychic detective work, but sadly the current chaotic climate of higher education has prevented me and so many others from ever obtaining a degree. Without family, friends or even strangers donating money to ensure that the additional expenses of just going to school are provided I truly even as a former Dean's List Student can no longer afford to pursue higher education in my country so as of now that additional income is also gone. 

From bio-film documentaries, expanding workshops and classes to regional retreats and finishing a collection of short horror stories along with parting ways once more with the love of my life to preserve the love we have for hopefully a future time it seems once again life has handed me a heavy hand, yet I know each day I pursue my path with confidence and strength that I have the resources available if only I choose to use and apply them each and every day. 

Roadtrips, preferably by dear friends and loved ones who desire to abduct me are always on my radar, as well as many other countless and creative ways to have fun on the fly and cheap. So please reach out, know that I'm busy but always willing to make time for those who desire to share adventures of any kind with so long as it's in the old world bohemia that we all share and love. ​
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​Adventures in Steampunk 
& 
Other Time Period Historical Recreation Soirees

From The Gaslamp Society to enjoying time & space with friends, family & special occasions I do my best to participate and arrive in style to as many events and social outings as I can manage with finances, lack of transportation and mostly lack of energy at the time. Fresno City College travel is fun but also very exhausting on the body, so I do look forward to seeing you when I do, and appreciate those that can understand how slow paced life can be without all the modern accommodations. P.E.R.C Fresno & JASNA Central California  are other wonderful old world cosplay societies esteemed on costume recreations and customs of time periods past, you may remember seeing many of these wonderful chaps and ladies at our co-hosted Time Travel Tea Party for those of you that can't get enough time period recreation fun, join both societies and prepare the sewing machines, we've got costumes to make!

*Free Edwardian Picnic Dance in Neverland - Aug 5th
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*Makers Market in The Park - Aug 5th
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*Cirque De Soleil "Kurios" - Aug 24th

* Those marked events include Gaslamp Society Members excursions to traditional and maker movement pastimes. Contact individual members for more details as these events are attended by some of our members but not organized by The Gaslamp Society.

** Those marked events are hosted by Gaslamp Society Members and are Private Parties, Friends, & Guest of Friends Welcome; NOT a Public Event.

For more information about these upcoming events stay informed and Like Our Public Facebook Page, are you a community participant that's inspired to help us organize and stock the Zeppelin before each event? Then find our Group on Facebook through The Gaslamp Society Page. 
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​​​​Transforming Goals Into
​"Dreams Come True"

When Life Has Other Plans: 
​​​​​​​​Lets start with Goals & Dreams, Since 2008, I've been known as Psychic Bella, founding Shadows into Light Spiritual Services has truly been the real life experience needed to continue honing my psychic abilities, helping those in the valley and all over the world seek a higher quality of living and truly transforming from the inside out has given me a taste of my future. 
In 2013 I even went back to school, college even and was a regular in the criminology and anthropology departments well known for being one of the very few multi-generational shamans in classes was always a treat providing additional perspective to textbooks and professors.
Unfortunately that road ended in 2016 without the dual degree promised by the institution of higher education and now I look forward to seeing what opportunities open up to illuminate my direction on my path as this one no longer can be continued without massive amounts of income generated in a ridiculously short span of time. At least I can take what I've learned thus far and apply it to the world and continued work that I fulfill for spiritual clients worldwide as Psychic-Shaman Bella.
Where the road or the winds take me as of now nobody truly knows, but I do know that I embrace what this new future holds with open arms, a open heart and courage and strength in resolve that I never could imagine truly owning fully as myself this my thirtieth year of life on this planet. This in no way changes my abilities to be a shaman and psychic detective, it just allows the universe to show me a more alternative route to continuing my work solving cold cases regardless of how much more arduous the paperwork process still is without credentials being able to put my clients at rest and to provide their families with any semblance of closure is truly what this specific path in my life is all about. As they say "Where there's a will, there's a way." ​

Letting Go Of Dreams to Manifest Others Into Reality: 
When one door opens another closes, and if the doors of perception were ultimately cleansed everything would appear to man as it is; infinite. This year has been remarkably enlightening, having the door shut on love last autumn to open the doors again to the possibilities of self love and being a hopeful romantic is honestly something I never thought would or could happen for me but the universe and perhaps me before I even arrived here in this life had other plans. 

As for now my focus is growing where I'm planted and appreciating each and every flower and star seed that's come into my life this profound year in endlessly mystical ways. From the friends I met in strange places while I was homeless that have now become my wolf pack and soul tribe with endless love and support to the profound men I've met this year that have really sparked my cynical and jaded heart into believing that love really does exist on this planet the way we'd always hoped it would arrive. If anything now just taking time to heal, focus on growth and rebirth and being there during others most transformational times has been the deepest honor bestowed on this pagan shaman soul. This however doesn't prevent me from letting ideas like tiny houses and native american land granted communes from being in my future, as well as traveling worldwide as a professional house sitter, but as for now, this year at least. I think focusing on my garden entirely and enjoying all that's blossoming here and just over the fence nearby with an incredible man that has captured much more than my interest to be the core of manifesting goals and dreams into ultimate reality. 
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​Evolution of The Red Queen's Empire:

​​​​​​​​Businesses: ​​​​
Currently as Psychic Bella I'm truly busy 7 days a week, I currently accept appointments on Weekends only, for in-person spiritual bookings and online ones for international clients. I intend on keeping my Phone/Email inquiries open from Mondays through Fridays to ensure that weekend bookings are solidified and that clients are able to make decisive actions towards the betterment of their lives, as they say Carpe Diem, this is the theme of 2016; and following up with all that has been created and destroyed is by far the theme for 2017. 

​The rest of the time my energy is shared between writing multiple books, maintaining my empire, planning soirees with and for the Gaslamp Society and assisting my love in our mutual dreams and business pursuits. This is why advanced planning is needed for social outings and even Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Bookings, as the months and seasons change so does my traveling gypsy soul, and I'm truly needed out there in the big world so please join us and enjoy the ever changing and prosperous scenery. Besides these pursuits I have my enjoyable times as Writer, Model, Artist, Siren, & Performance Artist, these times are few and far in between but as time goes by and opportunity knocks I'm grateful when good health is along with me to pursue these dreams. I'll be most focused this Autumn in building my repertoire for Burlesque, it's long overdue and my soul longs to be in the spotlight once more. 

As many find ways to earn additional incomes in this difficult economy, I've recently looked into professional house, pet and car sitting opening up opportunities for both a more stable life financially speaking, while also having the chance to travel the world without having to save funds for a hotel or other additional costs that come with it. So on top of all of the endless projects and jobs I already have this too is now a huge focus in life, if you want to build a savings, one must push forward in all directions. 

​New Business - The Grand Opening Of: 
Strawberry Coquette's Wild Bohemian Patisserie 
As I approached my 3 year Vegan Anniversary I found myself elated to expand my personal baking business into a legitimate side-business; for over two years now I've been perfecting and concocting the most profoundly delicious vegan desserts and have even now expanded to Gluten Free, Raw, Paleo-Vegan Friendly Desserts! After receiving serve-safe certification in food courses to ensure that I know how to conduct a healthy and food safe kitchen I found that having all of these incredible, healthy and dietary restriction friendly recipes to be too good not to share! After many compliments and encouraging words from friends, family and even complete strangers that are 1000% against desserts without dairy, eggs or animal products tell me that my baked goods are the best thing they've ever tried, I've decided to turn my top recipes list into a menu for an at-home place to order bakery prepared and shared by your's truly; Strawberry Vixen. As much as I intended to have this venture up and off the ground before Winter, unfortunately a few business related investments are needed to ensure that my decadent vegan treats are served fresh to you at the highest quality possible. So hopefully by Summers arrival a cute little pastry cart pushed by Strawberry Coquette herself will be wandering around Tower District to tease and tantalize those who crave a taste of Paris. New Spring Menu Items have just been added, why not stop by my cafe and indulge in a bit of France. ​

Health:
As of April 7th a day after my 29th Birthday, I received a full report and cancer remission status for Cushing's Syndrome. A brain tumor that tried to kill me but lost it's battle to the wonderful world of holistic medicine known as medical marijuana. If it wasn't for stumbling upon my twin flame and trusting that his dedication to medicine was true I honestly wouldn't be here writing this right now, I was given a 6 month prognosis for living and was preparing my funeral at the tender age of 23. I'm astounded to say not only has my tumor gone completely into remission, but my immune system is better than it was before cancer and so is the rest of my health that was just finalized and cleared by every single one of my follow-up cancer specialists. So basically I'm like a bombshell version of deadpool, watch out world it's going to get crazy fun from here.
I'm back!

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​​Until We Meet Again...

​​From transforming journals and sketch pads into the foundations of my novel, while editing and constructing another that's soon to be released for erotic horror readers to enjoy, to finishing the final touches on BellaBloodLust HQ to ensuring a place to work, create, brainstorm and vision board can take place to turn dreams into legacy and living breathing reality.

​I celebrate The Rubenesque Revolution, and relish in the progress, projects and creative pursuits that have taken place successfully thus far while further fires burn in the hearth of my sensual and spiritual home to brew and simmer over the golden months of late spring, carnal scarlet summer and dark and sumptuous autumn. In the midst of creative stirrings as the dawning of a new age and new year arrive here in this world and my very own home I frolic and feast to the fullest embracing life in all its horror and divinity.

There's so much more to get your fill in the menagerie of places I've created for one and all to enjoy. I look forward to your inquiries, your contributions and suggestions and for those who are already well entertained, buckle up for a very wild ride; adorned in wild roses and thorns what else my darling? 
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For this world and those we create are filled with both pleasure and pain in equal measure and as for me I relish in this silver spoon and feast on the oysters that have been left out freshly harvested for this adventurous feline. 


​Thank you eternally for your support and for those that desire to tear it apart, I look forward to watching the Old World burn down with you inside as The New Golden Age of Humanity is finally here. 

Long Live The Scarlet Queen 

Toujours Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust 
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The July Newsletter

6/21/2017

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L'interlude sensuel de l'été
The Sensual Interlude of Summertime...

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Inspire cette muse pour créer comme une déesse
Inspires this Muse to Create like a Goddess

The carnal climax of Summer arrives in the season of skin and runs long into the coming months in the ​Lord of Light's Lugnasadh. For myself and many other creative artists and muses this season is usually a culmination of all that has come to pass in the first part of the year as we reached the milestone of yet another Summer Solstice with kith and kin. 

The creative fires have been forged from the cold winter months, through the budding and blossoming Spring and as we see ourselves dancing on the wheels of life and death as the god's continue to let the wine flow with laughter in abundance. Many find it's time to dwell within and to find ways to illuminate the darkest parts of the internal self for ultimate purification.

Many find ways to alleviate junk and clutter in their homes this time of year as well as reaching out to the community to ensure that donations and help in general are at an all time high. For those of us in the creative and spiritual arts; we find this is the time of year to check in our schedule's, deadline's and projects that have been manifesting for weeks, months and sometimes even years to reevaluate how we're using and spending our only currency in the world that cannot be recaptured; time. 

This year hallmarked by the rebellious and ultimately purifying phoenix has initiated and reinitialized many of us on our rightful paths of integrity, authenticity and self-actualization. From welcoming and allowing those in our lives to leave without attachment in the forms of close and intimate relationships to friendships that we'd thought would last a lifetime to many realizing that the ultimate relationship within the inner dwellings of one personal self is the core foundation for what we provide sustenance for in the outer world. Without proper balance of the element's; fire (creation), air (intellect), water, (emotion) and earth (stability) we cannot guide our ship towards the direction of our heart and soul's desires regardless of having a map and compass if we're too busy docking port side to ensure that other's are on the ride with us, even if we're unaware that many if not most are not supposed to brave this magnificent voyage; at least just yet. 

Where years of fire such as this one are focused and fixated on creation, intuition, destruction and burning bridges that cannot and will no longer be; many find themselves overwhelmed and quite literally burning themselves and years if not lifetimes of old karmic baggage away; to make for a fruitful first harvest as the dawn of Lughnasadh arrives on August 1st. 

As the lord of light continues to reveal that there is much more left to burn in the black smith fires this year, it's best to keep your eyes peeled, your heart open and direct and your mind sharp, because the journey is not over in this purifying year of the fire bird; no in fact things are just taking a small break before forging on and forth into many old and grand new adventures that you and I both never even knew could exist within this beautiful planet and vibrational frequency. 

It was five glorious years ago that I joined The International Read Naked Day Movement; and for those who are ready to explore what it means to transform, transmute and liberate, you'll be more than elated to see the sexy, sensual libertine surprises that are in store for you this July 5th. 

You see, I've always dreamed of Old World Bohemia, and never did I imagine just five years ago that placing flags into this cosmic and sentient online earth of ours to forge liberation for the future would actually take hold, but now as I look back and see a long waitlist of those who want to shoot with me as models for the behind the scenes side of my world that I truly do love the most, all I can do is smile glowing as I hear the sounds of gay Paris knowing that when one works within the community to help ignite the fire's that dreams really do come true century after century. 

Follow your dreams, and be astounded as to where they take you; and to whom.
*smiles glowing*
For those of us who still dream of Bohemia, Truth, Beauty, Freedom and Love still ring true. 

Toujours Sanglante, 
Bella BloodLust 
The Red Queen of The Scarlet Gardens 
​& La Maison BloodLust 

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​​​​Last Autumn I gave birth to; 
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen.

 
A book that's taken me nearly a decade to complete with the brilliant help and collaboration of real life monsters and madmen. Monsters and madmen who I fell head over heels in love with, who captured me and who released me long before their dark urgers buried me in the garden to grow among the wild flowers. 

As the eighth great bastard grandniece of Mary Shelley; and Lord Byron. I am more than in awe of reading the linked article to see that she published her book Frankenstein exactly 200 years before I finished this very novel of erotic tales of horror. It's as if her blood still flows through these eccentric veins breathing new life into me, fueling a frenzy to follow the course that I have always envisioned since I was in my youth. 

From editing to arranging, preparing for publication to contacting creative genius friends for book trailers. To book tours and horror conventions, I desire to bring this old world of horrors back into this new golden era la bohemia. For the love of Gothic romance and vicious homicidal erotica will always go well paired with a warm glass of sensual, blood. 

To the love of my life, to those dear friends near and far who have flown to my hearts aid in my deepest time of need and to my gypsy tribe family. Thank you for being here to support me along the way.

A Tribute to the Monsters and Madmen:
For those who helped me create this book, if you are reading this, thank you for sharing your madness. I cannot wait to share what we have created together over a decade of carnage and carnality. 

Coming to The World Stage October 31st, 2017:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
by Bella BloodLust 
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 Bella BloodLust's Author Page 
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​Bella BloodLust News

​​From two international publications in renowned magazines to debuting my comic book superhero role as Bella BloodLust of The BloodSlayers at Zapp Con 3; October 15th! There's plenty of reasons why many new and old adventurers were ready to board this airship for a decadent and exciting ride of thrills and chills that has been the year 2016! But as they say out with the old and in with the new as 2017 has more excitement than any of you adventurers are ready for, so lets see what's in store shall we? 

Many have asked and I do promise ​that more Cosplay Shoots in the realms of Steampunk are long overdue and presently in the works as well as secret routines that will be debuted as I continue to pursue a life long dream of Live Siren Burlesque. It's been an insanely unpredictably busy year so I appreciate my adoring fans being more than patient as I prepare the pièce de résistance. As you can see there's a lot of coals in the fires at the home and hearth of BellaBloodLust Headquarters and I'm more than elated to give you a few peeks at what's waiting for you in the Old World Shoppe. 

​Long Live The Rubenesque Revolution! ​​​​​​​​
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For those who have yet to find themselves formally introduced to Madame De Pompadour, Milonia Caesconia Empress Consort of Rome, Strawberry Coquette & The Iconic Mama Cass Elliot, perhaps your naughty and curious fingers will wander over each image to find yourself in a world unlike any other?

If you just can't leave without a memento of your time spent with moi, I'm more than elated to share this wonderfully sumptuous collection that will continue to expand with more decadent goddesses for you to worship, that will be arriving over the coming weeks of this glorious new year. Enjoy celebrating the dawn of 2017 with something decadent from La Maison BloodLust and The Scarlet Gardens: 
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Other Collectible Gift Items: 

Madame De Pompadour's Ornament Collection
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Madame De Pompadour Luggage of Bookbag Tag 
Madame De Pompadour Magnet Collection 
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Madame De Pompadour Diary 
​Madame De Pompadour Cosmetics Bag
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Madame De Pompadours Wristlet Purse 
Rubenesque Revolution Jewelry Box
​Feline Disposition Jewelry Box 
Gentleman's Playing Cards 
Luscious Hindquarters Cigar Humidor
French Girl Cigar Humidor 

For Decadent Decor Might I Suggest:
Milonia Caesconia Pillow Collection 
The Scarlet Gardens Poster Collection ​​
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​​​​Noble Aspirations Inspired by Little Reinette 
Charity & Art Hop Auction In The Works...

As soon as possible it's been a dream and desire of mine, to have an art show which will also initiate a worldwide Rubenesque Revolution Charity & Worldwide Network to promote true health and Body Beautiful living.

In a world where anorexia, bulimia, depression, self-mutilation and more plague the beautiful psyche's of the divine feminine that walks in each of us on this beautiful earth, I desire to help, and inspire those to ascend such Western Ideological 
limitations to truly embrace Self-Love & Acceptance.

This will take place after I've added a few more shoots into my repertoire first and after a few more lusciously curved ladies join forces with me to debut their work and pursuits that coin the ambiance of The Rubenesque Revolution.

As all great and grand things take time to unfold stay tuned my darlings this show has truly just begun. If you're ready to be apart of this incredible opportunity, and are ready to join forces email me at: MistressBellaBloodLust@yahoo.com.
​If you're still working up the nerve and courage to be apart of such a revealing and progressive opportunity, stay tuned as I look forward to preparing The Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series and opening doors for women worldwide to embrace the curvaceous goddess that they truly are. 
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​​​The Origins of The BloodSlayers: 
"After centuries wandering the Old World thirsting for blood and taming my inner demons, I've channeled my psychic forces and abilities to cross paths with those like me, who seek to transform the darkness they were left with into a productive career. When the descendant of Professor Van Helsing appeared in the form of Lydia St. Clair we stumbled into one another by predestined fate. She knew me as a brothel madame, former concubine and vampire dominatrix, in the frost covered hills of the Carpathian Mountains, seeking a bloodthirsty femme fatale to work alongside her against the allies of Vlad Dracul himself known only as "The B.L.O.O.D. 


In my spare time when I'm not assisting my lady in the good fight against darkness and evil, I travel the world by twilight in the guise of a horror-erotica writer, burlesque star, silk siren who whispers haunting ideas into my minions ears across the globe to entice men and women into falling victim in my seductive grasp. From inspiring the world with the Rubenesque Revolution to modeling in the realms of Fetish, Cosplay and Alternate History, there is only one velvet lined chair and three ring circus that could find itself embodied in the luscious curves of the one and only Bella BlooodLust." 
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The BloodSlayer's Comic Book - Trading Cards - Buttons - Posters 
Send Bella BloodLust to Comic-Con by Purchasing Red Skye World Comics Merchandise!

​Bella BloodLust Comic Lovers Gift Guide
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The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection 
The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection ***Collectors Edition***

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​Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services 
Temple & Archive
with Psychic Bella

​​​ Spring Hours:

In Person Appointments:
Weekends Only Saturdays & Sundays 12pm-Midnight

Skype, Email & Phone Appointments: 
Monday-Friday 12pm-8pm
**In Person Appointments & Emergencies Available upon Request**

It's been a pleasure to have my temple doors open worldwide twenty four hours a day, seven days a week for the previous few years, In 2012 I returned to school and had to reduce hours due to deadlines, projects in the works and life's demands in general, this hasn't changed since and I'll continue to provide the above hours for new and returning clients worldwide all season long, while also pursuing many of my personal projects and life's work. This also provides an opportunity for clients to be decisive with their self care and spiritual holistic health, as much as I do enjoy having the temple buzzing with new energies, I also prefer to not have cancelled appointments and precious time wasted when life is too short and I have so many dedicated clients that are more than ready to transform their life for the better, one page in their life book at at time. 

Thank you truly for the love and support and I do sincerely look forward to assisting you on this profound journey that is life. It's my spiritual honor to safely and compassionately provide compasses, maps and a guiding star towards your wildest dreams and practical future. 

Other Classes Debut & Workshops in Progress:
I've had numerous requests for Introduction to Psychic Protection, Introduction to Psychic Abilities, & Child Development for Sapphire, Indigo, Rainbow & Crystal Children for quite some time now, for those looking for Tai Chi with Animal Friends, visit the Featured Products section in The Old World Shoppe.

As more materials were required for thorough research purposes before I can complete the following workshops and classes until I can afford to do so these are currently on hold until further notice, but I'm positive that prosperity will change along with the winds and those materials needed will be easily required. 


The Rubenesque Revolution 
Workshop Series 

In addition to these wonderful classes I'm also in the process of developing a four class Self Esteem, Body & Sexuality Positive & Female Empowerment Workshop Series, that expands The Rubenesque Revolution to women locally and worldwide. The purpose is to gain invaluable insight, life changing exercises, assignments and group exercises to develop positive female relationships inside and outside the fourth generation wave of feminism. We must embrace the female goddess within and in turn embrace it in each and every single woman that is a walking goddess incarnate, whether she knows it or not. By engaging in a female gathering group workshop series that will expand your mind, body and soul to make room for self love, sacred femininity and sacred sexuality allows each and every one of us to bring about the next phase in human and female interpersonal ascension and global consciousness. By removing the stigmas, skewed viewpoints, and oppressive views of women worldwide we create the world we truly want to live in, the one that celebrates the beauty of woman in all her divine glory. This will be available as soon as additional materials are gathered for this incredibly special workshop series. 

Spiritual Retreat Workshops Coming this Spring & Summer! 
​With so many requests from spiritualists in the Central & Northern California asking me if I host wilderness retreats, I've been called to create classes for Meditation & Gemstones & Crystals for those who desire to spend a day and night out in nature detoxing from the city and learning all that they can to apply these healing traditions into their every day life. As the weather is far too cold for outdoor retreats just yet, my co-creators and logistical assistance are working hard with me to ensure that we can have retreats at Sequoia National Forest and other Wilderness locations in Northern California where we can all meet, carpool and trek to our location, settle in and learn what is needed to rejuvenate the mind, body and spirit to fuel ourselves as healing participants in the present world. Stay tuned and thank you for reaching out, I'll be glad to create these for you and to host them this year. 

Shadows Into Light Gift Guide ​
Psychic Bella Custom Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $25 Gift Certificate 
Psychic Bella $50 Gift Certificate
Psychic Bella $75.00 Gift Certificate 
Psychic Bella $100.00 Gift Certificate ​​​​​​​​​
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​​​​​​​​​​Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook
This magnificent cookbook was collaborated by the Fresno Pagan Pride Community as well as those kitchen witch pagans worldwide that desired to be a part of this profoundly special cookbook. It was originally created as my personal contribution to fundraising efforts for the local chapter of the national pagan movement, and as many locals and worldwide pagans have enjoyed the diverse, unique and endlessly ancient recipes found between the pages along with personal stories, tips for cooking and a rich history of pagan ways from the old world to the new, it's easy to see why it was Amazon.com's 2 year running title holder of Most Unique Cookbook on their entire site of delicious feast inspired books. For those of you that desire to learn more about pagan ways of life, or are looking for a special and new recipe that you want to surprise your friends and family with, can easily find and purchase this cookbook by following the link below. 

Please Note: that all proceeds now go directly to Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Temple & Archive to ensure clients receive the most updated and accurate forms of spiritual services available with the most accurate and updated equipment needed to ensure this takes places now and in the future. 
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Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook can be found, and purchased Here.

What Two Thousand Seventeen Has Waiting for You!
The Archive: 
For the daily spiritualist that desires to expand the richness of their life with spiritual diversity I welcome you to The Shadows Into Light Temple Archive

Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella Monthly Special 50% Off!
Don't forget to check out This Month's Special from Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella, each month a service or product is chosen at random and offered at half-price for those spiritualists in need on a very strict budget. 

Shadows into Light Spiritual Services with Psychic Bella
Winter Hours: 

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​​​​​The Scarlet Gardens

​​​​​​​​​​These gardens are filled with endless roses each bloody one covered in thorns but somehow managing to smell ever so sweet. Once plucked from the garden of life, each lesson, each experience that I have been honored and privileged to be apart of is shared endlessly within these pages...

The Scarlet Gardens invites your curiosity;
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​​​​​​​​The Decadent World Of The Scarlet Gardens
Extended Galleries, Including the Infamous Madame De Pompadour series, as well as these two lovely editions filled with imagery, history and personal reflection about courtesan and concubine living. 

New Expanded Galleries
Historical Recreation: Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire
Historical Recreation: The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot
Strawberry Coquette's Pin-Up Picnic 
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Each gallery includes historical references, insight from the artist herself as well as passionate tributes to the Old World and The New.
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​​​​​​​​​Behind The Iron Gates of The Scarlet Gardens
The iron gates are waiting for you to turn the key, all you need is one secret password and entry into my world of dark decadence and sensual delight is yours for eternity.

The Scarlet Gardens is Expanding
From tawdry tales of salacious escapades experienced and lived most extensively by Mistress Bella BloodLust to a profound future book (listed below). If you haven't already subscribed to The Scarlet Gardens, now is the time to do it. From Fetish Chronicles to Old World Erotic Escapades, The Scarlet Garden awaits.
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​​​Present Novels In The Works:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
Preparing Formatting for Publication 

Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
Blog Available Now!
Book Coming Soon


The Expanded Unveiling of the year Two Thousand and Sixteen:
Exclusive Access Into My World: 

As the previous year has been primarily focused upon creating a world all my own, building from the ivy clad earth a beautiful palace of decadence and old world charm, I've seen so many places to expand upon my creations in the form of erotic expression that is as old as time and passion itself, over the coming months you will have access too erotic literature, including a book of short stories that have never been read before, expanded cosplay and fetish galleries, the more exposure I've received worldwide has opened up a floodgate of creative extraordinaire s to work with and collaborate with for your pleasure and mostly mine.

​As I've found a desire, a thirst and hunger to translate what the dark velvet world has meant to me for so many years now into workshops, classes, video tutorials and a world filled with lifestyle, fashion and a personal diary from the boudoir of Mistress Belladonna herself, those that seek dark ascension will truly find their sinful salvation behind the iron gates of The Scarlet Gardens. 

​La Maison BloodLust is expanding headquarters the private connoisseur will be pleased to enjoy access to  more regularly published Videos, Personal Interviews, Published Literature, Music and So Much More, arrive over the coming days and
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​​​​As you follow your curiosity find the Iron gate, take the Key and unlock the ivy-clad wooden door, immerse yourself in my sacred world of dark decadent ecstasy and lose yourself in passion, pleasure, and old world charm from the one and only ​Bella BloodLust.
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​​​​​​​​​Those that desire to expand will easily open the gates to The Scarlet Gardens, To those adventurous spirits I say,
Welcome.


Toujour's Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust

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​News & Events

​What enticing and at times scantily clad findings you can expect to see over the coming months at BellaBloodLustHQ. From the metaphysical and spiritually educational, to the more profoundly deep experiences offered from behind the veil of the velvet underground of pleasure and pain, there's something here for everyone, 
including exclusive behind the scenes access to local events, and community organized soirees that truly help those surviving to thrive in the Old World and the New Modern Era. 

Archive: 
Esbats
Feminism The Next Generation  
Homesteading  
Metaphysical Terminology 
Rubenesque Revolution
Rogue Festival Rundown
Steampunk Lifestyle 
Twin Flames
Vegan Organic Lifestyle
 

Strawberry Coquette:
A History of Courtesans, Concubines, Queens and Parisian Pastries 

The Scarlet Gardens:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters in Madmen 
 {Coming Halloween 2017}

Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
{Blog: Active in The Scarlet Gardens}
{Book: Coming Soon}

Dark Steam Ascension: Steampunk Lifestyle 
Origins of Dark Ascension: BDSM
Underworld Club Scene Politics 

News & Events:
Shadows Into Light Workshops & Classes Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Self Esteem Movement
Psychic Bella & The Scarlet Gardens Merchandise Debut
RM Gillmore & Psychic Bella

​​The Illusive Bella BloodLust
Old World Goddess in The Modern Era

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​​​From endless projects, a nomadic disposition in life and the constant change of addresses and having little to no transportation beyond Lyft and Public Transportation many might consider me a hermit but truly, I'm just busy. 

Life's swift pace is often much faster than the resources I have available to me in this ever fluctuating economy and being solely on an artists income has it's own set of challenges and financial limitations. It's not that I don't want to be out more, socializing, attending shows, events and seeing friends at festivals, it's just difficult to afford it. 

I assumed by now I'd have my degree and a decent income to rely on as well as a full time job in victimology while doubling my major and pursuing more psychic detective work, but sadly the current chaotic climate of higher education has prevented me and so many others from ever obtaining a degree. Without family, friends or even strangers donating money to ensure that the additional expenses of just going to school are provided I truly even as a former Dean's List Student can no longer afford to pursue higher education in my country so as of now that additional income is also gone. 

From bio-film documentaries, expanding workshops and classes to regional retreats and finishing a collection of short horror stories along with parting ways once more with the love of my life to preserve the love we have for hopefully a future time it seems once again life has handed me a heavy hand, yet I know each day I pursue my path with confidence and strength that I have the resources available if only I choose to use and apply them each and every day. 

Roadtrips, preferably by dear friends and loved ones who desire to abduct me are always on my radar, as well as many other countless and creative ways to have fun on the fly and cheap. So please reach out, know that I'm busy but always willing to make time for those who desire to share adventures of any kind with so long as it's in the old world bohemia that we all share and love. ​
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​​Adventures in Steampunk 
& 
Other Time Period Historical Recreation Soirees

From The Gaslamp Society to enjoying time & space with friends, family & special occasions I do my best to participate and arrive in style to as many events and social outings as I can manage with finances, lack of transportation and mostly lack of energy at the time. Fresno City College travel is fun but also very exhausting on the body, so I do look forward to seeing you when I do, and appreciate those that can understand how slow paced life can be without all the modern accommodations. P.E.R.C Fresno & JASNA Central California  are other wonderful old world cosplay societies esteemed on costume recreations and customs of time periods past, you may remember seeing many of these wonderful chaps and ladies at our co-hosted Time Travel Tea Party for those of you that can't get enough time period recreation fun, join both societies and prepare the sewing machines, we've got costumes to make!

*Echos of Rococo - July 6th 

*Comic Con International - July 19th-23rd 
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* Steampunk Honsedale - July 21st-22nd 

* Dark Harbor's Sinister Circus Aboard The Queen Mary - July 29th 
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​* Those marked events include Gaslamp Society Members excursions to traditional and maker movement pastimes. Contact individual members for more details as these events are attended but not organized by The Gaslamp Society.

** Those marked events are hosted by Gaslamp Society Members and are Private Parties, Friends, & Guest of Friends Welcome; NOT a Public Event.

For more information about these upcoming events stay informed and Like Our Public Facebook Page, are you a community participant that's inspired to help us organize and stock the Zeppelin before each event? Then find our Group on Facebook through The Gaslamp Society Page. 
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​​​Transforming Dreams Into Dreams Come True

​​​​​​​​Lets start with Goals & Dreams, Since 2008, I've been known as Psychic Bella, founding Shadows into Light Spiritual Services has truly been the real life experience needed to continue honing my psychic abilities, helping those in the valley and all over the world seek a higher quality of living and truly transforming from the inside out has given me a taste of my future. Since Spring of 2013, I've been pursuing my AS in Anthropology a field I've been very much immersed in in this role in the universe, however being able to observe from an outside perspective has also given me a profound sense of balance, wisdom and insight, and is allowing me to pursue my BS in Criminology & Victimology, which hopefully will ensure that I'm able to transfer my Psychic Abilities into a Psychic Detective work for those who are trying to start over after finding themselves clear across the world after escaping the world of sex trafficking and forced prostitution.

Higher Education On-Hold Until Further Notice:  
Unfortunately we all knew the road was more likely to end before it was ever truly possible to finish. From day one I was informed that financial aid, scholarships and dean's list merits providing more financial income for my higher education pursuits would eventually come to an end. Sadly this August I found this out first hand, being left with 4 classes required to graduate and transfer but 10 I'd like to take to prevent higher educational costs at a state college from accruing by taking them here first. After the Republican party decided to not slash but slaughter all forms of higher education funding for those of us without trust funds or parents who live up to their word when they promised to pay out of pocket when the time comes is the current landscape to my ever depressing situation. I worked insanely hard and still am fighting with their paperwork processing to try to override city colleges lack of educational funding to those of us who are not only contractually entitled but have lived up to our end of the bargain and still got sent packing without the degree sought after provided. 
​Unless I can get sponsors or have friends and strangers donate to a Kickstartr or GoFundMe Account to finish my dual degrees I really can't grasp how this will ever truly be possible without first relocating out of this city and eventually out of the state or even country. After January arrives and the new world order takes it's place in the center of the world stage, I won't hold my breath that any of us below the poverty line will ever truly stand a chance at gaining even a basic quality of living in this life. Instead of waiting around and fighting for a lost cause that will also eventually burn out and leave students broke, riddled with debt and degreeless, I've decided to throw caution to the wind, hunker down and save, focus on my improving health and to hopefully relocate or get readmitted with full funding before it's too late. As of now I have 18 months to receive funding from a divine source or lottery and to reapply, be accepted and to start classes again without losing everythign I've already worked so hard for. As much as I'll stay hopeful it's truly hard not to feel as if I've wasted over 4 years of my life for absolutely no apparent reason. These credentials sought really only provide the advantage of being able to work in the offices of law enforcement and to have jurisdictional rights over being able to take cold case files home, however this doesn't prevent me from doing my job as Psychic Detective Bella it allows me to work around the system and to again reach out to officers who are open to paranormal teams and who have in the past hired me, and who I've personally solved cases for. In other words; where there's a will, there's a way. 

Tiny House Movement? Or Commune Dreams Come True?! 
Since the Tiny Home Revolution and Tiny Boat Revolution has arisen, I've been full tour de force for jumping on board and beingg apart of the change we all need to see in this world. With little income and savings, it'll be mostly scrap parts and salvaging to eventually in the future work with others in the community to make this dream a reality, but as for now my focus in on a dream I never thought could manifest, until the arrival of guaranteed and fully funded HUD housing and land loans provided to those of us with Native American registration. 
For years owning land and transforming it into an organic garden with food and medicine, along with constructed buildings to provide shelter and creative workshops and offices to those of us who still desire to live somewhat with the rest of society on our own terms to be a pipe dream, but now with a couple years of hard work, processing paperwork and pursuing this dream until completion, owning and operating a commune with open minded, spiritually minded and holistically oriented tribe to be the ultimate reality.
The focus for me is to continue this process from start to finish and hopefully find the perfect location in The Emerald Triangle so that growing my own recreational, legal and medically approved medicine can and will be the future. Sadly as my twin flame and I depart paths as of now to see where the winds and our dreams take us, I'm heartbroken to not be planning this adventure with him, hand in hand, but I have a feeling that once my world is firmly established, and the energies between us flow freely after years of healing and self love that a profound and remarkable reunion of thee most unorthodox kind (my favorite) will take place in a mystical divine reunion that will solidify us both as individuals on our solitary paths as well as providing a solid foundation for us to reunite fully and respectively in the future without losing ourselves to the distraction of pleasures and comfort further detouring us both from living our individual lives to the fullest. 
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​Evolution of The Red Queen's Empire:

​​​​​​​Businesses: ​​​​
Currently as Psychic Bella I'm truly busy 7 days a week, I currently accept appointments on Weekends only, for in-person spiritual bookings and online ones for international clients. I intend on keeping my Phone/Email inquiries open from Mondays through Fridays to ensure that weekend bookings are solidified and that clients are able to make decisive actions towards the betterment of their lives, as they say Carpe Diem, this is the theme of 2016; and following up with all that has been created and destroyed is by far the theme for 2017. 

​The rest of the time my energy is shared between writing multiple books, maintaining my empire, planning soirees with and for the Gaslamp Society and assisting my love in our mutual dreams and business pursuits. This is why advanced planning is needed for social outings and even Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Bookings, as the months and seasons change so does my traveling gypsy soul, and I'm truly needed out there in the big world so please join us and enjoy the ever changing and prosperous scenery. Besides these pursuits I have my enjoyable times as Writer, Model, Artist, Siren, & Performance Artist, these times are few and far in between but as time goes by and opportunity knocks I'm grateful when good health is along with me to pursue these dreams. I'll be most focused this Autumn in building my repertoire for Burlesque, it's long overdue and my soul longs to be in the spotlight once more. 

As many find ways to earn additional incomes in this difficult economy, I've recently looked into professional house, pet and car sitting opening up opportunities for both a more stable life financially speaking, while also having the chance to travel the world without having to save funds for a hotel or other additional costs that come with it. So on top of all of the endless projects and jobs I already have this too is now a huge focus in life, if you want to build a savings, one must push forward in all directions. 

​New Business - The Grand Opening Of: 
Strawberry Coquette's Wild Bohemian Patisserie 
As I approached my 3 year Vegan Anniversary I found myself elated to expand my personal baking business into a legitimate side-business; for over two years now I've been perfecting and concocting the most profoundly delicious vegan desserts and have even now expanded to Gluten Free, Raw, Paleo-Vegan Friendly Desserts! After receiving serve-safe certification in food courses to ensure that I know how to conduct a healthy and food safe kitchen I found that having all of these incredible, healthy and dietary restriction friendly recipes to be too good not to share! After many compliments and encouraging words from friends, family and even complete strangers that are 1000% against desserts without dairy, eggs or animal products tell me that my baked goods are the best thing they've ever tried, I've decided to turn my top recipes list into a menu for an at-home place to order bakery prepared and shared by your's truly; Strawberry Vixen. As much as I intended to have this venture up and off the ground before Winter, unfortunately a few business related investments are needed to ensure that my decadent vegan treats are served fresh to you at the highest quality possible. So hopefully by Summers arrival a cute little pastry cart pushed by Strawberry Coquette herself will be wandering around Tower District to tease and tantalize those who crave a taste of Paris. New Spring Menu Items have just been added, why not stop by my cafe and indulge in a bit of France. ​

Health:
As of April 7th a day after my 29th Birthday, I received a full report and cancer remission status for Cushing's Syndrome. A brain tumor that tried to kill me but lost it's battle to the wonderful world of holistic medicine known as medical marijuana. If it wasn't for stumbling upon my twin flame and trusting that his dedication to medicine was true I honestly wouldn't be here writing this right now, I was given a 6 month prognosis for living and was preparing my funeral at the tender age of 23. I'm astounded to say not only has my tumor gone completely into remission, but my immune system is better than it was before cancer and so is the rest of my health that was just finalized and cleared by every single one of my follow-up cancer specialists. So basically I'm like a bombshell version of deadpool, watch out world it's going to get crazy fun from here. I'm back!

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​Until We Meet Again...

​From transforming journals and sketch pads into the foundations of my novel, while editing and constructing another that's soon to be released for erotic horror readers to enjoy, to finishing the final touches on BellaBloodLust HQ to ensuring a place to work, create, brainstorm and vision board can take place to turn dreams into legacy and living breathing reality.

​I celebrate The Rubenesque Revolution, and relish in the progress, projects and creative pursuits that have taken place successfully thus far while further fires burn in the hearth of my sensual and spiritual home to brew and simmer over the golden months of late spring, carnal scarlet summer and dark and sumptuous autumn. In the midst of creative stirrings as the dawning of a new age and new year arrive here in this world and my very own home I frolic and feast to the fullest embracing life in all its horror and divinity.

There's so much more to get your fill in the menagerie of places I've created for one and all to enjoy. I look forward to your inquiries, your contributions and suggestions and for those who are already well entertained, buckle up for a very wild ride; adorned in wild roses and thorns what else my darling? 
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For this world and those we create are filled with both pleasure and pain in equal measure and as for me I relish in this silver spoon and feast on the oysters that have been left out freshly harvested for this adventurous feline. 


​Thank you eternally for your support and for those that desire to tear it apart, I look forward to watching the Old World burn down with you inside as The New Golden Age of Humanity is finally here. 

Long Live The Scarlet Queen 

Toujours Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust 
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The June Newsletter

6/1/2017

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L'illumination magique se déploie...
Magical Illumination Unfolds...

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Alors que les baisers sensuels d'été ornent une peau pâle
While sensual midsummer kisses adorn pale skin

As the Sumptuous Spring slowly transitions into the Summer of Carnality once more I find myself being reborn into the Maenad and Succubus that dwells within the crimson temple of flesh and sinful pleasures. The world once more has emerged in full bloom as the living paradise of pleasure and pain that wanders within the many nuanced layers of every bar, club venue and stranger that suddenly desires to become far more than friends. 
As a bisexual woman I always feel much more connected to the subtle energy flow and changes in the atmosphere; particularly with human sexuality. When the seasons change you can see how much we're all truly still like the animals and to witness the season of the hunt emerge and for once to be hunting as much as I've been hunted I do confess; a much more welcomed pace to my formerly caged life. 

As the endless ecstatic flow of Bacchus and Dionysus transition the world into a state of receptive sexual energy; we find ourselves swooning from base to heart chakra as we see and witness dear loved one's who've kept the passion alive for years jumping the broom together and celebrating Weddings and Handfasting's the greatest of ease.
Midsummer for those of us nature loving pagan's is a time to worship the light, to embrace the illumination that wisdom, experience and spiritual alchemy in our day to day life is most thoroughly reflected on to chart the course of one's life path down the mapped road to our truest and most profound desires in full manifestation. 

I have to admit I've been indulging in the finer things in life quite a bit lately, but by far the greatest aspects of this interconnection to both male and female, light and dark is seeing how others themselves desire the understanding of carnality for full illumination. From the innocent dances that rise wonder to making other's question just who they are and what they want from life to the deeper minds delving far beneath the surface that beckon into the depths of my soul to find missing or undiscovered pieces of themselves, I've found sanctuary in this urban jungle of lion's and lionesses those who walk and tread the primal life of both hunter and prey. 

It's in these nuanced unspoken exchanges after spontaneous or well orchestrated adventures that we truly find a piece of ourselves to realize what was stolen from us along the way. As the world stage continues to darken we must continue to band together and in the wisest words of all we must remember: 

"Pray to the God of All, Drink the Wine and Let the World be The World." 

Wishing you a most illuminating and passionate Summer,
Namaste,
​Psychic Bella 

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​​​Last Autumn I gave birth to; 
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen.

 
A book that's taken me nearly a decade to complete with the brilliant help and collaboration of real life monsters and madmen. Monsters and madmen who I fell head over heels in love with, who captured me and who released me long before their dark urgers buried me in the garden to grow among the wild flowers. 

As the eighth great bastard grandniece of Mary Shelley; and Lord Byron. I am more than in awe of reading the linked article to see that she published her book Frankenstein exactly 200 years before I finished this very novel of erotic tales of horror. It's as if her blood still flows through these eccentric veins breathing new life into me, fueling a frenzy to follow the course that I have always envisioned since I was in my youth. 

From editing to arranging, preparing for publication to contacting creative genius friends for book trailers. To book tours and horror conventions, I desire to bring this old world of horrors back into this new golden era la bohemia. For the love of Gothic romance and vicious homicidal erotica will always go well paired with a warm glass of sensual, blood. 

To the love of my life, to those dear friends near and far who have flown to my hearts aid in my deepest time of need and to my gypsy tribe family. Thank you for being here to support me along the way.

A Tribute to the Monsters and Madmen:
For those who helped me create this book, if you are reading this, thank you for sharing your madness. I cannot wait to share what we have created together over a decade of carnage and carnality. 

Coming to The World Stage October 31st, 2017:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
by Bella BloodLust 
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 Bella BloodLust's Author Page 
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​Bella BloodLust News

​From two international publications in renowned magazines to debuting my comic book superhero role as Bella BloodLust of The BloodSlayers at Zapp Con 3; October 15th! There's plenty of reasons why many new and old adventurers were ready to board this airship for a decadent and exciting ride of thrills and chills that has been the year 2016! But as they say out with the old and in with the new as 2017 has more excitement than any of you adventurers are ready for, so lets see what's in store shall we? 

Many have asked and I do promise ​that more Cosplay Shoots in the realms of Steampunk are long overdue and presently in the works as well as secret routines that will be debuted as I continue to pursue a life long dream of Live Siren Burlesque. It's been an insanely unpredictably busy year so I appreciate my adoring fans being more than patient as I prepare the pièce de résistance. As you can see there's a lot of coals in the fires at the home and hearth of BellaBloodLust Headquarters and I'm more than elated to give you a few peeks at what's waiting for you in the Old World Shoppe. 

​Long Live The Rubenesque Revolution! ​​​​​​​​
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​​For those who have yet to find themselves formally introduced to Madame De Pompadour, Milonia Caesconia Empress Consort of Rome, Strawberry Coquette & The Iconic Mama Cass Elliot, perhaps your naughty and curious fingers will wander over each image to find yourself in a world unlike any other?

If you just can't leave without a memento of your time spent with moi, I'm more than elated to share this wonderfully sumptuous collection that will continue to expand with more decadent goddesses for you to worship, that will be arriving over the coming weeks of this glorious new year. Enjoy celebrating the dawn of 2017 with something decadent from La Maison BloodLust and The Scarlet Gardens: 
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Other Collectible Gift Items: 

Madame De Pompadour's Ornament Collection
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Madame De Pompadour Luggage of Bookbag Tag 
Madame De Pompadour Magnet Collection 
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Madame De Pompadour Diary 
​Madame De Pompadour Cosmetics Bag
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Madame De Pompadours Wristlet Purse 
Rubenesque Revolution Jewelry Box
​Feline Disposition Jewelry Box 
Gentleman's Playing Cards 
Luscious Hindquarters Cigar Humidor
French Girl Cigar Humidor 

For Decadent Decor Might I Suggest:
Milonia Caesconia Pillow Collection 
The Scarlet Gardens Poster Collection ​​
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​​​Noble Aspirations Inspired by Little Reinette 
Charity & Art Hop Auction In The Works...

As soon as possible it's been a dream and desire of mine, to have an art show which will also initiate a worldwide Rubenesque Revolution Charity & Worldwide Network to promote true health and Body Beautiful living.

In a world where anorexia, bulimia, depression, self-mutilation and more plague the beautiful psyche's of the divine feminine that walks in each of us on this beautiful earth, I desire to help, and inspire those to ascend such Western Ideological 
limitations to truly embrace Self-Love & Acceptance.

This will take place after I've added a few more shoots into my repertoire first and after a few more lusciously curved ladies join forces with me to debut their work and pursuits that coin the ambiance of The Rubenesque Revolution.

As all great and grand things take time to unfold stay tuned my darlings this show has truly just begun. If you're ready to be apart of this incredible opportunity, and are ready to join forces email me at: MistressBellaBloodLust@yahoo.com.
​If you're still working up the nerve and courage to be apart of such a revealing and progressive opportunity, stay tuned as I look forward to preparing The Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series and opening doors for women worldwide to embrace the curvaceous goddess that they truly are. 
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​​The Origins of The BloodSlayers: 
"After centuries wandering the Old World thirsting for blood and taming my inner demons, I've channeled my psychic forces and abilities to cross paths with those like me, who seek to transform the darkness they were left with into a productive career. When the descendant of Professor Van Helsing appeared in the form of Lydia St. Clair we stumbled into one another by predestined fate. She knew me as a brothel madame, former concubine and vampire dominatrix, in the frost covered hills of the Carpathian Mountains, seeking a bloodthirsty femme fatale to work alongside her against the allies of Vlad Dracul himself known only as "The B.L.O.O.D. 


In my spare time when I'm not assisting my lady in the good fight against darkness and evil, I travel the world by twilight in the guise of a horror-erotica writer, burlesque star, silk siren who whispers haunting ideas into my minions ears across the globe to entice men and women into falling victim in my seductive grasp. From inspiring the world with the Rubenesque Revolution to modeling in the realms of Fetish, Cosplay and Alternate History, there is only one velvet lined chair and three ring circus that could find itself embodied in the luscious curves of the one and only Bella BlooodLust." 
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The BloodSlayer's Comic Book - Trading Cards - Buttons - Posters 
Send Bella BloodLust to Comic-Con by Purchasing Red Skye World Comics Merchandise!

​Bella BloodLust Comic Lovers Gift Guide
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The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection 
The BloodSlayers Gift Set Collection ***Collectors Edition***

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​​​​Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services 
Temple & Archive
with Psychic Bella

​​ Spring Hours:

In Person Appointments:
Weekends Only Saturdays & Sundays 12pm-Midnight

Skype, Email & Phone Appointments: 
Monday-Friday 12pm-8pm
**In Person Appointments & Emergencies Available upon Request**

It's been a pleasure to have my temple doors open worldwide twenty four hours a day, seven days a week for the previous few years, In 2012 I returned to school and had to reduce hours due to deadlines, projects in the works and life's demands in general, this hasn't changed since and I'll continue to provide the above hours for new and returning clients worldwide all season long, while also pursuing many of my personal projects and life's work. This also provides an opportunity for clients to be decisive with their self care and spiritual holistic health, as much as I do enjoy having the temple buzzing with new energies, I also prefer to not have cancelled appointments and precious time wasted when life is too short and I have so many dedicated clients that are more than ready to transform their life for the better, one page in their life book at at time. 

Thank you truly for the love and support and I do sincerely look forward to assisting you on this profound journey that is life. It's my spiritual honor to safely and compassionately provide compasses, maps and a guiding star towards your wildest dreams and practical future. 

Other Classes Debut & Workshops in Progress:
I've had numerous requests for Introduction to Psychic Protection, Introduction to Psychic Abilities, & Child Development for Sapphire, Indigo, Rainbow & Crystal Children for quite some time now, for those looking for Tai Chi with Animal Friends, visit the Featured Products section in The Old World Shoppe.

As more materials were required for thorough research purposes before I can complete the following workshops and classes until I can afford to do so these are currently on hold until further notice, but I'm positive that prosperity will change along with the winds and those materials needed will be easily required. 


The Rubenesque Revolution 
Workshop Series 

In addition to these wonderful classes I'm also in the process of developing a four class Self Esteem, Body & Sexuality Positive & Female Empowerment Workshop Series, that expands The Rubenesque Revolution to women locally and worldwide. The purpose is to gain invaluable insight, life changing exercises, assignments and group exercises to develop positive female relationships inside and outside the fourth generation wave of feminism. We must embrace the female goddess within and in turn embrace it in each and every single woman that is a walking goddess incarnate, whether she knows it or not. By engaging in a female gathering group workshop series that will expand your mind, body and soul to make room for self love, sacred femininity and sacred sexuality allows each and every one of us to bring about the next phase in human and female interpersonal ascension and global consciousness. By removing the stigmas, skewed viewpoints, and oppressive views of women worldwide we create the world we truly want to live in, the one that celebrates the beauty of woman in all her divine glory. This will be available as soon as additional materials are gathered for this incredibly special workshop series. 

Spiritual Retreat Workshops Coming this Spring & Summer! 
​With so many requests from spiritualists in the Central & Northern California asking me if I host wilderness retreats, I've been called to create classes for Meditation & Gemstones & Crystals for those who desire to spend a day and night out in nature detoxing from the city and learning all that they can to apply these healing traditions into their every day life. As the weather is far too cold for outdoor retreats just yet, my co-creators and logistical assistance are working hard with me to ensure that we can have retreats at Sequoia National Forest and other Wilderness locations in Northern California where we can all meet, carpool and trek to our location, settle in and learn what is needed to rejuvenate the mind, body and spirit to fuel ourselves as healing participants in the present world. Stay tuned and thank you for reaching out, I'll be glad to create these for you and to host them this year. 

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​​​​​​​​​Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook
This magnificent cookbook was collaborated by the Fresno Pagan Pride Community as well as those kitchen witch pagans worldwide that desired to be a part of this profoundly special cookbook. It was originally created as my personal contribution to fundraising efforts for the local chapter of the national pagan movement, and as many locals and worldwide pagans have enjoyed the diverse, unique and endlessly ancient recipes found between the pages along with personal stories, tips for cooking and a rich history of pagan ways from the old world to the new, it's easy to see why it was Amazon.com's 2 year running title holder of Most Unique Cookbook on their entire site of delicious feast inspired books. For those of you that desire to learn more about pagan ways of life, or are looking for a special and new recipe that you want to surprise your friends and family with, can easily find and purchase this cookbook by following the link below. 

Please Note: that all proceeds now go directly to Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Temple & Archive to ensure clients receive the most updated and accurate forms of spiritual services available with the most accurate and updated equipment needed to ensure this takes places now and in the future. 
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Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook can be found, and purchased Here.

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​​​​The Scarlet Gardens

​​​​​​​​​​These gardens are filled with endless roses each bloody one covered in thorns but somehow managing to smell ever so sweet. Once plucked from the garden of life, each lesson, each experience that I have been honored and privileged to be apart of is shared endlessly within these pages...

The Scarlet Gardens invites your curiosity;
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​​​​​​​The Decadent World Of The Scarlet Gardens
Extended Galleries, Including the Infamous Madame De Pompadour series, as well as these two lovely editions filled with imagery, history and personal reflection about courtesan and concubine living. 

New Expanded Galleries
Historical Recreation: Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire
Historical Recreation: The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot
Strawberry Coquette's Pin-Up Picnic 
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Each gallery includes historical references, insight from the artist herself as well as passionate tributes to the Old World and The New.
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​​​​​​​​Behind The Iron Gates of The Scarlet Gardens
The iron gates are waiting for you to turn the key, all you need is one secret password and entry into my world of dark decadence and sensual delight is yours for eternity.

The Scarlet Gardens is Expanding
From tawdry tales of salacious escapades experienced and lived most extensively by Mistress Bella BloodLust to a profound future book (listed below). If you haven't already subscribed to The Scarlet Gardens, now is the time to do it. From Fetish Chronicles to Old World Erotic Escapades, The Scarlet Garden awaits.
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​​Present Novels In The Works:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
Preparing Formatting for Publication 

Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
Blog & Book Coming Soon

The Expanded Unveiling of the year Two Thousand and Sixteen:
Exclusive Access Into My World: 

As the previous year has been primarily focused upon creating a world all my own, building from the ivy clad earth a beautiful palace of decadence and old world charm, I've seen so many places to expand upon my creations in the form of erotic expression that is as old as time and passion itself, over the coming months you will have access too erotic literature, including a book of short stories that have never been read before, expanded cosplay and fetish galleries, the more exposure I've received worldwide has opened up a floodgate of creative extraordinaire s to work with and collaborate with for your pleasure and mostly mine.

​As I've found a desire, a thirst and hunger to translate what the dark velvet world has meant to me for so many years now into workshops, classes, video tutorials and a world filled with lifestyle, fashion and a personal diary from the boudoir of Mistress Belladonna herself, those that seek dark ascension will truly find their sinful salvation behind the iron gates of The Scarlet Gardens. 

​La Maison BloodLust is expanding headquarters the private connoisseur will be pleased to enjoy access to  more regularly published Videos, Personal Interviews, Published Literature, Music and So Much More, arrive over the coming days and
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​​​As you follow your curiosity find the Iron gate, take the Key and unlock the ivy-clad wooden door, immerse yourself in my sacred world of dark decadent ecstasy and lose yourself in passion, pleasure, and old world charm from the one and only ​Bella BloodLust.
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​​​​​​​​Those that desire to expand will easily open the gates to The Scarlet Gardens, To those adventurous spirits I say,
Welcome.


Toujour's Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust

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​​​​News & Events

​​​​What enticing and at times scantily clad findings you can expect to see over the coming months at BellaBloodLustHQ. From the metaphysical and spiritually educational, to the more profoundly deep experiences offered from behind the veil of the velvet underground of pleasure and pain, there's something here for everyone, 
including exclusive behind the scenes access to local events, and community organized soirees that truly help those surviving to thrive in the Old World and the New Modern Era. 

Archive: 
Esbats
Feminism The Next Generation  
Homesteading  
Metaphysical Terminology 
Rubenesque Revolution
Rogue Festival Rundown
Steampunk Lifestyle 
Twin Flames
Vegan Organic Lifestyle
 

Strawberry Coquette:
A History of Courtesans, Concubines, Queens and Parisian Pastries 

The Scarlet Gardens:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters in Madmen 
 {Coming Halloween 2017}

Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
{Blog: Active in The Scarlet Gardens}
{Book: Coming Soon}

Dark Steam Ascension: Steampunk Lifestyle 
Origins of Dark Ascension: BDSM
Underworld Club Scene Politics 

News & Events:
Shadows Into Light Workshops & Classes Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Self Esteem Movement
Psychic Bella & The Scarlet Gardens Merchandise Debut
RM Gillmore & Psychic Bella

​The Illusive Bella BloodLust
Old World Goddess in The Modern Era

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​​From endless projects, a nomadic disposition in life and the constant change of addresses and having little to no transportation beyond Lyft and Public Transportation many might consider me a hermit but truly, I'm just busy. 

Life's swift pace is often much faster than the resources I have available to me in this ever fluctuating economy and being solely on an artists income has it's own set of challenges and financial limitations. It's not that I don't want to be out more, socializing, attending shows, events and seeing friends at festivals, it's just difficult to afford it. 

I assumed by now I'd have my degree and a decent income to rely on as well as a full time job in victimology while doubling my major and pursuing more psychic detective work, but sadly the current chaotic climate of higher education has prevented me and so many others from ever obtaining a degree. Without family, friends or even strangers donating money to ensure that the additional expenses of just going to school are provided I truly even as a former Dean's List Student can no longer afford to pursue higher education in my country so as of now that additional income is also gone. 

From bio-film documentaries, expanding workshops and classes to regional retreats and finishing a collection of short horror stories along with parting ways once more with the love of my life to preserve the love we have for hopefully a future time it seems once again life has handed me a heavy hand, yet I know each day I pursue my path with confidence and strength that I have the resources available if only I choose to use and apply them each and every day. 

Roadtrips, preferably by dear friends and loved ones who desire to abduct me are always on my radar, as well as many other countless and creative ways to have fun on the fly and cheap. So please reach out, know that I'm busy but always willing to make time for those who desire to share adventures of any kind with so long as it's in the old world bohemia that we all share and love. ​
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​Adventures in Steampunk 
& 
Other Time Period Historical Recreation SoireesFrom The Gaslamp Society to enjoying time & space with friends, family & special occasions I do my best to participate and arrive in style to as many events and social outings as I can manage with finances, lack of transportation and mostly lack of energy at the time. Fresno City College travel is fun but also very exhausting on the body, so I do look forward to seeing you when I do, and appreciate those that can understand how slow paced life can be without all the modern accommodations. P.E.R.C Fresno & JASNA Central California  are other wonderful old world cosplay societies esteemed on costume recreations and customs of time periods past, you may remember seeing many of these wonderful chaps and ladies at our co-hosted Time Travel Tea Party for those of you that can't get enough time period recreation fun, join both societies and prepare the sewing machines, we've got costumes to make!

Nate Butler's Silent Movies at Full Circle - June 21st 

​* Those marked events include Gaslamp Society Members excursions to traditional and maker movement pastimes. Contact individual members for more details as these events are attended but not organized by The Gaslamp Society.

** Those marked events are hosted by Gaslamp Society Members and are Private Parties, Friends, & Guest of Friends Welcome; NOT a Public Event.

For more information about these upcoming events stay informed and Like Our Public Facebook Page, are you a community participant that's inspired to help us organize and stock the Zeppelin before each event? Then find our Group on Facebook through The Gaslamp Society Page. 
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​​Transforming Dreams Into Dreams Come True

​​​​​​​Lets start with Goals & Dreams, Since 2008, I've been known as Psychic Bella, founding Shadows into Light Spiritual Services has truly been the real life experience needed to continue honing my psychic abilities, helping those in the valley and all over the world seek a higher quality of living and truly transforming from the inside out has given me a taste of my future. Since Spring of 2013, I've been pursuing my AS in Anthropology a field I've been very much immersed in in this role in the universe, however being able to observe from an outside perspective has also given me a profound sense of balance, wisdom and insight, and is allowing me to pursue my BS in Criminology & Forensics, which hopefully will ensure that I'm able to transfer my Psychic Abilities into a Psychic Detective work for those who are trying to start over after finding themselves clear across the world after escaping the world of sex trafficking and forced prostitution.

Higher Education On-Hold Until Further Notice:  
Unfortunately we all knew the road was more likely to end before it was ever truly possible to finish. From day one I was informed that financial aid, scholarships and dean's list merits providing more financial income for my higher education pursuits would eventually come to an end. Sadly this August I found this out first hand, being left with 4 classes required to graduate and transfer but 10 I'd like to take to prevent higher educational costs at a state college from accruing by taking them here first. After the Republican party decided to not slash but slaughter all forms of higher education funding for those of us without trust funds or parents who live up to their word when they promised to pay out of pocket when the time comes is the current landscape to my ever depressing situation. I worked insanely hard and still am fighting with their paperwork processing to try to override city colleges lack of educational funding to those of us who are not only contractually entitled but have lived up to our end of the bargain and still got sent packing without the degree sought after provided. 
​Unless I can get sponsors or have friends and strangers donate to a Kickstartr or GoFundMe Account to finish my dual degrees I really can't grasp how this will ever truly be possible without first relocating out of this city and eventually out of the state or even country. After January arrives and the new world order takes it's place in the center of the world stage, I won't hold my breath that any of us below the poverty line will ever truly stand a chance at gaining even a basic quality of living in this life. Instead of waiting around and fighting for a lost cause that will also eventually burn out and leave students broke, riddled with debt and degreeless, I've decided to throw caution to the wind, hunker down and save, focus on my improving health and to hopefully relocate or get readmitted with full funding before it's too late. As of now I have 18 months to receive funding from a divine source or lottery and to reapply, be accepted and to start classes again without losing everythign I've already worked so hard for. As much as I'll stay hopeful it's truly hard not to feel as if I've wasted over 4 years of my life for absolutely no apparent reason. These credentials sought really only provide the advantage of being able to work in the offices of law enforcement and to have jurisdictional rights over being able to take cold case files home, however this doesn't prevent me from doing my job as Psychic Detective Bella it allows me to work around the system and to again reach out to officers who are open to paranormal teams and who have in the past hired me, and who I've personally solved cases for. In other words; where there's a will, there's a way. 

Tiny House Movement? Or Commune Dreams Come True?! 
Since the Tiny Home Revolution and Tiny Boat Revolution has arisen, I've been full tour de force for jumping on board and beingg apart of the change we all need to see in this world. With little income and savings, it'll be mostly scrap parts and salvaging to eventually in the future work with others in the community to make this dream a reality, but as for now my focus in on a dream I never thought could manifest, until the arrival of guaranteed and fully funded HUD housing and land loans provided to those of us with Native American registration. 
For years owning land and transforming it into an organic garden with food and medicine, along with constructed buildings to provide shelter and creative workshops and offices to those of us who still desire to live somewhat with the rest of society on our own terms to be a pipe dream, but now with a couple years of hard work, processing paperwork and pursuing this dream until completion, owning and operating a commune with open minded, spiritually minded and holistically oriented tribe to be the ultimate reality.
The focus for me is to continue this process from start to finish and hopefully find the perfect location in The Emerald Triangle so that growing my own recreational, legal and medically approved medicine can and will be the future. Sadly as my twin flame and I depart paths as of now to see where the winds and our dreams take us, I'm heartbroken to not be planning this adventure with him, hand in hand, but I have a feeling that once my world is firmly established, and the energies between us flow freely after years of healing and self love that a profound and remarkable reunion of thee most unorthodox kind (my favorite) will take place in a mystical divine reunion that will solidify us both as individuals on our solitary paths as well as providing a solid foundation for us to reunite fully and respectively in the future without losing ourselves to the distraction of pleasures and comfort further detouring us both from living our individual lives to the fullest. 
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​​​Evolution of The Red Queen's Empire:

​​​​​​​Businesses: ​​​​
Currently as Psychic Bella I'm truly busy 7 days a week, I currently accept appointments on Weekends only, for in-person spiritual bookings and online ones for international clients. I intend on keeping my Phone/Email inquiries open from Mondays through Fridays to ensure that weekend bookings are solidified and that clients are able to make decisive actions towards the betterment of their lives, as they say Carpe Diem, this is the theme of 2016; and following up with all that has been created and destroyed is by far the theme for 2017. 

​The rest of the time my energy is shared between writing multiple books, maintaining my empire, planning soirees with and for the Gaslamp Society and assisting my love in our mutual dreams and business pursuits. This is why advanced planning is needed for social outings and even Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Bookings, as the months and seasons change so does my traveling gypsy soul, and I'm truly needed out there in the big world so please join us and enjoy the ever changing and prosperous scenery. Besides these pursuits I have my enjoyable times as Writer, Model, Artist, Siren, & Performance Artist, these times are few and far in between but as time goes by and opportunity knocks I'm grateful when good health is along with me to pursue these dreams. I'll be most focused this Autumn in building my repertoire for Burlesque, it's long overdue and my soul longs to be in the spotlight once more. 

As many find ways to earn additional incomes in this difficult economy, I've recently looked into professional house, pet and car sitting opening up opportunities for both a more stable life financially speaking, while also having the chance to travel the world without having to save funds for a hotel or other additional costs that come with it. So on top of all of the endless projects and jobs I already have this too is now a huge focus in life, if you want to build a savings, one must push forward in all directions. 

​New Business - The Grand Opening Of: 
Strawberry Coquette's Wild Bohemian Patisserie 
As I approached my 3 year Vegan Anniversary I found myself elated to expand my personal baking business into a legitimate side-business; for over two years now I've been perfecting and concocting the most profoundly delicious vegan desserts and have even now expanded to Gluten Free, Raw, Paleo-Vegan Friendly Desserts! After receiving serve-safe certification in food courses to ensure that I know how to conduct a healthy and food safe kitchen I found that having all of these incredible, healthy and dietary restriction friendly recipes to be too good not to share! After many compliments and encouraging words from friends, family and even complete strangers that are 1000% against desserts without dairy, eggs or animal products tell me that my baked goods are the best thing they've ever tried, I've decided to turn my top recipes list into a menu for an at-home place to order bakery prepared and shared by your's truly; Strawberry Vixen. As much as I intended to have this venture up and off the ground before Winter, unfortunately a few business related investments are needed to ensure that my decadent vegan treats are served fresh to you at the highest quality possible. So hopefully by Summers arrival a cute little pastry cart pushed by Strawberry Coquette herself will be wandering around Tower District to tease and tantalize those who crave a taste of Paris. New Spring Menu Items have just been added, why not stop by my cafe and indulge in a bit of France. ​

Health:
As of April 7th a day after my 29th Birthday, I received a full report and cancer remission status for Cushing's Syndrome. A brain tumor that tried to kill me but lost it's battle to the wonderful world of holistic medicine known as medical marijuana. If it wasn't for stumbling upon my twin flame and trusting that his dedication to medicine was true I honestly wouldn't be here writing this right now, I was given a 6 month prognosis for living and was preparing my funeral at the tender age of 23. I'm astounded to say not only has my tumor gone completely into remission, but my immune system is better than it was before cancer and so is the rest of my health that was just finalized and cleared by every single one of my follow-up cancer specialists. So basically I'm like a bombshell version of deadpool, watch out world it's going to get crazy fun from here. I'm back!

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​Until We Meet Again...

​​From transforming journals and sketch pads into the foundations of my novel, while editing and constructing another that's soon to be released for erotic horror readers to enjoy, to finishing the final touches on BellaBloodLust HQ to ensuring a place to work, create, brainstorm and vision board can take place to turn dreams into legacy and living breathing reality.

​I celebrate The Rubenesque Revolution, and relish in the progress, projects and creative pursuits that have taken place successfully thus far while further fires burn in the hearth of my sensual and spiritual home to brew and simmer over the golden months of late spring, carnal scarlet summer and dark and sumptuous autumn. In the midst of creative stirrings as the dawning of a new age and new year arrive here in this world and my very own home I frolic and feast to the fullest embracing life in all its horror and divinity.

There's so much more to get your fill in the menagerie of places I've created for one and all to enjoy. I look forward to your inquiries, your contributions and suggestions and for those who are already well entertained, buckle up for a very wild ride; adorned in wild roses and thorns what else my darling? 
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For this world and those we create are filled with both pleasure and pain in equal measure and as for me I relish in this silver spoon and feast on the oysters that have been left out freshly harvested for this adventurous feline. 


​Thank you eternally for your support and for those that desire to tear it apart, I look forward to watching the Old World burn down with you inside as The New Golden Age of Humanity is finally here. 

Long Live The Scarlet Queen 

Toujours Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust 
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The May Newsletter

5/3/2017

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Adieu Hades et Purgatoire ...
​Farewell Hades and Purgatory...

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​Je ne suis plus Perséphone; Retours Détresse Demeter
I am Persephone no more; Goddess Demeter Returns

As the dawn of Spring arrived the feeling of being submerged in the darkness of Hades was over. I felt light and lifted even in the previous circumstances of being without a home, thrown out into the streets like common trash and uncertain of my future in this transition from Hades to Purgatory but after such a long and arduous journey from the underworld I found myself waiting in that bypass station of purgatory from my Saturn return on the dawning of my 30th birthday to the perilous strength and endurance needed to continue to trek towards home; wherever that may be. 

As I find myself safely protected, hidden away and surrounded by those who at even the slightest worry over me would leap into their carriages and metal steed's of modern day futurism to find themselves guarding me if fear or uncertainty was ever such a reality anymore; I find myself in a more peaceful state. Even a midst the constant churning's of my oceanic soul wondering how bliss between two beings who I still ponder and question are or were ever twin flames in the first place. I keep searching through the lost archives of the Akashic records trying to make sense out of insanity while simultaneously reminding myself when songs that pull my heart strings remind me that just like the deer I too did not survive my hunter and captor. 

Yes. Physically I am sitting here in the presence of thousands who continue to read and follow my work from ten corners of the modern world, however my mind and soul are worn and weary, my heart so emotionless now and blocked just to keep me alive and safe that I cannot feel the tears flow; even when they somehow manage too, that connection has long since been severed with the one I thought I'd share the rest of this lifetime with. 

It wasn't until May 1st, the glorious day and return of Our Earth's Passionate Beltane that all of the Greek Tragedies in existence made profound sense out of insanity that will never quite be sane. As the light continues to flow in and the darkness is vanquished by those surrounding me glowing in all their brilliant rays of love, light, protection and support I find myself relishing this healing process, slowly, authentically and with greater purpose. To not only ensure that I never allow my beautiful heart and soul to ever feel this tragedy ever again but to ensure that those around me still struggling to escape their captors and like Harlequin wondering if Joker really is that bad of a guy after all or not, I am here to be the light that glows, not shattered or broken, not bent or tarnished by the experiences that I've endured that I will still endure for a lifetime and in court later this month. 

But that fire infused soul, blazing full in all it's reverent glory to shine unchallenged by those who tried to snuff me out and still continue to search for ways to dull my shine even on my most brutal and challenging of days. You have sharpened my skills at psychic perception, provided the endurance, strength and stamina to not only keep going for myself to heal but for the entire goddamn world to shatter their ego's and to finally stand in the full authentic presence of their truest selves. 

It's time to shed those skins and to reveal the reptile beneath the surface, we see you for who you truly are and forevermore I will be the light that burns within the darkness, surrounded by dragons in the form of Queen and ever more the one you used to call Kahleesi and Red Woman. 

This journey is far from over and the dirt of the surface feels so remarkably good after all these years being held captive beneath the surface down below in the clutches of Hades controlling grip. 

But for now I focus on this mantra and the continued sunlight that keeps pouring into my world in the form of presence, love, and beautiful people who I am so grateful to have in my life from to those who have been and are my greatest loves of all time and for many of my star children sisters and brothers who have reincarnated for this exact moment, in space and time to be here with me in ways that most will never understand. 

"The poison leaves bit by bit. Not all at once. Be Patient. You are Healing." 
-Yasmin Mogahed 

May the prosperity and fertility of Beltane's wild bon fires inspire you to find your muse or desired creation in full manifest form. 

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​​Last Autumn I gave birth to; 
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen.

 
A book that's taken me nearly a decade to complete with the brilliant help and collaboration of real life monsters and madmen. Monsters and madmen who I fell head over heels in love with, who captured me and who released me long before their dark urgers buried me in the garden to grow among the wild flowers. 

As the eighth great bastard grandniece of Mary Shelley; and Lord Byron. I am more than in awe of reading the linked article to see that she published her book Frankenstein exactly 200 years before I finished this very novel of erotic tales of horror. It's as if her blood still flows through these eccentric veins breathing new life into me, fueling a frenzy to follow the course that I have always envisioned since I was in my youth. 

From editing to arranging, preparing for publication to contacting creative genius friends for book trailers. To book tours and horror conventions, I desire to bring this old world of horrors back into this new golden era la bohemia. For the love of Gothic romance and vicious homicidal erotica will always go well paired with a warm glass of sensual, blood. 

To the love of my life, to those dear friends near and far who have flown to my hearts aid in my deepest time of need and to my gypsy tribe family. Thank you for being here to support me along the way.

A Tribute to the Monsters and Madmen:
For those who helped me create this book, if you are reading this, thank you for sharing your madness. I cannot wait to share what we have created together over a decade of carnage and carnality. 

Coming to The World Stage October 31st, 2017:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
by Bella BloodLust 
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 Bella BloodLust's Author Page 
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Bella BloodLust News

​From two international publications in renowned magazines to debuting my comic book superhero role as Bella BloodLust of The BloodSlayers at Zapp Con 3; October 15th! There's plenty of reasons why many new and old adventurers were ready to board this airship for a decadent and exciting ride of thrills and chills that has been the year 2016! But as they say out with the old and in with the new as 2017 has more excitement than any of you adventurers are ready for, so lets see what's in store shall we? 

Many have asked and I do promise ​that more Cosplay Shoots in the realms of Steampunk are long overdue and presently in the works as well as secret routines that will be debuted as I continue to pursue a life long dream of Live Siren Burlesque. It's been an insanely unpredictably busy year so I appreciate my adoring fans being more than patient as I prepare the pièce de résistance. As you can see there's a lot of coals in the fires at the home and hearth of BellaBloodLust Headquarters and I'm more than elated to give you a few peeks at what's waiting for you in the Old World Shoppe. 

​Long Live The Rubenesque Revolution! ​​​​​​​​
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​For those who have yet to find themselves formally introduced to Madame De Pompadour, Milonia Caesconia Empress Consort of Rome, Strawberry Coquette & The Iconic Mama Cass Elliot, perhaps your naughty and curious fingers will wander over each image to find yourself in a world unlike any other?

If you just can't leave without a memento of your time spent with moi, I'm more than elated to share this wonderfully sumptuous collection that will continue to expand with more decadent goddesses for you to worship, that will be arriving over the coming weeks of this glorious new year. Enjoy celebrating the dawn of 2017 with something decadent from La Maison BloodLust and The Scarlet Gardens: 
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Other Collectible Gift Items: 

Madame De Pompadour's Ornament Collection
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Madame De Pompadour Luggage of Bookbag Tag 
Madame De Pompadour Magnet Collection 
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Madame De Pompadour Diary 
​Madame De Pompadour Cosmetics Bag
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Madame De Pompadours Wristlet Purse 
Rubenesque Revolution Jewelry Box
​Feline Disposition Jewelry Box 
Gentleman's Playing Cards 
Luscious Hindquarters Cigar Humidor
French Girl Cigar Humidor 

For Decadent Decor Might I Suggest:
Milonia Caesconia Pillow Collection 
The Scarlet Gardens Poster Collection ​​
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​​Noble Aspirations Inspired by Little Reinette 
Charity & Art Hop Auction In The Works...

As soon as possible it's been a dream and desire of mine, to have an art show which will also initiate a worldwide Rubenesque Revolution Charity & Worldwide Network to promote true health and Body Beautiful living.

In a world where anorexia, bulimia, depression, self-mutilation and more plague the beautiful psyche's of the divine feminine that walks in each of us on this beautiful earth, I desire to help, and inspire those to ascend such Western Ideological 
limitations to truly embrace Self-Love & Acceptance.

This will take place after I've added a few more shoots into my repertoire first and after a few more lusciously curved ladies join forces with me to debut their work and pursuits that coin the ambiance of The Rubenesque Revolution.

As all great and grand things take time to unfold stay tuned my darlings this show has truly just begun. If you're ready to be apart of this incredible opportunity, and are ready to join forces email me at: MistressBellaBloodLust@yahoo.com.
​If you're still working up the nerve and courage to be apart of such a revealing and progressive opportunity, stay tuned as I look forward to preparing The Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series and opening doors for women worldwide to embrace the curvaceous goddess that they truly are. 
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​​The Origins of The BloodSlayers: 
"After centuries wandering the Old World thirsting for blood and taming my inner demons, I've channeled my psychic forces and abilities to cross paths with those like me, who seek to transform the darkness they were left with into a productive career. When the descendant of Professor Van Helsing appeared in the form of Lydia St. Clair we stumbled into one another by predestined fate. She knew me as a brothel madame, former concubine and vampire dominatrix, in the frost covered hills of the Carpathian Mountains, seeking a bloodthirsty femme fatale to work alongside her against the allies of Vlad Dracul himself known only as "The B.L.O.O.D. 


In my spare time when I'm not assisting my lady in the good fight against darkness and evil, I travel the world by twilight in the guise of a horror-erotica writer, burlesque star, silk siren who whispers haunting ideas into my minions ears across the globe to entice men and women into falling victim in my seductive grasp. From inspiring the world with the Rubenesque Revolution to modeling in the realms of Fetish, Cosplay and Alternate History, there is only one velvet lined chair and three ring circus that could find itself embodied in the luscious curves of the one and only Bella BlooodLust." 
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​​​Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services 
Temple & Archive
with Psychic Bella

​ Spring Hours:

In Person Appointments:
Weekends Only Saturdays & Sundays 12pm-Midnight

Skype, Email & Phone Appointments: 
Monday-Friday 12pm-8pm
**In Person Appointments & Emergencies Available upon Request**

It's been a pleasure to have my temple doors open worldwide twenty four hours a day, seven days a week for the previous few years, In 2012 I returned to school and had to reduce hours due to deadlines, projects in the works and life's demands in general, this hasn't changed since and I'll continue to provide the above hours for new and returning clients worldwide all season long, while also pursuing many of my personal projects and life's work. This also provides an opportunity for clients to be decisive with their self care and spiritual holistic health, as much as I do enjoy having the temple buzzing with new energies, I also prefer to not have cancelled appointments and precious time wasted when life is too short and I have so many dedicated clients that are more than ready to transform their life for the better, one page in their life book at at time. 

Thank you truly for the love and support and I do sincerely look forward to assisting you on this profound journey that is life. It's my spiritual honor to safely and compassionately provide compasses, maps and a guiding star towards your wildest dreams and practical future. 

Other Classes Debut & Workshops in Progress:
I've had numerous requests for Introduction to Psychic Protection, Introduction to Psychic Abilities, & Child Development for Sapphire, Indigo, Rainbow & Crystal Children for quite some time now, for those looking for Tai Chi with Animal Friends, visit the Featured Products section in The Old World Shoppe.

As more materials were required for thorough research purposes before I can complete the following workshops and classes until I can afford to do so these are currently on hold until further notice, but I'm positive that prosperity will change along with the winds and those materials needed will be easily required. 


The Rubenesque Revolution 
Workshop Series 

In addition to these wonderful classes I'm also in the process of developing a four class Self Esteem, Body & Sexuality Positive & Female Empowerment Workshop Series, that expands The Rubenesque Revolution to women locally and worldwide. The purpose is to gain invaluable insight, life changing exercises, assignments and group exercises to develop positive female relationships inside and outside the fourth generation wave of feminism. We must embrace the female goddess within and in turn embrace it in each and every single woman that is a walking goddess incarnate, whether she knows it or not. By engaging in a female gathering group workshop series that will expand your mind, body and soul to make room for self love, sacred femininity and sacred sexuality allows each and every one of us to bring about the next phase in human and female interpersonal ascension and global consciousness. By removing the stigmas, skewed viewpoints, and oppressive views of women worldwide we create the world we truly want to live in, the one that celebrates the beauty of woman in all her divine glory. This will be available as soon as additional materials are gathered for this incredibly special workshop series. 

Spiritual Retreat Workshops Coming this Spring & Summer! 
​With so many requests from spiritualists in the Central & Northern California asking me if I host wilderness retreats, I've been called to create classes for Meditation & Gemstones & Crystals for those who desire to spend a day and night out in nature detoxing from the city and learning all that they can to apply these healing traditions into their every day life. As the weather is far too cold for outdoor retreats just yet, my co-creators and logistical assistance are working hard with me to ensure that we can have retreats at Sequoia National Forest and other Wilderness locations in Northern California where we can all meet, carpool and trek to our location, settle in and learn what is needed to rejuvenate the mind, body and spirit to fuel ourselves as healing participants in the present world. Stay tuned and thank you for reaching out, I'll be glad to create these for you and to host them this year. 

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​​​​​​​​Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook
This magnificent cookbook was collaborated by the Fresno Pagan Pride Community as well as those kitchen witch pagans worldwide that desired to be a part of this profoundly special cookbook. It was originally created as my personal contribution to fundraising efforts for the local chapter of the national pagan movement, and as many locals and worldwide pagans have enjoyed the diverse, unique and endlessly ancient recipes found between the pages along with personal stories, tips for cooking and a rich history of pagan ways from the old world to the new, it's easy to see why it was Amazon.com's 2 year running title holder of Most Unique Cookbook on their entire site of delicious feast inspired books. For those of you that desire to learn more about pagan ways of life, or are looking for a special and new recipe that you want to surprise your friends and family with, can easily find and purchase this cookbook by following the link below. 

Please Note: that all proceeds now go directly to Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Temple & Archive to ensure clients receive the most updated and accurate forms of spiritual services available with the most accurate and updated equipment needed to ensure this takes places now and in the future. 
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Recipes for The Pagan Soul Cookbook can be found, and purchased Here.

What Two Thousand Seventeen Has Waiting for You!
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​​​The Scarlet Gardens

​​​​​​​​​These gardens are filled with endless roses each bloody one covered in thorns but somehow managing to smell ever so sweet. Once plucked from the garden of life, each lesson, each experience that I have been honored and privileged to be apart of is shared endlessly within these pages...

The Scarlet Gardens invites your curiosity;
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​​​​​​The Decadent World Of The Scarlet Gardens
Extended Galleries, Including the Infamous Madame De Pompadour series, as well as these two lovely editions filled with imagery, history and personal reflection about courtesan and concubine living. 

New Expanded Galleries
Historical Recreation: Milonia Caesonia Empress Consort of The Roman Empire
Historical Recreation: The Iconic "Mama Cass" Elliot
Strawberry Coquette's Pin-Up Picnic 
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Each gallery includes historical references, insight from the artist herself as well as passionate tributes to the Old World and The New.
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​​​​​​​Behind The Iron Gates of The Scarlet Gardens
The iron gates are waiting for you to turn the key, all you need is one secret password and entry into my world of dark decadence and sensual delight is yours for eternity.

The Scarlet Gardens is Expanding
From tawdry tales of salacious escapades experienced and lived most extensively by Mistress Bella BloodLust to a profound future book (listed below). If you haven't already subscribed to The Scarlet Gardens, now is the time to do it. From Fetish Chronicles to Old World Erotic Escapades, The Scarlet Garden awaits.
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​Present Novels In The Works:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters and Madmen 
Preparing Formatting for Publication 

Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
Blog & Book Coming Soon
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How The Sun King Captured The Moon:
A Tale of Twin Flames
by His Bella Luna 

On Hold until Further Notice...
Probably Forever to be Completely Honest


The Expanded Unveiling of the year Two Thousand and Sixteen:
Exclusive Access Into My World: 

As the previous year has been primarily focused upon creating a world all my own, building from the ivy clad earth a beautiful palace of decadence and old world charm, I've seen so many places to expand upon my creations in the form of erotic expression that is as old as time and passion itself, over the coming months you will have access too erotic literature, including a book of short stories that have never been read before, expanded cosplay and fetish galleries, the more exposure I've received worldwide has opened up a floodgate of creative extraordinaire s to work with and collaborate with for your pleasure and mostly mine.

​As I've found a desire, a thirst and hunger to translate what the dark velvet world has meant to me for so many years now into workshops, classes, video tutorials and a world filled with lifestyle, fashion and a personal diary from the boudoir of Mistress Belladonna herself, those that seek dark ascension will truly find their sinful salvation behind the iron gates of The Scarlet Gardens. 

​La Maison BloodLust is expanding headquarters the private connoisseur will be pleased to enjoy access to  more regularly published Videos, Personal Interviews, Published Literature, Music and So Much More, arrive over the coming days and
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​​As you follow your curiosity find the Iron gate, take the Key and unlock the ivy-clad wooden door, immerse yourself in my sacred world of dark decadent ecstasy and lose yourself in passion, pleasure, and old world charm from the one and only ​Bella BloodLust.
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​​​​​​​Those that desire to expand will easily open the gates to The Scarlet Gardens, To those adventurous spirits I say,
Welcome.


Toujour's Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust

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​​​News & Events

​​​What enticing and at times scantily clad findings you can expect to see over the coming months at BellaBloodLustHQ. From the metaphysical and spiritually educational, to the more profoundly deep experiences offered from behind the veil of the velvet underground of pleasure and pain, there's something here for everyone, 
including exclusive behind the scenes access to local events, and community organized soirees that truly help those surviving to thrive in the Old World and the New Modern Era. 

Archive: 
Esbats
Feminism The Next Generation  
Homesteading  
Metaphysical Terminology 
Rubenesque Revolution
Rogue Festival Rundown
Steampunk Lifestyle 
Twin Flames
Vegan Organic Lifestyle
 

Strawberry Coquette:
A History of Courtesans, Concubines, Queens and Parisian Pastries 

The Scarlet Gardens:
A Scarlet Collection of Monsters in Madmen 
 {Coming Halloween 2017}

Memoirs of an Old World Lifestyle Mistress 
{Blog and Book Coming Soon}
Dark Steam Ascension: Steampunk Lifestyle 
Origins of Dark Ascension: BDSM
Underworld Club Scene Politics 

News & Events:
Shadows Into Light Workshops & Classes Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Workshop Series Debut
Rubenesque Revolution Self Esteem Movement
Psychic Bella & The Scarlet Gardens Merchandise Debut
RM Gillmore & Psychic Bella

​​The Illusive Bella BloodLust
Old World Goddess in The Modern Era

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​From endless projects, a nomadic disposition in life and the constant change of addresses and having little to no transportation beyond Lyft and Public Transportation many might consider me a hermit but truly, I'm just busy. 

Life's swift pace is often much faster than the resources I have available to me in this ever fluctuating economy and being solely on an artists income has it's own set of challenges and financial limitations. It's not that I don't want to be out more, socializing, attending shows, events and seeing friends at festivals, it's just difficult to afford it. 

I assumed by now I'd have my degree and a decent income to rely on as well as a full time job in victimology while doubling my major and pursuing more psychic detective work, but sadly the current chaotic climate of higher education has prevented me and so many others from ever obtaining a degree. Without family, friends or even strangers donating money to ensure that the additional expenses of just going to school are provided I truly even as a former Dean's List Student can no longer afford to pursue higher education in my country so as of now that additional income is also gone. 

From bio-film documentaries, expanding workshops and classes to regional retreats and finishing a collection of short horror stories along with parting ways once more with the love of my life to preserve the love we have for hopefully a future time it seems once again life has handed me a heavy hand, yet I know each day I pursue my path with confidence and strength that I have the resources available if only I choose to use and apply them each and every day. 

Roadtrips, preferably by dear friends and loved ones who desire to abduct me are always on my radar, as well as many other countless and creative ways to have fun on the fly and cheap. So please reach out, know that I'm busy but always willing to make time for those who desire to share adventures of any kind with so long as it's in the old world bohemia that we all share and love. ​
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​Adventures in Steampunk 
& 
Other Time Period Historical Recreation SoireesFrom The Gaslamp Society to enjoying time & space with friends, family & special occasions I do my best to participate and arrive in style to as many events and social outings as I can manage with finances, lack of transportation and mostly lack of energy at the time. Fresno City College travel is fun but also very exhausting on the body, so I do look forward to seeing you when I do, and appreciate those that can understand how slow paced life can be without all the modern accommodations. P.E.R.C Fresno & JASNA Central California  are other wonderful old world cosplay societies esteemed on costume recreations and customs of time periods past, you may remember seeing many of these wonderful chaps and ladies at our co-hosted Time Travel Tea Party for those of you that can't get enough time period recreation fun, join both societies and prepare the sewing machines, we've got costumes to make!

The Steampunk's World Faire - May 5th  

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Victorian Ball - May 6th 

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Eternity Desert Awakening - May 6th-7th 

​* Those marked events include Gaslamp Society Members excursions to traditional and maker movement pastimes. Contact individual members for more details as these events are attended but not organized by The Gaslamp Society.

** Those marked events are hosted by Gaslamp Society Members and are Private Parties, Friends, & Guest of Friends Welcome; NOT a Public Event.

For more information about these upcoming events stay informed and Like Our Public Facebook Page, are you a community participant that's inspired to help us organize and stock the Zeppelin before each event? Then find our Group on Facebook through The Gaslamp Society Page. 
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​Transforming Dreams Into Dreams Come True

​​​​​​Lets start with Goals & Dreams, Since 2008, I've been known as Psychic Bella, founding Shadows into Light Spiritual Services has truly been the real life experience needed to continue honing my psychic abilities, helping those in the valley and all over the world seek a higher quality of living and truly transforming from the inside out has given me a taste of my future. Since Spring of 2013, I've been pursuing my AS in Anthropology a field I've been very much immersed in in this role in the universe, however being able to observe from an outside perspective has also given me a profound sense of balance, wisdom and insight, and is allowing me to pursue my BS in Criminology & Forensics, which hopefully will ensure that I'm able to transfer my Psychic Abilities into a Psychic Detective work for those who are trying to start over after finding themselves clear across the world after escaping the world of sex trafficking and forced prostitution.

Higher Education On-Hold Until Further Notice:  
Unfortunately we all knew the road was more likely to end before it was ever truly possible to finish. From day one I was informed that financial aid, scholarships and dean's list merits providing more financial income for my higher education pursuits would eventually come to an end. Sadly this August I found this out first hand, being left with 4 classes required to graduate and transfer but 10 I'd like to take to prevent higher educational costs at a state college from accruing by taking them here first. After the Republican party decided to not slash but slaughter all forms of higher education funding for those of us without trust funds or parents who live up to their word when they promised to pay out of pocket when the time comes is the current landscape to my ever depressing situation. I worked insanely hard and still am fighting with their paperwork processing to try to override city colleges lack of educational funding to those of us who are not only contractually entitled but have lived up to our end of the bargain and still got sent packing without the degree sought after provided. 
​Unless I can get sponsors or have friends and strangers donate to a Kickstartr or GoFundMe Account to finish my dual degrees I really can't grasp how this will ever truly be possible without first relocating out of this city and eventually out of the state or even country. After January arrives and the new world order takes it's place in the center of the world stage, I won't hold my breath that any of us below the poverty line will ever truly stand a chance at gaining even a basic quality of living in this life. Instead of waiting around and fighting for a lost cause that will also eventually burn out and leave students broke, riddled with debt and degreeless, I've decided to throw caution to the wind, hunker down and save, focus on my improving health and to hopefully relocate or get readmitted with full funding before it's too late. As of now I have 18 months to receive funding from a divine source or lottery and to reapply, be accepted and to start classes again without losing everythign I've already worked so hard for. As much as I'll stay hopeful it's truly hard not to feel as if I've wasted over 4 years of my life for absolutely no apparent reason. These credentials sought really only provide the advantage of being able to work in the offices of law enforcement and to have jurisdictional rights over being able to take cold case files home, however this doesn't prevent me from doing my job as Psychic Detective Bella it allows me to work around the system and to again reach out to officers who are open to paranormal teams and who have in the past hired me, and who I've personally solved cases for. In other words; where there's a will, there's a way. 

Tiny House Movement? Or Commune Dreams Come True?! 
Since the Tiny Home Revolution and Tiny Boat Revolution has arisen, I've been full tour de force for jumping on board and beingg apart of the change we all need to see in this world. With little income and savings, it'll be mostly scrap parts and salvaging to eventually in the future work with others in the community to make this dream a reality, but as for now my focus in on a dream I never thought could manifest, until the arrival of guaranteed and fully funded HUD housing and land loans provided to those of us with Native American registration. 
For years owning land and transforming it into an organic garden with food and medicine, along with constructed buildings to provide shelter and creative workshops and offices to those of us who still desire to live somewhat with the rest of society on our own terms to be a pipe dream, but now with a couple years of hard work, processing paperwork and pursuing this dream until completion, owning and operating a commune with open minded, spiritually minded and holistically oriented tribe to be the ultimate reality.
The focus for me is to continue this process from start to finish and hopefully find the perfect location in The Emerald Triangle so that growing my own recreational, legal and medically approved medicine can and will be the future. Sadly as my twin flame and I depart paths as of now to see where the winds and our dreams take us, I'm heartbroken to not be planning this adventure with him, hand in hand, but I have a feeling that once my world is firmly established, and the energies between us flow freely after years of healing and self love that a profound and remarkable reunion of thee most unorthodox kind (my favorite) will take place in a mystical divine reunion that will solidify us both as individuals on our solitary paths as well as providing a solid foundation for us to reunite fully and respectively in the future without losing ourselves to the distraction of pleasures and comfort further detouring us both from living our individual lives to the fullest. 
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​​Evolution of The Red Queen's Empire:

​​​​​​Businesses: ​​​​
Currently as Psychic Bella I'm truly busy 7 days a week, I currently accept appointments on Weekends only, for in-person spiritual bookings and online ones for international clients. I intend on keeping my Phone/Email inquiries open from Mondays through Fridays to ensure that weekend bookings are solidified and that clients are able to make decisive actions towards the betterment of their lives, as they say Carpe Diem, this is the theme of 2016; and following up with all that has been created and destroyed is by far the theme for 2017. 

​The rest of the time my energy is shared between writing multiple books, maintaining my empire, planning soirees with and for the Gaslamp Society and assisting my love in our mutual dreams and business pursuits. This is why advanced planning is needed for social outings and even Shadows Into Light Spiritual Services Bookings, as the months and seasons change so does my traveling gypsy soul, and I'm truly needed out there in the big world so please join us and enjoy the ever changing and prosperous scenery. Besides these pursuits I have my enjoyable times as Writer, Model, Artist, Siren, & Performance Artist, these times are few and far in between but as time goes by and opportunity knocks I'm grateful when good health is along with me to pursue these dreams. I'll be most focused this Autumn in building my repertoire for Burlesque, it's long overdue and my soul longs to be in the spotlight once more. 

As many find ways to earn additional incomes in this difficult economy, I've recently looked into professional house, pet and car sitting opening up opportunities for both a more stable life financially speaking, while also having the chance to travel the world without having to save funds for a hotel or other additional costs that come with it. So on top of all of the endless projects and jobs I already have this too is now a huge focus in life, if you want to build a savings, one must push forward in all directions. 

​New Business - The Grand Opening Of: 
Strawberry Coquette's Wild Bohemian Patisserie 
As I approached my 3 year Vegan Anniversary I found myself elated to expand my personal baking business into a legitimate side-business; for over two years now I've been perfecting and concocting the most profoundly delicious vegan desserts and have even now expanded to Gluten Free, Raw, Paleo-Vegan Friendly Desserts! After receiving serve-safe certification in food courses to ensure that I know how to conduct a healthy and food safe kitchen I found that having all of these incredible, healthy and dietary restriction friendly recipes to be too good not to share! After many compliments and encouraging words from friends, family and even complete strangers that are 1000% against desserts without dairy, eggs or animal products tell me that my baked goods are the best thing they've ever tried, I've decided to turn my top recipes list into a menu for an at-home place to order bakery prepared and shared by your's truly; Strawberry Vixen. As much as I intended to have this venture up and off the ground before Winter, unfortunately a few business related investments are needed to ensure that my decadent vegan treats are served fresh to you at the highest quality possible. So hopefully by Summers arrival a cute little pastry cart pushed by Strawberry Coquette herself will be wandering around Tower District to tease and tantalize those who crave a taste of Paris. New Spring Menu Items have just been added, why not stop by my cafe and indulge in a bit of France. ​

Health:
As of April 7th a day after my 29th Birthday, I received a full report and cancer remission status for Cushing's Syndrome. A brain tumor that tried to kill me but lost it's battle to the wonderful world of holistic medicine known as medical marijuana. If it wasn't for stumbling upon my twin flame and trusting that his dedication to medicine was true I honestly wouldn't be here writing this right now, I was given a 6 month prognosis for living and was preparing my funeral at the tender age of 23. I'm astounded to say not only has my tumor gone completely into remission, but my immune system is better than it was before cancer and so is the rest of my health that was just finalized and cleared by every single one of my follow-up cancer specialists. So basically I'm like a bombshell version of deadpool, watch out world it's going to get crazy fun from here. I'm back!

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​​Until We Meet Again...

​From transforming journals and sketch pads into the foundations of my novel, while editing and constructing another that's soon to be released for erotic horror readers to enjoy, to finishing the final touches on BellaBloodLust HQ to ensuring a place to work, create, brainstorm and vision board can take place to turn dreams into legacy and living breathing reality.

​I celebrate The Rubenesque Revolution, and relish in the progress, projects and creative pursuits that have taken place successfully thus far while further fires burn in the hearth of my sensual and spiritual home to brew and simmer over the golden months of late spring, carnal scarlet summer and dark and sumptuous autumn. In the midst of creative stirrings as the dawning of a new age and new year arrive here in this world and my very own home I frolic and feast to the fullest embracing life in all its horror and divinity.

There's so much more to get your fill in the menagerie of places I've created for one and all to enjoy. I look forward to your inquiries, your contributions and suggestions and for those who are already well entertained, buckle up for a very wild ride; adorned in wild roses and thorns what else my darling? 
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For this world and those we create are filled with both pleasure and pain in equal measure and as for me I relish in this silver spoon and feast on the oysters that have been left out freshly harvested for this adventurous feline. 


​Thank you eternally for your support and for those that desire to tear it apart, I look forward to watching the Old World burn down with you inside as The New Golden Age of Humanity is finally here. 

Long Live The Scarlet Queen 

Toujours Sanglante,
Bella BloodLust 
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