Hearkening One to Welcome the Darkness,
We Embrace The Arrival of Winter
As the feeling of Winter's cold embrace arrives post-haste we find it nearly impossible to peel ourselves from bed into the hustle and bustle of the busiest season in this world, as the emergence of so many social functions, traditional pastimes and endless worldwide holidays arrives with the illusive and mysterious nature of the Winter season.
This is the time of little light, where darkness flows and prevails most profoundly from the cold and solitary moments of reflection that help facilitate new ideas, dreams and a future to blossom and grow a midst the planting season of Spring, but until then this is the time of solitary reflection, of truly diving down into the underworld and abyss of our very soul, to face the pleasant and not so pleasant aspect of what Carl Jung referred to as The Shadow Self to find what invaluable aspects of survival are still lurking in the dark and dangerous parts of the human mind, the fear based soul that sparked us all into existence in the first place and yet if left untamed wreaks havoc in the form of worldwide wars, famines, calamity and chaos and at the very least provides the smallest sentiments of that into our personal lives and relationships if gone unchecked. Like the garden that is never weeded in the wildness of the forest at bay, we haven't the perspective to know it even exists unless we find the path, use the key and open the door to the secret world and garden that lurks and grows deep within the dwellings of the human mind and even deeper still within the chambers of the human heart.
This is where like the story of dear and curious Pandora that we all lose ourselves in the primal wildness and profoundly free willing side of human nature, in constant balance and with constant alchemy of mind body and spirit, constantly rechecked, revisited and tended too provides a well maintained and thriving garden filled with plants with thorns of a different nature than those wild untamed gardens of darkness and ecstasy. We find within the darkness the true nature of ourselves, the true monstrosities as well as the dark and depraved thoughts that fill each of our minds yet most social conditions refuse embracing such a disposition as it's still seen as taboo to be so emphatically free. But this is the constant challenge and balance of nature divine in is rawest, purest and most primal of forms, to deny it only brings more chaos into ones life as we all know whatever we resist, persists with the most volatility.
As the seasons change from the slow romantic pace of Autumn to the most swift and at times severe pace of Winter's chilled embrace, find time to visit the dark side of yourself, the darkness that permeates the ether and contains the very universe that you and I are discussing in profound philosophical conversation as we very speak, without truly understanding the darkness one can never truly embrace the light, and without that delicate balance within ourselves and within humanity as a whole, we haven't the time to make profound contributions to this world, and planet, to make generous expansions in one's garden, one must make the ultimate sacrifice, to love and embrace one's self unconditionally as that acceptance is the one and only aspect of freedom that truly exists on this planet, to be and just let be, as the reaper knows those that don't plant seeds and only grow weeds will continue to starve and eventually die off with the rest of this years harvest.
But for those of us that still dream, like the spider we delicately weave and hold the perfect and most natural balance that ensures the cogs of this wheel of life continues to turn and appease the God's to relish in laughter. Embrace this time of year, it's meant to recharge and replenish the light in one's soul. As you find the strength to cut and burn away the things in your field that no longer grow, and appease your soul to prosper new dreams and seeds to grow, I'll be walking in the snow kissed hillsides of the wild forest, as that is where nature, and the idea of The Devil himself came from in the first place, in the wild, untouched and untainted landscape of the region of the world that will always roam free, dancing to the sounds of Pan, Dionysus with Nymphs and Maenad's frolicking in orgiastic release most kind. The only place left in this world that encourages the hearts and minds of modern humans to roam as free as the animals and nature itself.
From Snow Kissed Soirees, to Luxe Warm Atmospheres
Traditional Winter Pastimes
The Classic Cocktail Party
Sensual Conversation over a Steamy Pot of Tea
From meeting up with an old friend that is sorely missed to fill ones life with good conversation that is long overdue, to the spiritual and delicate ritual of hosting a solitary tea party to unwind, rejuvenate and to center one's rampant paced thoughts during the Winter season has become one of America's cherished pastimes as well as our British cousins. Adorn your favorite select brew with natural honey and natural sugar provided from one's local farmer's market, and find why it was impossible for Marie Antoinette to ever leave her private chateau and french garden, for the tea flowed as generously as the conversation and sweets. If you've never served tea before or require additional education, contact Mistress Bella BloodLust and inquire about Tea Service and Geisha Tea Service Training, it's never too late to learn an invaluable ritual and ceremony that has been the heart and core of Old World charm and socialization, and it's never too late to inspire such class, elegance and refinement into your world and daily life, what's good for the mind and body is even better for the soul, and all great Monarchs relished in a good cup of steaming hot tea.
Spite that Wicked Weather
Indoor Sports for Health Vixens
Winter is the Season of Strength:
In eons past when resources were low, it invited the time for everyone from peasant to royal to think outside the boxes of routine and conventionality to make way for a season that is quite chaotic and unpredictable, but to also capture those delicate and much needed aspects of a healthy life, such as rigorous exercise. From Crossfit which has become the new intense workout obsession to Blogilates the latest health vixen craze to sweet across the internet with innovative programs and easy to use visual guides to shape, tone and sculpt your body into the Amazonian Queen you've always desired your body, mind and soul to be. With endless studies and research showing that working out just three times a week for 20 minutes helps to reduce depression, anxiety and mood swings by up to 89% it's surprising that most American's aren't as inclined to keep moving as those in Japan, you know those 120 year old ballroom dance instructors that have absolutely no health problems to endure.
Become Your Own Amazon Queen:
From carving out bad habits, attitudes to sedentary living related body fat, create the Goddess and Queen of the Amazons that you truly desire to be this year, inside and out. As all great warriors know without training one can never be a profound fighter and surely will not last long in the realms of survival or stories of reputation, this is your time, your year to create a legacy for your life, mind, body and soul that you've always wanted but never had the courage to create and work towards, until Now! Today is that day, wake up and write a list of ideologies and those in your circle that are just adding fuel to the self-destructive fire, it's time to eradicate every negative attachment from addictions like having to have your daily cup of gourmet coffee, to much more damaging ones like not being able to love yourself inside and out, too many women still can't look at themselves naked in the mirror and love what they see, this is the year for you to fall in love with yourself and set your soul free to dance and truly live and relish in what life has to offer, Love!
Locker Room Fantasies & Realities!
From the sexiest of leagues that are underway in the underground from lube wrestling, busty curves wrestling and Amazonian Queen wrestling, there's never a reason to deny that carnal desire to dominate and learn to submit to the awe, raw visceral and ferocious power of female divine incarnate. There's truly nothing like it in the world, to meet an equally strong Goddess and to wrestle until the match is either won or lost in the throes of screams, excitement and sensual ecstasy. The incredible community and ridiculously hot and supportive women that are 100% in your corner to help train, encourage good healthy habits as well and reinforcing self-love and healthy body-image are more profoundly prominent in these realms than any other place I've found so far for female goddess connections. I've found the most supportive friends, mentors and even the most high-sex driven lovers in these circles of strong self-loving females, so don't be too surprised if that hot, toned lady on your wrestling team wants you to be her sexy snow bunny this season as well as her locker room tension and release partner, what's a girl to say, other than it's the purrfect way to stay in shape and the sexiest way to unwind. You never know what fun and frolic you'll find in these circles of strong, self-assured females, from those with MMA backgrounds that enjoy sparring on and off the mats to those that want to help you relieve tension in others ways, if you've ever been curious to find what sensual oasis is never ending in the female divine, this is the year to capture that passion and to share it endlessly with other goddesses entwined.
Oh the Weather Outside is Delightful,
Traditional Outdoor Pastimes
Traditional Pastimes with a Kinky Twist:
For those of you that know, Snow Bunnies are the rare and ravenous breed of Winter Vixens that just can't get into enough trouble when the world is bare, silent and turned inward during the cold dark months of the season, from streaking across city streets, to dressing up in your finest winter coat with nothing else underneath for that sexy woman down the street you want to leave a memorable impression on, I find this is the time of year when nobody can truly define their gender and sexual orientation, and as the winter grows colder, the nights longer and the social gatherings start to dissipate, these naughty vixens just want a place to stay warm all night long and just like rabbits, they find themselves insatiable in sexual hunger and thirsting for new untamed experiences that have never before crossed their bisexually curious mind, from constant flirtations, to the most profoundly reflective nights of lust, passion and screams as fabric is torn to shreds in sheer ecstasy, to find that these lovely creatures vanish along with the snow as the sun kissed dews of Spring approaches, chastising themselves for giving into that carnal nature and true wanton desire that every animal in male and female form desire in Winter. So throw caution to the wind safely of course, and don't regret the overwhelmingly hot exchange one can have with somebody they never desired until now, you never know what new and exciting world can be open to you and how truly vast and expansive you are as a human being, to live is to experiment, to experience and to enjoy, so grab a big spoon and take a nice sumptuous bite of the forbidden fun that most will always deny themselves. The ever illusive and virile Snow Bunny.
Power Between these Thighs, Let us Ride!
If so then the dark gods are calling you home and beckoning you to make peace with yourself that the rest of society refuses to acknowledge even exists. This is how evil came into being, by denying the very raw, primal and carnal desires of our shadows selves, to face your sexuality, your anger, your pain, your desire for blood and chaos inspires the soul to find balance, to attune with every aspect and being equally on this planet to in turn facilitate profound light into the world with the understanding of where the origin of the mask and evil came from in its very natural existence.
If you have the pleasure of setting off into the wilderness by foot or by horse I most ecstatically encourage you to wander where your soul is free, to find a place and to let your true side out in all your glory, free of shame, guilt and clothing to the very raw core of who you are the child of mother nature herself. For those that have had profound experiences that past fifteen years this is the time to nurture the inner warrior that has made it thus far in life's journey, as for those of you that have done your work with discipline never faulting in distractions will find a more erotic awakening when inside mother nature's craving womb as the dark lord still sleeps in the earth's bed.
Find yourself and touch and pleasure the very core of your soul, mind and body in ways you never felt were possible, to freely enjoy self ecstasy in the temple of the divine and mother natures womb is a profoundly ancient and treasured ritual that provides profound enlightenment in the presence of the solar deities. Explore nature and find a trail that calls out to you in wanton ecstasy, find this place of arousal and enjoy what the universe created, a living breathing vessel of tantric carnality.
Desire an even Kinkier Adventure?
Then relish in bringing along a human pony versus the old ones we usually see on farms and pasture side, for those that ache for a horse they can ride that inspires strength between these thighs, seek out a local corral in the BDSM community and enjoy the approaching seasons of Fox Hunting, Derby Season and Summer Rides. Urban dwellers might find it a bit harder to enjoy such a carnal experience, but this doesn't mean you can't entertain yourself in the most salacious of ways, are you attached? Then purchase a new pair of vibrating panties with a long wireless range, and grab the latest erotica book that french tickles your fancy, and give the remote to lover for extra fun when you're reading in the park, or outside in your own courtyard. Single, then there's no problem there either, download your favorite pornographic film to your favorite portable device, and take a pair of headphones, you don't even need to visually watch the show, instead just let the sounds of sexual ecstasy bring passion and pleasure to your day with every moan, orgasmic release and filthy word that escapes the sex kittens lips. When you're alone on your nature trail, undisturbed and in wild presence of the land itself, pay homage to the beauty by creating beautiful sounds of your own to tease and tame the forest gods to relish in your glory.
Wicked Good Fun and Frolic
For The Holidays
This time of year is always filled with social gatherings and soirees in the most decadent and blasphemous forms, so instead of fussing around with tradition, why not throw caution to the wind by celebrating this classic holiday with a naughty, dashed with spice wine celebration.
Sin & Sexy Santa:
Father Christmas originates from the naughty and evil doing Krampus, known in German Folklore as the mischievous horned devil of a figure that arrived each year to spank with dried and brittle birch wigs the asses of each and every naughty child that didn't deserve a gift. In contrast to Santa Claus who enjoyed giving gifts to good children, Krampus has no interest in anything good, but only arrived to discipline and correct those that haven't been good girls or boys this year.
Throw your own Sinful Santa Party!
If you tired of those dull Christmas parties filled with the endlessly overcrowded halls of overdressed and exhausted party guests, why not instead crank up the heat, make the party theme clothing optional or Avant Garde theme party appropriate and watch to see just how many half dressed angels, reindeer, Naughty Mrs Clauses and Sinful Nun's arrive to unwind after this long year with a party they'll never forget! If you still want to incorporate tradition into this naughty party celebration, incorporate sexy foods that will definitely keep people socializing like spiked melon balls, and make your own edible sundae, bowls optional. Add some sin to the classic "Secret Santa Gift Exchange" by demanding that everybody bring a naughty and outrageous gift item wrapped and ready to go for whomever snags the worlds largest dildo, butt plug or new edible oils collection. To cap off the night offer a prize to the most winner of the most outrageous outfit, and let your insane party guests wander home hammered on Peppermint Snaps after playing Santa's Version of Quarters. Party favors of liquor soaked sweets and treats are always a nice way to cap off the night, who needs New Year's Eve when Christmas was wilder than Halloween!
Here's to One Hell of a New Year!
Sexy New Year's Celebrations
For those that love to ring in the New Year in the liveliness of the city, there's plenty of inebriated exhibitionists that are ready to be enticed. This is the night to enjoy the crazy club night atmosphere, to toast and celebrate a year well lived and to enjoy the bold energy of the aspiring holiday's festivities by finally asking that one person you can't keep your mind off of, out on the dance floor to see how things unfold. For those that prefer the hermit life, order take-out or get pampered with delivery and unwind at home or with friends or family at their homes and cherish the special memories that be a moment of happiness to inspire the rest of the year when times aren't so easy or accommodating. I've had the most exciting moments in the world and the freest experiences in humanity of how we all desire more and yet this is the night when we finally make it happen, let this holiday remind you what life is truly for, for living, to the fullest, in every fashion, naked and entwined in a scenario that you never before knew you had the bravery for, until now. I'd start with the coyote ugly inspired bars and the burlesque lounges with girls in pasties swimming in giant champagne glasses, I guarantee you'll enjoy a night that's literally a dream come true.
The Passion and Pleasure Vixens of Valentine's Day
Be Your Own Valentine:
If you're still single and ready to mingle this day of pleasure, fun and frolic doesn't have to be depressing, instead find other solo vixens like yourself and paint the town red on the day of love by being your own Valentine. For those that relish in the delicious chocolates of the day of love, will find endless reasons to stay at home and curl up to the trashiest love movies of the 80's and 90's, order take-out, or have delivery drop by with your favorite dishes, and don't be shy add those appetizers and that extra dessert today's the day to celebrate how much you love and enjoy yourself, as much as it is to celebrate the feeling of love shared in the world among lovers. If Valentine's Day sparks that sex drive into overdrive, visit the local sex shoppe and find the perfect play partner to take home with you, not to mention to keep around for the rest of the year to release that extra stress. The best sex-toys on the market are offered in every city and online in endless varieties, so take care of your sexual health, and leave a smile on your satisfied face this year, who knows what all that relaxing confidence infused self-love time will inspire, possibly a few dates with the smile that radiates on your face the following day.
Top of the Sexy Shamrocks! It's St. Patrick's Day!
From the Decadent Dresses, to the most Creative Couture...
Wicked Winter Fashion for The Sophisticated Siren
This glorious season in its absence of natural color, provides plenty of opportunities for fashionista peacocks to fluff their feathers and add more layers to those deliciously seductive bustles to leave anyone in witness of these gorgeous creatures of fashion fun and frolic completely and utterly speechless. It's not to late as the season continues to change from dark and overcast snow kissed hills to the cold, wind chilled kiss of winter rainstorms, that continue to arrive all season and inspire each lovely lady to dawn her very best couture and parade around in true ostentatious fashion.
Winter Favors the Boldness of Blue
Creative Couture in Seductive Crimsons Embrace
The Alluring Mystique of Emerald Green
The Whimsical Winter Wonderland in Shades of White
Fun and Frolic in Ferocious Furs
Sensual Accoutrements of the Wicked Winter Season
The Whimsical Painted Faces of Wintertime
Winter's Tour de Force: The Rubenesque Revolution
Self-Love: The Heart & Soul of The Revolution
1. Say Goodbye! To Outdated Beauty Standards, Your Scale & Your Self-Loathing Attitude
Before you can build a Goddess Empire within your own being and radiate it for the rest of the world to be inspired by, one must first abandon, banish and destroy the negative aspects and foundations for bad habits that have been facilitated in the Western World to ensure that no real woman would ever be able to truly love and accept herself for the unique variation of the Goddess in flesh form that you truly are. Along with these negative habits like buying Cosmopolitan, Instyle, Vogue and endless Fashion Magazines for their insights on how you should live your life, instead gain invaluable inspiration from the designers looks themselves and feel free to snag the beauty tricks, tips and often times links to discounts, but as we all know what we put into our bodies and minds programs our reality, so why are you reading a magazine that only promotes the look of 1% of the worlds population? This provides the outlet for self-loathing for that nasty competition bred between women in the world of Femme that invokes animosity and hatred as well as self-loathing in the constant comparisons in body type, hair color, skin color and dress size. The scale is the primary perpetrator guilty of the crime of disillusion, constantly re-instilling that we've gained weight and lost weight, but never showing us that water retention, stress levels and eating certain foods that may not be best suited for our digestive system is usually the number that arrives on the scale, not the actual weight, or percentage of weight is muscle versus most of the time healthy body fat. The BMI Index was originally created to serve as a guide to compare starvation victims in famine's how and why any doctor's office uses this as a measure of health is beyond me, if they all had it their way we'd be as rail thin as people struggling to survive eating disorders, instead of taking care of our curves and relishing in the fact that this is truly just how mother nature made us. Since the dawn of time women have come in all shapes and sexy sizes, and the most Rubenesque forms were painted and still are adored in museums even though their fleshly muses have long since past centuries before, a mark of royalty, class, sophistication and wealth, the curvaceous woman is back and we're watching you prepare for the memorable moment of when we roar! So toss out that scale, get rid of those outdated beauty standards and start kissing your own ass, as if it's the most gorgeous one in existence, it's time to shine ladies, don't hide your curves, flaunt and celebrate them, and lets show the world what we're really here for, to be worshiped head to toe, by man, woman and nature itself.
2. Stop Measuring Yourself! Noting will ever Measure Up to the Sublime Beauty of YOU!
Unless you're a professional actress or a woman that is a costume couture whore, one never needs to own a measuring tape for the Rubenesque form, it doesn't matter what shape you are, what size you are or how your form translates into inches, realize that you'll never measure up to a mythical image of what you desire to look like, and guess what there's already plenty of women in the world feeling hopeless because they'll never measure up to you and your glorious curves! I've received thousands of emails, and endless accolades from women worldwide, from celebrities, fetish models and those gorgeous goddesses that we adore, worship and inspire to be or inspire to be in their naughty fantasies, have told me in every shape and every size that the gorgeous display of my curvaceous body is not only wanted, but needed in the world. They tire of their grueling schedules hounding and hammering into them the need to cut calories, to work out harder, to drink nothing but water and to limit their dietary restrictions to that equal to the discipline of a Shaolin Monk fasting for spiritual connection. This isn't necessary, why have we erected a world that thrives on torturing women and men to fit into a certain look and paradigm, and thus alienate, repel and push away those rare and curvaceous creatures that relish sitting in the porcelain buff, to muse and inspire a expanded look at the world of female divine beauty incarnate. Instead it's time to embrace the gorgeous goddess that's within, the part of you that always feels sublimely sexy and looks good regardless of perfect hair, makeup and couture, that is the heart and soul of the Rubenesque Revolution, let it shine and let's free the world from this tortured state of psychotic beauty standards.
3. Love Your Body! Inside & Out, Self-Love: The True Revolution of Beauty and Confidence
Love Your Body, it sounds like another PSA announcement from your former college guidance counselor, but if that counselor told you what I'm about to tell you, they'd most certainly get fired. It's the year two thousand and fifteen by now I thought the sexual revolution of the swinging sixties would've by far had a firm hold on women worldwide and especially in the part of the world that revolted so wildly in the sixties, here in Sunny California, but for most women that I've spoken to about the issue, female masturbation is still as taboo to discuss in conventional conversations as it was in Victorian times. As a proud, sexual and self-loving woman I find this to be the atrocious crime of modern times, can you imagine that in most of the world those women that are still feeling insecure, so unassured and starved of self-confidence and unable to radiate the beauty they harness deep within that also glow on the sweat kissed skin of goddesses thrashing in self-driven solitary moments of passion cease to exist in hordes as predicted in the sexual revolutionary times of the sixties. In the BDSM community masturbation is by far one of the least taboo activities we have available, from those that enjoy being bound, blindfolded and forced to cum in front of live spectators to the women that unite for the sake of charity by locking themselves in a room together filled with reclined lawn chairs, hitachi magic wand vibrators and all the water and food a ravenously in touch sexual woman of the Old World would need to survive and thrive while masturbating for twelve hours straight to ensure that a profoundly large amount of money is donated to a worthy cause, is just the surface of what masturbation fun and frolic exists behind the dark velvet veils, for those of us that just can't get enough of our own biology and have the curiosity of a dozen sex kittens, might I advice reading, purchasing and practicing every conceivable exercise in this book to radiate the same confidence, beauty and orgasmic glow that this beauty radiates and is often begged with, pleaded with and has even been offered obscene amounts of money too inform those aching to know where I get my je nais se quois. It comes from within, and as all Scarlet Women know those of us carnal creatures that are satisfied and satiated never struggle for a moment with self-assurance, confidence and radiating self-loving beauty. For the start of a journey to self-love that will never end, enjoy these two salacious sex-manuals and ravage yourself before surprising your lover with a wet and wild show they'll never forget. The Clitoral Truth: The Secret World at Your Fingertips and Female Ejaculation: Unleash the Ultimate G-Spot Orgasm will be welcomed additions to your sexual arsenal and will definitely give others many sensual questions as to what exactly it is that radiates from your being in the most sensual of mysteries. Pleasurable Journeys await, you've denied yourself for far too long...To learn more about my dark salacious world of self-love and decadent beauty , Join The Scarlet Gardens.
I remember it like it was yesterday, as the seasons changed and the lovely and vivid hues gave my often busy mind space to fill it with wonder, I found myself captured and ravished by a delicious historical novel about concubines, courtesans and queens.
It was between those endless pages of this book on Parisian culture in the 17th century that I truly found the curvy female filled revolution that was just waiting to unfold from The Old World into the Modern Era. As the month's went by and I found myself absolutely obsessed with these curvaceous heroines of social ascension in mind it was profoundly beautiful to find that the mere reason why they were first receptive in societies eyes was not their status, position of power or even their brilliant political minds, but for the soft, illustrious curves of the female form, a body divine.
From endless pages and eras of Queens such as curvy Cleopatra, to the most plump courtesan and little queen that I've embodied as the infamous Madame Du Pompadour, the thrill of a soft delicate female adorned in curves a midst the mind of a genius and tongue of a siren and poet was and truly is still more overwhelming in this world than any other creature alive. These strong women were unsurpassed in all areas at court and still they pressed on in fashion, society, and in the fantasies and minds of all that encountered or heard whispers of them into the night. As we sit here and reflect on such a profound moment of musing that's recently spawned the Rubenesque Revolution of my very own creation, it's beautiful to see that even in the Modern Era the luscious, brilliant woman can not only exist but thrive as Goddesses in flesh form.
Since the first calendar arrived late last Winter, I've since then found myself swept up in two publications for my very first Pin Up Series ever and have yet again branched out into a realm of sensuality, beauty and mystery, with this set included in the previous years array of images with all new never before seen prints, you can pass this gorgeous calendar by, purchase one for your office, study, den or boudoir today.
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The Rubenesque Revolution continues to grow in The Scarlet Gardens...
As the years go by each of us grows from young exquisite lady, to curvaceous women and eventually solid statues of elders divine in female form, and as we realize that true beauty radiates from the soul and transfers not only to those around us but the entire world itself we find our truest and most humanitarian based powers in the realms of love universal divine.
To those brave and courageous curvy women of the new golden age of humanity I not only salute you but adorn your breasts with a badge of courage, honor, and beauty to declare you a member of The Rubenesque Revolution. As the calendar is released soon and more and more women find the luxurious life of adorning couture to curves, I find myself elated with such joy to see each and everyone of you celebrating your body, mind and soul and throwing out old, worn out and outdated views of what we as women should truly be.
There's still so many emails that I receive and so many beautiful women still telling me that they wish they were brave enough to embrace and love each and everyone of their curves as fully and deeply as I do my very own, and I'll continue to inspire those women out there from the curviest of curves to the most petite and delicate frames of beauty to be inspired, and invited to join in the fun of loving yourself fully and unconditionally, to then find that the universe provides the endless love of another in the form of your very own Twin Flame, more on this exhilarating experience a bit later, for now it's time to put down those insecurities and quit living life on the scale or by counting calories, you have a world of opportunities, people and experiences to be had and one truly can't embrace the adventure and journey of life without fist embracing themselves.
There's so much more coming to this BellaBloodLust HQ created body image movement, from calendars, a curvy army of beautiful women and workshops for self-esteem that will make any shy girl blossom into a true diva queen. Stay tuned darlings and keep finding inspiration as I continue to do throughout the salacious pages of history and know that we are all reincarnated as women re-discovering the beauty within that's always existed yet never understood nor appreciated in our Modern Times,until Now!
Long Live The Rubenesque Revolution and The Beautiful Women that have Fallen in Love with Themselves Entirely!
Libertine of The Rubenesque Revolution!
From Worldwide Winter Adventures to Nearby Soirees...
Winter Wonderland Excursions
Conventions for Courtesans of Every Era
Old World Couture meets Modern Convention
Conventions for Courtesans
For everything refined, educated and formal I welcome you to the world of Mass Historia, I was recently given the resources and links to these wonderfully organized events that span all across the state of California in every manner of dance and every costume to match the equally refined era and time period, for those that desire a grand experience, I highly advice road tripping with fellow members of alternate history, these locations provide road trips and memories that the masses will never forget.
In the month of December for those that enjoy tradition of a Charles Dicken's inspiration, will wholeheartedly enjoy the infamous Dicken's Fair that arrives in San Francisco each and every year for an entire month spanning from Thanksgiving until Yule and ending right before Christmas. It's time to find that classic Victorian Caroler's costume as well as your finest things to wear for the preparation of Father Christmas's arrival, this is such a magical world that many confess to never wanting to leave and for those of us die hard's that simply can't deny the magic world of Dicken's Fair, volunteer and work for modest wages to live in this world for an entire miniature year, (well a month but truly time is nonexistent in such a whimsical place).
A Steampunk Masquerade with The Gaslamp Society
For those that can't afford to travel quite far from home to enjoy their exquisite time traveling events, will be more than glad to hear that The Gaslamp Society offers a bevy of local events to keep one and all entertained throughout the Steampunk year! From a Steampunk Masquerade, hosted with live music performances, tea-duelling, best costume prizes and displays of fire and intrigue by Circus Et Cetera, it's easy to see why we've got you covered when it comes to local one-of-a-kind events.
Edwardian World's Faire & Edwardian Ball
We continue our travels across this wonderful state of alternate history lifestyler's back to San Francisco for the exquisite and world famous Edwardian World's Faire and Edwardian Ball that also arrives in Los Angeles for those unable to make it to the Bay Area for such an exquisitely grandiose adventure. For those that enjoy the nostalgia of literature, art, music, costumes and living in a world that Edward Gorey would have penned himself will gladly feast upon the wonders and awe that arrived this winter season in the fashion of faires and balls.
Steampunk Symposium on HRM The Queen Mary
Perhaps this winter you're in the mood for a Carinvale on the High Seas, well you're in for a Royal treat, Her Royal Majesty's Steampunk Symposium Carnivale on The Queen Mary, is docking this infamously haunted ship into Long Beach California! For those that have heard of Steamposium Cruises in the past, it was well known that this ancient ship wasn't allowed to leave harbor and was stationed in New York City for ages, but now with recent restoration, the coals are kindled and the fires roared and this Royal Ship sailed into harbor on the port side of Sunny California to toast and honor the Queen in Royal Carnivale fashion that is still being spoken of to this day! Prepare for next year's infamous cruise by saving your pennies and preparing your costumes, who know's where she'll sail into harbor next year, but at least you have eleven more months to prepare before she's ready to dock.
A Steampunk Safari with The Gaslamp Society
After quite the rambunctious season of Fairs, Balls, Massively Historic Events and Carnivale Cruises have come to a close, The Gaslamp Society decided to venture out for our very first Quarterly Gathering of the year to The Fresno Chaffee Zoo, in the fashion of Steampunk Safari! As a member, co-organizer and muse of previous events it was an esteemed honor to be asked by founding members of The Gaslamp Society to organize, orchestrate and to prepare flyers and promote the event known lovingly as Steampunk Safari with The Gaslamp Society, for more exciting accounts of our fun and frolic enjoy this lovely photo album of our adventures and if you're not already a fan of ours on Facebook, like our page and join us for our next event!
Whether you're fortunate enough to make it to the spiritual haven of the origins of Voodoo itself on the biggest holiday of sensuality and excess that this world has to offer, or if you decide to stay close to home and celebrate with your cities faction of New Orleans in the fashion of the infamous Mardi Gras, here's hoping that the spirit of the bayou's and the freedom of the celebration of skin and sin provides ample inspiration to the rest of your carnal year filled with stimulation. From the very significant ritual behind bead throwing and the ritual of baring one's coconuts to facilitate growth for harvest time, this ancient holiday is filled with magick, sexuality and spirituality with a rich history in the roots and bones of cajun's, creoles and their ancestors worldwide, as they say in Nola, it's time to Party Gras!
For the past fourteen years, this incredible festival celebrating the spirit of rebel's and rogues, arrives once again in Fresno to adorn the city with magic, perseverance and creativity in true Bohemian fashion. From comedians, to puppeteer troupes, improv, storytellers, adult shows and those that travel worldwide just to celebrate their unique contributions to the rogue stage, are expanded into tribes of belly dancers, death defying circus performers and the most profoundly seductive burlesque dancers that this city and nation has to provide. For a small penance once can gain access into a traveling world of intrigue, laughter and awe inspiring moments filled with a rich history, wisdom and unbridled spirit that can't be matched by any other festival experience, for more information on their arriving shows that make their debut the last 3 days of February and the entire first week of March as per tradition in Tower District for the Rogue Festival, feel free to visit the resources and links provided and start preparing to get your Rogue on by supporting your local performance arts community.
St. Henry's Renaissance Guild
Serving the Central Valley since 1986 this esteemed guild of Renaissance Alternate History lovers, enjoys educating and entertaining those that desire to know more about the Tudor time period during the reign of Henry VIII. The first event of the season arrives at Fresno City College, from March 14th-March 15th, in the spirit of Renaissance on the High Seas, for more information as to when their next events are and how you can attend or better yet be part of the fun and frolic, feel free to visit this wonderful world of yesteryear at their personal blog and website located Here.
Lusciously Loving the Local NightLife Scene
Prowling Parties for Creatures of The Night
Profound Philosophy disguised in Social Opportunities
Expand the Mind, in Wintertime
The profound meetings of the minds is often viewed in the quiet corners of libraries, research lobbies and in the quaint and cozy private world of cafe's, It's often a pleasure of mine to wander around just to eavesdrop and see what precisely is going on in the world, from hearing literary buffs debate the perspective minds of ancient philosophers to the most infamous authors in literary history, to the brilliant minds that sit in silence writing down ideas, formulas and notes before smiling wide and sharing a theoretical formula that could solve a question that other scientists have been trying to grasp for decades. Beyond the grinding of the coffee and the calls of the barista's to those needing to claim their order are those quiet and often overlooked beings that radiate the most profound insight, logic, knowledge and wisdom that one could ever imagine, if you're anxious to join in the fun or find that a circle is obviously a close knit private group, it's a lot easier to inquire as to what the discussion is, if one is willing to offer something sweet to seal the deal, grab a few snacks from the gourmet section of the cafe and ask if you can sit down and scratch the surface and the minds of those that desire to speak, you might find yourself in the presence of those kindred spirits that you've been long searching for, and at the very least you'll find that people are always willing to share their interests to give an expanded view of the world and to your life that usually seems quite ordinary.
In the same back corners of libraries, research facilities and old fashioned cafe's one will find the chatter of arcane knowledge shared between those that have been studying this topic for ages, many lifetimes it seems with those that are new and curious to the natural world of elements, alchemy and most of all magick. As a solitary practitioner I find it invaluable to once in a blue moon meet up and share thoughts, ideas and theories of aspects of lore, folklore and things that even superhero's in all their powers would love to know the science behind. At times this is often difficult as many of these groups is quite saturated with those that only desire to seek out the darkness and to also be a parasite to those of us that actually do the spiritual work to achieve such experiences in natural phenomenon so it's often a shark tank and I find it hard to enjoy swimming to the sounds of the wisdom of the Octopi, when one is constantly worried about a hungry and basic creature randomly siphoning energy, mental centeredness, or just provoking quite possibly profound conversations to turn into the most low level debate of my version of the spiritual world is more accurate than your version. It's why I've found in my good nature to find those of a much older disposition and mentality, and as I often collide in a wonderful ball of excitement and exchange with those glorious types I find it's often worth the risk of swimming with the sharks. This mermaid doesn't mind, Poseidon is always in my favor, it just takes some witches and warlocks a bit longer to grasp it and it's quite amusing to watch them learn it the hard way. As the season changes from Winter to Spring the Goddess Circles call to me more now than ever before, and I desire and hope most passionately that I can find sisters in nature to partake in sacred trips and profound spiritual journeys to heal the world by healing ourselves with the magick that is offered by the profound healing circle of women in magick united as One. For more information on Goddess Circles, read this profound article.
Dead Poet's Society
In honor and tribute to the late Robin Williams, I decided to reiterate the powerful need for these close knit groups of emotional beings that are in touch with the soul to unite together and to share their hopes, dreams, fears, joy and words with their very own chapter with the profound journey and wisdom to explore everything in the concepts of emotions and reality, life and death and the cycles in between to prosper a deeper and wiser connection to the world, and towards the interpersonal connections between each of us human beings that is greatly needed and thirsting in the hearts of every man, woman and child that walks the planet. We need to understand each other we need to feel supported by those in the same walk of life as we are, and to be a pillar of truth in a world of constant lies is worth more than it's weight in spiritual gold, so as you find the courage to reach out into the ether and to share your deepest and most frightening feelings with the ones in your world that understand, remember that this community and collaboration is what inspired Robin Williams to be a part of the film in the first place, as he hoped it would solve the existential crisis that he eventually succumbed too as well as the same existential crisis that was endured by the depressed student with so much inside of him and nobody to share his thoughts, feelings or joys and sorrows with the world, be the ear that listens, be the smile and mind that nods in understanding we need that spiritual nurturing now to get us through the winters of change that approach humanity as a whole.
A Salon Inspired by Reading in The Nude
A few years ago a group of gorgeous creatures decided that reading was just a cherished pastime or an old world hobby that's sorely outdated, but a crucial pillar and cornerstone for intellect, skill, prowess and culture emanating from the world's lack of substance that is sorely needed in our youth, our country and most of all our women. In a society that pride's itself on shaming the intelligent and belittling those that desire more substance, sophistication, style and culture, we find ourselves at a crossroads of being told that once again women are only useful for our good looks, find pedigree and culinary and breeding skills, when in fact the world of wisdom has prospered for centuries on the profound knowledge that an educated woman is a powerful woman. For the past few years we've seen these gorgeous creatures of the stage, night life and dark make out corners of the library, find a much needed outlet in the glory of "Read Naked Day" as well as those innovate creatures that find themselves enthralled in groups of other nymph's, sirens and vixens to bare their breasts in feminist pride and to celebrate the sexy world of women who read, absolutely naked. To top of a day and movement that celebrates sensuality and intellect, I hope to open a chapter in my part of the country very soon, until then stay tuned and for more information as to how you yourself can enjoy the fun of reading in the buff, follow the links and don't worry boys! There's plenty of groups forming nationwide that are all for men that love to read naked!
Dreaming of a Harem
It's quite easy to see that Mistress Bella has quite the lush, rich atmosphere and taste in all things with a decadent embrace, as I desire to form a much closer bond that is a step and ivy stone covered path beyond Goddess and Sister Circles. I find that my fantasies, deepest desires and spiritual path is to open a world of erotic history, of enriching the lives of a harem of women that are young at heart, and ancient in spirit to come together for special interpersonal meetings by candlelight, to share romantic and passionate meals together the way Scarlet women, Nymph's, Dyad's and other fantastical creatures have for centuries in folklore and historical accounts. To come together in carnal ecstasy when the Full Moon entices our bodies to writhe for the sake of pure pleasure and delight, to explore the dark and sensual world of slave auctions, of being captured and owned and of weaving a world of erotic passion in BDSM context that I not only yearn to write more about, but to also create in full force in the astral realms as well as the physical, for women of a bisexual nature it's always deemed as a form of spiritual undernourishment for our souls to only partake of one gender in sensual embrace and to deny the other while entwined in bliss with our opposing gender and His loving embrace. For most this causes a severe form of depression and often times leads to those gender centered individuals to find reasons to lead a double life, on pen and paper or in the real world if they can't deny their wanton desires any longer. As I've experienced in the past in not so supportive atmospheres how very troubling this can be to one's lover, I'm profoundly pleased and centered to know that I no longer need to yearn or desire, but dream and smile realizing that the God I belong too, adore the woman in me that loves to train, tame and please other women. As my expectations, protocol and curriculum are always quite disciplined, refined and would put the anticipatory servants of Edwardian times to literal shame, it's often hard to find women with enough bravery to pursue such a dream, a journey and experience, but for those that desire to be nurtured, grown and pruned in The Scarlet Gardens, the option to explore this highly coveted role is not a distant dream for either of us any longer, but a very certain reality for those that find my fancy and earn a position in such a sublime and exclusive role, to inquire about this role, for females only email me directly at: MistressBellaBloodLust@yahoo.com
Embracing Dark Winter's Kiss
The Time for Solitary Reflection is Upon Us
This mentality as sweet as it may seem in disposition turns to starvation and martyrdom in the world of spiritualists, and its' never appreciated by those that you haven't found a chance to make quality time with throughout the rest of the year, to feel shuffled and swiftly moved into your ideals for what the spirit of the season should often be. In the dark, cold, reflective months of Winter is when we face our darkness within ourselves, the poison and toxicity we've allowed to trickle into our lives from bad habits, expected creature comforts to full blown addictive personality disorders disguised behind new overcoats and holiday parties. To deny the dark side of one's spirit allows it to manifest in one's life in every horrifying and inconceivable way, so my sincerest message to you during this time of year is to take some true time away from the technology required to be a wheel in the machine of life from computers, to television, text messaging devices and visual distractions of any sort, and to find what your heart, soul and spirit is trying to tell you in the moments that you're much too busy just trying to finish the day and ensure that the required routine is done as best and conceivably possible.
Whether this is just a weekend retreat by yourself in the wilderness of your own backyard, or a week long excursion in a warmer climate to unwind and truly soul search to the depths of the oceans of the great beyond to those of us light workers that require even more time in solitude to reflect, recuperate from a long year of infinitely hard life's work and to find inspiration for the approaching season, year and next chapter in our lives to facilitate a healthy, strong and profound rebirth. If you've already taken this message and have ran with it for longer than 30 days, I highly suggest seeking this article as you might be suffering from a bout of depression, quite common and even healthy for the deepest of thinkers and feelers in life, but stay in this hibernating, hermit's embrace for too long and one might find that it's nearly impossible to reemerge. I've found during the dark times that reading profound works of literature, as well as reviewing my tried and true favorite self-help books helps to guide one to their heart and soul's truest desires, wants and sincerest needs, it might mean sacrificing certain routines, social outings or times with friends now and in the future if you feel you need more room in your life for meditative reflection, but as we all know the last harvest is a symbol and significant sign from nature itself that things we do not nurture slowly wither and die to become the year's sacrifice, as well as making sure that the lands are fertile for the seeds that are planted in next years crops to grow into a spiritual garden that leaves this years in speechless awe.
The Strongest Spring Blossoms
Emerge from the Solitary Journey of Winter Reflection
What are your passions?
Your hopes and desires?
Where do you see yourself in Ten Years? What about Five?
What have you always wanted to do but have never pursued?
Your greatest obstacles inside your soul that wreak havoc on your everyday life are often buried deep within the subconscious, yes you can pray for help or guidance, send your messages to the Gods and hope they heed your call, but in all blunt and certain honesty the only person that will ever tend and sew in your garden to ensure that it is growing and thriving, is, YOU.
Without these times of solitary reflection one cannot reemerge into the world to provide light, hope and love for those around them if they're still dragging the dead bodies of present or former toxic relationships, allowing those in our personal lives, families and even extended families to rain on our parades, to dampen our spirits when they're in need of illumination and to never allow ourselves to feel love is the reason why so many wander this world in the true definition of what Zombies translate too, in spiritual death. There are worst things in this world than dying, to walk the earth never fulfilled, never overjoyed with substance and purpose and to spend it miserably with those that will never change their negative ways and facilitate on shattering the hopes and dreams of the world's light bearers.
Without time and space from the world, and all our own creations we can't truly step back and objectively examine and weed out the detriments to our bodies, our minds and our spiritual health if we continue only to hear the cackling and prattler of those that sit idly by and watch as the world falls fast asleep to ignore the awakening process that you, I and all light bearers know must thrive in accordance with natural law for one and all to survive. Without the light the world will continue to be blanketed in darkness, and even we are siphoned off of from those that refuse to elevate their energies and auras beyond the base and sex chakra to find their true meaning and purpose and fire of freewill in their solar plexus, to ascend to the heart to find and share infinite compassion, to further climb towards the throat chakra to open the doors of communication, to continue onward and upward towards the insight of the third eye and towards the crown to not only provide openness, enlightenment and light, but most of all love, to inspire others to break away from the darkness, to shake away the slumber of social and religious constraints that have plagued humanity for over 2,000 years and to invite each and every soul to the party and celebration of life, as well as to inspire yourself as you continue on your journey asking for assistance from those that have been there in their experiences as well as giving hope, encouragement and education to those that seek your guidance.
This is your purpose between the pages of your written goals and dreams in life, but without that crucial time each year to reflect, reevaluate, reorganize and even eliminate those aspects of self and social circle that provide not sustenance but only negate any forward motion, we ourselves can never truly emerge from the slumber of the zombie nation, instead we wander around semi-conscious, semi-guided yet ultimately lost, so take the time you need and allow the world to awaken in it's own time, and when you heed the call of your spirits deepest desires you'll find it's time to once again reemerge into the world from your solitary world of good health, solid roots and a sturdy ship to navigate the world with the trusted compass of your higher self.
Dreamy and Decadent Winter Wonderlands
The Hearth of The Homestead
A Frenzy of Feasts for the Holidays
A Scrumptious way to Seize the Day!
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The Dark, Cold Months of Winter
Inspire Pensive Investigations
Exploring Dark Erotic Worlds
Of Your Wildest, Most Salacious Fantasies
Daydreams and Twilight Fantasies, Of the Sirens of Sexuality,
The Beloved Concubine and Women of The Harem
You see the Harem was literally called forbidden place, which expressed to all men that unless you were one of these prized beings you had no right to enter into their world, not even their owner or husband. So why in a modern era do we still not have a world with an intoxicating Old World lifestyle Mistress refined, elegant, cultured and intelligent, aching to shape, mold and train in an erotic finishing school a bevy of ladies who desire a world where they're owned, possessed, enjoyed and satiated by their beloved loving Mistress? I've been asking myself this exact same question for far too long, for ages, centuries its seemed has it been since I've been the supreme mother and matriarch Goddess to a circle and family of erotic sisters and children, too long has it been since I've read to them by candlelight, sharing erotic stories, and then reenacting them with blindfold covered eyes and perfume soaked skin. It's been ages since I've partaken of such a world and experience with other refined, beautiful creatures who desire to grow strong together in our sacred space, in our erotic forbidden place, in the world of The Scarlet Gardens, no matter what flower you are, from English Rose, to Japanese Orchid, to exotic Indian Marigold, there is room in my garden for you to grow, and plenty of room between the silk sheets and sheer curtains a midst the mountain of pillows for each and every one of you to find yourself, love yourself and pay tribute to your Queen.
This dream of mine that's been lovingly pleasurable and wonderfully fulfilling in previous lives will come to fruition and manifest into this reality once more, in a loving home, temple, dungeon and palace, Mistress Bella waits for you to find the alluring scent of my intoxicating presences and to find yourself wantonly on your knees, in a position of service to appease me in all matters of service and erotic exchange to and find discipline in skills and talents that all refined creatures of the cultured world need to possess now more than ever if we desire to truly make this world a place filled with equals. To ascend to the top of the food chain and to bestow the prosperity and abundance from the compassionate womb of the Scarlet woman is my sacred calling and the most primal message the soul of all worlds and time periods desires to weave into the world once more to finally facilitate the glorious empire of the female reign, for centuries to come, long live the Queen.
If you desire to be a kept, owned, erotically possessed, trained, refined and beloved concubine to the supreme Goddess and Mistress Bella BloodLust, and are of female origin and regardless of current location desire to travel to pursue such an experience on bi-monthly occasions, then you won't hesitate any longer to follow your wanton thighs, your aching body and eternal heart to the brilliant process of rebirth. From seed, to bud, to blossom to fully grown wild garden Mistress Belladonna BloodLust awaits your sensual and humbled reply.
From the Salacious Symphony
To the Tempests of The Theatre
Holistic Health, Beauty & Wellness
From Mother Natures Winter Pantry
The Dark Cold Season of Winter Blues
Self-Care in Solar Intent
For those that find that this time of year opposes depression or heavy sadness but is instead replaced with the opposing energy while others surrounding them are enduring the hardships of the season will find that being the 7% of the population in this part of the hemisphere that find their confidence, peace of mind and only endure slight mood swings from time to time will often find a need to express exhausting amounts of pent up energy. To prevent these experiences from turning into unnecessary arguments, eruptive emotional outbursts or feelings of panic, anxiety and fear will find that turning towards sacred sexuality is a much better way to outlet that energy and to enjoy the profound time of year when one feels balanced, centered and divine. To infuse the mind, body and physical vessel with the solar light and infusion of vitamins that the sun provides through photosynthesis, will find that pleasuring one's self in the passionate kiss and embrace of pure sunlight recharges the body, mind and soul in ways that inspire mystics to live for centuries. This sacred practice is still partaken in many solar officiated tribes all over the world as well as those erotic occult orders that find sacred sexuality to be the ultimate power source and encourages their members to absorb as much of the divine battery as possible to facilitate profound success in the metaphysical world of magick, ritual and spellworkings.
It's never easy this time of year to endure either side of this coin, when you're the depressed one you feel as if you're a dark heavy blanket over the world and the ones you love, when you're enjoying life to the fullest while around others struggling just to get by it's often difficult to balance the flow and channel the solar energy into productive manners versus allowing spiritual blockages to harness and to cause chaos and corruption in the sacred temple of the lovers divine, It's hard to express to the one you love how happy you are when they're so sad, and it's often just as difficult to not be able to feel happiness and desiring to share it with the one you love who's smile radiates the room as well as your presently bleak life, hope is here and the light of the Spring is just around the corner, for those that need more click the link above and find invaluable resources to help heal, mind, body and soul and for those that feel the weight of the world is too much and that leaving is the only option, please call the National Suicide Prevention Hotline, you can have the life you deserve filled with light and happiness, speaking from personal experience as a former Girl Interrupted, you too can thrive and prosper it just takes time, self-love and an opportunity and safe place to grow.
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Beautiful Goddesses Divine, Touch Thyself
Pleasuring Yourself for the sake of Good Health
For those women feeling that they have already become experts in this field, I encourage you to take it to the next tantric level, by learning a new sexual pleasure in the bedroom, such as female ejaculation, or perhaps incorporating new toys, or even more luxuriously expensive ones into your boudoir and self loving life, for those sacred scarlet women that find their ecstasy to be unquenchable will only add kerosene to the fires after finding the raw divine carnal power that rides endlessly forth from the gushing multiple orgasms of the in touch woman. As the years go by your sex drive, sexual confidence and voracity will only continue to build and layer itself in complex adventures, personal games, devastatingly sexy, self-orgasm competitions and the desire to witness your body and self loose all inhibition in audio and visual form. This technique harbors wonderful opportunities to explore your bodies personal biology as well as witnessing why your male or female conquest can't stop calling even after weeks have gone by. The most salacious women in history that are still recreated in the halls of Alternate History movements were known in public and private for writhing in self-ignited passion with one's self and later found to be so insatiable that multiple lovers of both sexes were needed and often kept nearby in confidence to ensure that the flames of carnality burned slow and heavy, hot and intensely long into the royal night.
It's time to enjoy yourselves as the Concubine Queens have for centuries, it's your Goddess given right.
The Holidays are Finally Over...
It's Solitary Recharge Time
If you feel overstimulated, overwhelmed and agitated to the point of losing all communication with the ones closest to your heart, just let them know that this time of year with all it's also brings up the painful wounds that came along with growing in childhood and that still revisit often when we're face with certain people that just will never change. For me personally my biggest heartaches are not having a biological mother to share in this season with, as she's not healthy enough to share my life with it's a constant pang in my heart during the time of year when most visit their parents for the holidays. Fortunately the void of that role has been supported by my father and his wife, my stepmother of twenty three years and as all stepchildren know that the role of mother can never truly be filled with that of another woman, it doesn't mean that I still don't feel loved, nurtured and mothered by her just as her own children do. The other issues for me are that my sister and I never speak, I've tried my entire life to be close to her but we're so vastly different, like water and vinegar, where she wants to scream I want to dance, where she desire to stay closed up and hard, I want to be open and free, and never did I know so much anger and hatred towards me existed in her, but sadly it does and like my darling Twin Flame who's also a fire sign with the same dynamic with His Pisces sibling understand completely how hard it is just to be, and not to be around one that shared childhood with us because it's too hard for them to love and accept in others what they refuse to love and accept in themselves.
This same attitude has expanded to my cousin whom now has a child whom I've never met or seen, who now has a partner whom I've never met or seen, the last time we spoke was over 3 years ago and she had to go to work and never called me back, we spent our entire childhoods as best friends, I was always there yet never was it the other way around. These pains never subside especially during the time of year when we run into these relatives, old friends or people from the past that refuse to let us in and to let us love them, but instead shun us and the light out and make us feel as if we're the ones that are foreign, weird, or wrong. As much as this time of year brings up wonderful memories with those that were once close that desire to now be so far away it's never easy to see them, to be near them and to not be loved and received by them. I've seen so many good healthy friends deteriorate and do nothing but lose themselves in addiction, so badly that the don't even recognize me when they ask for change on the street corner, the same people who had dreams, hopes and goals and gave it all away because the ones they tried to love just wouldn't love them back.
It's not always easy during this celebratory time of year to celebrate when so many nearby want to hide in the masks of their own delusions, but it only takes some time, solitary space and a few days or week to recharge and re-calibrate before finding our own Eden, our Paradise within, and to once again unite with those that celebrate the light inside of us and that can't help but be inspired by the shine and shimmer we reflect and radiate into their lives as well as our own. Be Strong, Take Care and Return when You're Ready. We'll be waiting with Open Arms and Loving Hearts.
For Passionate Parlor Romps
Indulge in The Erotic Indoors this Winter
From the candlelight and incense to the sounds of the part of the world and historic place in time in musical form, to the enticing spread of costume laden concubines to the display of the most decadent foods and wines to keep the sensual party going long into the twilight of early morning, the world of erotic exploration is all around you if one desires to find inspiration in daily things to blend with an erotic twist in nature and pastime. For those that desire to make this a one-on-one erotic endeavor with your Sultan and King, enjoy a selection of films inspired by harems, my personal favorite in it's raw, carnal passion is the infamous Caligula. From the ancient landscape of Pagan Rome, the erotic explorations of harems, pleasure slaves and the most erotic pleasures in the ancient world are explored with deliciously plump playboy and hustler models from the 1970's. For those that desire a more bloody accentuation to their harem and concubine interlude and find that ravaging carnality in the classic and cult classic film Dracula. The hungry blasphemous brides of Dracula himself are by far my favorite ancient Romanian gypsy version of the beloved embrace and communal marriage that utterly completes the ideals of harem life.
For those more willing to explore a real life harem and concubine experience, find those passionate and open beings in the dark erotic underworlds that would gladly help you feast off the bodies of one another and of the beloved Owner, God, Sultan and King that you are owned and worship as Divine ruler, this can open and foster doors to a more erotic and free living that allows the duality of sex, gender, nature and passion to unite in a gathering of sacred bodies and sacred bliss in a loving circle of devotees entwined. No matter how you desire to explore this fascinating and erotic pastime, enjoy it and do share your personal tales of fun and frolic in the erotic world of courtesans, concubines and Kings.
The Animals are Restless with Rapacious Energy
Training Time will Remind them of Their Place
As a self-identified Catwoman who very much radiates the carnal sensuality of an exotic Panther, enjoys other large cat's in human form as well as so many in the animal play world that enjoy being trained as my very own. In years passed I've helped train ponies, assisted in the molding and training of canines and it never gets old watching the rebellious natures of those strong submissive's or slaves that truly learn how bratty they've been once I've brought out the cat o' nine's, bullwhip and plenty of incentive to ensure that my steed is broken in, and trained in a rigid nature to ensure that any Show Pony would do a double take after they saw our trotting and dressage exchange.
As the Spring season arrives in late March we find that Fox Hunting and ensuring the dog's that have been in the kennel all season long have had ample opportunity to run, roam and to hunt and obtain a prize and tribute for their Queen, is the best way to keep good bitches loyal, and with the changing of the seasons I find myself desiring more time with other feline identified beings to head nuzzle and purr in sensual disposition, this is the season of refining of strengthening one's tired, anxious and unused body to please Me, your beloved Mistress. So prepare the packs, bridal, saddle and pony gear we have a trail to hit and a corral to break one's spirit and body down to train and mold into my own liking, just as horse trainers have done in the equine world for centuries and eons. The strongest and most brilliant dogs and large cats will easily find their nature more soothed and disciplined under my training, and for those rare Unicorns, I always desire to play with you as well.
Take a page from my European heritage erotic filled book and enjoy training or being trained in the thrills of Pony, Puppy or Kitten Play or any other traditional animal training that can easily be transferred to a human form. Have I mentioned I'm quite the lion tamer? As Mistress Bella has said before, it's never too late to play indoors and to ready your steed and pack of dogs for the approaching Spring Season.
The Erotic Old World Slave Auction
Enter A World of Absolute Submission
As a woman who's always lived on both sides of the whip, it's often unsatisfying to know that there will never be a day when I personally can submit to a world filled with Kings. For those that desire to partake of such an erotic world and ancient pastime that has been renovated into a consensual pastime for men and women to enjoy, can take a page from the erotic and sublime book of Goddesses in The Other World Kingdom and instead turn the pages and books of that world upside down, by allowing your King to capture you and to own you, bought, sold and paid for at Auction.
Prepare yourself with a ritual bath, and adorn your naked body in an erotic display of costume in sex slave theme, to prepare yourself for the inspection chambers and auction block of your Kings very own Slave Auction. Erect a small makeshift stage with a chained fence to keep one unruly slave inside when the loud sounds of the bidders fill the room in screams and echoes, each one hoping that his bid will be the highest even though you yourself know that that haunting presence in the audience the smile of wicked voracity on his face and the sadistic twinkle in his eye proclaim you as His very own property after the arrogant fools of early bidding are done spending their entire fortune.
To watch as He's won the bid and you feel the rush of blood beat fast from your heart into the loins of your pulsing erotically charged flesh, to know that you're being lead to the inspection chambers to allow the paperwork to be signed as well as spreading your thighs on all fours on the table so that He can be at eye's height with your lovely soaking wet honey kissed pussy. Feeling His probing fingers investigating your ass, pussy, thighs, feeling His strong fingers gripping and squeezing your labia wondering how much sweet nectar will flow forth from such an erotic first meeting...
This is only the start my absolutely owned concubine, for the pages of this erotic tale are for you to explore and write with the one you love, and it's never too late to try such a decadent, debaucherous and even controversial fetish exchange with the one that truly owns and possesses you, mind, body and salacious soul.
Hell Hath No Fury, Like A Woman's High Sex Drive
Satisfying the Salacious Loins of Winter's Dark Succubi
I've found my Twin Flame, Master and God to be profoundly insatiable as well, from being forcibly bent over gladly in the kitchen to feel Him devour me from behind, to being grabbed firmly and straddled across His glorious cock until I scream my safe word hours later and beg Him to let me dismount. From a hunger to please and satisfy His gorgeous member with my sugar lips to feeling His face lying softly on my inner thighs like a pillow to feel His hungry tongue explore the pleasures and ecstasy of my moaning orgasmic body for what feels like centuries. I've found the frequency in this lust continues to grow with 3, 4, 5, even 6 times a day instantly catching one another's eye and being unable to tear our clothes off fast enough to enjoy the carnal release of the intoxicating sublime energy exchange in tantra ecstasy.
The dreamworld has been equally filled with erotic experiences from lovers of ancient past making their re-entrance into my erotic fantasies in the dreamworld leaving me to awaken in a disposition that feels quite foreign to me. To find that these same people being to morph into celebrities, and people I've fantasized about in the world of silver screen for ages but have no reason to suddenly find that my mind even in the depths of sleep seems to crave and need more stimulation than my waking body can barely take. I never deny these thoughts, fantasies or feelings as they're perfectly natural to experience, feel and remember from past experiences that weren't meant to be as well as those that ended in untimely fashion to leave one wondering in the back of some internal library what the rest of the narrative, the story built into former hopes and dreams, truly means now that it's long since disappeared. The constant desire to find a beautiful woman to also share in this world of sexual voracity is a core of my fantasies and will always be a passionate dream of mine as a bisexual woman, but as loyal and true and devotedly in love that I am with my incredible Twin Flame, she'll have to be one hell of a vixen to catch my eye, and to inspire me to discuss with my very supportive love that it is in fact time to once again explore a world with pleasure and love from people in both genders. Until then we gladly watch pornography together, read salacious books and discuss in detail what we find attractive in women for the sake of insight, and also to stimulate the other's palate once we return home, or are on the way home, to tell me as He forces me too in vulgar detail what it is I want before feeling Him capture the pleasure jewel inside me that endlessly creates sweet honey for Him to restore His vitality with.
Never deny the sublime creature of erotic ecstasy that lives inside, as the darkness of the season continues so will the dark desires of your most wanton fantasies, and hopefully you have a supportive lover, partner and Twin Flame that will cater and coax the wild side of you forward to be loved and accepted in the throws of carnal passion for now until eternity, The sex drives of the winter season will continue in their voracity, so tame them by quenching your thirst, that carnal hunger and one will always walk in equal balance of both Shadows and Light, the true journey of the spiritual soul with true peace of mind. Happy Fucking.
The Voracious way to Beguile,
Enticing Lovers with Tease and Denial
The ancient art of tease and denial hearkens back to the private and beguiling world of the sacred prostitute. To entice and ensure her patron was kept warm, well fed, and well spirited in the form of wine and spirits and to ensure that her business partner would stay long into the night guaranteed and facilitated ample income and true stability where no other woman in any role, position or title could possess so freely, these women were given gold, lodging, and even decent health care and education in eras where most were kept on short leashes and never to be informed about what all goes on in The Old World.
As the times have progressed to eras filled with women that enjoy Exotic Dancing, Burlesque and Professional Domination as liberal pastimes and sensual hobbies, we find a world that is sitting on the edge of its erotic seat, just hoping this gorgeous creature of the pole, stage or dungeon will entice us and allow us to release ourselves, our ecstasy into full libertine voracity. From the art of Dirty Talk, Phone Sex, Domination and submission, Erotic games of Bondage, of being Teased and Tied Up mere inches away of your heart and loins greatest desires, to then be told that you can have it right before being pushed away and once again denied of such an honor and privilege. The sweet candy parade of putting out treats in food or flesh form and enticing one to eat until they've eaten candies directly from the flesh of pheromone soaked knees, hoping to be instructed to eat the next piece of chocolate that is resting on the swelling mound of Mistress divine.
To be left alone in restraints, with a phone pressed firmly against the ear, the only voice of instruction, the haunting words of your Master, Mistress or the Stage Performer leaves your breathless and unable to move, hoping that they'll coax you into release with just the filthy words muttered forth from their intelligent lips. This almost inexplicable aspect of sensuality is grasped by sirens, seductresses and scarlet women of the ancient and modern world, it's that special energy, the cord that connects each of us together and how certain individuals have the propensity to know when to tug and to release such an intimately joined cord, with a smile, with a wink, with the delicate touch and grace of knowing exactly what you're up too and knowing full well that certain cords just need to be pulled, and let go with the wicked smile and candor of a woman that lives in ecstasy, so tap into this sacred sensual energy and see just how much lovers enjoy being pushed and pulled in such an endlessly erotic connection. Its what women have been persecuted for for centuries now, bewitching and beguiling, so do all of those persecuted women proud and show them your sensual teeth.
Homesteading for The Holidays
Welcome to Pagan Paradise
Even in the hectic season of Winter we must keep the house maintained, the garden and lawn as well as the compost piles that will encourage new life and crops to grow as soon as it's warm enough in the late Winter for Planting Season. The wheel turns and the god's laugh for those that have sewn seeds and maintained healthy plants prosper in a harvest that sustains and nourishes the mind, body and soul for times of much needed energy. For those that have ignored the calling of the earth and the spirit of mother nature, find that these months are bleak, cold, dark and haunting and with an empty stomach and empty heart lacking in fortitude during the trying months this can truly be devastating to the life, well being and sustainability of you and your loved ones.
Since 2012 we've slowly reawakened to the shift in global consciousness as the year of Saturn arrives in 2015 we endure the hard, slow, grinding truth that the Lord of Time himself desires to bestow lovingly to those of us that have embraced our positions and firmly with harsh words, action towards life's oblivious goals with the rude awakening of ice cold water tossed on the face of one already standing without food in the snow. The Earth is in it's Golden transition, which means that we have to move beyond the Bronze Age of 2,600 years ago and all it's religious turmoil that it brought, we have to purify the mistakes that were made in the Industrial Eras of the World from 16-18th Century, we have to move beyond the mistakes of all of this to achieve the Golden Renaissance of Humanity to Manifest in full form on this plane and planet in the physical world, and for those that refuse to wake up, you'll soon find yourself fast asleep in the full slumber of the evolutionary purification of death.
The planet can no longer sustain and we're reaching zero point where there will be no turning back and those that have prospered and tilled their fields will continue on and thrive, but those that have neglected participating in life will slowly vanish, along with past races and civilizations of beings that in their age of purification ignored the signs, refused to be a part of the natural world that they themselves came from, and found themselves in the forms of fossils, relics or worlds that we still have no explanation as to what origins of their society even even came from, as this is not the first time that we've left the planet in the wake of Ice and Fire, to once again forge a New World from the ash and destruction of the ignorant past to plow into the future and the great beyond. It's time to start planting, to grow and to sew what rewards are waiting for you, follow the moon, the sun and the cycles of the earth to find your true purpose and substance as a human and spiritual being in this world.
Maintaining The Mansion
With Helpful Home Repair & Upcycling
For those with extra financial padding, it's more than welcoming to have additional helping hands in the form of butlers, maids, house cleaning sissies, and servant with refined organization skills that accentuate your busy life with helpful tips and a strong back to assist with projects that need small groups of workers to accomplish such a feat. The time to find things that have long collected dust and to restore them, breathe new life into them is the spirit of the Winter Season for human beings and mother nature itself.
So find those closets filled with projects, the long lists of things to do that never seem to get done, and enjoy the exploration of a world indoors during the cold, dark months of the winter season and as the months slowly change from dark and gloomy to sparkles of sun and twilight, you'll find you feel much more in control of your home, life, and even professional sectors in the world by having an organized manor filled with helpful upcycled items in finished do-it-yourself fashion that will facilitate the routine of life to continue on it's very own without the assistance of the Queen of the Palace ensuring that things are unfolding according to plan, enjoy the extra free time, watch the garden grow and read a good book, or find a new passion or pastime to enjoy, it doesn't matter that it might provide more things on next winter's to-do list, the only thing of importance is enjoying life to the fullest and knowing each year and season is a ripe opportunity even in the barren landscape to create something beautiful out of what others see as absolutely nothing.